Rookie YouTuber S (3)
He clamped his hand over my mouth as he crushed me beneath him, a massive, rutting beast driven by pure lust. Thump. Thump.
“Mmph—! Br… ugh…! Haa… haaap…!”
He only gave me the briefest moment to gulp down air before sealing my small lips again with that thick, calloused hand. Making sure I couldn’t answer. Making sure the crushing pressure felt natural.
“I love you, fuck… Ah. Seo Haeun. You crazy bitch…”
“Mmph…!”
Staring down at me with eyes overflowing with lust, he rammed his cock into me. Shallow at first, then gradually deeper. The bed creaked violently as he flipped the sheets.
“Truth is, I’ve wanted to fuck you senseless for years. Those tits are insane, but you’re the director’s daughter. Right? If we dated, I’d be guaranteed a spot on the team.”
“Mmmph—!”
Even as he pistoned that slick, slippery cock in and out, he kept taunting me. No matter how hard I screamed or tried to push him away, the sounds came out garbled. Twisting my body, kicking—none of it mattered. My spread legs, my pussy being violated by his monstrous cock—none of it could close.
“Then I got cut and changed my mind, remember? But now that I’m actually balls-deep in you, it all comes back. Haeun. If I’d known you’d spread your legs this easily, I would’ve made a move way sooner. Don’t you think?”
“F-fuck… haa… let go! Let go—!”
A human smile I had never seen on him before. An honest expression that hid nothing of what he wanted. Yet looking at that face for the first time, I felt a terror more horrifying than anything I had ever experienced.
“…If you say I can cum inside, I’ll pull out for a second. How about it?”
“No—!”
The breathy voice of a man who truly intended to ruin me raped my mind. Fall. Fall. It demanded I either collapse from pain and fear or throw myself into pleasure.
“I love you, fuck… Seo Haeun…”
“I said pull out—!”
Squelch. Slap. Slap. His skin smacked against mine, dragging me right to the edge of the cliff.
Toward a place I could never return from.
Squeeze. Squeeze. He pinned me deep into the swamp.
“Mmph… chu… heu… haa, stop…! Mmph…!”
He smeared filthy saliva across my lips until they felt swollen. He forced that refreshing toothpaste scent into me until my tongue went numb. He never stopped moving his hips, scraping only the trembling parts of me until my pussy turned into a drooling mess.
“Haa, ugh… stop, pull out! Seriously, you can’t— you can’t—!”
“It’s fine. …No problem.”
The voice of a male who genuinely wanted to break the woman named Seo Haeun. The scorching heat of someone who wanted to mark me as his own. A future I had never even imagined suddenly became painfully clear, making my whole body shake and my hands and feet tingle.
“It’s fine. If you just keep uploading videos without hiding for ten months straight, the views will skyrocket. Money won’t be an issue. It’s fine…”
“You crazy bastard—! Let go—!”
But he painted an even more horrifying future over my mind. No matter how much of a piece of shit Kang Juhyuk was, I never thought he would go this far. I’m useful to you. If I break, it’ll be inconvenient for you too. So why… why…!
“I said it’s fine.”
“What the— what the hell… ugh…!”
“I said I’m fine, ah, fuck…”
“No— you can’t—!”
But the man who could only think about emptying his lust wore a hazy, pleasure-drunk expression every time he thrust his cock in. As if he were imitating someone. Like he was about to spill everything. He placed my heart on a sheet of thin ice.
“No, seriously, seriously. I’m sorry— haaek, pull out. You can’t cum inside—!”
“…Then spread your pussy properly and apologize. If you do it right, I won’t cum inside.”
“Sorry, I’m sorry… I’m so sorry. I apologize—! Uuu…”
Since I couldn’t even reach my own pussy as it was crushed beneath him, I raked my nails down his back again and again, offering humiliating apologies.
“Stick your tongue out too. …Hurry.”
“Yes, mmph… chuu…”
I stuck my tongue out like a cheap whore and acted cute for the man raping me.
“…Mmph…! Mmph… uuu… heuu……”
He didn’t pull his cock out even once. Not until his body trembled and he poured every last drop of his desire into me. My ears were deafened by the rising pleasure and I couldn’t hear anything, but his cock writhing inside me felt unbearably hot.
“…Haaah… haa… ah…”
After thoroughly defiling me, he finally released my lips long after he had emptied himself. Wearing the happiest smile imaginable, he began leaving kiss marks all over my body.
“Haa… haa…”
“…It didn’t hurt, did it?”
“You… you bastard…”
I wanted to sob, but even tears wouldn’t come. I had been dirtied by him all the way to the deepest part of my heart. I didn’t even want to lift a finger.
…Because I had taken the semen of the man I hated most in the world. Deep inside me. On the most dangerous day. A massive load.
Spurt. Spurt.
“You… you……”
“I said it’s fine.”
“I told you not to…”
I didn’t even have the strength to blame him. This couldn’t possibly be the end. This man had just flooded a woman who might get pregnant with thick cum and was now grinning like a psychopath.
“It’s fine. You just have to take care of your body. Oh, want to go on variety shows? A former baseball player with a great body and an idol big sister who looks as fuckable as you? Parenting shows would eat that up. I know a senior who went on one.”
“Shut the fuck up, you crazy son of a bitch—!”
“Why? I’m good at cooking, so I’d probably be popular. And you? Your face alone would get views. Plus, going on TV would boost your YouTube channel even more. …Whether it’s a pregnant lifestyle YouTuber or a married one.”
“You crazy… bastard…”
…No. This man wasn’t simply crazy for sex. He hated me so, so much. He wanted revenge. He wanted to stain me until I belonged only to him. He had mixed every lie and act to rape me, and now he was even trying to get me pregnant. Because I—because my father—had ruined his life. So now he wanted to ruin me too.
“Why are you crying and cursing? Stop the tears. Right now.”
“Don’t touch me, you insane dog, you psycho…”
“Calm down, calm down.”
He stroked me with a gentleness that made me sick. The same cock that had mercilessly pounded me earlier was now pulled out, and he nibbled delicately on my thin earlobe while teasing me with precise, calculated touches. Movements meant to stir excitement rather than calm me. He tormented me without rest, sheets twisted beneath us. Dragging me down to the bottom of the swamp. Making sure I could never rise to the surface again.
“Haa… fuck… you bastard…”
“…Haeun. Stop crying and look at this.”
“What is it…”
Even after shoving me to the bottom of the swamp, he pulled me back up with his own hands and held a bloated, swollen condom right in front of my eyes.
“This… what…?”
“I told you—if you apologized, I wouldn’t cum inside.”
The condom was filled with thick, sticky semen. I didn’t need to know when he had filled it. I was still pinned under him and couldn’t touch it, but the proof was clear: nothing had flowed out of me that should have.
“You… you…”
“…Why do you look so disappointed? Want me to really cum inside this time?”
“You—!”
It was something I should have been happy about. But my heart, already filthy in every corner, didn’t feel the slightest bit cleaner unlike my body that had only been stained a little more. I was furious from my toes to my head that he had toyed with me, and at the same time, relieved from the top of my skull that he had kept his promise.
“How can you fall for it so easily just because I put on some lube, Haeun?”
“You crazy bastard…”
I hated my own body for going completely limp with relief after being brutally raped. But I couldn’t resent it. He had erased that horrifying future with a giant eraser. How could I not feel relieved?
“Were you that scared?”
“Of course I was scared, you insane fucking bastard Kang Juhyuk—!”
…Yes. This man just wanted to play with me. He wanted me to submit. He had no intention of actually breaking me.
“Ah, you’re seriously so fucking cute. Making that ‘my life is over’ face while sticking your tongue all the way out. Shaking like crazy while you cum. Huh?”
“I don’t know, you awful bastard… haa, haa…”
Whining in a petulant voice, I spat out all the anxiety that had filled my chest. The fear, the terror, the dread—I couldn’t feel any of it anymore. The anger and sense of betrayal remained, but there was no point in venting them to someone who would never listen.
“…You’re seriously so fucking lewd, Haeun.”
Grinning brightly as he tormented me, I could vaguely understand him now. The sincere look in his eyes earlier had been no lie. His desire to flood my insides and knock me up was also unmistakably real.
“Shut up, you awful bastard… I already know…”
…Kang Juhyuk wanted to make me submit no matter what. Whether I fell to my knees in fear, clung to him in madness from pleasure, or genuinely fell in love with him—anything was fine. He just wanted to fuck a version of me that no longer resisted.
“What do you know? You don’t know anything.”
Now I understood. I understood why he tormented me so cruelly. And because I understood, I was no longer afraid. There was no way I would ever submit to this crazy psycho dog. No matter how scared I got, I would never kneel. I might play along, but I would never truly bow my head. My body might get dirtied, but my heart would never submit.
Because if I did submit, he would really pour his seed deep inside me. He would drag me all the way to the bottom again, just like before.
…That horrifying future he had painted earlier was something I never, ever wanted to see.
Never.