EP.98 Level 9 - Ung, Complete Empathy (12)
"It's okay to speak up."
"......."
"It's fine to pour it all out, even if it hurts."
She was someone who believed she had no right to such indulgence, always burying every pain and suffering deep inside. As the alcohol's influence grew stronger, even her thoughts slipped from control, and she began to voice her agony. Yet, like inertia, her lips remained tightly sealed. Even the tears trickling down her cheeks were starting to dry up. She was whipping herself to forcibly contain the sadness trying to escape.
'If I say I'm hurting, others will have to share that emotion... I can't do that.'
She suppressed herself simply out of worry that others might feel even a little sorrow. Her own feelings didn't matter. If they caused anyone else pain, it was absolutely forbidden. Even in her drunken state, where she could barely hold her body upright, she clung to that conviction.
She probably wouldn't yield even if I tempted Seo Eunha with pleasure. But that pleasure could at least ease her pain a little. Since this was all I knew how to do, I clapped my hands once more.
"If Eunha says she's hurting, if she confesses her pain, a soft wave of happiness and pleasure will flood her body."
Normally, I would have forced the words out of her like this and gradually corrupted her with the allure of ecstasy. But Seo Eunha wouldn't fall to such tactics. Her beliefs had consumed her entirely.
"It's okay, Eunha. You can let it out in front of me."
"...Pardon?"
"You're screaming it in your mind over and over. That it hurts, that it's tormenting you. All you're doing is saying it out loud."
I'm telling her I won't be sad if she says it—in fact, I'll be happy and delighted. And there's not a single lie in that persuasion.
"Why... why?"
"I already know all about your struggles, Eunha. Confessing the pain makes your heart feel better. Seeing you improve even a little makes me feel good too."
"...You're truly a good person."
"Not the trash who raped Hyeun?"
"Ah, that was a misunderstanding..."
"I know. I'm actually grateful you didn't report it afterward."
She seemed to periodically cleanse her own memories, quickly recalling me and gauging my reaction. I'd kept an eye out in case she tried to report it, but not only did she not—she took even better care of me than before.
"R-Report? Don't say such dangerous things..."
"Anyway, thanks for always granting my requests. So please grant this one too."
"A request..."
This wasn't something she wanted to do. It was solely to fulfill my desire to hear her voice her pain.
'Ah, it hurts so much. I wish no one hated me. I wish no one suffered because of me. I'd rather just disappear.'
"Crying won't hurt me. It won't torment me. Seeing you like that will actually put my mind at ease. Make me happier. I want to see you cry. Cry in front of me. I need you like that."
"Why... why go this far?"
"Because I like you."
Who wouldn't love someone as beautiful as you? Anyone who didn't must be twisted somewhere. With genuine sincerity, I pulled her into an embrace and patted her back.
"Hic, hngh... Hwaaaang!"
Her body trembled softly as she began sobbing like a child. It was probably due to the pleasure from my trait. Pretending not to notice, I stroked her hair as she cried.
"Good girl. Keep crying like that, but say it out loud too. That it hurts, that it's hard, that it's painful."
"Hic... It hurts. It was so hard. My heart throbs with agony."
Each time Seo Eunha voiced her pain aloud, an unexpected surge of pleasure crashed over her. It wouldn't completely break her down, but it would certainly help release the torment she felt right now.
"Feels a bit better, right?"
"It was so hard..."
A light climax washed over her uncontrollable, drunken body. I held her gently as she shuddered and gasped roughly.
"Haa♡ Haa♡ This is weird. My body's shaking nonstop♡"
"Don't be scared. You're happy right now, aren't you?"
"Yess♡"
"Let your body surrender to that sensation."
I slowly caressed her, guiding her to savor the afterglow of her climax. Gradually, her expression melted into pleasure, and she grew accustomed to pouring her pain out to me. I clapped again and murmured a new command.
"If you blame the cause on someone else instead of yourself, an even more intense pleasure will surge through you, leading to climax. And from now on, you won't climax any other way."
This was the real challenge. I had to help her become someone who could blame others. It wasn't easy to break. She always sought the fault in herself and refused to point fingers at anyone else. I'd prepared intense pleasure and climaxes as rewards, but she wasn't the type to yield so easily.
In cases like this, I had no choice but to use Do It For Me.
"Repeat after me exactly as I say. 『Do It For Me』. This pain I'm feeling isn't my fault. It's those other people's fault."
"Y-Yes!? Th-This pain I'm feeling... isn't my fault. It's those other people's fault. Hnggh♡ Haah♡"
Pink light burst from the cleavage of Seo Eunha's chest as the trait activated. Hot moans erupted from her lips, and the intense pleasure bound her mind, preventing other thoughts. Saliva and liquor mixed and drooled from her trembling mouth. Her love juices mingled with the pooled vodka between her thighs, creating a lewd cocktail.
I took the cocktail glass from her precarious hand and began seducing her.
"That felt amazing just now, didn't it?"
"Hng♡ Y-Yes♡ Feels so good♡ I don't wanna say it♡"
"Liar. It felt incredible."
"It felt good, but those people didn't do anything wrong♡"
"Then why'd you say it?"
"Because you used your trait on me... Hiiik!?"
Bingo. I smirked in satisfaction as the trait activated just as expected. This was Do It For Me in full effect. Blaming it on me for making her say it still counted as blaming others. And saying she said it herself also counted as blaming others.
She was now trapped in a state where she had to blame someone else. And the resulting climaxes dragged her into a world of happiness.
"Hahaak♡ Haah♡ Nng♡ Hwaaaah...!"
"Blaming others feels so good, doesn't it? Doesn't it melt away all that stress? All that earlier pain—gone, right?"
"Don't wanna♡ Haht♡"
"Your mouth says no, but you're blaming others right now too."
"I-I'm... Nng!?"
Self-blame had been blocked long ago. She could only say it wasn't her fault or theirs—but even that now became blaming others.
"That's the conviction you've held all this time. See how easily it contradicts itself? Everything you believed was wrong."
"Hng♡ Haang♡ Please, please stop♡"
"You make such a happy face while begging me to stop—think I'll listen?"
"Nooo♡ I don't wanna be happy tearing others down♡"
"You said it yourself—you're not a good person. So just do it. Blame others and feel a little happiness."
Seo Eunha was lost in alcohol and orgasms, unable to think straight. Yet she still resisted blaming others of her own will. I thought realizing she'd already done it would help, but no such luck.
Damn, even Do It For Me and she holds out... that's crossing the line. If there'd been even a sliver of change, I could have continued the treatment. But with no progress at all, the path ahead felt completely blocked.
No helping it, then.
"Okay, I erase everything from the claps. Instead, if you genuinely hate someone, you'll climax with insane pleasure."
I clapped, and her climaxes slowly subsided. She leaned against me, taking deep breaths to calm her unsteady body. She looked so enticing I wanted to drag her to bed and pound her right then. But another urge burned stronger now.
"Haa♡ Haa... Please. Don't do that. I don't want to hate anyone."
"No, you will hate them."
"...Pardon?"
"From now on, I'm going to destroy this country's people—and the government too."
Destroy the Republic of Korea that broke Seo Eunha. That's all I'd been thinking since earlier.
"I'll hunt down everyone who tormented you and make them pay. Even for a single malicious comment, I'll make it real. And anyone tied to this incident? They'll suffer worse than you did."
"W-Wait! Don't! If you do that, then I...!"
I wasn't joking. Nor was I deceiving her for treatment. I'd come to her place planning this if therapy failed.
"Your sin is doing nothing. But people wished you'd do nothing anyway. It became what they wanted, so you granted it."
"Th-That's absurd!"
Honestly, there were more therapy options, but with zero progress, even I was getting tired. Now I just wanted her happy—and those bastards to pay.
Restraining myself this far was already a huge effort for my personality.
"And you're mistaken. Becoming happy doesn't mean hating me. The suggestion I just implanted activates even if the target is yourself."
Self-blame had been blocked to prevent recrimination, so it hadn't triggered yet. But the moment I released it, she'd drown in waves of pleasure.
"This whole situation is your fault anyway, you selfish bitch."
"Eh...?"
"You're thinking that to become happy. To abandon everyone and drown in pleasure."
"Th-That's not...!"
It was a final provocative gambit, hoping it might change her. I released the Do It For Me on her, and she began viciously hating herself, climaxing wildly.
The pleasure was on another level; she collapsed, writhing in ecstasy.
"See? You're truly happy now. That's the ending I chose for you. I want you happy—and those trashes destroyed."
"Kehk♡ Gack...♡ Krha♡ W-Wait... Hwaang♡ Hiigigik!?"
I wrapped Seo Eunha in a blanket, scooped her up, and headed out. She whimpered pleas to stop, but I ignored them all, moving to the addresses I'd already scouted.
"Ah, this must be the fucker's house who commented you should have your limbs cut off and turned into a potion factory? He'd love being made into a limbless onahole, right?"
"Eunhyuk, sii♡ Haah♡ Nooo♡ Nooo♡"
"I'm glad you're so thrilled. Alright, let's get started."
Whether she hated herself or me, the pleasure would make her happy. And if I made everyone who caused her misery suffer in turn...
Wouldn't that be a refreshingly satisfying end?