Don't Come Anymore
“From now on, don’t come anymore.”
“J-Jihyeok... I... suddenly this...” The Doctor stammered, fidgeting with her hands and feet. She couldn’t hide her embarrassment. She asked, “A-Are you serious...?”
“I am. But if noona is scared, it’s fine to refuse.”
“I’m infertile, and I’m older... It might be difficult...”
“I’m not forcing you. I just want you to know that I care for and love noona enough to say this.”
My words carried tremendous weight, and the Doctor knew it. Her expression brightened at once, as though every trace of hurt had vanished. While I pressed an affectionate kiss to the line of her collarbone, she suddenly spoke.
“Jihyeok... That... From now on, you have to call me noona, right?”
“Then what should I call you? By name?”
“Yeah... I’d like that...”
“I don’t like it.”
At the firm refusal, the Doctor flinched. “Why?”
“That’s the name your husband used to call you.”
She pulled my head into her chest. The gesture looked almost pleased by my jealousy. She grumbled, “How childish...”
“Says who.”
“What do I have to do to satisfy you?”
“I’m satisfied right now.”
“I want to match everything to you.”
Hearing that, I swept her up in my arms. Her legs wrapped naturally around my waist. Supporting her with my forearms beneath her, I wandered slowly through the living room.
“Really?”
“Really. I’m ready to do anything for you.”
“But do you know? Wanting to match everything is just sophistry. Noona and I have different values. Those things don’t change easily.”
“That’s...”
“You spoke too hastily. Admit it?”
Her forehead rested against my shoulder. She nodded slowly, then sighed. “Haa... I admit it.”
“But I felt your heart clearly enough.”
“.....”
The arms and legs wrapped around my neck and waist tightened. When I let out a low laugh, she adjusted her posture as though she had made up her mind, hugged me properly, and looked straight at me.
“Jihyeok.”
“What.”
“I won’t take it.”
She meant she would stop taking the pill. I stopped in place. “You really won’t take it?”
“I won’t... Ha, but there’s one thing I need you to understand. Like I said, I’m infertile and older.”
It was her way of saying that if I slept with her intending to get her pregnant, I might end up disappointed. I nodded, understanding. “Even so, nothing between us changes.”
“That’s enough...”
I carried her to the bedroom without another word and laid her down. We shared a deep, heated kiss. While our lips were still locked, I slipped her panties down with one hand and pressed my middle and ring fingers against her. Then I began to rub slowly.
“Huum... Chup... Hua...♡”
Between kisses, the Doctor let out hot, shaky breaths. When I pulled back, she followed, trying to capture my mouth again. I shook my head once and spoke gently.
“Noona.”
“Yeah...”
“Do you want it?”
“I-I want it...♡ I think I’d be really happy if it happens...”
“Whose child?”
“Y-Your child...”
“Husband’s child?”
“I don’t need it... I only want your child...”
Jjigeuk... My fingers slid between her folds and pressed firmly near her G-spot. Her hips jerked hard. “Hua...♡”
She was already wet, even though I had barely started. Her sincere desire to have a child had clearly reached her. One corner of my mouth lifted.
“This isn’t enough, is it?”
“Not enough...”
“What do you want me to do?”
“Put it in... Quickly...♡”
“Right now?”
“Yeah...”
She began to squirm her hips like a petulant child. In the dark bedroom, her writhing silhouette was unbearably sensual. I had teased her enough. Today, I would give her exactly what she wanted.
I freed my fully erect cock and pressed it against her entrance, parting her folds with the head before slowly pushing inside. Jjikkeugeuk...
“Huu...♡”
She exhaled a long, rough breath, then cried out the moment I bottomed out. “Hyaak♡” Her legs stretched straight, toes pointed. I braced my arms on either side of her and lowered my torso, then began to move.
Jjigeok... Jjigeok...
“Hoook...!”
Her legs trembled. Even though the thrusts were gentler than usual, her excitement had clearly peaked. The renewed resolve and the confirmation of my love had pushed her straight into overwhelming pleasure. The same was true for me. Her tightness today was so intense that a ticklish sensation raced through my entire body after only a few strokes. The pleasure was so sharp I almost wondered if I had premature ejaculation. I held back the urge to come and quickened my pace.
Jjigeokjjigeokjjigeok!
“Hyaang...♡ Haaang...!”
Her moans grew louder. She reached for my hips and pulled me in time with each thrust—an unspoken plea for me to go harder. I obliged.
Paang! Pang!
“Hyaaak! J-Jihyeok...! Too deep... Hyaak! Deeper...!”
“Don’t like it?”
“Noo... I like it...”
“I love you, noona.”
“Heungeut...!”
At the sweet confession, her back arched like a bow and her walls clenched, trying to push me out. I drove deeper in that moment. Jjikkok!
“Heoook!”
She threw her head back, whole body shaking. Her eyes, now adjusted to the dark, met mine. Panting, she whispered, “Huueu... I love you... I love you...♡”
I smirked at the lewd confession and focused on satisfying her without another word.
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The next morning.
After preparing breakfast and seeing Jihyeok off, the Doctor changed clothes. She put on a gray ribbed long dress that showed her ankles, sat at the vanity, and applied the makeup techniques she had paid dearly to learn. When she reached for drop earrings, she decided they looked too old-fashioned and instead clipped ear cuffs onto her helix and lobe. She slipped on a thin white cardigan, picked up a white pouch, and checked herself in the full-length mirror by the shoe cabinet. Embarrassment made her lower her head. The outfit Jihyeok had asked her to wear revealed her figure far too explicitly. Still, if he liked it, that was enough. She opened the door.
She slid into the driver’s seat of his luxury sedan, started the engine, and felt a lingering thrill between her legs. She hunched slightly. “Haa...” The aftereffects of last night were still there. It had been that satisfying. It felt as though the inside of her had been reshaped to fit only him. There had been so much of his release, too. Honestly, it had been such ecstatic sex that she couldn’t even think of her husband—her ex-husband. Even though she knew she shouldn’t, she couldn’t help thinking that her infertility had been a blessing from heaven. It was fortunate she had never carried Edward’s child. A widow with someone else’s child... She couldn’t imagine Jihyeok would want that.
-♬♪♬♪♬♪
With her forehead nearly touching the steering wheel, replaying last night’s pleasure, the Doctor glanced at her ringing phone. Seeing Jihyeok’s name, she felt warmth bloom below as she answered. “Yeah, Jihyeok.”
-Where are you?
“I’m about to head out now.”
-Already?
“You said you’d go match the ring after work.”
-Right, I did. Want to stop by the company after? Let’s have lunch together.
After last night, Jihyeok spoke to her casually. It didn’t feel awkward. If anything, it made her happy. It felt like he was finally accepting her completely. Face flushed, she answered quickly. “Okay. The company? Have you arrived?”
-No. Traffic. I called because I’m frustrated.
“What should we do? You’ll be late for the meeting. I should’ve told you to take a flying taxi.”
-I think I’ll make it on time. Once this job is over, I’ll have more free time, so let’s go to the lab soon and make the Devices.
The Doctor’s heart lifted. Devices for Silvia, Adele, and another Beast Slayer candidate. She had felt guilty that she hadn’t been able to make them yet. She was grateful he had brought it up first. “Okay.”
-The jam’s starting to clear. I’ll hang up.
“Yeah, see you later.”
She hung up and hummed a cheerful tune. The weather was nice, no monsters had appeared... It almost felt too good to be this happy. She still worried Jihyeok might touch drugs again, but she decided to stay positive. If she took care of him, he would quit soon enough. On her way to the wedding-ring shop she had found online yesterday, a sudden thought struck her. She still needed to sort through her husband’s belongings in the utility room... What should she do? The worry lasted only a moment. She felt refreshed again once she resolved to discuss it with Jihyeok today.
But a voice instantly soured her mood. The car had stopped at a red light.
-Jenny... Jenny...!-
It was the urgent voice of her ex-husband, Edward. The Doctor’s brows furrowed. Jihyeok refused to call her Jenny. All because of the nickname her husband used to use. Of course Jenny was a common diminutive for Jennifer, but still... it bothered her. ‘I wish you wouldn’t call me Jenny anymore...’
-Jenny... Why are you doing this? You used to like it when I called you that.-
Today Ed’s voice was different. Before, they had only exchanged necessary words. Now it felt like an actual conversation. Wondering if she needed to see a psychiatrist, she shook her head and tried to clear her mind. But the voice kept coming. Please don’t leave. Always remember me. Only the words she didn’t want to hear. Perfect timing. She would send him off for good. She directed her thoughts toward Edward’s voice. ‘I’ve found someone I love.’
-You said you’d only love me? That you’d only look at me for the rest of your life?-
‘I’m sorry, but my heart has changed.’
-Jenny... I love you... Please don’t forget me...-
‘I love you too. I still do, and I always will. But I think it’s time we let each other go. If you really love me... let me go for my own happiness.’
-Why are you doing this?-
‘I gave you everything. I even changed my values to match yours and spent my youth longing for you. I think that’s enough. Because of my memories with you, I never received the love I should have had long ago.’
-You’re going to throw away all our memories?-
‘Don’t worry. I’ll continue to honor your legacy.’
-.....-
The voice fell silent. She could almost see Edward’s disappointed face. It was unsettling, but she wasn’t as sad as before. At times like this, she had to be cold. If she accepted him again now, her relationship with Jihyeok would collapse. ‘Because of the things you planted in me, the person I love dislikes them.’
-That doesn’t make sense... You accepted those things yourself. Your values, your longing, your love... All of them were created by your own will!-
‘I’m regretting it.’
-Jenny... Just as you never gave up on me, I won’t give up on you either. I’ll come again next time.-
‘I wish you wouldn’t.’
-I’ll come again. I love you, Jenny.-
“I told you not to call me that!!”
Unable to hold back her anger, the Doctor slammed the steering wheel. A short honk echoed down the street. Pedestrians glanced over. Breathing hard, she came to her senses, flicked on the hazard lights, flashed them twice, then turned them off. In that moment she strongly agreed with Jihyeok’s words that humans were violent creatures. Just because love had entered the picture, her emotions were swinging wildly... This wasn’t like her at all. Still, she had no desire to return to the past. This was simply a natural human feeling. It had been wrong to keep hiding it. Just as she was thinking how fortunate it was that Edward’s voice had finally stopped—
Beep!
“Ah! You startled me!”
A horn blared from behind. Startled, the Doctor looked up and realized the light had turned green. The car in front had long since driven away. ‘Is it really that hard to avoid? I even put the hazards on...’ Why did unlucky people have to interfere on such a happy day? Grumbling, she eased her foot onto the accelerator while thinking of Jihyeok. A spring breeze seemed to blow through her chest, lifting her mood again. Yeah... Stop thinking about other people. Just think about Jihyeok. With her mind settled, she turned on music and focused on driving.