Awakening
I was at the office on a weekday morning when my phone chimed.
‘Huh? A text from Yu-jin?’
I opened it right away.
It was the perfect moment—work had slowed down—so I could reply immediately.
While I was working, my wife had let me know via text that she was meeting her friend Ha-jeong for lunch. The person she was seeing today was someone I already knew—Yu-jin’s close friend.
Ha-jeong and my wife had met when Yu-jin started university, and their bond had remained strong ever since. In other words, she was one of the very few best friends my introverted wife had.
‘Ha-jeong, huh…’
Thanks to dating Yu-jin, I’d naturally gotten to know her best friend as well. Despite my wife describing Ha-jeong as a timid friend, the first time I met her she struck me as an outgoing, assertive person anyone would notice.
According to Yu-jin, Ha-jeong’s personality had changed a lot after she spent a year on a working holiday in Australia right after graduation. Of course, my wife was happy that her close friend had become brighter and more positive.
While I was dating Yu-jin, I’d chatted with Ha-jeong a few times, and naturally she attended our wedding, sincerely congratulating us. Looking back, we were definitely acquaintances, and to an outsider it might even look like we were close. But personally, I didn’t think of her that way yet. Maybe it was because her high energy overwhelmed me and I’d unconsciously kept a certain distance.
‘Still, Ha-jeong really is pretty…’
They say birds of a feather flock together. Maybe it was because my wife was so stunning, but her close friend Ha-jeong also had the kind of looks that would make anyone turn their head at least once. Although Yu-jin’s beauty often overshadowed her, if my wife had gone to a different university, Ha-jeong probably would have been called the campus goddess. She had that kind of captivating face.
‘When you look at it that way, just like Hyung said, I really am the biggest winner of this life…’
“Gyu-min, let’s go get ready for the corporate performance review rehearsal.”
“Got it, Hyung.”
I’d been lost in thought when Cheol-min hyung’s voice snapped me back to reality. Together we headed to the company auditorium to prepare for the afternoon performance review.
— Same time, at home (Yu-jin’s POV) —
‘Hmm~’
A little earlier, Yu-jin had texted her husband Gyu-min that she was meeting Ha-jeong for lunch. Now she was soaking in the bathtub, getting ready for her outing. Yu-jin had always loved baths, especially half-body soaks. Right now she was enjoying the heat of the hot water against her skin.
‘Baths always put me in such a good mood~’
She had her eyes closed, savoring the pleasant warmth, when suddenly the memory of last night’s passionate encounter flashed through her mind.
‘Oppa was unusually rough yesterday…’
From the time she started dating Gyu-min until now, Yu-jin felt their married life had been quite satisfying. But at some point, as her husband got busier at work and she quit her own job to focus on housework, the two of them had fewer opportunities to connect. Both Gyu-min and Yu-jin had quietly begun to feel that their intimacy was becoming neglected.
Then one day, she noticed her husband starting to change from the man she used to know. Without any warning, he began initiating skinship or making dirty jokes. She got the feeling he was becoming more sexually assertive.
‘They say men’s sex drive usually drops after thirty… but it feels like my husband’s has only gotten stronger…’
Of course, Yu-jin wasn’t exactly unhappy about her husband’s change. She knew her own personality well—she had always been passive when it came to that sort of thing. After a short three-month relationship as a freshman in college, Gyu-min had been her last boyfriend. She had very little experience for a woman her age. Sex with Gyu-min had been her first time. So during their first night together, she hadn’t known what positions to take or what to do. She simply followed his lead.
Fortunately, Gyu-min was good in bed, and Yu-jin enjoyed the way he took charge. After that, he had always been the one leading their encounters.
‘I was secretly worried because it felt like we’d been neglecting each other lately, but it seems like we’re getting back to how we used to be. That’s a relief…’
Thinking that, Yu-jin kept replaying the scene from last night. While watching Heaven Net together, she hadn’t shown it outwardly, but inside she had been drawn in like she’d discovered a whole new world. The erotic photos were one thing, but the last video had been truly shocking for her—a slender woman lying on a bed while four muscular black men mercilessly violated her.
“Hah… ngh.”
Just remembering it made her body slowly heat up without her permission.
‘Why is my body reacting like this? Is it because of that video I saw yesterday?’
What kept circling in Yu-jin’s mind wasn’t the act itself, but the size of those black men’s cocks. They were as enormous as the stallion’s member in that ridiculous mating video Ha-jeong had once sent her as a joke. Then the memory shifted to last night—how Gyu-min had made her get on all fours, ass raised high, and taken her fiercely from behind in what was called the “rear-entry” position.
‘Even thinking about it again, I’ve never seen oppa that wild before… Of course, I secretly enjoyed it too…’
With that thought, Yu-jin slowly moved one hand down between her legs. Her fingers began to focus on the outer lips of her sex. Until now, she had only masturbated once in her entire life before marriage. Yet here she was, touching herself while vividly recalling last night’s sex.
‘Hah… ngh… Why am I doing this… I feel like I’m turning into a pervert just like oppa… masturbating like this…’
She kept stroking herself intently for a while until, at some point, she realized the man in her fantasy had changed from her husband into one of the black men from the video.
‘Huk…’
Startled, Yu-jin abruptly stopped what she was doing. She let out a shaky breath and fell silent for a moment.
‘……’
‘I must be crazy… How could I think something like that…’
She was shocked at herself. She even worried that something was wrong with her head.
‘This is all… because of oppa. It’s because we watched Heaven Net. I shouldn’t have suggested watching it together…’
Even as she thought that, the images of those black men’s bodies—especially their huge cocks—refused to leave her mind. Of course, pure curiosity played a part too, since she had never seen anything like it in real life.
‘Oppa’s is the first one I’ve ever seen in my life, but from what my friends say, I know it’s bigger than average. That’s why it always felt so full and good when we had sex… But what would something that big feel like?’
Without realizing it, Yu-jin kept imagining those enormous cocks and wondering what it would feel like for a woman to have sex with one. Then she caught herself again and was shocked at her own thoughts.
‘Hah… What on earth am I thinking… It really feels like oppa is turning me weird too… Get a grip, Yu-jin!’
She finished her bath, dried herself with a towel, and—since she was alone in the house—walked completely naked into the master bedroom.
Once inside, Yu-jin looked at the full-length mirror standing against the wall.
‘Hmm… Even I can see my figure is still pretty decent… Sure, I’ve gained a little belly since getting married and aging, and I don’t exercise, but…’
Looking at her reflection, she thought her body hadn’t completely gone to waste yet. Still, she figured it was time to start taking better care of herself. From talking with her few friends—including Ha-jeong—she knew they all exercised regularly regardless of the type of workout, went to dermatology clinics, and took care of themselves diligently.
Now that she was in her thirties, Yu-jin knew it was time for a woman to begin proper maintenance.
‘Maybe I should start working out… Come to think of it, a big new gym just opened in the shopping area by the apartment entrance. Should I go check it out?’
Deciding she would visit the gym sometime soon, she headed to the dressing room to pick out an outfit for going out…