Transitional Phase 5: Whew... Why Am I Trembling Like This?
The few seconds it took for the laptop screen to brighten felt like entire minutes right now. That’s how tightly wound I was. The cause was obvious—my wife was quietly watching me from behind. With that thought in mind, I typed in the password, opened the browser, searched for Heaven Net, and finally stepped inside.
There’s no turning back anymore… I wonder what kind of reaction my wife will show.
The moment I entered Heaven Net, the screen flooded with photos and videos. Every single thumbnail was anything but ordinary. No one was properly dressed. Skimpy, revealing outfits were the baseline, and some thumbnails showed people completely naked.
My wife slid off the sofa, walked over, and sat right beside me, eyes locked on the laptop. I studied her expression carefully. So far there was no dramatic change, but her eyes sparkled with clear interest as she stared at the screen.
“Huh… So this is what adult sites look like. Oppa, are all the other ones like this too?”
“Pretty much. They’re all similar. So… what do you think, Yujin?”
“Hmm… It’s not as wildly dirty or explicit as I expected?”
“That’s because you haven’t really looked yet. This is just the front page. Want to explore properly?”
“Sure… why not? We did agree to look at it together today.”
“Alright, let’s see…”
I worried that jumping straight into the most extreme posts might make her uncomfortable, so I decided to start mild and work our way up. I clicked the photo tab’s exposure board—the section that looked the least hardcore.
As I scanned the post titles one by one…
[Taking off my leggings during a hike and getting my ass slapped~]
[Completely naked and masturbating in the kids’ café bathroom ♥]
Damn… These titles… Every single one is completely insane.
My expectations collapsed instantly. I glanced at my wife beside me. She was still reading the titles with that same intrigued look. I might have been imagining it, but her pale cheeks seemed to be slowly turning pink.
“Wow… The titles… Looks like this place is full of perverts just like you, oppa~”
“Ugh… Yujin, isn’t that a little harsh?”
“It’s true~ You and everyone who posted these look exactly the same to me.”
“Maybe… but hearing you say it like that feels weird.”
“Should we start opening them one by one, oppa?”
“Yeah.”
I clicked the first post. A huge photo filled the screen: a woman on a mountain wearing only a top, leggings pulled down to her ankles, ass pushed back toward the camera while she smiled at the lens. Her body was slim and toned with almost no fat, tall like a model. She had the exact slender figure women seem to chase these days.
But… she still can’t compare to my wife.
Most men would agree—very few are actually into extremely overweight women. Extremely skinny women have their fans too, but most guys prefer women with some softness, the kind that looks like it would feel amazing to hold. Men are visual creatures, after all. When having sex, a man can’t help but focus on the body in front of him, and a body that’s too thin simply can’t satisfy that visual hunger. That was my theory.
In that sense, my wife Yujin was the perfect woman—her body radiated sexual appeal as if it had been glazed in honey. She had the ideal slender figure that was neither too thin nor overly voluptuous. Her face, however, was pure and innocent, the kind that awakened a man’s protective instincts while making him desperately curious about what that innocent face would look like in the throes of pleasure.
Especially the way she looks when I take her from behind… that’s incredible.
Rear-entry position—commonly known as “doggy style”—was probably the favorite of most men. The sight of a woman completely vulnerable, back arched, hips swaying gently, presenting herself to her male… what man wouldn’t love that? My wife’s body was perfectly built for it. No matter what position we used, sex with her was always mind-blowing, but taking her from behind and seeing that view always pushed me to the edge faster than anything.
Every time I thrust into her from behind, the way my cock would appear and disappear between those plump, bouncy ass cheeks… any man would lose control and pound away like he was addicted. And the feeling when those milky-white, Western-model-like ass cheeks clapped together and rippled with every thrust, slapping against my hips—nothing could compare. It was enough to give any man the ultimate orgasm.
Truly, my wife’s body was so perfect it was almost frustrating to describe. The kind of figure no man could resist and no woman could help but envy.
Of course, she gets so embarrassed that we don’t do that position often…
Snapping back to reality, I checked my wife’s expression. She was staring intently at the photo on screen, lost in thought.
“What do you think, Yujin?”
“Wow… She’s so bold. I could never do something like that.”
“Really?”
“Yeah. Even if it’s a mountain, there are still people around. What if someone sees her completely naked?”
“People who do outdoor exposure get more pleasure from the thrill than the shame, so they take the risk.”
“They’re actually crazy… Total perverts.”
“What’s wrong with that? Isn’t it cool to be true to your instincts?”
My wife narrowed her eyes at me in a glare. I casually ignored it and clicked the next post.
This one was set in a kids’ café. The writer appeared to be a young mother with a small child. She had been wearing a Missy Look outfit. While her child played with the other kids, she had locked herself in a bathroom stall, lifted her dress to her waist, and masturbated. Even more shocking was the detail that she had left the house without wearing panties at all.
My wife, who had been reading the description along with me, clicked her tongue.
“Wow… She’s married with a kid and still does stuff like that in public—at a kids’ café, no less. She’s a total pervert.”
“Come on~ Everyone has a perverted side. Even you, Yujin.”
“What are you saying!”
“Even if you say that, aren’t you secretly wondering what it would feel like to do something like that after seeing the photo?”
“Hmph! No way!”
“If you say so.”
Deciding that teasing her any further wouldn’t help, I stopped and switched over to the video tab. The thumbnails here were noticeably more extreme. My wife held her breath as she looked at them.
I scanned the video titles until one caught my eye. I clicked it immediately.
The title itself was aggressive. The moment I hit play, the scenes that appeared were even more shocking. A woman lay completely naked on a white bed, blindfolded. Four muscular black men stood around her. Every one of them had an unreal physique that would make anyone stare.
As the video progressed past the midpoint, the real action began. One cock was in her mouth, another in her pussy, and she was stroking two more with her hands, pumping them frantically. I was speechless at the raw obscenity of it all. When I glanced at my wife, she was barely breathing, completely absorbed in the screen.
I’m this shocked, so how is she feeling right now? I’m dying to know what she’s thinking while watching this…
“Yujin, what do you think?”
“Wow… Are all adult videos like this, oppa? This is real, right?”
“Yeah… Surprisingly, it’s not staged. Regular people like us are actually doing this.”
“…Then are all the other videos this intense?”
“Yujin, you must have watched some porn before, right?”
“I did, but only once when I was young, touching myself… and it wasn’t anywhere near this level.”
“That’s actually surprising. I heard women usually watch more porn than men.”
“You know how strict my family was. One of my parents was almost always home, and I had younger siblings. It was hard to do anything like that without feeling watched.”
Listening to her, I finally understood why she had been so passive about these things until now. Growing up as the eldest daughter in a strict household where both parents were teachers, with two younger siblings around, it couldn’t have been easy.
“But… are all black guys that big?”
“Huh? What do you mean?”
“Their… size. It just seems impossible.”
Even as she spoke, her eyes stayed glued to the screen—specifically to the black cock sliding in and out of the woman. I swallowed hard and continued.
“Most of them are, I think. It’s just genetics.”
“Huh… So that’s possible.”
“Honestly, even I was surprised. I didn’t expect them to be that big.”
“I always thought yours was really big… Of course, you’re the only man I’ve ever been with, but… theirs are bigger than yours, oppa.”
“Why? Does it turn you on?”
“Are you crazy? What kind of question is that all of a sudden… And the more I watch, the grosser it gets. It almost doesn’t look human.”
“Hmm… You really think so?”
“If you keep teasing me, I’m not watching anymore.”
“Sorry~ I was just kidding.”
As I apologized and put my hand on her shoulder, I was startled. Her body was burning up. Looking closer, her face was much redder than before and her breathing had grown heavier.
No way…
I didn’t say anything, but it was clear she was getting aroused whether she wanted to admit it or not. For someone who had only seen porn once in her life, these videos had to be hitting her like a freight train.
Should I test her reaction?
Gaining confidence from her state, I suddenly grabbed her ass. She jumped and slapped my hand away.
“What are you doing, oppa?”
“Nothing… You just looked like you were getting turned on.”
“What are you even saying…”
I ignored her protest and slipped my hand inside her pants this time, rubbing her pussy firmly through her soaked panties.
“Oppa! Stop it. Why are you like this?”
“You’re not being honest when you tell me to stop, are you?”
…
When I pulled my hand out and showed it to her, she fell silent, staring at my fingers. They were coated with her juices. Even I was shocked at how wet she had become.
“You’re going to say you’re not turned on after this?”
“…You’re really mean.”
The moment those words left her mouth, I scooped her up and carried her straight to the bedroom.
“Kyaa!? You crazy man…”
“I can’t hold back anymore.”
That night, we burned hotter than we had in a very long time…