Threshold of Change 2
The late-night drive home was surprisingly smooth. "Thank goodness the roads aren't jammed on the way back. Right, oppa?"
"Yeah..."
"So anyway, about what happened earlier..."
"......"
We were on our way home after watching the performance at the city center park. Thankfully, traffic heading back wasn't too heavy, and our car was already drawing close to the apartment. My wife sat beside me, chattering away with her impressions of the show we'd just seen. But my mind was completely elsewhere—still reeling from what had happened during the performance. I couldn't focus on a single word she said.
Today's events were something I never saw coming...
My wife had been sexually assaulted. She was convinced it had been my hand on her, but in reality, she'd unknowingly allowed a stranger's fingers—some other male's—to touch her ass. Of course, none of this had been intentional on my part. It was completely beyond my control, a situation where I'd lost all authority over what happened.
I never imagined my wife would be touched by another man so quickly... It wasn't what I planned, but even now I'm so turned on I can barely focus on driving...
If this had happened to the old me, I would've beaten the guy who groped her to a pulp and dragged him straight to the police. But ever since Senior Chul-min introduced me to Heaven Net, my sexual worldview had been slowly shifting.
In the past, I would've been furious just knowing other men were staring at my wife. Now, I found myself dangerously hoping those gazes would multiply. From what I'd learned on Heaven Net, these thoughts fell under a netorare inclination. Specifically, the desire to show off or hand over one's woman to others was called netorase.
I wanted to deny it, but based on the emotions I'd felt so far, it was clear my tendencies leaned heavily toward netorase. For now, at least...
Maybe Yu-jin was right. Maybe I really am turning into a pervert... Or maybe I already am one.
"Oppa, look over there."
"Hmm?"
"I didn't notice before, but there's a new gym that just opened near the apartment entrance?"
When I turned my head at her words, I saw we'd already reached the main gate. On the second floor of the commercial building visible through the window was the gym I'd spotted before.
"Ah... I only found out about it recently too. I don't usually have any reason to go to the shops by the entrance."
"Same here. I don't go out much, so I never noticed. The banner outside says they're offering big discounts since it's a new opening."
"When I saw it last time, I actually thought about suggesting we go together... but our company already has an on-site gym, so it felt like a waste of money."
"I see."
"If you're interested, want to give working out a try? Just tell me if you want to join a gym. I'll pay for it."
"Hmm... I'll think about it. I've never exercised a day in my life. I don't want to just throw money away for nothing."
"Everything has a first time. If you need help, you could always get a few personal training sessions."
"Hmm... I'll think it over and let you know later. It's not urgent anyway."
"Alright."
After passing the gym, we arrived home. We had a simple dinner, then Yu-jin settled on the living room sofa to watch her usual drama. I slipped into the study, turned on my laptop, and began browsing Heaven Net.
These days, my routine had become set in stone: come home from work, eat dinner, then secretly visit Heaven Net late at night while my wife wasn't looking.
Of course, she caught me last time... right in the middle of jerking off to those photos.
A few days ago, she'd walked in while I was masturbating to the photos a substitute driver had uploaded of her—completely defenseless and drunk. Luckily, I'd managed to switch the screen before she could see. If she'd caught a glimpse of those unguarded pictures of herself... I shuddered just thinking about how she might have reacted.
If that had happened... she definitely would've looked at me with disgust.
Still, there had been an unexpected silver lining. When Yu-jin had grown curious about what I was looking at and saw Heaven Net for the first time, her reaction hadn't been hatred or contempt like I'd feared. Instead, she'd simply seemed surprised that such a place existed. Maybe because she'd lived such a sexually sheltered life—masturbating only once in her entire life—her curiosity had been piqued rather than repulsed.
Maybe she doesn't feel as much resistance toward Heaven Net as I thought. If that's the case, I might be able to pursue my desires more easily than expected...
As that thought crossed my mind, I suddenly felt a pang of regret that I was the only one who knew what had happened today. I wanted others to know about it too. The urge to share my daily life grew so strong that I made up my mind.
I would upload today's events to Heaven Net myself.
Of course, posting required an account. Since I'd already signed up to view more photos and videos, I was ready. I logged into the account I'd created beforehand, grabbed the mouse with trembling hands, and slowly clicked the "New Post" button on the forum.
Then I took a deep breath.
This is my first time writing on Heaven Net... It's just one post. Why am I so nervous?
Clutching my pounding chest, I exhaled slowly and began to type.
Hello everyone! I'm a new member who only recently discovered the existence of Heaven Net. Before anything else, I have a confession to make. I have what people commonly call a netorare inclination. Among those, I believe netorase fits me best right now.
Up until now, I've been a lurker—just quietly viewing the photos and videos uploaded here. As I mentioned, while I do have these tendencies, I never had the courage to post anything. And honestly, I never had any events worth writing about either.
I swallowed dryly and continued typing.
But today, something finally happened that was worth writing about, so I'm gathering my courage to post for the first time. Please understand there are no photos or videos—just me sharing my experience. If you don't believe my story, that's perfectly fine.
First, I'm a married man with a wife. She still has no idea I have these inclinations.
My wife has lived her entire life with almost no interest in sexual matters. She's only had two romantic relationships in her life—me being the second—and she's never shown much interest in dating or sex. I think growing up as the eldest daughter in a very strict, conservative household played a big part in that.
Ironically, despite her passive attitude toward sex, she has an incredible body that would make anyone gasp. After we started dating and got married, we went through a period of sexless marriage. But then I discovered Heaven Net by chance, and I couldn't stand the thought of wasting all that sexual potential she possessed.
So I decided to slowly transform my conservative wife into a lewd woman. Both to end our sexless relationship and to fulfill my netorase desires. Since then, many things have happened—some intentional, some not. To cut to the chase, my wife and I have moved past our sexless phase. We have sex frequently now, and she seems to be growing more and more eager and proactive about it.
And then today, something major happened. For the first time, another person—a stranger's hand—touched my wife's body.
There was a big festival not far from our home today. My wife and I went to check it out, and the place was absolutely packed with people.
I saw it as an opportunity and secretly groped her ass in the crowd. At first she weakly resisted, but eventually she gave up and just let me continue. I assumed no one would notice because everyone was focused on the festival, but I was wrong.
There was a moment when I stepped away. When I returned and stood beside her again, she told me to stop touching her. But I wasn't touching her at that moment. So I looked around... and saw another man with his hand on her ass.
I didn't want to shock her, so I didn't tell her the truth. I sent her home first, then quietly called the man over. When I talked to him, he said something completely unexpected—he'd seen me groping her ass earlier. He apparently has a fetish for women's asses, and after watching me, he couldn't resist doing it himself.
What shocked me even more was that this wasn't his first time committing sexual harassment. When I took his phone and opened his gallery, there were tons of secret photos of other women besides my wife. I deleted all of them, gave the phone back, and sent him on his way after warning him that he was still young and should reflect on his actions.
On the drive home with my wife, what I felt wasn't anger toward the man who'd groped her. Instead, I was intensely aroused by the fact that a stranger's hand had touched a body that only I had ever been allowed to touch. It was incredibly exciting. Today's events seem to have struck right at the heart of my netorase tendencies. Even as I'm writing this, I'm still incredibly turned on.
This is my first post, so I'm extremely nervous. But if more events like this happen in the future, I'll continue sharing my daily life with all of you. Please enjoy watching my wife gradually become more and more lewd.
Phew... All that's left is to hit the submit button...
My heart was pounding so hard I could feel it in my throat. The moment I posted this, I had a strong premonition that there would be no turning back.
This is definitely dangerous... There might come a day when I bitterly regret what I'm doing right now. But it's a once-in-a-lifetime chance. I don't want to live the rest of my life hiding these desires I never even knew I had... or rather, desires I've been trying to deny. And watching Yu-jin slowly become more and more lewd is just too unbearably exciting...
With that thought, my resolve hardened. With trembling fingers, I pressed the submit button. A notification immediately appeared saying the post had been successfully uploaded.
I let out a long breath, closed my eyes for a moment, and sank into thought.
There's no going back now... Of course I could delete the post, but I don't want to. I wonder what kind of reactions my post will get... Since there's no photos or videos, maybe no one will even bother responding...
When I opened my eyes again, I closed the browser for a moment and stepped out of the study. Yu-jin was still completely absorbed in her drama in the living room.
"Oppa, what were you doing in the study? If you're done, come watch with me~"
"Ah... I've still got a bit more to do. I'll watch with you later."
"Okay. It's rerunning tomorrow anyway, so we can watch it then."
"Sounds good. Enjoy your drama."
"I will~"
After seeing her, I returned to the study, sat down at the desk, and stared at the laptop screen for a long time. Finally, as if making up my mind, I reopened Heaven Net and clicked on the post I'd just written.
What I saw was completely unexpected. There were already quite a few comments.
I stared at the comments with my mouth slightly open. My heart was racing even faster than before. The responses were far more enthusiastic than I'd expected. And there were already more comments being added in real time.
This... this is only the beginning.