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"Miu-ya...... should we just die?"
Serin-eonni opened her mouth weakly.
There was no life in her voice. Just a dry sound, like air escaping.
"I wish I were dead...... I would rather have died in the ruins back then...... then I wouldn't have these memories."
Elina-eonni groaned while lying on the floor.
Her silver hair was no longer silver.
It had turned ash-gray, matted with the phlegm and semen spat out by the men. The noble mage who was called a sage and discussed the wisdom of the world was gone.
There was only a bitch left whose brain had been melted by Jack's thing.
"Rion-oppa...... has left."
At my words, both eonnis' bodies trembled visibly.
"Yeah, I know. The master said so. He even submitted the party disbandment form. Now we are...... nothing to him. No, worse than nothing. Just filth he doesn't want to remember."
Serin-eonni laughed self-deprecatingly.
The hollow laughter echoed strangely in the empty inn hallway.
"When I...... was sucking that bastard Goro's cock, I said to Rion. You're incompetent. That Goro-nim's rough touch is a hundred times better than your gentle voice. When I said that...... I saw Rion's eyes. They shattered. Truly, they shattered transparently like glass beads. Watching that...... I shook my hips even more excitedly."
She started scratching her chest with her own fingernails. She didn't stop even though blood seeped out.
"Would he believe me if I begged that it was a curse? No, that was my voice. My tongue wrapped around that bastard's cock, and my pussy tightened like crazy to catch even one more drop of his semen. The curse only twisted my emotions, but it was me who felt that pleasure. When Rion was crying outside the door, I came to climax in time with that sound......!"
Serin-eonni's scream turned into sobbing.
But it seemed like no tears were coming out.
It seemed like she had poured out too much already, and now only dried-up self-loathing remained.
Elina-eonni sat up.
The leather collar Jack had put on her neck was still there.
She didn't even seem to think about taking it off. No, maybe she thought she didn't even deserve to take it off.
"It's the same for me. The magic Rion-nim taught me...... I used it to take Jack's thing more pleasurably. I used my mana to maximize the sensation inside my pussy, and I contracted my uterus to not let a single drop flow out when that bastard ejaculated. What must Rion-nim have thought watching that? Seeing the disciple he devoted his life to teaching, going crazy over the semen of a sewer rat like that, defiling magic......"
Elina-eonni bit her lip.
Fresh red blood flowed again from the lips that were already burst from Jack's rough kisses.
"I was saved by him. But I pushed him into hell. The staff he gifted me...... I shoved it into my back hole and shook it, mocking him, saying 'This is much thicker and more reliable than you.' Rion-nim...... he smiled while carving that staff, saying it was for my birthday."
I curled up, hugging my knees.
"I...... made a promise with oppa. That I'd become a warrior and protect him. That I'd become oppa's bride. When I suffered from my instincts on full moon nights, if oppa held me all night, I felt like the most special wolf in the world......"
The saliva pooling in my mouth still tasted like Old Man Hoji's rotten smell.
"When Old Man Hoji pulled my tail and treated me like a beast, I liked it so much. I spat in oppa's face, saying that the old man's rough whipping made my pussy wetter than oppa's gentle touch. The ribbon oppa gave me...... I tied it to the old man's cock and played with it. Oppa saw all of it. Every single bit."
Heavy silence hung between the three of us again.
No one could comfort each other. We were accomplices, and at the same time, witnesses to each other's debauchery.
That scene yesterday where we explored each other's bodies and shared the men's semen.
The hellish orgy where Serin-eonni caressed Elina-eonni's breasts, and I licked the eonnis' genitals, screaming competitively for the men to fuck us harder.
At the center of it, Rion-oppa had to watch our fall, discarded like a tool.
"Rion won't look at us anymore."
Serin-eonni muttered.
"I should have asked him to kill me instead."
Elina-eonni said blankly.
"I should have begged him to drive a magic arrow into my heart before he left. If I died by his hand, at least I could have been contained in his eyes at the end. Now, the only image of me left to him is...... a whore who rolls her eyes back and cums while sucking Jack's cock."
I tried to tear off the collar around my neck with my fingernails.
But the leather was tough, and my fingernails were already broken from scratching the floor yesterday.
"Can't we go find oppa? If we kneel and beg...... no, not to forgive us, just...... just once......"
"What would you do if you found him, Miu-ya?"
Serin-eonni looked at me coldly.
"With that body reeking of semen? To try and grab his hem? If he even touched your body, you'd get goosebumps thinking about the sensation of Old Man Hoji touching you yesterday, right? Every time you call him oppa, you'd hear the voice you used to curse him as an incompetent bastard yesterday overlapping, right?"
I couldn't say anything. Eonni was right.
We were dirty. To a level that couldn't be washed away.
Suddenly, my gaze landed on the hateful and disgusting bastards sleeping in the room.
I needed a place to vent this anger, this unfairness, this sense of loss.
It was raining.
Is the sky crying for me, or is it a struggle to wash away the traces of this dirty world?
Cold raindrops soaked my shoulders, but I felt nothing.
"Hoo......."
A white sigh leaked from between my lips.
As I got further from the inn, the noises of hell left behind me faded.
Serin's lustful moans, Elina's humiliating submission, Miu's beast-like cries.
The sounds that had been hacking at my soul now sounded dreamlike, like the sound of waves far away.
I entered the entrance of the Adventurers' Guild.
"......I'm here to report a party disbandment."
Emily, the receptionist who was usually close with Serin, was startled to see my appearance.
Focusless eyes, hollow cheeks, and a face with dried, blood-mixed tear tracks.
"Ah, Rion-nim......! That, where are the other party members......?"
"I don't know."
I answered emotionlessly.
My body might be alive, but the women I loved and tried to protect had disappeared inside that room.
My childhood friend, my disciple, and my little sister were gone from there.
"Huh? No, what does that......."
"Just give me the paperwork. I'll register alone and leave."
I grabbed the pen with trembling hands.
[Party Name: Dawn's Light]
Reason for disbandment: Destruction of trust between party members and loss of purpose.
I put strength into my fingertips. The ink smudged.
I remembered the day I clinked beer glasses with Serin while naming this.
The night Elina smiled shyly and swore to live as my disciple, the moment Miu hugged me and wagged her tail, saying she'd stay by oppa's side forever.......
All those memories now became sharp razor blades, scraping my brain.
The pen nib tore through the paper as it passed.
When I pushed the report in and left the guild, I heard a familiar scream from the direction of the inn. I could tell even from afar. The curse had been lifted.
"Haha......."
I let out a dry laugh.
Only now? It's only lifted now?
The hell where they looked at me like a bug and spat, and reached climax while sucking those dirty men's cocks in front of my eyes, has it only ended now?
I stopped my steps leaving the guild for a moment and looked toward the inn where I had stayed.
Screams and wailing were mixed coming from inside the building.
It was Serin's voice. Calling Rion, screaming, begging him to kill her.
Elina's moans as she scratched the floor, begging for forgiveness.
Miu's screams, howling like a beast, looking for me.
......It's noisy.
Surprisingly, anger didn't well up. The hellish guilt they would experience didn't make me feel pity.
Just, truly, a colorless and odorless peace dominated my heart.
I learned for the first time then that if the heart is broken too loudly, you don't even feel pain.
I took out an old pouch from my chest.
Inside was a photo I had taken with them.
Serin smiling brightly, me smiling awkwardly next to her, Elina leaning her head on my shoulder, and Miu hugging my waist.
I gathered my mana and created a small flame on my palm.
Then, the edges of the photo began to burn.
Serin's silver armor turned black, and Elina's beautiful smile disappeared into the flames.
Miu's bright eyes turned to ash and scattered.
In that flame, the vision I saw yesterday overlapped.
Serin looking down at me disgustingly while shaking her hips under Goro.
Elina fawning, saying she would become a container to store Jack's semen.
Miu barking at me while biting Hoji's thing.
The flame burned my fingertips, but I didn't move them. The physical pain was actually welcome.
"Goodbye."
I blew the ashen memories into the rain-mixed wind.
Now, they are not in my life.
The women who loved me, and the women who insulted me.
They are just disgusting stains that contaminated a part of my life.
With a disheveled appearance soaked in rain, I looked at the dark clouds.
"Master...."
I hope you aren't hurt by such a shabby appearance.
Please wait a moment. Master. Because I have business to take care of before that.
Goro, Jack, Old Man Hoji.
Before I go back, it's time to face you, the leads of my nightmare.