The Reversed Favorability Curse Has Been Lifted (Miu)
The Reversed Favorability Curse Has Been Lifted (Miu)
"Ah...... ahhh......."
My head felt like it was splitting open.
"Rion...... oppa......?"
With trembling hands, I touched the leather strap wrapped around my neck. The collar that Old Man Hoji had put on me while calling me a mutt.
"No...... this is a dream. This can't be happening......."
But the memories flashing through my mind seared my soul, each fragment like a heated branding iron.
Rion oppa, the only person in the world I trusted and relied on, my god and my parent who saved me when I was dying in a pit in the forest.
The insulting words I had spat at him rang loudly in my ears.
Rion, the Miu you cherished is dead now!♡ All that's here is a bitch begging for the masters' semen!♡
"Uwaaaaaah! No! It wasn't me! Please!!"
I slapped my cheek mercilessly.
My fingernails scratched my cheek and blood seeped out, but it was nothing compared to the terrible disgust digging into my chest.
The gentle touch that saved me when I was dying in a pit in the forest.
Rion oppa's voice, whispering "It's okay now" as he shielded me from the people throwing stones because I was a beastkin.
Since that day, I had swung my sword every single day without fail to become oppa's partner, to become a fine warrior worthy of him.
I had sworn that my tail, my ears, and my heart were all his.......
"Ugh, uweeeek!"
I braced myself on the floor and vomited bile.
What surged up in my mouth was the undigested, fishy, sweet taste.
It was that filthy liquid that had poured out of Old Man Hoji's wrinkled genitals.
"Ugh, eheuk......!"
I braced myself on the floor and kept dry-heaving. My stomach twisted.
A stomachache worse than when I was starving and eating dirt assaulted me.
But no matter how much I tried to throw it all up, the memories of that week, tattooed onto my brain, wouldn't be erased.
Hoji.
What did I say while licking the toes of that ugly old man whose name I didn't even want to speak?
Rion, you incompetent bastard! Why are you just watching? Your precious little sister is being treated like a beast by an old man right now! Aah! Hiik! It feels good! It feels so goooood!♡
I was crazy. Truly crazy.
Miu, you dirty beast bitch. How could you do that?
I smashed my head against the floor like a madwoman.
But the memories didn't stop. The words I had said to oppa circled my ears like vipers.
Rion oppa... no, Rion you bastard! Regret it for the rest of your life! The Miu you cherished is dead now!♡ All that's here is a bitch begging for the masters' seed!♡ Haaaaaang!♡
"I...... I said that? To oppa? While looking at oppa......?"
My lips trembled. I lowered my hand and groped between my legs.
Then, Hoji's semen came away on my fingers, sticky and thick.
That precious place where I had shyly confessed to oppa while watching the full moon alone with him that I wanted to be his bride when I grew up, had been reduced to a toilet that received the semen of an old man who smelled like rotting corpses.
"Ugh, uwaaaaaah!"
I dug into between my legs with my fingers. I wanted to dig out all of Jack's traces, Goro's traces, and Hoji's traces.
Flesh was torn away and blood was everywhere, but I didn't stop.
But the more I dug, the clearer the image became: the smile of that bitch I had worn while accepting their things.
"Oppa...... Miu is a bitch who deserves to die. Miu was wrong...... please, just once......."
I am a wolf beastkin.
Our clan gives our lives to the partner to whom we have given our hearts just once.
Rion oppa was my partner, my leader, and my entire world.
I had vowed to become a warrior for him, and for him, I had endured the thirst of the full moon every night.
And yet...... I had thrown that noble wolf's pride into the gutter with my own hands.
Old Man Hoji.
Every time the wrinkled touch of that disgusting old geezer, whom I wouldn't even look at because he smelled and was filthy, touched me, I wagged my tail and was drenched in ecstasy.
When his dirty genitals violated my mouth, I felt an orgasm while watching the despair in Rion oppa's eyes.
It doesn't even compare to Rion oppa's gentle touch!♡ It feels so good! It feels so good that my brain feels like it's melting!♡
Those happy memories of oppa grilling delicious meat for me and rubbing my back all night whenever I had a scary dream...... I had thrown them into the trash can myself?
I stumbled to the mirror.
In the mirror, there was no wolf beastkin, but a bitch wearing a collar, her fur matted with men's semen.
Around my neck was a collar that said Hoji's mutt, and my chest and thighs were full of hideous marks where the old man had bitten me with his teeth.
"Hiik, ah......!"
I hugged my body and trembled violently.
Wolf beastkin have a strong sense of chastity. A race that chooses death if it's not the partner they've chosen.
But I...... had cut out that partner with my own hands.
I had thrown everything I had saved to show only oppa to a disgusting old man who discriminates against beastkin, and I had enjoyed it.
Looking at the floor, the ribbon oppa had bought me at the market last month was tied to the handle of a whip. The treasure I cherished most in the world.
The red ribbon Rion oppa had bought me after finishing our first quest.
The ribbon oppa had tied to my ears with his clumsy hands for me, who had never worn anything pretty before.
That ribbon was now covered in the semen of someone I didn't even know, turned into a rag.
This leather collar the old man put on me suits me a hundred times better than some ribbon oppa gave me, right? Woof! Woof woof! Miu is a bitch now! I'm the master's exclusive breeding bitch!♡
"Augh, auuuuu!"
I clutched that dirty piece of cloth to my chest and howled like a beast.
I crawled out of the room. I had to find oppa.
"Rion oppa...... where are you? Huh? Miu is here......."
I crawled on all fours out the door.
On the hallway floor, there were drops of blood, I didn't know if they were from Rion oppa trying to stop me or from him tearing at his own chest.
Miu, please...... pull yourself together! This isn't you!
It felt like I could hear oppa's tearful voice. What did I answer back then?
Rion, you idiot bastard! Look closely!♡ The pussy of the little sister you cherished... is being crushed by the old man's cock right now!♡
"......Ah."
I sat down on the stairs and stared blankly at the ceiling.
How much oppa sacrificed for me. He saved me when I was about to die at the hands of beastkin hunters, and raised me into a proud adventurer despite the discrimination against beastkin.
I am not human. I am a beast. No, even beasts know gratitude. I am a monster worse than a beast.
When I arrived at the inn lobby, the owner looked at me as if looking at rotten meat.
It was natural.
The wolf beastkin with charming golden fur was nowhere to be found, and there was only a bitch crawling out with unfocused eyes, wearing a collar and reeking of men's semen.
"Rion oppa......?"
My voice came out cracked, mixed with a metallic sound.
To Miu.
Miu. You were my family, my little sister, and everything I had to protect.
But I cannot bear the obscene moans coming from your lips and that look of sincere hatred toward me.......
When I see you, all I can think of is that expression you had while happily sucking that old man's cock.
Blame me for not being able to forgive you. I no longer have the confidence to be your leader.
Now, do as you please—whether you live by the side of those men you wanted so much, or return to the forest.
Our bond ends here. Goodbye and... I'm sorry.
"Ah...... aaaaaah! No! Nooooo!"
I screamed, scratching the inn floor.
My fingernails broke, but I felt no pain.
Each sentence written on the letter paper became a venomous fang and bit into my soul.
For a wolf beastkin, exile from the leader is death. No, it is a hell worse than death.
"I'm sorry...... I'm sorry, oppa! Miu was wrong! That wasn't Miu! It was because of the curse! Please......!"
I tore at my chest. But my body did not lie.
The semen Old Man Hoji had poured into me yesterday surged and flowed out from between my legs again.
Every time I felt that disgusting warmth, the memory of me begging him to thrust harder came back and suffocated me.
I am a wolf. A wolf with a keen sense of smell.
My whole body was reeking not of Rion oppa's scent, but of the semen of three filthy men.
This fishy smell of semen, soaked into every corner of my golden fur, felt like it would never disappear even if I washed for a lifetime.
"Auuuuuu——!"
I howled long toward the ceiling.
The sad howling of a wolf who had lost its family filled the inn, but that sound was no longer the roar of a warrior, but merely the scream of an abandoned mutt.
Looking around, Serin-eonni and Elina-eonni were also sitting on the floor.
"......Eonni-deul."
A cracked voice flowed from my lips.
It was a miserable sound, mixed with a metallic rasp, worse than a beast's growl.
Serin-eonni was leaning her head against the wall, staring at the ceiling with unfocused eyes.
The silver breastplate, the pride she had cherished, was dirtied with fishy-smelling semen, and on her thighs, the rough handprints left by the porter Goro were branded like bruises, turning blue.
"You know, Miu."
Serin-eonni opened her mouth weakly.
"Inside me...... I can still hear the sound of that guy's semen sloshing around. My throat, which shouted at Rion that he was disgusting, now remembers the fishy smell of that man. Isn't it ridiculous? The Holy Knight Serin is dead. That whore who was drenched in pleasure while licking Goro's feet and mocking Rion yesterday... that's me."
She laughed with a chuckle, as if she had lost her mind.
That laughter became a blade and gouged my chest.
Elina-eonni, who was sitting next to me, was holding the staff Rion oppa had gifted her preciously, very preciously.
But that staff had long since lost its original texture, dirtied by Jack's excrement.
"Serin-eonni...... Miu...... I used magic yesterday."
Elina-eonni muttered, stroking the staff with a dazed expression.
"I used that noble mana manipulation method that Rion-nim taught me...... to tighten around Jack's genitals more pleasantly. When Jack ejaculated inside me, I gathered my magic to feel that hot sensation for longer. At that moment...... I heard Rion-nim's voice calling me from outside the door, but I was so happy that I groaned even louder. Am I...... am I even human?"
A tear dropped from her eyes and formed on the staff.
I hugged my knees and tucked my tail tightly between my legs.
For a wolf beastkin, the tail is a mirror of emotions.
My tail was now stiff with fear and self-reproach, not moving an inch.
No, perhaps the muscles that had been flapping like crazy during Old Man Hoji's rough acts yesterday had already ruptured.
All that was left for a wolf who had lost its partner was to slowly wither and die.