Chapter 8. Then I Can't Push You Away
“Hauuuk♥ Th-that... more...♡”
“Churuup…♡ What are you talking about, unni? We're just getting started.”
“Hii, it's too much...♡ Hyaaaang♥”
“You say it's too much, but your moans are still so wild♡”
Even after I'd come twice, Chae-ah refused to let me go.
The fingers buried inside my pussy kept stirring up my insides without mercy.
Her lips and tongue sucking on my clit only pulled away when she tossed out a line or two, otherwise staying glued right there.
The amount of fluid I'd squirted was like a full basin, and my body was drenched in just as much sweat.
“Hrrghuut…♡ Hiyaaaaang♥”
-Spurt!
“Oh my, did you just come again?”
I didn't even have the strength left to moan, or for more liquid to gush from my pussy.
My raised hips collapsed with a thud.
Even breathing heavily felt like too much, so I draped my arm over my forehead to block my vision.
My lips were parched, and my whole body throbbed like it was full of muscle aches.
Dehydration, maybe.
This really felt like my limit now.
How many times had I come?
I had no idea.
The soaked-through sheets and blankets, drenched beyond damp, told the story of just how many times I'd gone.
“Haaak…♡ Haa...♡”
“Unni, that was so good.”
Finally satisfied, Chae-ah scooted closer to inspect my face up close.
Her gaze was so intense it overwhelmed me, and I covered my eyes with my hand.
The problem was that my body started trembling just from her stare, like it was reacting on its own.
“Hngh, so cute.”
With a little laugh, she said something utterly mortifying and lay down beside me.
She rubbed her face against my right breast while naturally placing her hand on my left one.
As her fingertips began teasing my areola, a chill shot up my spine, and I hurriedly opened my mouth.
“Stop...! I get it, you're amazing... let's stop...♡ I feel like I'm gonna die.”
“Okay, unni. I'm satisfied too.”
I was beyond satisfied—my soul felt sucked right out of me.
Of course it wasn't bad, but this level of overstimulation was something I absolutely wanted to pass on.
I'd sweated so much that even if I slept here, I'd have to shower again, but my body was too heavy to even twitch a finger.
“Unni, you sleepy?”
“Yeah... I'm sleepy, so be quiet.”
“Can I suck on your boobs?”
“You said you were satisfied.”
“Your boobs are just too tempting, unni.”
A deep sigh escaped me on its own.
“Do whatever. I'm gonna sleep.”
“Okay, unni. Goodnight.”
-Mwah!
The light touch of her lips met mine, and I slowly closed my eyes.
*
I had no idea how much time had passed, but my heavy eyelids gradually lightened.
I cracked my eyes open and tried to sit up.
“Ugh...!”
The muscle soreness from Chae-ah's torment last night hit me hard.
“First time getting sore from sex...”
It felt like my whole body had been beaten with something.
“Chae-ah sure sleeps easy.”
As I suffered through the aches and replayed last night in my head, Chae-ah slept soundly under the covers.
Her face, so peacefully asleep it almost seemed like the Chae-ah I'd seen was a dream, was the picture of innocent twenty-one.
That face drew an even deeper sigh from me.
“Haa... I'm going crazy.”
“Mmngh...”
Was my sigh too loud?
Chae-ah stirred with a little murmur.
She opened her eyes and looked at me.
“Huh...? Eeeeeh?!”
She let out a shriek that made my ears ring.
“Ow, my ears hurt. Why are you screaming like that?”
“U-Unni... why... are you naked?”
“What are you talking about?”
“Eh?! M-Me too... I'm naked...?”
Chae-ah alternated stares between my naked body and her own, her face twisting in total confusion.
Anxiety washed over me.
“You don't... remember anything, do you?”
“Huh?”
Please don't say that. For real.
If she said she remembered nothing right now, I'd seriously jump out the window and end it—
“What... did we do...?”
“Fuck...”
“U-Unni...?!”
The exact answer I'd hoped wouldn't come slipped from Chae-ah's mouth, and I cursed without thinking.
“Why... are you like that...? Did I do something wrong last night?”
“No, Chae-ah. Sorry for swearing out of nowhere.”
“O-Okay...?”
So I'd squirted all over that twenty-one-year-old face, gotten fucked by her over and over, and she was blackout drunk the whole time.
Was that even possible? Caress like that while wasted?
Doesn't alcohol usually wreck your cognition?
“Chae-ah, you don't remember what happened with us last night, right?”
“Yeah... I don't remember a thing...”
To soothe her after my sudden curse, I slowly stroked her hair.
If she remembered nothing, there was no need to get all prickly about last night.
It'd just embarrass her too.
“Why... are we both naked, unni?”
The girl who'd been so aggressive was now wrapping herself in the blanket, desperately trying to cover up.
As much as it pains me to say it—
Getting fucked over and over by that little squirt felt so goddamn unfair.
“Guess I have to explain this.”
I scratched my head, pondering.
If she didn't remember, I could make up some other excuse.
But my reactions afterward would be the issue.
I remembered everything, so even unintentionally, I'd act different around her.
She'd get confused by my changed behavior, knowing nothing.
Sharing a workspace with a capable employee under that kind of tension didn't sit right, no matter how I thought about it.
“So, about what happened with us last night...”
After agonizing, I started explaining the night we'd shared.
As I went on, Chae-ah's face flushed red, and she shrieked in disbelief, panicking.
“R-Really...? You and me...? And I was the one...?!”
“Yeah, you... straight up, you fucked me.”
“N-No way...”
I figured she'd accept it somewhat since she was pretty bold sober too.
But she just kept stammering in shock.
“This is so unfair...”
“Huh? What?”
“It's unfair.”
“What's unfair?”
“My first time with the girl I like... and I don't remember it! That's what's unfair!”
That's the problem?
“Unni!”
“Yeah, Chae-ah?”
“Let's do it again.”
“...What the hell kind of crazy talk is that?”
I'd sworn off rough language after quitting my old job, but here I was, cursing twice already in front of a twenty-one-year-old.
“Then I'll remember.”
“That's not the point!”
“I can't live with it being unfair like this. Let's do it again.”
“Wait, hold on! Not... not right now.”
“Why...?”
“Why? You fucked me so hard last night, my body's sore.”
Doing it again while dealing with this soreness would mean bedrest for days.
“And last night... it was just an accident.”
“An accident?”
“Yeah, I didn't plan on doing it with you.”
“Why? Why didn't you want to do it with me?”
I felt like absolute trash dragging it out like this.
Regardless of intentions, I'd enjoyed it so much, and now pretending it didn't happen to someone who couldn't remember.
“I just brought your drunk ass here, that's all.”
“Unni...”
Chae-ah grabbed my hand tight, then buried her face in my chest.
“I won't push to do it right now. So... please don't act like it never happened... please, don't do that to me.”
As I watched her like this—
“Don't do that. That's too much!”
My past self's cry overlapped perfectly with Chae-ah's image from back then.
I'd unwittingly become the kind of person I hated most.
Realizing that, anger surged toward myself.
This was just toying with someone's feelings.
“...Yeah, this isn't something a person should do.”
“Huh?”
“Sorry, Chae-ah.”
“Unni...”
“I won't pretend it didn't happen. But that doesn't mean I want this kind of relationship going forward.”
“Then... what if I date you, unni?”
Chae-ah's eyes, gloomy just moments ago, changed in an instant.
It was the gaze of someone setting a new goal and vowing to achieve it.
“Then... nights like this might come again.”
“So if we date, it's fine?”
“Well, yeah, but I don't think you'd—”
“Got it.”
Chae-ah nodded and pulled away from my embrace.
“Unni, look forward to it.”
“To what?”
“I'll definitely win you over.”
Her confident voice and bold stance in front of me made me chuckle despite myself.
I hadn't expected this turn, but playing along seemed like it'd be fun.
“Pretty confident, huh?”
“Yeah, obviously!”
“Alright, Chae-ah, do your best. That sounds entertaining.”
“Hehe, thanks!”
“What're you thanking me for? You're embarrassing me.”
I dragged my aching body up and patted her shoulder.
“Let's go get some hangover soup. There's a great bone haejangguk place nearby.”
“Really?! You're buying, unni?”
“Yeah, my treat. Let's wash up and go.”
“Yay! Oh, can we shower together?”
I pondered her question for a second, then smiled faintly.
“Touch my body and you're out on your ass.”
“Okay, unni! Let's shower together~”
I ran through scenarios in my head.
No matter how I thought about it, this choice kept our relationship intact and paved the way forward.
“Unni, what time are we heading to work today?”
“Hm, it's already afternoon, so let's take the day off?”
“Hehe, awesome!”