The Only Way
I told him not to follow me. So why did he follow me?
You filthy pervert. You were spying on me, weren’t you?
You saw me sitting down in the middle of the street, playing with myself like some empty-headed bitch, didn’t you?
Heh-heh.
Why was I laughing? I should have been furious. It was disgusting.
Hiding there and watching me in secret. What, were you jerking off to it too?
That was the sort of pathetic loser you were—a pervert, a creep, a coward.
Women, see, were simple. If you had something worth having, they came rolling in on their own.
Looks, a body, strength, money, power—didn’t matter what it was.
Not every woman was like that, of course, but empty-headed sluts were everywhere.
All they had to do was look at what you were wearing and spread their legs all by themselves.
You should just mind your own business and keep growing into yourself, but no—slinking around like that. Filthy bastard. Revolting. Disgusting. I wanted to scream. I wanted to die.
I should have strangled him. My arms went around Kang Juhyuk’s neck.
Die. Just die already.
Die with your cum spilling out of you. Die while you’re jerking off.
You think you can spy on me? A man? Watching me cry like some trashy little idiot?
Watching while I was aroused, while I was weak?
It was a crime. A sin. Something that should never have been allowed to happen. That bastard. That dog. That pervert.
And he had his hands on my body.
Get your hands off my shoulders, off my legs. You’re a molester. A rapist.
I was going to make him stop breathing. Wrap my arms around his throat, seal his mouth with mine.
Keep his tongue from moving, pin his throat shut.
Then he’d die. He’d gasp for air and suffocate right there.
And then Kang Juhyuk put me down somewhere.
Where was this? I’d been staring only at his face, so I didn’t know. Where were we?
The floor felt soft. Cloth? I didn’t know. I didn’t care.
He ran away, Kang Juhyuk. Come here. I’m going to strangle you to death. Don’t run.
I’ll crush your dick. Pull it out. I’ll make you die from a heart attack during sex.
Hey. I said come here.
I can’t walk right now. I still had heat in my body, and my pussy was trembling.
“Hunter, please! Snap out of it!”
Shut up. Sitting there looking down at me like that—how arrogant.
Come here. Lie down next to me. Come here and die. Pull out your dick. Die by my hand. Your dick dies by my hand.
“Ah... damn it. I don’t know anymore. I’m sorry, Hunter!”
Smack!
“...Huh?”
My head jerked hard to the side.
What was that? What happened?
Had I been hit?
I couldn’t feel pain, so I wasn’t sure.
What was this. What on earth.
What was I... doing?
“Are you back with us, Hunter?”
“...You.”
That shock, ridiculous as it was, somehow brought me back to myself.
I looked around. It was the same place where I’d fallen asleep last night.
Why was I here? I’d left this place this morning and set out for Goseong.
Why had I come back here?
...What. Why are you staring at me like that?
The runt looked down at me with a worried expression, as though he were standing guard over me.
Who did he think he was, looking at me like that? It made my skin crawl, so I almost told him to stop.
But as my mind cleared, slowly... I began to remember what had happened.
And what came out of my mouth wasn’t that.
It was a single word, full of self-loathing.
“...Fuck.”
Fuck.
What a joke.
What the hell was I doing?
Going out to fight monsters and then sitting around jerking off?
For hours, too? Until the beast came near?
Until this idiot found me?
No matter how much my body, my instincts, wanted it.
I should have endured it with my reason.
What was I any different from those creeps who’d do anything because they wanted sex? What was I different from that instinct-driven bastard?
This was absurd.
This wasn’t me.
Yeah. Of course it wasn’t!
Fuck, this body was already in such bad shape that it didn’t need that bastard instinct making things worse.
I had to change it. I had to go back to being a man. I didn’t know when I might lose my mind.
But.
Before that.
I glared at Kang Juhyuk.
He saw that mess.
Me. I, Choi Eunho, S-class hunter Choi Eunho.
Being on the verge of tears like some empty-headed slut, jerking off in the middle of the street.
I can’t let him live.
I didn’t care that he’d saved my life.
This wasn’t something to brush off with a little gag order or a warning.
This bastard had to die.
He had to.
He had to...
I clenched my fist.
Killing intent rose, sharp and hot.
Put every ounce of strength into it.
Before he could even sense my movement.
One blow.
Right into that stupid face...!!
“Hh, huhh... hhh...”
Ah.
No.
The Blessing wasn’t gathering.
Mana wouldn’t pool in my fist.
Whenever I tried to force strength into my body, it came apart.
My breathing was ragged.
There was no strength in my legs either.
No—in my whole body.
I couldn’t even stand up...
I was this... powerless?
What the hell was going on?
“Hunter?”
“Shut... shut up.”
It had been a stopgap measure.
I’d thought a single slap to the cheek had snapped me out of it.
But it had only been forgotten for a moment.
The heightened sensitivity hadn’t vanished like magic.
My pussy was still wet, my legs still trembling. My lower belly was burning, and the orgasm was still going on.
I’d only... only been cut off from the signal for a while.
“Hh... hht, ah... it’s coming back... it’s coming back again... ♡”
“What? No, Hunter, don’t! Hold on to yourself! You have to stay conscious if you want to live!”
“I said be quiet, I know that... ♡ If I hear your voice, if I hear a man’s voice... it only makes it worse— ♡ Damn it...!”
My cooled-off head was starting to boil again.
Hot again. Ha... hahh, hahh!
My body was goading me as if it still wasn’t satisfied.
Damn it. I couldn’t take my eyes off Kang Juhyuk’s waistband. Fuck. Fuck!
Heh.
Fuck. So now you show up.
You’ve been watching all along, haven’t you, you bitch!
I could just do it.
Shut up.
This was why you made me take you with me.
For your filthy little breeding act!
You dragged that incompetent piece of trash Kang Juhyuk along just to do this!!
Yeah. Of course.
Fuck that.
There was no way that would happen.
I was going to kill him here.
He wasn’t getting out of this gate alive.
Pft, no way. I can’t.
Even if I wanted to kill him, I didn’t want to kill him.
My body didn’t want to fight right now. The Blessing wouldn’t move.
Because if it had to choose, it wanted to cum one more time before it chose anything else.
I wasn’t going to waste my strength on something like that.
This was my body! It had to move the way I wanted it to!!
It was my body too. It had to move the way I wanted it to, right?
Fuck.
I’d already masturbated just now!
I’d already had an orgasm!
I was still feeling it even now.
My tongue was getting twisted. I couldn’t even speak properly.
So why the hell did I still want to go? Why was I still wanting it, still wanting it?
Of course.
How could masturbation be enough? It only pretended to relieve things a little.
Me? I’d been jerking off in my house until that Ha Yujeong or whatever her name was called me. I hadn’t been able to stop at all. It was the same then, too, wasn’t it?
This body’s hunger could only be filled with semen.
Whether it was taken by mouth, splashed across skin, or thrust into a womb until it took, over and over and over.
Ah! That last one was the most effective.
Fuck.
Do it.
There was only one way, wasn’t there?
This was a good chance, wasn’t it? A perfect excuse to say I was restoring my strength.
I’d already... prepared everything? Good girl, wasn’t I?
Fuck!!
“So... it was a trap.”
“Hunter?”
“You... taught me how to save you... that bitch... deliberately.”
That was it.
When I found Kang Juhyuk isolated all by himself.
By some stroke of luck.
I’d found a line that instinct bastard could put to use.
To make me move exactly the way it wanted...
To make me fuck of my own free will... ♡
“D-don’t be ridiculous. There’s no way, no way I’d do what your bitch wants...”
If I got aroused, I’d lose my strength?
So I was a body that had to have sex regularly?
Otherwise I couldn’t survive as a hunter?
No, before all that... this maddening heat?
I could only relieve it through sex...?
Ugh.
Ah...
Hh...
Don’t be ridiculous.
Do I really look like I’d fuck that incompetent bastard just because you nudged me that way?
Absolutely not.
I won’t.
Never!
I absolutely, absolutely shouldn’t... ♡
.
This was bad.
At this rate, nothing would get solved.
Kang Juhyuk bit his lower lip and looked down at the woman lying in front of him.
Getting out had been lucky.
Coming back here had definitely been lucky.
But this was as far as Kang Juhyuk could go.
Kang Juhyuk couldn’t dismantle the gate.
He couldn’t beat the beasts.
He couldn’t go back either, because he didn’t know where the exit was.
There was no way.
There was no way!
“Hh, hht... hhh... ♡”
Desire: 100/100
The woman he had set down on the bedding was touching her own chest while staring at the bulge in Kang Juhyuk’s crotch.
She’d seemed to come to her senses when he slapped her, but in the end she was just walking in place all over again.
When he’d hit her once, her lust had dropped to 91, but in an instant it had surged back up to 100—and now it didn’t even budge when he hit her.
No, it was almost as if she were using the little whimpering sounds as spice for her masturbation.
“...Fuck, fine.”
Only then did Kang Juhyuk feel a chill crawl over his skin as reality finally sank in.
The woman could not return to normal on her own.
She would keep masturbating without end, trapped in a craving that would never be sated.
She’d keep doing it until she died. Forever.
And if he just stood here watching, he too would... turn back into a beast.
Heat.
Desire: 100/100 Heat.
Heat.
Was it that devil?
He’d said that if he did as told, he’d hand this woman over to him.
It was exactly the kind of situation that bastard would devise.
A setup to make her lie there and take it. A situation designed to force her into sex by any means necessary.
And if he did?
But if he didn’t... they’d be trapped here and die.
He’d be bound to this gate forever.
If the next rescue team arrived, maybe the woman could be saved.
If she could just endure this and keep masturbating until then.
If she could become that kind of stupid bitch.
But I’d die.
He’d turn into a beast.
I absolutely can’t hold out until then.
This woman has to come back to her senses.
Otherwise, I die!
Die.
Die.
Die!
“Fuck it, I’m not dying like this!”
There was no choice.
Truly, no choice at all.
I didn’t want to do this.
I didn’t want to do this at all.
It’s your fault.
If only you’d kept your head on straight.
If only you hadn’t lost to that devil!!
Kang Juhyuk rushed straight at the woman who was lying there lost in masturbation.
He had to make her cum somehow.
That was the only way to survive.
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