Chapter 19: The Gentle Touch
In this state of utter exhaustion, Yu-rin's warm hand gently stroked my head, then my face and jaw, and the accumulated fatigue made me almost drift off to sleep.
Yu-rin gazed at me with eyes that looked gentler than they had during our earlier encounter.
"Do you like being stroked?"
"Yeah."
"You look tired, but we still have to do it first?"
Yu-rin demanded continuation, her affection outweighing my fatigue.
Since I had already reached the awakening stage, the thought of Yu-rin mounting me and riding me filled me with terror at the thought of what would happen to my body.
"Right now my strength isn't under control, so you move for me."
Thankfully, she showed no intention of shattering my body.
Yu-rin knew that mounting me in my current state would leave me a tragic corpse with my lower body destroyed the next day.
Even exhausted, I had to comply.
Refusing her request might lead Yu-rin to mount me herself.
Ever since earlier, Yu-rin had displayed a violent side, making it nearly certain.
I forced my collapsing body upright to face Yu-rin.
This was the first time I was the one inserting myself into her.
Given that most men in this world have little sexual desire, it was probably rare for a man to take the initiative here.
Thanks to my experience from my previous life, I avoided any misplacement.
Things I had never properly seen before were now visible.
Among the women I had experienced, Yu-rin released the most fluid from her hole.
Yet the gaze of Yu-rin looking up at my face from below made me want to push in quickly.
When my cock was halfway inside Yu-rin's pussy, it began to squeeze tightly.
"Ugh..."
Yu-rin also started to feel something, letting out a weak moan.
It was different from the feeling during the previous ride, but it wasn't only because the position had changed.
'It hurts a little. Too tight.'
Since my physical abilities had improved even more than before, the squeezing grew fiercer, pressing my cock.
The most terrifying part was that the entrance of her pussy squeezed so hard I felt pain and tried to pull away, only for the tip of my cock to catch and not come out.
If I pulled out, the pain would tear at my precious place, so I had no choice but to push back inside.
Yu-rin was feeling more than before, and a moan she couldn't hold back escaped louder.
There was no way to pull my cock out once it was inside.
If I came once, it would become messy, and then I could pull out...
I continued thrusting my hips, and the squeezing that pressed my cock grew even stronger.
If Yu-rin hadn't released this much fluid, she might have been in too much pain by now.
"Faster... faster..."
I understood Yu-rin's urging.
When she moved her hips on top of me, she moved deeper and faster to break my body, so it was only natural that she wanted to feel that much pleasure.
I grabbed Yu-rin's legs and began thrusting with maximum strength and speed.
With the sound of water splashing and the lewd friction of flesh, my moans and Yu-rin's mingled and echoed through the room.
"Huff... ha... huff..."
However, before two minutes passed, my strength gave out and I started panting heavily.
Yu-rin who had ridden me for hours couldn't possibly be satisfied with this.
It was still right before I came, but my waist and arms were already losing strength.
When I paused for a long time, Yu-rin who had been quietly watching me suddenly began squeezing inside even more tightly.
The tip of my cock was squeezed to the point of pain, so I eventually pulled my waist back.
Then Yu-rin's legs wrapped around my waist and began pushing me back inside.
When I entered deep again, I tried to pull out because of the pain and felt Yu-rin's legs loosen.
"Ugh... if it's hard, I'll use my legs to help you..."
I repeated that action.
Yu-rin also seemed to feel more pleasure in other positions, and her pussy's squeezing grew stronger with increasingly louder moans.
Because of the stronger force than before awakening, my cock was hurting too much.
In the end, I couldn't hold the squeezing and came together with Yu-rin.
"Huff... huff... I came... all of it..."
Even though I had come once, Yu-rin's pussy continued to squeeze.
It seemed to be urging me to release even one more drop.
Because of the stronger squeezing than before, the amount I came was too much, different from usual.
The time to come also took more than 20 seconds this time, whereas it used to take about 5 seconds.
When I came inside Yu-rin, my body lost strength and I collapsed on top of her.
"Huff huff huff..."
Moans that I didn't know whose were echoing.
After coming, I tried to pull out my slightly soft cock from Yu-rin's hole.
Then Yu-rin's legs wrapped around my waist again and began pressing to insert my thing inside.
Yu-rin, who had recovered faster than before at the climax, had an expression of dissatisfaction.
To return the favor, I tried to lift my upper body that was hugging Yu-rin's body.
However, when the collapsed upper body didn't stand up properly, Yu-rin said words urging me, as if the same action was impossible.
"Are you too tired?"
My lungs didn't listen because of the enormous pleasure.
"Huff... huff... ugh..."
Even if I tried to say with words that my body wasn't getting strength anymore, I only spat out rough breathing sounds.
I looked at Yu-rin's face to see what action she would take, but her eyes were half-closed and she seemed about to fall asleep soon.
Her eyelids were drooping from pleasure and fatigue.
She probably had a pitiful face.
However, Yu-rin looked at my face lovingly and said.
"Then for now, let's do more later and I'll pull out only the water left inside."
'Pull out only the water'?
I stopped the action of wrapping my legs around my waist and my cock came out from Yu-rin's hole.
Steam rose from inside Yu-rin and warm white liquid started seeping out a little at a time.
"Seon-ah, are you tired? Let's lie on the bed now. I'll lull you to sleep."
Yu-rin said in a gentle tone different from before and laid my body on the bed.
However, instead of stroking my head while lying down.
She placed her hand on my cock and started gently stroking it.
"Lull... lull... us... Seon-ah..."
Her voice was slow, but Yu-rin's hand movements gradually became faster and rougher.
"Hah... hah... stop... please... too fast"
Although it was only one part concentrated unlike the pussy that wrapped my whole thing, the speed was faster and rougher than the hand.
"Seon-ah, you said you liked being stroked. Now you're going to lie to me?"
Indeed, when Yu-rin did foreplay before sex, stroking my head and face, she had said that.
"Ugh... please... sorry... no..."
Eventually, when I continued to stroke my sensitive cock that had just come, the feeling of coming again rose.
"Because if Seon-ah's sexual desire accumulates, she might release it to other women. I'll thoroughly extract it today so you can manage it."
Although she said something a bit sorry, Yu-rin's expression was different from that.
She had a slightly smiling expression mixed with jealousy and anger.
Even though it was the second consecutive orgasm, Yu-rin's hand was speeding up, and she was rubbing the same spot with extreme persistence.
Before 10 seconds had passed since coming, I started coming again.
This time, because of the enormous pleasure, the speed at which semen spurted upwards through my urethra was faster.
Unlike when doing it with the pussy, the indiscriminate hand movements as if playing with a toy made my head white.
"Ahhhhh!!!"
Now, instead of a moan, I let out a scream, and Seon-ah frowned her eyebrows slightly, saying it was noisy.
"Noisy. You said you wanted to sleep, and now you're lying again? Doing it this noisily."
Seeing that my mouth, which had opened due to pain and pleasure, wasn't closing.
With those words, Yu-rin brought my face to my open mouth and started kissing it.
And she came with a tongue-mixing kiss.
Although I was better at mixing tongues, now Seon-ah seemed to have improved even more with her tongue, starting to hold my tongue with her own and play with it variously.
With tongue movements too strong to resist and my cock covered with my semen and Yu-rin's fluids being rubbed continuously, the pleasure didn't stop.
Now, like a broken faucet, she tormented my cock that wouldn't stop coming.
"From now on, we'll do this every day. I can never give it to those other girls.. never.. never"
With Yu-rin's slightly trembling voice and the continuing painful pleasure, my mind was in turmoil, and I passed out and woke up repeatedly.
I passed out from pleasure and woke up from pleasure again.
I had almost no sense of time.
......
......
......
I don't know how much time had passed.
I had repeated passing out and waking dozens of times, but Yu-rin's voice that was still holding and rubbing my cock was heard.
"Would you give it to those bitches? I won't leave even one drop. I'll make sure you can't even stand up to see other girls. I think I made you too weak during that time."
Perhaps thinking that I had passed out and couldn't hear, swear words came in.
Yu-rin didn't swear much when we were together unless it was a real big problem, but this time, a voice full of anger was heard.
Even in the past, she had never sworn at me except when I was young.
Because I hated swearing so much, she had taught me not to.
"Mi... a... my..."
Because I shouted too much, my voice didn't come out properly.
With a hoarse voice, I apologized with improper pronunciation.
Then Yu-rin seemed surprised that I was listening.
The hand that had been stroking and rubbing my cock stopped.
Was she forgiving me now?
However, the sound of Yu-rin's teeth grinding was heard, and her excited rough breathing reached my face.
And she extended her hand that was rubbing my cock to my neck and started pressing.
"When I did it with Minji... it looked like you were enjoying it... How could a rapist have such an expression? Did you... know? That was right, right? You wanted to fuck that girl. Isn't that right? Now I'm getting tired of you?"
Because the anger that had shaken Yu-rin's insides with my voice became stronger, she suddenly started choking my neck.
With her hand slippery from my semen, she tightened it gradually.
However, my hand couldn't reach Yu-rin's arm because my strength was gone from the suffocating breath.
Only tears were flowing on my face at that moment.
I kept thinking "I want to live, please... I don't want to die... I don't want to die again, please..."
With the intense thought of wanting to live overflowing when my hand was clutching my throat as if breaking it.
Crunch.
In the end, with the sound of my vocal cords and throat being roughly crushed, I couldn't breathe at all.
If this continued, I would die.
Something changed.
My body gradually gained strength to suffocate, and I felt a sensation as if I could adjust my injured body.
The problem in my throat was probably known to Yu-rin as well.
Since she had grabbed it herself with her hand, she knew the feeling better than anyone.
Was it the end of revenge? Or did she think I was dead? Yu-rin's hand that was choking my neck stopped.
Eventually, her hand was removed from my neck.
"Ah... sorry Seon-ah... don't die please... sorry. I got too excited. I won't do that again. Sorry... sorry... please don't! Seon-ah sorry sorry please.... please...."
Ignoring Yu-rin's sobbing voice, I straightened my consciousness that was falling into darkness and used my body to adjust what I could.
"Cough... cough... ha... ha..."
Watching Yu-rin who was watching my appearance of dying from the crushed organ in my throat, she cried and hugged my body when she saw me revive.
"I'm really sorry Seon-ah... it wasn't sincere, please don't die"
"Now... it's okay..."
Although my voice was weak, a normal voice came out from my mouth, not the hoarse voice from earlier.
I was also very surprised, but I knew how this happened.
It wasn't a miracle from the gods.
I had witnessed such things a while ago.
It was the same thing Yu-rin had obtained earlier.
A power that some people gain when they face a desperate moment.
Because of the desperation.
The thought of not wanting to die had led me to awakening.