Fading Guilt, Deepening Disappointment
Lately, I've been waking up in a good mood in the mornings. My body no longer feels heavy from the constant heat, and I'm gradually escaping the daily routine of changing pads due to endless arousal fueled by that heat. Even though I haven't slept with Oppa lately, I've been handling my sexual desires pretty well on my own through masturbation—and now, even in dreams where excitement builds and anticipation grows, allowing me to indulge in pure pleasure. I feel a bit sorry for Oppa, but I'm managing just fine.
That's why I can start the day feeling pretty good, humming a little tune as I prepare breakfast today.
"Hum~ Oppa~ It's morning now, time to get up~"
With my excitement somewhat subsided, seeing Oppa's face doesn't make my body heat up and go into heat as much anymore.
"Yawn... Good morning..."
Oppa still looks tired, his face dark and lacking energy.
"Good morning, Hye-won."
"Good morning, Ha-jin~"
Maybe because the man I ravage, demand pleasure from, and depend on in my dreams is none other than Ha-jin, just seeing his face these days brings the dreams rushing back, stirring a bit of excitement in my body and making me feel a little wet. But oddly enough, perhaps because I've seen his face so much in dreams, or because he's the one giving me pleasure there, I've started being able to talk to Ha-jin casually now—someone who used to make me uncomfortable and annoyed.
"Looks like you and Ha-jin are finally getting close, Hye-won."
Oppa had always hoped I'd get along with Ha-jin, so this feels like a good thing, easing some of my guilt toward him a little.
"Oh, and Hye-won, Ha-jin and I are heading out somewhere today."
On holidays, Oppa always spent time with me, so this is the first time he's going out—and with Ha-jin, no less. It piques my curiosity a bit.
"Huh? I haven't seen you two go out together before. What's up?"
"Mm... I have some counseling to do with Ha-jin."
"Guy talk between men, you know."
Whatever this "man-to-man counseling" is that he's giggling about, I have no clue, but it makes me feel oddly left out.
"Ha-jin, can you really use hypnosis?"
"Of course~ I learned it from a pretty famous person I got connected with."
From what Ha-jun had said, it seemed hypnosis had helped him recover somewhat from his erectile dysfunction, but Ha-jin could tell his brother still wasn't fully erecting, leaving Lee Hye-won sexually frustrated and Ha-jun with dented confidence.
"Like you said, bro, hypnosis needs to be ongoing, and since it's a sensitive issue, I get why you'd ask me—and I'm thrilled about it."
"Really...? That's great, then... So, you're suggesting we do the hypnosis treatment at the massage shop where you work?"
"Doing it at home with Hye-won around wouldn't be ideal, and my workplace isn't your typical massage parlor anyway."
"What do you mean, not typical?"
"Well, at a glance it might seem that way, but it's an erogenous massage place, which is great even for guys with premature ejaculation or erectile dysfunction."
"Huh? It's not some sleazy joint, is it...? Like, selling bodies or anything...?"
Before he knew it, they'd arrived at the shop.
"Would a sleazy joint like that open its doors in broad daylight? Come on in~"
Ha-jin dragged his reluctant brother inside and straight to the office, where boss Yoon Seo-jin greeted them warmly.
"Oh~ I heard from Ha-jin. You need a place for hypnosis? If it's for him, anything goes~ Use it as much as you want~"
Normally, noona would greet them in baggy clothes, messy hair, and heavy dark circles, but today she wore a tight office outfit that accentuated her curves—small chest and hips that didn't quite match her tall frame—along with a pleasant herbal scent and light makeup that hid her dark circles just enough to make her even more alluring. A naturally beautiful woman dolled up properly was stunning, radiating sex appeal.
"Ah... Thank you. We'll borrow it then."
Overwhelmed by Seo-jin's vibe, Ha-jun shrank back a bit.
"Just lie down on this bed. I'll turn off the lights and light some incense to help the hypnosis work."
Seo-jin noona dimmed the lights and lit the green peppermint incense.
"Alright... Take good care of me, Ha-jin..."
"Just trust me and sleep deep."
"Relations with Hye-won will excite you, but during sex, your sensitivity will rise endlessly until you can't hold back."
Ha-jin repeated the suggestion slowly, many times over, taking his time to embed it deep into his sleeping brother's mind.
"Mm... That should do it. We have time until bro wakes up, so handle the rest until I get back, noona~"
"Got it. Take your time with work~"
After implanting the suggestion in his deeply asleep brother and leaving the rest to Seo-jin noona, Ha-jin headed back home, where hidden cameras showed Hye-won asleep.
With the two of them gone... They said it'd take four hours to return. The green liquid Ha-jin gave me... One drop lets you sleep deeply for three hours—perfect.
"Haa... Haa...♡ This should be enough...?"
The moment I confirmed Oppa and Ha-jin had left, I dove into a masturbation frenzy. These days, I do it to soothe my arousal, but also to excite my body more, tire it out, and draw me closer to those dreams. It's like I'm addicted to the dreams, clinging to them desperately.
"Haa... Alright... And I've had my tea..."
Ever since realizing my vulgar true nature in that dream, I've been drinking the tea every day, dreaming, and waking up feeling great.
"You're here to see me again today? How delightful."
That mocking laugh—back then, it would have annoyed me, and the face behind it even more so. But now, every word from him excites me and feels good.
"Ah... Oppa... Make me feel good again today too...♡"
I know it's Ha-jin, even in the dream. But I push away the guilt, calling him Oppa and acting coy.
His gaze, digging into my breasts and piercing my soul with lewd intent, traveled down to my dripping, slutty crotch. In this moment, in this dream, I can forget about Oppa—and that's wonderful. Whether it's because Oppa doesn't get aroused by my body and can't get fully hard, or the anger from knowing that yet not having sex, leaving me frustrated—all those thoughts and guilt dissolve like ink in water as Ha-jin's snake-like tongue torments my clit.
Unlike Oppa's ordinary tongue, his is truly split like a snake's, licking every weak corner and making me feel so good.
"Haht... Oppa... That feels so good...♡"
A sound I shy away from even with Oppa in reality—I let it out shamelessly for Ha-jin in the dream, acting coy. Just a light suck or lick makes my hips buck slightly. A mild climax hits, and I instinctively press his head down, wrapping my legs around him.
"Haaang...♡"
Shwaaaa— In the dream, even a light climax lets me squirt freely.
"Huu... Now, make me feel good too?"
His cock thrust toward my face, still dazed and staring blankly in the afterglow. The lewd smell made my head fuzzy, and the precum beading at the tip was more than enough to excite me further. Looking up from below, his cock felt lovable above all, naturally making me want to please him as I slowly licked from base to tip, savoring the precum.
"Mmm... So bitter...♡"
The bitter taste on my tongue-tip was plenty to arouse me. Chu— Chu— I kissed slowly from the root up to the head, giving it a deep smooch.
"Churup... Lick... Haa... Haup... Mmup..."
Like sucking a delicious candy, or handling something fragile that might break if my teeth grazed it—I soothed it carefully with my tongue and sucked. My excitement built; one hand tugged my nipple, the other worked my pussy to make vulgar splashing sounds. Seeing Ha-jin moan softly in pleasure only aroused me more, making me want to please him—I used my tongue eagerly, even deepthroating.
"Guuup...!!"
But Ha-jin seemed dissatisfied, grabbing my head and shaking it wildly. Treated like a mere tool to vent his lust—yet that alone made me feel so good I came.
"Today, I'm gonna use your mouth-pussy plenty, you bitch."
As he said, my mouth had become an erogenous zone; every thrust made me climax.
"Kuhp...! Keheok! Kek... Haap...♡"
Gagging from his cock hitting my throat, the foreign sensation overwhelming—but it felt good... I wanted to keep sucking his cock... I lost myself in excitement and came mindlessly. So good... So arousing... The explosive release brings relief... He keeps thrusting, oxygen running low—even in the dream, my mind fades...
"Heut...♡ Haak... Haat... Haa..."
I jolted awake with a climax, body arching. My pajama pants soaked from the lewd squirt, sweat-drenched top with erect nipples poking out visibly. The bedsheet damp too—I hurriedly changed when I heard noise from the living room.
After quickly dressing and heading out, I saw the identical twins arm-wrestling: one relaxed, the other giving it his all.
"Taha...! Ugh... As expected, bro... You work out, so you're insanely strong..."
"You've gotten strong too. Back in the day, I'd have beaten you easily, but today was tough."
The brothers playing arm-wrestle so amicably was cute, and I felt relieved Oppa won.
"Oh? You're up, Hye-won?"
Oppa's warm smile made me feel a twinge of guilt, having just climaxed from a dream and woken up.
"I'll get dinner ready quick."
"Nah, I'm good. Rare holiday, so you two enjoy—I was gonna head out anyway."
Ha-jin grinned shamelessly and left promptly.
"Hye-won, since it's just us... Shall we go to the bedroom...?"
"Ah...♡ I'd love that, Oppa..."
The afterglow of climax still lingered, body aroused, and now Oppa hugging me after so long... Ha-jin was quick on the uptake—nice.
We rushed to the bedroom; the long-awaited sex had us stripping hurriedly and climbing onto the bed. I buried my face in Oppa's cock to savor its long-missed scent.
"Sniff... Haak...♡ Oppa's cock after so long...♡"
I greedily took Oppa's cock in my mouth and sucked. Tonguing the head eagerly, slowly deepthroating from base to tip, or sucking out all the air to vacuum the whole shaft... Not even a minute in, Oppa came in my mouth.
"Eh...? Already...?"
I was too flustered by the quick finish.
"Haa... Haa... Hye-won... That was amazing... Been so long, felt too good..."
Oppa looked satisfied, a bit of drool escaping—adorable, but a corner of my heart felt annoyed. Fortunately, he got hard again. Seeing him erect while looking at my body made me happy.
"Oppa... Make my pussy feel good too...♡"
On all fours, I shook my ass invitingly at him, hoping he'd get so excited he'd pound me to ruin.
"Been so long, I'm too excited... Your pussy looks so slutty, love it, Hye-won..."
Oppa murmured appreciatively, gazing at my pussy before slowly inserting.
Plung— Plung— Plung— Feels good... So happy to connect with Oppa after so long... But something's missing...
"Haa... Haa... This is... too risky..."
Suddenly, I felt it spurting inside... Already...? I haven't even enjoyed it yet? Haven't cum yet?
"Oppa... Once more..."
I quickly changed his condom and reinserted right away.
"Kuh... Hye-won, wait... Too good..."
"Oppa, a bit more... Just a little more..."
In cowgirl, I slammed my hips down hard to drive him deeper. But it backfired—he came instantly.
"Haa... Haa... Haa..."
My unresolved arousal made me angry.
"Once more..."
Not even changing the condom, I kept his cock inside and shook my hips.
"Kuh... Hye-won... Stop... Can't... anymore..."
With his words, the warm swelling in my belly snapped me back.
"Ah... Sorry, Oppa... Felt too good... Been so long, got too excited..."
I didn't cum... It felt good, but... insufficient... Not as good as the destructive sex Ha-jin gave me in the dream...
"Haa... Felt so good... You okay, Hye-won...?"
Oppa trailed off, seeing my expression—probably caught the anger from not cumming and the twisted half-pleasure. I forced a smile and reassured him.
"Yeah... It was good."
Oppa smiled back and bowed his head.