Lost in a Hazy Dream (1)
It's a hazy sensation, like I'm trapped in a dream. Just... a nightmare I desperately wish I could wake from.
"Haah...♡ Haa..."
I haven't smoked lately.
"Fuck... that goddamn bastard..."
Ever since my beloved Master told me he'd implanted a suggestion in me, I've been biting back the urge and staying clean. But the pleasure from that time keeps replaying in my head, tormenting me every day with the temptation of a cigarette.
"Hngh...♡ Damn it..."
To calm my heated body somehow, I spend more time masturbating than working the hours that earn me the money I love. But to escape this hell, I guess I need to break free from my beloved Master... Even if it means tearing out my own nape with my teeth, my body... refuses. As his sex slave... I can't do that...
"Seo-jin noona~ Masturbating again today, I see. No cigarettes lately? The air's nice and clean except for that bitch-in-heat stench."
The voice of my hated Master. He comes by every day lately for sex. Thanks to him, my body stays constantly aroused even without smokes, and my sensitivity just keeps climbing—it's a real problem. Sometimes I even think maybe I'm just a vulgar, horny slut deep down. No... this must be because of the hypnosis...
"Shall we start with cleaning, then?"
At Master's words, my body reacts on its own, dropping to my knees and getting ready to lick his cock.
"Slurp... Haa... Glrk...♡"
Still that pungent smell. This is what ruined my mind. But if it's this... I wouldn't mind being broken by it... No matter how much I hate Master, no matter that it's the cock dragging me into nightmare bliss...
"Glrk?!... Gulp... Mmph... Muk...♡"
It's only natural for a lewd sex slave like me to service Master's cock. Spurt— A gross sound echoes as it erupts. The cock that had been violently rammed deep into my throat pulls back to an awkward spot against the roof of my mouth, ejaculating there like it's marking every inch so the scent soaks in.
"Like always, don't swallow right away—chew it slowly in your mouth, savor it, then gulp it down."
Lately, he cums on the roof of my mouth to make it even harder to swallow. My entire mouth gets raped and marked, the smell rising up through my nose—feels so good.
"Slurrrp... Squish... Squish... Glrk... Gulp...♡ Gulp...♡"
Even diluted slowly with saliva, the semen clings to my throat, threatening to come back up now and then.
"I've swallowed it all. So now...♡"
In a seated doggy pose, pussy spread wide, I pathetically begged for sex today like always.
"Ah! Let's do it on the massage table today—lie down over there."
Then Master brings something over.
"Here. Stick out your tongue. I'll drop a few drops."
The purple peppermint concentrate I got for Master at his request... I lost most of my dream-fund money getting this.
"H... but... this is... dangerous..."
I know what it is since I got it, and I know what Master plans to do to me now—my body trembles in fear.
"No backtalk—open your mouth."
Ah...♡ I'm breaking...
"Baa...♡"
A few drops hit my tongue. My mouth warms up... heat floods my body... cold sweat drips down my back. My scalp prickles... chills run up my spine.
"Aaah... Ah...♡ Ang...♡ Hiiik...♡"
Squelch— Suddenly, intense pleasure surges into my pussy, piercing my guts and slamming straight into my brain. Master's massive cock has bored through my belly. My lower abdomen visibly bulges out. This is really dangerous... I feel like I'm gonna die...
"Don't worry, noona—I came here today to kill you for real."
With that, Master starts choking me with both hands.
"Khek... M... Master... Air..."
My vision darkens. Darkness creeps up from under my eyes. Blood... oxygen isn't reaching my brain... The blood that's pooled up there throbs and buzzes. Squish squish squish Ah...♡ Lewd sounds fill my hazy mind.
"Haa...! Hahk... Hahk..."
Suddenly oxygen floods in, sparks flashing as my sight returns. The denied oxygen transfers straight to my hazy brain as ecstasy.
"Kyaaah...♡ Hii...♡"
From my pussy impaled on that massive cock, something—piss or juices, who knows—squirts out. And still my head throbs; this time pleasure might make me pass out.
"You've been masturbating all day lately, sales are down, no money—don't need you anymore, so time to discard you."
Ah... Am I getting thrown away...? Broken...? But it feels so good right now... Being broken is an honor...
Master chokes me again.
"Ah...♡"
Air cut off... Head goes blank... Tears spill to cool the heat in my eyes...
"Paha...! Hahk... Hahk...♡"
Throat squeezed...
"Khek... Mmph...♡ Slurp...♡"
Master kisses me... Feels good... But I can't breathe... Dying...♡
"Paha... Hahk... Aaah...♡"
Air returns... I gasp, greedy for the oxygen I'd been denied. Maybe from sensing mortal threat, my pussy clenches so tight I can feel every vein on his cock more vividly than ever, heightening the pleasure.
Squeeze— Air cut off again... "Khek...♡ Hak... Hit...♡"
Glurk... Throat crushed, breath fading bit by bit—pure agony, but it feels so good I'm leaking piss. More... I want to break more...
"Haah... Haa... Hat..."
Air returns. Squeeze— Cut off...
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...
"Suu... Haah...♡ Het...♡"
Feels good... Head blank... Throbbing lets the lewd sounds ring clear... Can't breathe feels good. Breaking feels good... Pleasure being scary...
"I don't like you like this, noona. You're useless."
Throat squeezed again... Ah... Ha-jin hates me... Don't wanna be thrown away... I like Master... No... I hate that guy... He's ruining my life... But who would like a big, dumb, lewd, vulgar bitch like me? No... I'm... not lewd... It's that bastard Ha-jin's fault... If touching my pussy all day horny isn't lewd, what is? I fantasize about getting fucked by Master every day. No... That's because that fucker Ha-jin hypnotized me... So do I hate Master? But... in a world without Master, who else would like you and make you feel good? But... it's so hard right now... Life's a nightmare... I want peace... Is it because I'm denying it myself? Denying...? I like Master. Only Master accepts this horny bitch in heat. Denying and turning away from that is why it hurts. You know it too. You don't want to be discarded by Master. Then... what should I do...? If reality's a nightmare, dream instead. Dream...? Yeah, dreaming makes me feel good. Dreaming of obeying my beloved Master, being loved by him. Obey Ha-jin...? Would that make me loved and feel good...?
"Lately you've been obedient, Seo-jin noona, but your eyes have this subtle rebellion—doesn't sit right with me."
Ah... Ha-jin's voice echoes in my head... He hates my rebellious eyes...? A bitch in heat like me should obey. Obeying feels good. Obeying means Master loves me. Yeah... Before I knew about the suggestions... I was really happy... Once I realized and struggled to escape, I fell back into this nightmare reality. Now just go dream that good dream. Yeah... Obey Ha-jin... Master... Feel good, that's all... If reality's a nightmare... just dream... My dream is being praised by Master. My dream is earning money to live easy... My dream is being praised by Master... My dream is being praised by Master... Devoting sincere loyalty, offering everything I have. That's the dream for true happiness...
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...
"Hahat...♡"
Ah... Head's clear... Body feels amazing... Happy... Why didn't I know? Why deny it till now? Something this good...
"Seo-jin noona? How do you feel?"
Ah... Ha-jin's voice rings clear now...
"Yeah... My head's clear, super refreshed... Like I'm dreaming."
"As expected, that laid-back voice suits you best, noona."
Ah... Ha-jin's smiling at me... Yeah... This is happiness...
"Alright... So what are you, noona? And who am I?"
"Obvious question♡ I'm Ha-jin's sex slave~ And you're my Master~"
Ah...♡ Ha-jin pets my head.
"Then practice so you can train normal, intact people properly—make Master happy."
Ah... To get praised by Ha-jin... Thoroughly break them so he likes it.
"Sure~ I'll do my best~ Reward me if I'm good later♡"
Yeah, this is the true happy dream...
Squish squish squish...
"Haah...♡ Haa... Haa... More...♡"
Lately, I half-ass the housework and dive straight into masturbation marathons. The dildo I bought last time isn't cutting it.
"Still not enough... More...♡"
Ring... Ring... Ring...
"Kyaaak!"
What...? Is Ha-jin back already...?
"Something wrong? Sounded like a scream..."
Why's he home early today, interrupting...?
"No... Just saw a bug..."
Ah... Seeing that face again... gets me excited...
"H... hot? Your face is kinda red?"
Ah...♡ Face... don't come closer...
"Just... maybe a cold. Body doesn't feel good..."
I hate myself for getting turned on by that guy's face.
"Then get some rest. I got this sleep aid, actually? It's that herbal concentrate I gave you before—knocks you right out."
Ah... Tea, huh... That stuff made me so sleepy... Yeah, deep sleep might cool this body heat...
"Sorry, but could you give me some...?"
"I'll handle simple cleaning and dishes... This is strong, so one or two drops in water. Drink this."
"Alright... Gulp..."
Definitely works... Still horny, but sleepy now, so bearable...
"Sorry, heading to bed first..."
"Yeah... Sleep well."
Smirks annoyingly again... I don't like it...