144. The Housewife's Wavering Heart
"Phew~ Time to relax and watch some TV."
After seeing her daughters off to school in the morning and diligently finishing all the housework, Jeong-a settled onto the sofa and turned on the television. It was only around 2 p.m., and since she never put off her chores, she had plenty of time to spare for a well-deserved break.
"This morning, Hasun and Ha-jeong looked so embarrassed to see my face..."
Masturbating was something she did regularly anyway, and even as a mother, she had her sexual needs—it wasn't strange at all. But the fact that her fantasy had revolved around the boy her daughters liked gnawed at her. When she saw their faces that morning, a pang of guilt hit her out of nowhere, leaving her unable to meet their eyes properly.
Still, she hadn't done anything truly wrong, and the girls were completely oblivious. As long as she kept her mouth shut, there'd be no issue. No need to overthink it; time would smooth things over as she watched TV.
"Mmm♥..."
But sitting there idly, memories of yesterday's masturbation session started creeping back in.
"I shouldn't make a habit of this♥"
The girls wouldn't be home for hours, and her body was heating up more with each passing minute. It wasn't odd for a housewife alone at home to soothe her lonely body like this. Yet as the same depraved fantasies from before painted themselves in her mind, a rush of taboo guilt only made her arousal spike faster.
"J-just once more♥ Haaang♥"
She casually hiked up her shirt and spread her legs into an M-shape. This wasn't her first or second time, so she assumed the position on the sofa with practiced ease.
Squelch squelch squelch squelch
"Eut♥... Haa♥... Seojin♥ Aaang♥"
This time, her fantasy starred Seojin spotting her relaxing and pouncing on her, his cock rock-hard as he roughly kneaded her breasts.
"Aa♥... Eut♥... Haa♥ You can't grab them that hard♥"
There was a saying that big-breasted women didn't feel much from breast play. Grabbing them too roughly could hurt, and with such large tits, the sensation spread out, dulling the pleasure. Yet here was Jeong-a, groping her own breasts furiously while masturbating. The pain of the harsh squeezes twisted into ecstasy, and her body— hypersensitive from the intense stimulation—reacted far more sharply than most women's would.
"Aut♥ Aa♥ Eut♥"
Gripping and tugging her tits hard with both hands sent waves of pleasure coursing through her. Her pussy grew slick on its own.
'My panties are already soaked♥'
She couldn't remember the last time she'd gotten this wet so fast, even during sex with her husband. Imagining Seojin's rough hands from her taboo fantasy only stoked the fire higher.
"I guess I like Seojin after all♥ Eut♥"
Unlike her daughters' innocent crushes, she saw him not as a boy, but as a stud. A sturdy male to satisfy her still-raging female heat. She knew her gaze differed sharply from theirs.
A base, filthy desire to be claimed as a female by a young, virile stud. Her husband no longer saw her as a woman; she yearned for Seojin to view her as something more primal—a bitch in heat.
"Uuuut♥♥"
Twitch twitch twitch twitch
Yanking her breasts hard while squeezing them sent pleasure surging from her toes to the tips of her hair.
"Haa♥... Haa♥... First time cumming without even touching down there, maybe♥"
It was a light orgasm, but going off without fingering her pussy felt novel.
"Sorry, girls... but just sometimes♥"
She vowed this would be the last time fantasizing about Seojin, but each session dragged her deeper into addictive bliss. As she whispered to herself that she'd indulge in these secret taboo dreams behind her daughters' backs...
Ding-dong...
"Hm? Who's that?"
No packages expected, yet the doorbell rang. Tidying her clothes with a puzzled frown, she headed to the door as if nothing had happened and opened it.
"Yes, who is— Seojin?"
"H-hello, ma'am..."
Seeing Seojin standing there froze her solid.
"Oh, my! Long time no see. But Hasun's not home right now."
"Ah... no, that's not why..."
Caught off guard by his unexpected arrival, she quickly composed herself, acting casual. But having just masturbated to fantasies of him moments ago filled her with a strange shame.
"I came to see you, ma'am."
"Me?"
Thump. Her heart raced unbidden, but she shook her head, dismissing the ridiculous thought.
'What am I even thinking...'
"Come in, at least?"
"Yes, thank you."
She had no idea why he'd sought her out, but he was her daughter's friend, so she invited him inside.
"Orange juice okay?"
"Sure."
To gauge the situation, she needed to hear him out. Bringing drinks, she sat beside him.
"What's that?"
"Hm? What do you mean?"
"Nothing. Must've been a mistake."
"Okay..."
She glanced where he'd pointed—nothing there.
Gulp gulp gulp
Her face burned from the recent masturbation session starring him, so she chugged the juice to cool down.
"Phew... So, what brings you to see me?"
"Well, it's..."
Whatever the reason, she asked directly. He seemed hesitant to answer, but she waited patiently, hiding any impatience.
"It's about Hasun."
"Hasun..."
She'd already suspected they were more than friends, so it wasn't surprising.
'Ha-jeong's out of luck, then.'
Seeing both daughters pine for the same boy had amused her like a morning drama. But knowing her second daughter's love was doomed tugged at her heart a bit.
"We're dating."
"Really? That's wonderful."
She'd worried if her daughter could ever land a boyfriend, so hearing she'd hooked Seojin filled her with genuine joy.
"But Hasun... she seems to struggle with... sex."
"R-right... I see..."
Sex talk out of nowhere flustered her, but as the adult, she forced a calm facade, playing it cool.
"We've only been together a short time, but we're lovers... and I'm a guy, so naturally..."
"Yeah... I get it."
Men's libidos far outpaced women's. They craved sex more intensely. Women, on the other hand, often refused. Hasun probably thought such naughty acts were premature and was holding Seojin at bay.
'Hmm... tricky.'
She understood both sides perfectly, but advising him was tough. Then Seojin spoke again.
"Seeing those huge tits of hers—so much like yours, ma'am—gets me excited without fail!"
"I see... Wait, what!?"
"Ah! S-sorry..."
The words had slipped out; his face flushed as he panicked.
'T-tits like mine... Gulp♥'
Unprepared for the conversation turning to her, Jeong-a's cheeks burned hotter.
'Seojin likes big tits, huh♥...'
A mom might feel conflicted hearing he eyed her daughter's chest for dating or sex. But men loving big breasts was natural. And knowing she—the mother—qualified too sent unwelcome heat surging through her body.
'I know I shouldn't feel this way about Seojin♥'
Her body grew feverish despite herself. Sure, she'd indulged in taboo fantasies, but she didn't truly crave a deep relationship with him. Just a lonely housewife's minor rebellion.
Yet his words made her heart pound wildly, her body igniting. She felt not like a ma'am, but a woman before him.
"Ma'am?"
"Y-yeah... You're a guy, so seeing breasts gets you excited, and you want to do it with Hasun. Makes sense."
"Yes... but she says no until marriage..."
"R-right..."
Good that her daughter had proper sexual values, but it was harsh on Seojin.
'If I helped him♥... Haa♥... Haa♥...'
His disappointed face stirred maternal instincts—or something like them—making her want to ease his troubles. Hasun couldn't satisfy her boyfriend, so why not step in?
'What a ridiculous thought♥... But if it's big tits he likes... Gulp♥'
She couldn't tell her daughter to sleep with him—that was for the couple to sort. Even as mom, it wasn't her place.
But left unresolved, Seojin might leave Hasun. Men's lust was hard to control. If he sought release elsewhere and things soured, it'd break her heart as a mother.
'Better if... I help him♥'
For some inexplicable reason, her body burned hotter. She yearned to aid the pitiful stud before her.
"Seojin♥... Haa♥..."
"Ma'am?"
Knowing she shouldn't, her hand still crept onto his thigh, stroking slowly.
"If it's too hard... want ma'am to help?♥"
"Huh? What do you— Ngh!?"
Her hand had slid from thigh to crotch, caressing his bulge.
"I'll take care of all that built-up frustration♥"