Episode 88. With Heart, Words, Deeds, and Life 3
Episode 88. With Heart, Word, Deed, and Life 3
The sparring ended without incident. Since exam period was approaching, the kids seemed sensitive, but aside from hitting harder than usual, there was nothing special.
'Exams.'
On the way home.
I suddenly lifted my head, stared blankly at the sky, and let out a long sigh.
Midterms are already next week. It feels like just yesterday I had a comfortable month left, and I'm once again acutely aware of how time flies in the blink of an eye.
"Well, it'll work out somehow......"
I muttered to myself as I lightly kicked a stray pebble on the alleyway.
Truthfully, my academic motivation is somewhat low. While I couldn't concentrate in class today because Master- In Seyeon was bothering me, that's been the case since before.
I can somehow manage Korean, English, and Math, but the 4th period Hunter Theory Class is terribly boring.
And sparring is always just about getting beaten up, so there's no need to even mention that.
Still, since sparring exams are done in groups, I practice in various ways to avoid being a burden to others, but written exams... well......
Even if I get good grades in a specialized high school like this, it doesn't feel like a great achievement.
'...No wonder the number of students in each class decreases rapidly as we move to 3rd grade, since most kids are like me.'
Those who realize they have no future as Hunters will go to other schools, take the college entrance exam, and live ordinary lives.
'Somehow I feel like I'll end up like that too.'
I do have an S-grade ability, but I'm not showing performance worthy of that grade, and without that, I'm just a powerless parasite. Just a pretty face.
'Well, whatever... if it seems like it's not working out, I can just prepare for the college entrance exam.'
I don't necessarily need to transfer schools in a complicated way, I can just prepare step by step from 1st grade. Although I've lost all my learning ability from my previous life's university experience......
Anyway, my thoughts went on too long, but the main point is this.
Right now, midterms are completely unimportant to me. Except for group projects.
Rather, I need to somehow establish my relationship with Seyeon.
"Ha, seriously, that girl......"
I sighed again. Because I remembered what happened today.
To think she genuinely blushed just from being hugged, ugh......
It feels like my pride is hurt. I shouldn't admit it this easily. That would be surrendering.
Besides, Seyeon still hasn't given a definite answer. From the lofty perspective of a succubus, I can't properly know how she sees me.
As Seyeon herself said, teasing, mocking, sexually harassing, and raping is her way of loving......
I acknowledge that there are many people in the world, and of course there are various ways to express emotions.
But whether I can accept that expression method was a completely different matter.
Naturally, since I can't read her thoughts, I can't tell if she's telling the truth or lying. That's why it's hard to believe and accept.
"......"
Of course, that doesn't mean I'm giving up on communicating with her. No, rather, that's exactly why I should stick with her more but......
Honestly, I'm scared. Because I'm a person with a messed up head.
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Since it was 7 o'clock, I dragged my heavy, steel-rebar-like feet with effort and went to school.
Then did everything I had to do with Seyeon and headed straight to the dormitory.
"Hmm."
As soon as I entered the dormitory, I immediately ran and flopped down on the bed.
Seyeon laughed as if she found my appearance cute.
"You seem completely familiar with it now?"
"Yeah. It really feels like my own house, Seyeon-ah."
Thump.
As I said that and lightly kicked Seyeon's waist with my foot, Seyeon also slapped my ankle with her palm as if not to be outdone.
"Haa......"
"Why are you sighing like that."
"I'm scared of what might happen to me next."
Thump thump.
"Ah, stop kicking me. But I told you yesterday, right?"
"That you'd be gentle with me?"
"Yeah."
I stared blankly at Seyeon's pretty face for a moment before speaking.
"But, I don't really believe it."
"Really?"
"Of course... it's not like you've only lied once or twice."
"I don't think I've lied that much."
"Ha."
I let out a hollow laugh, truly dumbfounded. Then I grabbed a pillow and immediately threw it at Seyeon. Seyeon caught it effortlessly with one hand.
Seeing that, I sighed again as if the ground would collapse.
"I don't know. Do whatever you want or don't."
"Then I have your permission?"
"Since when was my opinion important enough to talk about permission......"
"That's true. Anyway, get up now, Yubin-ah."
Seyeon approached me, grabbed my necktie, pulled it straight, and forcibly sat me up. I felt the sturdy necktie string press firmly against my nape, making my body jolt and tremble.
Sitting on the bed, I looked up at Seyeon who was staring down at me with her head slightly bowed.
'Ugh......'
My body moved on its own. My slightly parted legs came together, and my hands went respectfully onto my knees. I had the illusion that my vision was sparkling.
Well, isn't that natural since I'm physically feeling the master-servant relationship? My master, who is far above me, is looking down at me, and I, a worthless female dog, should properly gather my body and look up at my noble master. Hehe♡
'......'
I immediately tried to raise my hand, but thinking Seyeon would see me slapping my own cheek and use hypnosis to forcibly stop me, I barely suppressed the impulse. I feel disgusted.
Fortunately, Seyeon didn't seem to notice anything unusual, and soon smiled as usual.
"Now, Yubin-ah. This is what you have to do today."
"Have to do...?"
As I tilted my head slightly, Seyeon raised her arm and snapped her fingers.
Then something fell onto my foot with a thud.
It was something with a very soft texture. Like clothing.
I bent over and picked it up.
"......"
"......"
"......"
"...Hey."
"What?"
"Why is this here... no, never mind."
I closed my eyes and slapped my forehead with my palm.
What had been summoned onto my foot was none other than the Maid Uniform Seyeon had given me some time ago.
"What, are you putting on a magic show? You could've just told me to bring it."
"I thought you wouldn't listen. Like yesterday."
"Ah."
"And surprises are better, right, Yubin-ah?"
"I totally hate them!"
I shouted sharply and flung the Maid Uniform toward Seyeon. Seyeon caught it without missing a beat.
"You want me to wear that?"
"Yeah."
"You said you'd be gentle with me today!"
"...Isn't this gentle?"
"No! What's so gentle about that embarrassing clothes-"
"Haven't you worn more embarrassing outfits until now?"
"......"
I tightly closed my eyes. Because I remembered the times I climaxed multiple times in front of Seyeon wearing nothing but knee socks and gloves.
"Hup......"
Just from that momentary memory, my lower abdomen throbbed weakly, so I bit my lower lip and struggled to suppress a moan.
"What's wrong?"
"Ah, it's nothing. Anyway, I don't want to wear the Maid Uniform."
"Why don't you like it? I thought Yubin-ah would really like it. That since the day I gave it to you, you'd always sleep in it, dream of serving me obediently, climax in your sleep and wet the sheets......"
"Stop talking nonsense!"
I screamed. I was even more embarrassed because I had actually soaked the sheets last night.
Anyway, of course I've worn much stranger outfits. That sexy slip, or wearing nothing but knee socks and gloves.
The Maid Uniform seems less vulgar than those at first glance... but still, it's something.
An instinctive disgust that I can't properly express in words? I feel something like that.
Watching me frantically refuse the Maid Uniform, Seyeon scratched her cheek as if troubled.
"Then there's no choice, Yubin-ah."
Saying that, Seyeon suddenly leaned her upper body toward me.
"Wh, what."
Startled by Seyeon's face suddenly approaching, I curled up my body like a baby.
'Is she going to force me to wear it again?'
Will a collar suddenly come flying? Or threaten to press her finger against my uterus???
Getting scared on my own, I slowly moved backward.
Of course, Seyeon approached me faster than I could move and-
"Ugh...!"
Just like during lunchtime today, she spread her arms and gently hugged me tightly.
Instantly feeling my body heat up, my eyes opened wide.
'This method again......'
Is she trying to persuade me by hugging and stroking my back to soothe me like then.
I deliberately turned my head away from Seyeon.
"Hey, do you think I'll fall for this again?"
"......"
"Trying to persuade me with cliché methods is now- Hhuup?!"
Before I could finish speaking, I suddenly let out a shrill, scream-like moan.
Because Seyeon blew Hoo, a breath into my ear.
Instantly getting goosebumps on my arms and feeling my hair stand on end, I immediately began to struggle.
"Hey...! No, I told you not to threaten me like this!"
"Threaten? I'm just persuading. Just soothing you a bit while doing it."
"Don't talk bullshit! You know I'll have to agree if you do this...!"
Whether I struggled or not, Seyeon tightened her arms around me a little more and carefully grabbed the back of my head with her right hand. My hair was subtly pulled, making me go Ugh, and let out a weak sound.
Then again-
"Hooooo......"
"Ah, hhuuut...♡"
She blew warm, sweet breath into my ear.
My limbs weren't being held down, I wasn't restrained by magic, it was just hot breath touching my ear......
The limbs that had been struggling fiercely became slow and dull as if moving underwater, then eventually went limp downward.
"Yubin-ah, how does it feel?"
"Ha, ha, stop, really, stoop...!"
"No. I'll do it."
Hoo-
"Ahyuk...♡"
I feel as if my body is becoming languid right before falling asleep. The corners of my mouth naturally creep up, making me smile dizzily.
It wasn't air, it felt like sticky honey water had filled my head completely.
"Heut, hhuu......"
"Your face is already red. Yubin-ah."
"U, uung...?"
"I told you I'm not threatening. Just, I... want Yubin-ah to wear the Maid Uniform."
Hoo, hoo......
"Ught, hahuuk...♡"
"Just once, just once, can't you wear it? I'll beg you like this."
"I, hate it... why, keep doing this......"
"It's your master's wish, is it really not possible? Huh? Yubin-ah......"
Yubin-ah, Yubin-ah......
My name being called by Seyeon's voice kept echoing in my ears, dizzying my head.
Even as my mind was melting like ice cream on a summer day, I shook my head from side to side, desperately trying to regain my senses.
Whether she took that as refusal or not, Seyeon brought her lips even closer to my ear and whispered playfully.
"Yubin-ah, please wear it. I think you'll look very pretty in it."
"Hoo, heut, aah......"
"Even though I'm holding you lovingly like this, whispering and begging, is it still not possible...?"
Chook...♡
As soon as she finished speaking, Seyeon gave a light kiss to my ear.
"Hyeek?!"
At that moment, my body trembled violently and I bowed my head deeply, burying my heated face helplessly in Seyeon's shoulder.
Trickle, tric-kle...♡
The thighs I had been trying to keep tense were immediately disarmed, and from my pussy that had become soft like pudding, love juice trickled out shyly as if wetting myself from fear.
'Thi, In Seyeon, she's really...!'
It was the complete opposite of kissing with lips.
Unlike when tension seeped deeply throughout my body, making my neck stiffen and limbs stretch taut, now my muscles melted away and became soft, making it impossible to control my body.
As if intoxicated by a powerful drug, my eyes became dull and I could only sway my limbs.
Before I knew it, sticky sweat dripped from my heated armpits, and my back became completely soaked, ruining my school uniform.
'She, really... ught♡'
I don't want to fall for this obviously intentional method again.
Far from resisting, I was just leaning my entire body against Seyeon.
"Tell me, Yubin-ah. What will you do. Will you wear it? Huh? Please wear it."
"Ahuh, hi, huiit......"
"You need to answer."
Chook, chook...♡
Hoo, hooooo......
"Huhe, u, hiiit...♡"
Eventually, my body completely slackened like a mollusk.
Only the pleasure coming from Seyeon's kisses and breath made my fingertips twitch like electrical signals.
My mind was almost at its limit. If this continued, I felt like I would really melt, so eventually, I......
"I'll, wear it......"
"Huh? What did you say?"
"I'll, wear it......"
Opening my trembling lips, I ended up surrendering.
"......"
Seyeon moved. I heard the sound of clothing rustling.
And-
"Huhuk...!"
The heat that made me feel like my body would melt disappeared in an instant. Strength immediately returned to my body, and my mind rapidly cleared.
"......"
"......"
Staring blankly at each other, Seyeon and I.
As soon as I grasped the situation, I scrambled on the bed and grabbed a pillow. Then I swung my arm with all my might and flung it at Seyeon.
"Uwat, why suddenly-"
"What do you mean why?!"
Furious, I growled and shouted angrily.
"What are you trying to do, really!"
"I told you I'm persuading."
"This kind of persuasion...!"
For a moment, resentment surged up, choking my words.
I glared at Seyeon as if I could kill her, and Seyeon didn't avoid my gaze but looked at me leisurely.
"......"
"......"
"...It's invalid anyway. Since you got my permission through semi-coercion like this. So I won't wear-"
"Then I can just persuade you in another way. Right?"
I tightly closed my eyes.
Stay calm.
When has that girl ever acted according to my intentions?
While a resistant attitude is important, this is too meaningless.
"......"
But it's still frustrating.
It's not like putting on a collar or threatening with a low voice, but rather hugging affectionately and whispering with a gentle voice, which makes me even more furious.
Even though she won't honestly tell me her thoughts, what does she expect me to do when she treats me so affectionately......
"So, will you wear it after all?"
At Seyeon's question, I obediently nodded.
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Eventually, I took off my clothes one by one in front of Seyeon. Everything including bra and panties.
Seyeon giggled at me, who kept my legs tightly closed and struggled to cover my nipples (with pasties on, of course).
"Haven't you reached the point where you shouldn't be embarrassed by now?"
"Shut up."
I lifted one foot and kicked Seyeon's shin.
Seyeon of course ignored it and handed me something.
"Here, wear this first."
"...Why?"
"Because they're essentials?"
What Seyeon gave me were the long gloves and knee socks I've been wearing every day until now.
Not understanding what she meant by essentials, I alternated looking between Seyeon and the clothes, but Seyeon said nothing more, so I gave up and started putting them on.
"U, ught......"
Really, I don't think I'll ever get used to these two. Every time my forearms and thighs get squeezed, I feel something strange.
"Yeah, it's the usual outfit but it's incredibly pretty and cute."
"......"
"Now, should you wear the Maid Uniform?"
Seyeon said that and grinned.
I looked at the Maid Uniform placed on the bed and my hands trembled.
'Fuck, I really have to wear it......'
No matter what, I'm a female- no, a male... to wear such clothes.
A sense of self-loasure washed over me like a tide, but Seyeon's gaze was so piercing that I had no choice but to pick up the Maid Uniform.
'Yeah, let's just put it on in one go. Without even feeling shame.'
"Hoo, hoo......"
Turning my back to Seyeon, I took a moment to steady my breathing, then quickly slipped my body into the Maid Uniform.
"Uuuwuk......"
I clearly felt the sensation of soft fabric brushing against my skin.
My back felt cool. Because only that part was open, exposing bare skin.
'Should I wear this too...?'
I carefully placed the headband next to the Maid Uniform, what was probably a head dress, on my head.
"......"
"Yubin-ah, turn around."
"......"
"Yubin-ah?"
"Just a moment."
After taking 10 seconds of deep breathing, I turned my body to look at Seyeon.
"......"
As my front was revealed, Seyeon stopped dead in her tracks.
Seyeon's expression momentarily went blank, as if the focus disappeared from her eyes.
"Wh, what's wrong."
Feeling somewhat anxious, I stammered as I asked.
Only then did Seyeon open her mouth.
"...Sorry, I almost lost my mind for a moment."
"What?"
Click-
'......!'
I don't know when she took it out, but Seyeon quickly took a picture of me with her phone.
Click- click-
Her phone, which had flown into the air by itself, spun around me and took pictures from various angles. It even came down to my feet and took pictures under my skirt.
'Are you really a pervert.....'
Somehow feeling shame rising, I just trembled.
"You take a look too."
After taking all the photos, as her excitement reached its peak, Seyeon who seemed frighteningly calm instead, extended her trembling hand with the phone to me.
"......"
Looking at myself on the screen, I swallowed my thickened saliva.
First... the skirt is short. The hem doesn't even reach my knees. A length where the inside might be visible if I'm not careful. So the absolute territory between the skirt and knee socks was very visible. Plus, my thigh flesh is so soft that you can see it being slightly pressed.
Also, the skirt had lots of cute frills. Really a design that only girls would wear.
"Haa, sh......"
"Tsk, no bad words."
The upper body was, needless to say... lewd. Really.
The chest part was cut out, openly showing a large amount of cleavage. And whether Seyeon intentionally prepared a slightly smaller size on purpose, the fabric clung tightly to my body, blatantly emphasizing the curves along my sides and pelvis.
A cute black ribbon was attached between the collarbones, and the sleeves barely covered just the shoulders. And below that, the gloves I had just put on were gently pressing against my forearms.
When I swiped through the gallery with my finger, other photos appeared.
First, a photo taken from behind. The back was open, exposing pure white bare skin. At least my long hair covered it, so that was fortunate.
And... a photo taken under the skirt. Needless to say, there was just my pussy. Since I wore the Maid Uniform directly without any underwear.
"Ugh."
Pitiful.
Who's pitiful? Of course I'm pitiful.
Just looking at my face and posture says it all. With an expression like I'm about to shed tears any moment, I had my hands gathered timidly inward. Even though it's just a photo, you can see my whole body trembling.
Like a noble young lady in a fantasy novel who, after her family was ruined, wandered around as a slave lower than commoners, then unfortunately encountered a clearly ill-tempered person and ended up living as a servant providing sexual service for life- no, what kind of analogy am I making.
'I'm just completely a girl.'
I'm not a girl but a female- no, haa... a male.
At this point, I'm starting to doubt myself.
'No, honestly, it's amazing that I'm still even having such thoughts.'
How many times have I cried and climaxed with my pussy trembling until now. I've had my period twice, and now blouses and school uniform skirts don't even feel awkward anymore.
'...Let's stop.'
Going through each thing like this will only make me more miserable.
I took my eyes off the phone and asked Seyeon.
"So?"
"Huh?"
"So, what will you do now? You've taken all the photos."
"Well......"
Seyeon said "well" and pretended to think for a moment, then within 5 seconds she tightly grabbed my wrist and said.
"Let's go out."
"What."