Episode 8. Guidance and Trap
Episode 8. Guidance and Trap
We just chatted casually and the practical training time ended.
When I changed from my soft, fluffy gym clothes back into my school uniform, a scent I hadn't noticed before hit me strongly.
'What is this?'
It seemed like the smell of sweat was mixed with a bit of that strange fragrance I had smelled yesterday.
"What are you doing?"
Seyeon asks me as I press my nose against my blouse and sniff it.
I felt embarrassed for no reason and quickly changed my clothes.
After that, nothing much happened and we went home. Seyeon to the dormitory, me to my house.
And then night fell.
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"I'm so fucking hungry......"
I muttered while staring at the lit ceiling.
There's nothing in the fridge, no matter how I think about it, I just can't get over my anger.
That is the most urgent problem that needs to be solved.
The food issue.
One might say, 'What do you mean food issue? It's not like you're stranded in the jungle,' but for me, it's a matter of survival.
It's a bit better now, but once practical training starts in earnest tomorrow, I might not be able to last without eating three meals a day.
Since it's Hunter training, it's probably going to be incredibly tough.
But expecting me to survive on just school meals?
I might collapse and die from malnutrition before long.
'What should I do?'
Should I stuff my stomach like crazy with school meals, thinking of it as breakfast, lunch, and dinner all at once?
'This is a bit......'
Then I probably wouldn't be able to move during training.
Or... it's a bit shameful, but maybe secretly packing a lot of school meals into a plastic bag and bringing them home......
"Fuck......"
Why the hell do I have to worry about things like this?
Resentment wells up inside me and a curse word automatically slips out. I've been trying to cut down on swearing since becoming a girl, but it's not working well.
'Should I ask Seyeon to buy me food?'
She looks rich from the outside...... Couldn't she easily feed one poor kid like me?
'What am I saying. That might not be the case.'
I also look like a rich man's daughter just from my face.
Who knows. Seyeon might be poor like me......
No, that's not the point to begin with.
Whether Seyeon is rich or poor, isn't this just too shameless?
'Then what should I do?'
"......"
I reached a conclusion as quickly as possible. I'll use the first or second method.
If I think about it any longer, I feel like I might actually cry.
I stretched out my long limbs and stretched. The clock showed 11:45 PM.
To get to school comfortably, I need to wake up by at least seven, so I should go to sleep soon.
Chikachika-
I brush my teeth while staring intently at the mirror.
Aside from everything else, my appearance was truly unreal.
I put on my pajamas without any panties and went into the sleeping room.
And I turned off the light.
Turned off the light.
Turned off the light.
The light......
Click.
"......"
The light switch went down and the room became dark like dawn.
I lay down on the bed and covered myself with the blanket.
The surroundings were quiet, as if I had entered a state of frozen time.
I tightly closed my eyes.
"Mmm......"
Growl-
"Ah, seriously."
Less than a minute after lying down, the growling sound shatters the silence.
I'm so hungry I don't even feel sleepy......
What should I do.
'Ah, right.'
Since I can't sleep, should I touch my breasts?
'Yeah, anyway, before sleeping, I must touch my breasts and masturbate. It would be good to do it now-'
"......Huh?"
What.
What... did I just think?
Touching my breasts before sleeping?
I've never even thought about masturbating since becoming a girl.
Not only can I not imagine reaching an orgasm with this unfamiliar body, but also, to masturbate with this body, I'd have to do it 'differently than when I was a man.'
Like, as I just thought, touching my breasts, or using my fingers on my vulva......
"Eut......"
Maybe my sense of sexuality has also become that of a girl, as my face flushes hot just from having a dirty thought.
I used to do it like eating meals before.
Anyway, it means I still have an aversion to it.
So why did I suddenly think about masturbating by touching my breasts?
Why?
Why...?
It's natural.
"Ugh...?!"
Suddenly, along with a voice ringing in my ear, my brain goes numb as if hit by a baseball bat.
Like turning on a radio, the voice plays incessantly, invading every corner of my sensitive mind.
It's natural.
It's natural.
It's natural......
"Haa, haa......"
The reason I had that thought...
Is because coming from touching my breasts before sleeping is a natural thing?
"Th, then......"
Before I could even finish speaking, my hand slithers upward.
'It's okay to touch, right?'
Yeah, a girl like me.
A perverted girl like me can masturbate as much as she wants.
I lock my eyelids more tightly.
Finally, my trembling fingers tap the edge of my breast.
"Eut......"
The coldness from my fingertips touches my breast and instantly rises to my head.
I shuddered.
First, I need to gently touch the edge where the mammary gland is.
As it mechanically came to my mind, I used my index finger to press firmly along the U-shaped outer contour of my breast.
No tremendous pleasure came, but at some point, a shivery feeling suddenly surged, making me grit my teeth automatically.
Even without that, the situation itself of me touching my own breasts was exciting.
Though it was also embarrassing.
"Ha, eut. Ah......"
Press, press-
The shivery, rising feeling visits more and more frequently. I vaguely felt my back getting damp and my forehead heating up.
'At this rate......'
Maybe I can go a little further inside...?
I moved my fingers.
While still stimulating the mammary gland with my pinky, I fiddled with the areola surrounding the nipple with my middle and index fingers.
"Hahk, eu, eup, haaaa......"
A pleasure larger than before floods my mind like waves hitting a breakwater.
It feels like someone is poking my spine. It's a strange sensation that subtly tickles the nervous system in my spine.
The heat radiating from my body made the inside of the blanket hot and stuffy. My armpits were damp with sweat, releasing a peculiar smell.
"Haeut, keup, this, why is it like this, aheut...!"
This should be the first time I'm touching my breasts.
Why am I feeling it so intensely...!
It felt like the trembling sensation of a rollercoaster climbing to the top kept coming. My head felt light and my breath caught in my throat.
Before I knew it, I had my mouth open and my tongue out. As if kissing someone, my saliva-slicked tongue moved around, groping the air.
'Th, then next......'
The nipple, but......
If I touch this, I feel like I'll really become strange.
Can't I just not do it...?
But contrary to my thoughts, my fingers were already heading for the nipple. Even if my mind rejected it, my body wanted it.
In the end, I pinched both nipples with my index finger and thumb, *squeeze*.
"Aheuk?!"
Sssssss......
A pleasure, like slowly pouring water into a cup, gradually rises from my chest.
It was a slow pleasure, but its volume was enough to fill the cup.
"Haa, haa, huaaaa......"
I shiver from the subtle pleasure and swallow my saliva. My lower back gradually lifts into the air.
Meanwhile, my fingers keep moving. As if they received a command.
"Hik, haat, ayeuk, keuheuk, heuk, aah......"
My chest and hands were covered in sticky sweat. Since I felt liquid while touching my breasts, it felt like I was secreting some kind of breast milk.
Every time I pinched or flicked my nipple with my fingers, goosebumps rose to the nape of my neck. As if begging for greater pleasure, my crotch contracted, my legs twisted, and my feet tapped the floor, *pang pang*.
"Heuheuk, heayeuk, eut, haat, huaaang......"
Crying sounds kept coming from my mouth. My recently washed hair was dampened by sweat coming from everywhere. I felt tears welling up in the corners of my eyes.
'To, to reach climax......'
How was I supposed to do it again.
"Euk, aheuk, hit, heeyeuk...!"
Ah, right.
Gently tease the nipples, then pinch them hard.
I did just that.
I tormented my nipples with my fingernails as if tickling them. That alone felt good, but it was frustrating, like being on the verge of a sneeze.
This alone isn't enough.
I want to come quickly.
Like a pervert, I want to let go with just my breasts, dripping with love juice, surrendering my body to the mind-melting pleasure.
"Heuk, heayeut, haeueueut...!"
At some point, I suddenly, unexpectedly, pinched my nipples hard with two fingers.
The rollercoaster, which had been stuck at the top, instantly plunges downward.
"Heuhyaak...?!"
Dribble......
My back bent sharply and my toes clenched tightly. My closed eyes snapped open and the fluffy something enveloping my mind burst all at once, *poof*.
"Hayuk, keut, haa, haa, hueueueu......"
A moan, as if spitting out something stuck in my throat, burst out. I blinked like a broken traffic light while continuing to pinch my nipples.
I felt the area below become soggy with hot liquid.
It must be love juice...?
Since I'm not wearing any underwear, it must have gotten directly on my pants.
The love juice flowed down my perineum and trickled between the cleft of my buttocks. At the strange sensation, I flinched slightly and let out a ragged breath.
"Hoo, hoo, haaaa......"
I took deep breaths to calm my body. The pleasure faded like dissipating cigarette smoke, leaving only its scent behind.
Lingering in the afterglow of pleasure, I thought.
'This is the first time......'
Masturbating with a girl's body, and coming.
Moreover, with my breasts, not the area below.
"Ah, seriously......"
For some reason, I felt embarrassed and covered my face with both hands.
'I have to do this again tomorrow...?'
I'm a bit reluctant.
Even if I am a perverted girl, coming from my breasts is a bit......
"Hoo."
But, why......
Is a sense of anticipation smoldering in a corner of my heart?
"......"
My body felt heavy. It was because it was thoroughly soaked in pleasure, like a sponge absorbing water.
I didn't have the energy to think anymore, so I closed my eyes and fell into a dead-like sleep.