1. Numbness
1. Numbness
An old inn room.
A man, cursing, was wildly ravaging the woman beneath him.
Paaaang, Paaang-!
"Tsk, fucking bitch, so fucking tight...!"
As if he had thrown all consideration for his partner to the dogs, he shook his hips with all his might.
Soon after, he irresponsibly spurted his seed into the vagina in its peak ovulation period, spurt, spurt❤.
Byeut, Byeureureureut!
Even as she received the semen deep in her womb, the woman didn't panic and stared expressionlessly at the ceiling.
Of course, contrary to her expression, her body also climaxed simultaneously, spraying her juices everywhere.
Pushushushusut-!
...Jjik-
Spraying her pussy juice profusely, as if even her urethra had given way, she even let out a stream of urine, jjik❤.
After glancing at her own vagina, which reeked of urine, the woman held out her hand to the man.
"An internal ejaculation costs an extra silver coin, Customer."
"Alright, I said I understand... Tsk, I made a pointless bet."
The man frowned as if displeased, but his mood was clearly good, so he nodded.
As the woman threw aside the sheets that had become a mess from bodily fluids and began putting on her underwear.
"Sofia, wait."
Before she knew it, the man had approached her and roughly grabbed her breast, squeezing tightly.
"But is it really true you can't feel anything?"
As if milking a cow, he pressed the soft breast flesh deeply, and her nipple popped out, erect, between his fingers, bbolok❤.
The woman's expression remained blank, but she opened her mouth with irritation at the continued rudeness.
"Should I charge extra for the breast too?"
"Ahem, sorry, sorry! I'm just curious. I've bedded quite a few prostitutes, but I've never seen a bitch with insensitivity before..."
'Well, what do you want me to do about it.'
Sofia muttered grumpily, threw on her clothes roughly, and left the room without washing first.
_That crazy bitch... just how much has she messed up her body...?
_Kid, you shouldn't look at dirty women like that.
Ignoring the looks of contempt and shock from some people outside the inn, she thought.
'Counting that guy just now, that makes five? I should start wrapping things up.'
Currently, her lower belly was bulging❤ with semen, and her entire body was covered in kisses and handprints.
This had happened because, besides the customer just now, she had already serviced several others.
She looked as if she had been gang-raped, but she didn't even blink.
'It's not even my real body anyway, so what.'
Sofia—no, Cecil—snapped his fingers and dispelled his 'Avatar'.
Cecil returned to his original body and opened his eyes.
As if feeling awkward in his own body, he clenched and unclenched his hands and let out a sigh.
"Haah, as I thought, did I overdo it? I should have held back moderately."
Cecil's identity was that of a reincarnator from the modern world.
When he first reincarnated here, he was very excited about his second life, but soon despaired upon realizing he was an orphan.
'In a medieval society, being an orphan really crosses the line.'
Whether magic and mystery lived and breathed or not, unlike his previous life, the era he reincarnated into was a thoroughly wretched medieval society.
In a place rife with a class system, an orphan with no connections was the lowest of the low.
From childhood, he did begging and all kinds of hard labor just to scrape by, and when he turned 20, he awakened his 'cheat'.
['You have acquired Lilith's Avatar (C)!']
Lilith's Avatar (C)
: Summons the avatar body of Lilith, Queen of the Dream World.Due to the Demon God's seal, it is in a state far inferior to its original performance.
When the soul's spiritual rank reaches Transcendent, it is possible to possess the avatar's body.
Cecil himself thought the description was utterly bizarre, to the point of considering it someone's malicious joke rather than a cheat.
The phrasing was too complex for simply summoning a 'familiar'.
'I struggled so much trying to figure it out at first...'
'Lilith's Avatar' was truly perfect in appearance at least.
With seductive pink hair and a beautiful appearance.
Her breasts and butt were so voluptuous and plump that they would topple if not supporting each other, and her hips, which reached down to her waist, were wide open in a naturally childbirth-friendly shape.
When he first encountered the avatar.
Cecil, as a man, had expected various lewd events... but in the end, it was futile.
'...Who would have known there was no consciousness.'
That's right. Lilith was thoroughly 'sealed' by the Demon God, so her avatar body had no consciousness.
Like an empty shell without a soul.
When he first summoned the avatar, she couldn't control her body and would absurdly collapse with a thud.
'What is this...'
With no consciousness, all that remained was a vulgar body.
Maybe it could be used as a top-tier onahole, but otherwise it was completely useless.
He also tried to use the 'possession' mentioned in the last description line, but of course, Cecil was not a Transcendent.
Far from being a Transcendent, he was the most ordinary of ordinary people struggling to survive day by day.
He had no special traits like a strong soul or strong mental power just because he was a reincarnator.
"What, how am I supposed to use this?!"
After venting his complaints, he overused the ability to relieve his sexual desires, and not long after, he discovered an astonishing fact.
While he was freely using the avatar's mouth and vagina, he lost control and fell, crashing head-on into the avatar's 'head'.
When he came to, he could see his own 'original body' lying on the ground.
"Possession... succeeded?"
Cecil realized he had become a woman, but soon noticed something strange.
'Something feels off...'
Not the difference between male and female bodies, but something more fundamental had changed, perhaps.
His body felt stiff and alien, as if it had become a block of wood.
Vision and hearing had no problems, but the other senses could not be felt.
Cecil stood up in an awkward posture.
'Moving is fine. But not feeling sensations... is it because my soul is still insufficient?'
Perhaps because it wasn't a proper possession with the required qualifications, but a kind of bug exploit?
Part of his sensations were sealed.
Cecil named this [Sensory Block Possession].
'Strictly speaking, 'seal' would be more accurate than 'block', but it doesn't matter.'
Afterwards, he used his ability to sell his 'body' to earn money.
If his physical abilities were even at the level of an ordinary person, he would have looked for other work, but the soft body was full of fat and had no muscle strength at all.
Occasionally, when he worked 'hard', his pride as a man would get in the way, but sufficient financial compensation soothed it.
'If I just endure the slight disgust, I don't feel anything anyway, so...'
There was no chance of being addicted to pleasure and 'falling as a female,' and since it wasn't his real body, there was no chance of pregnancy either.
Perhaps it was a natural talent as a living fucktoy.
With a body that was easy to use and money that came quickly, there was no reason not to choose this.
'Well, it wasn't without problems, but I adapted somehow.'
It took a long time and many hardships to fully accept this profession, but after a few years, he had become a proper prostitute named 'Sofia'.
"Ehehe, now there's really not much left!"
Cecil excitedly put away the tarnished silver coins.
'Just one more year of this prostitute life, and I'll be done...!'
Cecil's total assets had already surpassed 100 gold coins.
If he saved a bit more, it would be enough to buy a house in the capital and still have plenty left.
Exactly one more year of selling his body, and he could live leisurely for the rest of his life...!
This was his most fervent wish after dealing with disgusting men all this time.
Of course, if Cecil put his mind to it, earning money 'faster' than this was no trouble at all.
After all, there were more than enough people coveting Sofia's body.
Nobles, and even the royalty of a fallen kingdom, went so far as to offer her a position as a concubine—Sofia's appearance was that outstanding.
Even though he could obtain all kinds of honor and wealth if he wished, the reason Cecil insisted on selling his body in filthy, poor places was one.
'Because there's no aftermath. No troublesome entanglements.'
Here, 'aftermath' referred not to attacking or kidnapping Sofia, but to threatening the 'status' of his original body.
The avatar's body could be dispelled at any time if he wished, but Cecil's original body was still a weak ordinary person.
'If I get entangled with a noble by mistake... it's horrifying just to think about.'
Because he had once been 'entangled' by chance, Cecil never sold his body to nobles again after that.
'No matter how little affinity I have with magic, I keep forgetting that this is a world where magic exists.'
Even though he was alone in the house, Cecil glanced around furtively for no reason.
Then, realizing there was no one, he carefully hid the pouch under a shelf.
When he finished everything and looked out the window, the sun was already setting.
Ppudeuk-
Cecil slowly stretched his stiff body, mulling over the sensations.
'I think this is the first time I've possessed for a whole day. Is that why...? My body feels dull.'
Stretching his rigid body, Cecil looked forward to the future.
The work might be dirty and vulgar, but he still had a bright future and youth ahead of him.
'Let's just endure it for one year...!'
With that resolve, Cecil fell asleep.
If things only continued like this, he would live leisurely as he desired.
Enjoying moderate luxury and pleasure, dismissing his past work as just a 'peculiar experience', he would have ended his life happily.
But, mercilessly, Cecil's wishes all crumbled away with the changes that occurred the next day.