The First Night
The first night after I entered the goblins' cave.
Perhaps because I had become the Head Goblin's complete property, I was receiving something resembling decent treatment. Instead of the damp, freezing bare stone floor, he had set me down on a crude bed of layered grass and leaves.
That did not mean I felt entirely safe.
In one corner of the cave lay what looked like human skeletal remains, and piled beside them was a heap of plundered human belongings. The Head Goblin was rummaging through that pile for something.
But he was not what occupied my attention most.
A few goblins stood watching me the way people stare at a monkey locked in a zoo cage — slightly taller than the ordinary males, but far leaner, almost gaunt. Females, from the look of them. The sudden change in leadership seemed to have left them just as unsettled as anyone else. Even so, they kept shooting me glances thick with jealousy and spite.
What are you looking at? Never seen a human before?
In the middle of that silent war of nerves, the Head Goblin stomped over and held something out to me.
This is…
I took it and unfolded it. A black undergarment top. It was torn in places and riddled with holes, but there was no mistaking it — a bra.
"You want me to… put this on?"
There was no way he could understand the words, yet the Head Goblin grinned and nodded.
He wanted me to wear this vulgar scrap of fabric that even a cheap streetwalker would refuse…
I'll kill him for this.
Murderous intent flared hot again. Swearing I would make him pay dearly for humiliating me, I awkwardly began struggling into the obscenely cheap undergarment.
I'd have to have worn one of these before to know how, damn it — wait, like this, no, like this…
After much fumbling and straining, I finally got it on. It looked less like underwear and more like a set of bondage straps. It was so shameless it seemed designed not to cover anything, but to put everything on display.
The moment the Head Goblin saw me like that, his cock sprang stiffly upright.
"Kyaaah?!"
Snorting with excitement, he seized my wrist, dragged me over, and forced me to my knees on the grass bed. Right in front of my face, a thick, solid pillar and the heavy pair of balls beneath it swayed and bobbed, flaunting their presence.
"W-wait. Wait, wait a second!!"
Without the slightest preamble, the Head Goblin thrust his hips forward and smeared his cock and balls all over my face.
"Ugh, uuugh…!!"
The foul stench and the nauseatingly slick, slimy texture pressed straight against my skin. I twisted my head aside two or three times to escape it, only for the Head Goblin to clamp both of my cheeks in his rough hands and hold me still. Then he rested his cock across my face as if I were nothing more than a stand for it.
Y-you son of a bitch…!!!
Kirururakarakka!!!
The sudden roar made both my shoulders jump. Whatever curses I had been muttering inwardly fled in pure terror. The Head Goblin kept bellowing the same thing over and over while slapping my cheeks.
D-don't tell me…
I understood on instinct. He wanted me to suck him with my mouth.
……
Doing it was revolting beyond words. Refusing meant remembering the Former Head Goblin, whose skull had been crushed to a pulp.
Fuck fuck fuckfuckfuckfuck!!!!!!
My whole body started to shake. I had no choice. Truly no choice…
I steeled myself, squeezed my eyes shut, and summoned more courage than it would take to leap off a cliff. I stuck out my tongue.
Just a little.
Tap.
Something hard and ridged brushed the tip of my tongue. The base of his shaft, most likely. Carefully — very carefully — I pushed my tongue out farther. The full length of his cock settled along the upper surface of it.
…!!!
Even though I was the one doing it, I could not believe it. If I went back a few days and told my past self — the man I used to be — that I had not only become a woman but was now sucking a goblin's cock, would he even believe me?
Kurrrrr…
The Head Goblin let out a low, lingering sound, something close to a moan of pleasure.
Just survive. Survive first, think later.
I had already had sex with this creature. Sucking his cock was hardly a bigger deal than that, I told myself. But sticking my tongue out farther took more than courage. It took pure survival instinct — nothing else. That single drive forced my trembling tongue out as if I were dragging it free against its will.
Lick.
Once more.
Lick.
After a few more strokes, something plump and taut revealed itself beneath the shaft. His prostate, I guessed.
Lick, lick…
As if praising me for a job well done, the Head Goblin stroked my head — then shoved it forward.
"Uuugh…!!!"
My lips smashed against his balls.
C-can't breathe…!!
He held my face crushed against them and refused to let go. I tried desperately to breathe through my nose, which only pulled that already nauseating stench even deeper into my skull. I was stuck there, drowning in nothing but the smell of his balls, when he suddenly pulled my face free and pressed the tip of his fully engorged glans against my lips.
Kirruk. Karuk.
His voice and tone seemed a little calmer now. I still could not understand the words, but the situation made his meaning clear enough.
Fuck…
I clenched both fists, squeezed my eyes shut again, and leaned forward of my own accord to press my mouth to the head of his cock.
Smack…
Schlick…
Schlooop…
Apparently satisfied, the Head Goblin stroked my hair. Kneeling there in nothing but that vulgar scrap of lingerie that left my breasts and nipples completely exposed, I truly felt like I had become a whore.
Then the Head Goblin leaned his upper body down slightly and, with both hands, flicked the tips of my breasts.
Tap♥
"Hnnngh-aah?!"
The unexpected jolt made my eyes go unfocused and my tongue loll out before I could stop it. This body of mine — just like this morning — completely fell apart the moment anyone touched my nipples. It felt as if a hundred screws inside my head had all come loose at once, leaving me totally disarmed.
Having already confirmed my weakness, the Head Goblin waggled his index fingers up and down, relentlessly flicking and teasing both of my stiff nipples.
"…!! …?!??!"
Having my nipples toyed with so lewdly while I sucked on his cock — I could not believe what was happening inside my own head. How could shame and humiliation possibly be mistaken for pleasure? Even I could not understand it.
But my brain seemed determined to reject even that doubt. As proof, the foul smell of his cock and the rough, ridged texture against my lips were already starting to feel… familiar. And before I knew it, I had grown bold enough to kiss the head of his cock with real enthusiasm.
Schlooop…♥ Schlick♥ Schloooop…♥ Schlick…♥♥ Smack..!!
W-what is this… I-I don't… I don't know this…
The faster and more obscenely the Head Goblin played with my hardened nipples, the worse the symptoms became.
"Hnnmm… hnnnh..?! Heeeh… heeehh…♥ Schlooop… schlick… schloooop…"
It felt as if my entire self were being ripped out by the roots and flung somewhere far away. The closest comparison was being drunk — drunk on some liquor that was both viciously strong and unbearably sweet, the kind that steals your consciousness the moment you get addicted.
Ah… aah… ahhng… my nipples… feel… so good…
Surrendering to the haze, I was no longer the person I had known. Eyes half-lidded, I kissed his cock with even more eagerness than before. After a little more time, kissing was no longer enough. Drawn by some primal female — no, female beast — instinct, I pushed the head of his cock into my mouth and began licking and sucking it with feverish devotion, cleaning every surface of the glans as thoroughly as I could.
The growing ache in my jaw had already been shoved to the back of my brain's priority list; I paid it no mind at all. And the way he stroked my head felt so much like praise that a strange swell of pride and happiness rose up inside me.
Only after a long while did the Head Goblin finally pull his cock from my mouth. But the emotion that hit me then was not relief. It was emptiness — and disappointment. I did not even wonder why I felt that way. In that moment, my heart was clinging blindly to something, and nothing else.
He must have seen it in my eyes. Without a second's hesitation, he pushed me down onto my back and set the head of his cock against the soaked entrance of my lower hole — my pussy.
The feeling that rose in me then was shockingly not fear. It was anticipation. I still had no idea why I had changed so much, but the emotion I felt was unmistakably that kind.
The Head Goblin gripped my hips and drove his cock straight into my belly in one long thrust.
"Hnnngh…!!!"
The pain I had felt during our first time was already buried beneath the overwhelming sensation of being completely filled.
Thrust…! Thud! Thrust…! Thud! Thrust…! Thud…!
"Hnn… ahhng…?! Anh…! Haahng…! Hyaaahng…!!"
He shoved in hard, then slowly withdrew a little, then shoved in again, over and over. The moans spilling out of me sounded somehow more sultry than they had during our first time. Apparently finding the sight of me pleasing, the Head Goblin's eyes grew heavy-lidded as he seized both of my wrists. Then he began slamming his hips into me with every ounce of strength he had, without mercy.
Thud! Thud! Thud!
Aah…!
Thud! Thud! Thud! Thud! Thud! Thud!
Aaaah…!!!
Thud! Thud! Thud! Thud! Thud! Thud! Thud! Thud! Thud!
Uwaaaaaaah…!!!!
The faster the pace became, the harder he drove into me, the farther my mind drifted away into some distant haze.
Thudthudthudthudthudthud!
As the mating climbed toward its peak and finally reached its absolute climax, I felt something coming. I could not name what it was, but a few things were certain. It was vaster, more glorious, and more ecstatic than anything I had ever known.
Thudthudthudthudthudthud! Thudthudthudthudthudthud!
I-it's coming…! N-no…!! I-I'm going…!!
Whether it was coming or going did not matter.
Thudthudthudthudthudthud! Thudthudthudthudthudthud! Thudthudthudthudthudthud!
What mattered was simply that it felt good. Unspeakably, impossibly good.
……!!!!?!??!?!?!!!
Along with the sensation of something scorching hot flooding into my belly, I felt a complete liberation beyond comparison with anything else.
…Yes.
It was the first moment in my life that I savored the unique climax only a woman can feel.