Why Am I Like This (3)
"Cookie, whyyy? Why'd you call meee?"
Master's voice was dripping with coquettish sweetness. It wasn't just her voice — her eyes were so adorable I could barely stand to look at them. Her ears and the sides of her neck were flushing red in real time, hot enough that touching them might burn me.
"You called me and now you won't even talk… Did you just want to see Master's face?"
"Y-yes…♡"
"Haa, so cute…♥ Cookie is so cute♥"
Twitch, twitch♥
"Your cock's about to burst…♥ Touching Master's ass makes you want to cum?"
"Yesh♡ It's gonna burst…"
"Ahh…♥ Hngh, ugh… haa…♥ Should I let it burst, thennn?"
Master's eyes had gone a little unfocused. Twitch. Twitch. She kept flexing her ass, clenching and unclenching in time with my kneading hands. As I massaged her, a wordless rapport settled between us — a cozy warmth, as if our emotions were knitting together.
"Pff-pff?"
Pssht-pssht. Brrrrr. Spurt-spurt.
Semen burst from my cock. Unimpressive in volume, but thick and deeply satisfying.
"Hek♡"
I felt like I might pass out on the spot. Master whipped her head around, buried her face in the pillow again, and hugged it tight with her slender arms.
Squirt-squirt♥
Shaaaaa—
Before I knew it, Master's pussy was convulsing, juices pouring out in a flood. Her legs parted slightly, exposing her messy, lewd sex in full. My hands, which had been massaging her ass, drifted down of their own accord and rubbed her perineum.
"Euhk…♥"
Master's waist jerked. Her upper body heaved as if she were holding something back — and yet the ass under my hands never moved, presented for me so I could keep touching her properly.
Rub, rub♥
"Ah, euh, nn. Hahk♥ If you touch me that gently…"
Master lifted her head and glared at me. Her face had gone completely soft and melted. Her eyes tried to look fierce, but her whole expression was dissolving. Her face was still as red as a ripe strawberry. That impossible combination of looks made my vision lurch hard.
"Ahhk…♥ So cute…♥ Cookie can't even think straight — so cute♥"
Knead, knead♥
Master whipped her head back down.
"Too… too… You touch me so lovingly…♥ If you touch me like this… haa. Haa. So cute…♥"
She mumbled into the pillow. I was too busy trying not to faint to spare any attention for anything else — and even so, my fingers never stopped. I groped and kneaded Master's ass to my heart's content, until I had touched her enough that I never needed to again.
Rustle. Rustle.
Master's toes kept fidgeting, making little sounds. The longer I massaged her, the more restless they became.
"Ah♥ Nn. Euh. Hahk♥ Your hands are sooo… nnh♥"
Master's breathing grew more ragged. The grip on her pillow seemed to tighten. After that she muttered something in a continuous stream, but I couldn't make it out clearly.
"Master's body is going weird… You touch me too lovingly…"
"Nngh♥ Master likes Cookie too♥ Likes you…♥"
"What do I do now. I can't live if Cookie doesn't touch me… I already can't sleep without Cookieyy…"
Her words came out muffled, face buried deep in the pillow. I, who had felt like I could spend a lifetime just touching her ass, finally managed to progress. I worked my way down, rubbing her thighs and calves until I reached her feet — feet that fidgeted without rest, almost convulsively. Looking at them nearly drove me insane, so I quickly turned my head and decided to massage her back instead.
I moved up onto her back. Even though I put almost no weight on her, Master's waist trembled. Carefully, I stroked the pure white skin of her back.
"Are you okay, Master?"
"Nn, nn. Feels good… Cookie is good♥ I love you♥"
Twitch♥
Maybe it was the Massage Oil. Hearing that she loved me hit even harder. Was this what it meant to be loved by a girlfriend?
I poured on more Massage Oil. Master's shoulders flinched at the cold. I squeezed it out in long strokes across her pretty back, painting it. Her back grew slick and gleaming under the oil. I pressed gently, working the tension out of her muscles. Her body, which had been slightly stiff with nerves, gradually went languid. I could see the arms around the pillow loosen. Being on her back instead of her ass seemed to put her especially at ease.
"Hwaa…♥"
"Should I keep going like this?"
"Mm. Keep going like this."
I continued the massage just like that. Knead, knead.
"Cookie."
"Yes."
"Do you like Master?"
"I do."
"How much?"
"As much as the sky and the earth. Way more than that… As much as the whole universe."
"…Nn. Nn. I see…"
Master's voice melted past soft into liquid. Every time my hands moved over her, she seemed to grow more generous — so comfortable she was almost defenseless.
"There's A-yeong, right."
"Yes."
"That irritating ugly bitch. That show-off ugly little shit…"
She spoke while soaking in my touch.
"The kind of girl who thinks the world revolves around her. She pisses you off too, right?"
"…Y-yes."
I agreed carefully, reading the room.
"Do you know why Master didn't join an agency? I even got an offer to come to Sky Music today."
"I don't know…"
"It's because of that ugly little shit. Watching her act all superior is just too disgusting."
This time I couldn't even manage a reaction. Master's mood was nothing like usual. It felt completely different from when she had cursed for the sake of playing "Park Ha-eun."
"In this drama I'm going to stand out way more than that ugly bitch. I'm going to take every single spotlight."
"…"
"And then I'm going to join R&E. I'll become a more important actress than that ugly little shit and leave her out in the cold."
Master let out a long breath.
"I want that ugly bitch to fall into the gutter and cry about it."
"…"
"I want her precious popularity and career to get completely smashed. I want hundreds of hate comments piled on her."
"…"
"But my acting isn't working and it's pissing me off. I have to be so much better than her."
"Th-that…"
"Is Master… a bad person?"
"No. You're not bad…"
"Hehe, really?"
Master's laugh looked freer than before. It felt like she was pulling out a heart she had covered in layer after layer after layer so it would never show — a heart she had pressed down until it went stale and rotten. Completely unfiltered, raw in its original form. It would be a lie to say I wasn't startled or shocked.
But still.
"This is… Master's true nature. Everything else was an act."
Master clenched the pillow tight in her hands.
"Cookie, I only approached you to mess with Chae-eun. She's a total brother-con, so she actually likes you for real."
"Chae-eun…?"
"She talks about Cookie all the time. She pretends she doesn't, but there's no way not to notice. She said her first time had to be with Cookie. Funny, right? She's probably still a virgin."
She had definitely claimed she had a well-endowed fuck buddy. Had that been a lie?
"So Master took Cookie first and trained you."
Twitch♥
"I brainwashed you into a masochist puppy so you couldn't live without Master."
Twitch, twitch♥
"Who does Cookie belong to?"
Master pressed me, soft and insistent.
"Who do you belong to? Hmm?"
Of course I belonged to—
"I'm Master's…"
"Hey, Cookie."
I waited quietly for what came next. But Master said nothing for a long time after that. The sound of her opening and closing her mouth repeated dozens of times. Down below, the fidgeting of her toes grew louder.
"Euh… Really, why am I like this…"
At last Master lifted her head a little and spoke, in a voice so small it was barely there.
"Even with a Master like this… do you still like me? Do you still like me…?"
I slowly opened my lips.
"…I do. I like Master."
"Nnh, nn♥ You really like me…?"
"I'm always on Master's side."
"…Nn, nn. Cookie is always mine…?"
"Yesh… I'm Master's."
"Do you like Master?"
"I do. I like Master."
"…How much, though? Hmm?"
Master kept asking me. Every time, I said I liked her. Her voice grew brighter and brighter, thick with affection. I had already been trained by Master. Body and heart — no matter what she did, I liked her so much I couldn't stand it. I was always on Master's side. Even if Master wasn't a good person. So I was simply happy she had told me her true feelings. It meant she trusted me and depended on me that much.
"Cookie belongs to Master. Can't live without Master♥ Maso♥"
"Yesh♡ I can't live without Master."
"Bury your nose in Master's nape♥ Get horny while you smell me. Begin♥"
"B-begin♡"
My head emptied out and my body moved on its own.
"Sniff sniff sniff."
I clung to Master like a dog, snuffling at her.
"Hah… Hehe. Cookie, Cookie is Master's cock?"
"Yesh♡ I'm Master's."
"Dumb little puppy♥ You got hard right away♥"
"Yesh♡ I'm hard."
"Good boy. Our puppy can't live without Master's scent♥ You're Master's♥"
Twitch, twitch, twitch♥
"Should we mess with Chae-eun?"
"Yes…"
"Then let's have lots of sex with other girls… with Master. Get so good at it we can shock her."
"Yesh…"
"Master's pussy is tighter than that ugly bitch's, right? Isn't it?"
Master buried her head even deeper, as if she were too embarrassed to show me her face.
"Yesh. I like Master's better♡"
"Nnh…♥"
Master's breathing roughened. I kept smelling the nape of her neck. Somehow… every time I took in her scent, she seemed to calm down — the same way I settled when I smelled her.
"People around me… say Master is kind. It's so fucking stupid."
Master spoke as if she were dumping out everything she had held in all this time.
"So they just spill their secrets to me for no reason. They even come to me for advice."
"…"
"I never got it. Why would anyone voluntarily do something as idiotic as revealing a secret. It's a secret because you're not supposed to know it."
Master gave a light shake of her head. Her hair brushed past my nostrils and filled them with shampoo scent.
"But… once I said it out loud, I feel so much lighter. I think I get why now."
"I'm always on Master's side… So you can tell me everything. It's okay."
"…Mm. Cookie, let's train you even harder than now♥ Pervert maso♥"
Twitch♥
"You still like Master even though she's this rotten bitch? If you do, wink your asshole at me♥"
Wink, wink♥
"Did you wink it?"
"Yesh♡ I did…"
"Even though Master isn't a good person, you like her so much you could die?"
"I do♡ I could die♡"
"Cute. Cute. Cute♥"
Master shifted her body. I naturally moved aside. She flexed her ass and lifted it high.
"Take me from behind. Fuck Master. Fall for Master's pussy♥"
As if entranced, I grabbed Master's ass. My hands shook — my whole body was so far gone with heat. I missed the hole four times before I finally managed to push in.
Squeeze, squeeze.
No matter how many times I did this, the pressure inside her never got familiar. I really had fallen hard for Master's pussy. Holding my breath, I rolled my hips.
Squelch, squelch♥
Obscene sounds spilled through the room as I took her from behind. It was strange. Normally I would have finished the moment I entered, or after one or two thrusts.
"Nngh, oho, ogh♥ Hahk, haah, nnh♥ Good, good, Cookie is good♥"
It felt like the first time I had ever fucked her this much. "This much" was only a few minutes, but even that was huge progress. Was it the effect of the Massage Oil? The more I thrust and rocked into Master, the more my reason flew away.
"Haa, euh, nn, ang♥ Ang, ang, haah♥ M-Master's gonna cum… Should Cookie cum too?"
"Y-yesh… I want to cum. I want to cum with Master."
Master buried her head and twitched. Her upper body was bowed low, but her ass was raised high. It was vulgar. And the most beautiful thing in the world.
Squirt-squirt♥
"There, Cookie cum too♥ Cum with Master♥ Shoot it♥"
Master suddenly swayed her hips. Gush, gush. Pssht-pssht. Brrrrrrr.
"Heuh…♥ Cookie's cumming inside…♥ Master's gonna get pregnant♥"
Semen burst out all at once. The orgasm rubbed over my eyelids like fingers; my eyes went unfocused. I collapsed right there. Master pulled my fallen body into her arms. Her face was lewdly wrecked — her eyes, her lips, her cheeks. Just looking at her was enough to drive me insane with how pretty she was.
"Your eyes are completely gone♥ Maso♥ Premie♥"
Smack♥
Master kissed my lips hard, as if she couldn't hold back.
"Cookie can't live without Master♥"
Peck♥
"For life, for life, offer your heart up to Master♥ Begin♥"
Haa-wup♥
"I love you♥ Euh, so cute♥ Cute, cute♥"
I couldn't even fall asleep. All night long, Master kissed me and whispered into me.