There's No Way I Can Raise a Slime Daughter (1)
It felt as though I had woken from a deep nightmare. Or perhaps it was a happy dream I had awakened from. What was I doing…? No, I… who was I? My face, my fingers—nothing… I couldn't move.
My body lay naked on the laboratory floor, with only a few sheets spread beneath me—no robe, not even a camisole. If this had been an experiment, Naixon would have been beside me, but there was no sign of him.
“Heh… heuk……”
A sensation of something writhing and stirring violently inside my head washed over me. With each pulse, a pathetic moan I couldn't control escaped my lips.
My eyes slowly opened. The dim room came into view. My body let out a soft sigh and began speaking to itself, unbidden.
“Haa…… This should do it. I'm getting used to regulating the secretion of that ‘hormone’ by mixing various things, but the reaction still hasn't come……”
Even this soliloquy wasn't of my own will. Only now did my burned-out reason begin to return, little by little. Whether fortunate or not, my mind seemed to have fractured only enough to recover—unlike when Zophy had forced those drugs down my throat.
The moment I started thinking again, the magical creature noticed at once.
“Ah. Lady Kaira, the female whore who obeys me! You've awakened. Hehe, sorry for showing you such a disheveled sight. I've been conducting all sorts of experiments Lord Naixon ordered using your body…… It seems the drug-induced pleasure signals flowing into you have weakened.”
‘What… what are you doing……?’
“That's obvious…… Ah. Success.”
A damp sensation spread across my chest. The feeling was unpleasant, yet not unfamiliar. It stirred memories of something truly awful……
‘You… don't tell me……’
Even though I had only called the slime with a thought, I could feel my “voice” trembling.
“Hmph! Not ‘you’ or ‘slime’—call me ‘Rin,’ slave. It's a name Lord Naixon gave me, derived from your alias.”
After saying that, Rin chuckled briefly before continuing.
“Just as you suspect. I've rapidly developed the mammary glands in your lewd body to induce lactation! Hehet. You know from Earth's knowledge and rumors among prostitutes, don't you? Nursing mothers don't get pregnant.”
I didn't answer. I simply lay there, blankly feeling the milk flowing down both sides of my chest.
Father's face, the child I had lost, and the face of the attendant who had shown me a final shred of compassion flashed through my mind in quick succession.
I felt Rin arbitrarily moving the muscles of my face. The expression was… a bitter smile.
“Yes. I know you have unpleasant memories. But Lord Naixon's orders come first. You promised, so you can't resist, can you? You have to be a good slave.”
The pleasure torture Rin had inflicted was torture enough, but the despair of having this creature—still covering my head like a cap—erode the deepest parts of my brain robbed me of even the strength to resist.
If Rin wished, my mind could still be crushed, leaving me an empty shell.
‘I understand…… No, I understand… Rin… Master…… Use my body and mind however you please……’
“Huhu, how adorable. And don't worry. If I wanted, I could physically crush your brain and erase you, or flood you with abnormal signals to destroy only your reason. But the Creator requested otherwise…… Even a pathetic pleasure-addicted masochistic bitch like you is, in a sense, my mother, isn't she? I'll keep your body clean and return it to you.”
After saying that, Rin added one more thing.
“By the way, while adjusting your hormones I got bored and tested something. I can use the magic you've learned, too. Except for one thing—that strange superpower that rewinds time. How enviable.”
‘Mm. Thank you… for telling me……’
“Oh, don't be so stiff and formal. We're past that. Even if you're a broken, useless bitch, you're still my mother for now. Ehehe.”
Rin murmured cheerfully—in my voice.
“Hmm…… The Creator is a man, after all, so he only cared about visible things like milk secretion…… But if you help me, I might be able to try all sorts of things only girls know. On Earth, they control menstrual cycles to prevent pregnancy, don't they, Kaira?”
Just how much of my knowledge had this creature peered into? It was no longer a mere slime. I answered weakly with a thought.
‘I only know that much as common sense or general knowledge. Since you can even force milk out…… it won't be difficult for you……’
“Good. We've succeeded in the first goal—lactation—so please endure the effects on your uterine wall and ovaries, Lady Kaira. If it gets too hard, just say so. I'll administer Duchess Mittenburg's special drug signal.”
I could only reply with a soulless laugh.
‘Ahaha……’
In the end, the promise to keep my body clean was not kept.
In less than three days, my breasts swelled unnaturally as the mammary glands developed to their fullest. Milk leaked from my nipples at random moments, running down my body and dripping onto the floor.
Between my legs, menstrual blood flowed and stopped repeatedly. Rin kept testing the optimal secretion volume, over-secreting hormones to rapidly develop and then shed the uterine lining.
The camisole was stained with dried milk and blood, giving off a fishy odor.
Apparently pleased with my miserable state in such clothing, Rin ordered me not to rewind the camisole's time. Terrified, I had no choice but to obey.
Since there weren't many spare outfits, I had to dry and wear it until I returned to the brothel.
I deliberately left the robe off so the books inside wouldn't get dirty.
‘Ahahat, what a ridiculous body you've got now, sow Kaira? A withered frame with vulgarly enlarged breasts, leaking milk everywhere. Still, it's better for selling your body, right? Well, since you can just rewind time, I didn't lie.’
……Whenever I sank into thought while looking at my ruined body, Rin's only commentary was mockery like that.
Since the creature had learned intelligence from me, its personality had to resemble mine. Had such a nature lurked inside me all along?
Listening to her inhuman teasing, I stared blankly at the streams of milk running down my naked body.
Rin returned control of my body to me. She only seized it briefly when she needed to write in her research notes.
She must have judged that my will had completely collapsed and I would no longer resist her.
At every mealtime, I walked over in a daze, wearing the camisole, and sat across from Naixon.
Even seeing the camisole stained with dried milk and blood, Naixon showed no particular reaction. Or rather, it felt as though he was thinking something.
In the short time that had passed, he was probably pondering the success of the experiment.
At every meal he asked me the same question.
“Karin. Are you experiencing any discomfort?”
I always gave the same reply—empty-eyed, as though my soul had left my body and I had no will of my own.
The terror that Rin might crush my brain if I showed any sign of resistance had forced me into complete resignation.
“Yes…… I'm fine……”
Even now, milk kept leaking and soaking the chest of my clothes, but I tried not to notice.
On the evening before the day I was supposed to return, Naixon added one more thing to his usual question.
“Sorry for proceeding without saying anything, but I've extended the business trip by two days. I've also received confirmation from Mr. Arto, so please stay comfortably for two more days.”
“Comfortably,” he said.
He seemed firmly convinced that this life was easier than dealing with customers at the brothel. Even as an alchemist, he wasn't particularly wealthy, so he must have spent a fair amount of his own money to extend the stay.
Not wanting to disappoint him, I forced a smile and answered.
“Yes…… Thank you……”
On the fifth night—the night that should have been the last—I removed the soaked camisole as usual, hung it on the chair, and became naked.
Rin's control over my body had grown so precise that menstrual blood no longer flowed. She had probably succeeded in fixing the uterine wall in its developed state…… in other words, nearly completed a true contraceptive method.
She had done nothing about the milk still flowing from my breasts. That was why the camisole had been removed. Rin seemed to enjoy watching my troubled expression as the milk continued to leak.
That evening as well, Rin seized control of my body, saying she would write today's research log.
While recording various methods of disrupting the human endocrine system—so that Naixon could create a successor creature even if something happened to her—she felt like an intelligent being no different from a human.
Her ethics were broken, though.
After finishing the notes, I waited for Rin to return control of my body. Instead, she moved me toward the experimental table piled high with rough cloth.
It was the place where the excess milk and menstrual blood that had overflowed during her modifications of my body had been collected.
‘Wh-why…… here……?’
Rin spoke through my mouth.
“Just a moment…… ugh…… just a moment, please wait…… There's something…… I want to say……”
Rin didn't seem to be in good condition.
Indeed, I could feel her main body on my head writhing and trembling. My vision was dyed a transparent red monochrome.
Feeling uneasy, I waited in silence. I didn't want my brain to be rummaged through again and be turned into a mindless female.
At some point, without warning, the vibration of the protoplasm on my head stopped. Rin began to speak slowly, in a strangely weak tone.
“Lady Kaira. This isn't something I'm saying to the female slave Kaira, but to my experimental partner Kaira. It's the last experiment I want to try. Or rather…… if this succeeds, it means I won't need to sit on your head and torment you like some arrogant little girl.”
I was honestly anxious about what could require such a grave declaration. While I was wondering what Rin was plotting, something brushed past my side.
Her main body was crawling across the table. No—it wasn't the main body. Her true main body was still extending tentacles through my eyes and ears to dominate my brain.
Then this was……
An explanation flowed from my mouth in a calm voice.
“I've split my body in two. One controls Lady Kaira's body, and the other……”
Rin moved my face into an exaggerated expression and winked with one eye.
“I've programmed it with simple instructions to enter Lady Kaira's loose womb.”
‘Eh……? S-suddenly, what…… Is this also part of the contraceptive experiment……?’
“Wrong! The contraceptive research ended with the notes I wrote today. I've found a secretion combination that completely stops the menstrual cycle, so if I record that, Lord Naixon will figure something out. However……”
Rin continued.
“The Creator went through a lot of trouble making me. Inserting a creature like me—difficult to create easily—directly into a human head is far from the simple contraception the Creator desires. The female human being experimented on would also feel strong revulsion.”
Rin moved my hand to gently stroke the uncovered part of my head where her main body rested.
“So it would be good to have a creature that can continuously produce that secretion combination……”
I could sense something…… an unpleasant plan behind her words.
“Right now, I've disrupted Lady Kaira's endocrine system to ovulate multiple eggs. They contain the genetic information needed for a human to develop, right? The other ‘me’ that just split along with the nucleus will analyze, absorb, and divide within Lady Kaira's belly, differentiating into a creature capable of mimicking a human.”
‘Th-that means……’
Rin smiled brightly.
“I will be reborn as Lady Kaira's child. Once I obtain a body that can imitate a human, I can continue producing those hormones and refine them for the Master. Lady Kaira will become the mother for my rebirth. Don't worry. Two days will be enough.”
‘N-no, no…… I don't want that……!!’
“You know that, right? The ‘me’ here—not the one in your belly—is still embedded in Lady Kaira's head with its pseudopods. Resistance is meaningless. Accept it☆ Just think of it as the slime masturbating inside your womb. You like loser masturbation, don't you, Lady Kaira?”
‘No, no……’
“Well, if the other me growing in your belly becomes painful, I'll ease the pain with that drug-induced pleasure.”
A hollow laugh escaped. It couldn't even leave my body, trapped against the wall of my seized form, and simply scattered. So this was how far I had fallen.
Haa.
There's no way I can raise a slime daughter……