Symbiosis (2)
My mind slowly began to return.
“Ahha…… Haa, ngh…… Uht, huu…… Ahn, ah…….”
The laboratory, which should have been cold, was filled with hot, panting breaths. Were those sounds coming from me… or from the magical creature controlling me?
Through my hazy consciousness, I caught sight of my disheveled clothes. My robe had been stripped off and tossed carelessly into the corner along with my spellbooks, while the hem of my camisole was bunched up all the way to my shoulders.
Beneath the disarrayed fabric, my thin body with its visible ribs, my unremarkable hips, and my spindly legs were shamelessly exposed.
My legs, which twitched from time to time, were spread wide in a vulgar manner.
And my hands… both of them were busy between my thighs. My left hand held my shameful slit open with its fingers, as if putting it on display, while my right hand moved two fingers inside, desperately stroking the walls of my pussy.
‘I’m…… touching myself again like some pathetic slut…….’
I tried to put strength into my hands. …They responded. I tried to stop them. My hands stopped. Even the lewd moans that had been spilling from my lips ceased.
“Ah……”
I could speak properly again. It seemed the right to control my own body had returned to me.
‘Why did you stop, Lady Kaira? Just a moment ago you were eagerly fingering that cunt of yours with your own will.’
I spoke in a dazed voice, addressing the presence echoing inside my head.
“Um…… Who… are you……”
‘Ahaha, have you already forgotten after being soaked in pleasure? I’m the magical creature, remember? The one riding your brain after you spread every hole like a total whore and letting me control you so nicely.’
That’s right. My vision was still tinted with the shifting, translucent colors of the slime, and countless tendrils, tentacles, or fibers extending from the creature were embedded deep in my eye sockets and ear canals.
Perhaps it realized that covering my face completely would make controlling my body awkward, so it had curled itself up like a hood, covering only the area above my eyes for now.
“Then… why… was I masturbating like that……”
‘Because I told you to. Until just now you were moaning like an animal, begging me to let you submit♡ calling me Master♡ while you played with that sloppy pussy. And now you’re asking?’
A mocking laugh echoed through my mind.
‘If I want to completely take over your body, I need you to submit to me with all your heart. If you resist deep down, I won’t be able to control you fully.’
The voice ringing in my head—my own voice, yet not quite—continued in a slightly boastful tone.
‘Your mental strength isn’t as weak as you think, Lady Kaira. After all, you endured the journey to slay the Six-Headed King.’
The voice grew a little more serious.
‘You survived the horrible things your family did to you in that horrifying basement. You endured losing them. You even bore the agony of having your limbs cut off while still alive. You lost your homeland, lived at the very bottom of society, and still kept your sanity. I know all of it, you know?’
There was a faint hint of… respect in the voice’s tone.
‘Yes, that’s right. I do respect you to some degree, Lady Kaira. I was originally just a magical creature. I had no intelligence at all. Everything I know, I learned by devouring your brain. So I understand the journey you went through better than anyone.’
This creature… probably had almost no sentience before it began parasitizing me.
What the slime knew, I knew. What the slime thought was right or wrong was probably the same as what I thought. Except for that strange loyalty it felt toward Naixon.
‘You acted so smug after killing the Demon King, yet here you are having your brain stolen by a mere slime. How fitting for a whore like you♡’
And that strangely cheeky way of speaking.
‘I know exactly what the pathetic Lady Kaira cannot endure.’
“And that… is……?”
‘I know it, so you should know it too. I wonder if you’re desperately denying it or just pretending not to know. Try to remember. There was a time when your mind completely shattered.’
I bit my lip.
“I don’t… want to hear about that basement……”
The drugs Zophy had given me in that basement. At first I had been raped by my father while we were both under the influence of those drugs. Eventually she fed me a strange new drug she had created, and my sanity was completely erased. I became something less than a beast.
‘See? You do know. That’s right, Lady Kaira……’
The creature’s message in my head was triumphant.
‘You are a female who is weak to pleasure that destroys both body and mind. Drug-induced ecstasy, for example.’
I answered with a weak laugh.
“Idiot. Anyone would be like that. How could anyone resist drugs with sheer willpower……”
‘I suppose so. But I wasn’t lying. I never said you were especially weak to them. And……’
The slime, which had neither eyes nor a face, continued in a tone that somehow made it seem like its nonexistent eyes were sparkling.
‘In truth, Lady Kaira, you’re a masochistic sow addicted to self-destructive pleasure, aren’t you? That ecstasy of having your mind collapse completely changed you forever, didn’t it? So much that even your incredible time abilities couldn’t undo it.’
“Uht…. Ah, no……”
‘If that weren’t the case, you would have gone somewhere in the countryside where the wanted notice hadn’t reached, lived as a low-rank adventurer or the owner of a magic tool shop. You wouldn’t have chosen to become a whore who sells her virginity to any man who comes along, would you?’
I fell silent. What this thing knew was what I knew. Which meant the conclusion it had reached was… a truth I had no choice but to acknowledge.
“So… what are you going to do with me……?”
‘Not much. Just……’
I felt something physically poke at my mind.
“Ugh…?!”
Sharp thorns viciously stirred the insides of my eye sockets and the deepest parts of my ears. It felt as if my eyes would burn away, as if my ears would freeze and fall off. I curled up the body that had been sitting against the wall with its legs spread obscenely and rolled across the floor.
“U, ugh……. Uht…. Ah, it hurts… it hurts!!! Ah…!!! Uht……, huk, u, uu…… mp…….”
Fearing that my screams might leak through the thick iron door and reach Naixon, I clamped my hand over my mouth even as I cried out in agony. I rolled pathetically across the laboratory floor. The once-white camisole, though its texture was unpleasant, became covered in the gray dust that had accumulated on the ground.
“Aahk…, uht, huuk……. Ah, ah, uuu……. Huk……. Ah, aahng…. Huuk, huaang…….”
It hurt so much that I even forgot the creature fused with me was watching my disgrace. Tears welled up and spilled from my eyes. Once the tears started, I could no longer hold back my sobs.
When my limbs were cut off in that basement, the pain had been so intense that I couldn’t even cry. But the pain now boring into my eyes and ears was just enough to keep me from losing myself completely. This cunning creature must have adjusted it that way on purpose.
‘How amusing. You were a man in your previous life, weren’t you? Yet now you’re crying just like a little girl. What a cute female you are, Lady Kaira♡’
“Hu…… uht……. Th, that was… more than twenty years… ago……”
‘Is that so? I’ll compliment you. You’ve become a complete little girl after twenty years. Now then. Back to the main topic. Even though I hurt you this much, you still endured it. You can be proud of yourself. Even if you did cry like a child. However……’
The color of the voice the slime sent into my mind shifted slightly. The atmosphere grew unpleasant.
‘Inside your head, Lady Kaira, are the pleasure signals left behind from when the beautiful Duchess of Mittenburg drugged you. I can reproduce them exactly once more. Of course, without completely destroying your sanity like that drug did.’
“W, wait……. That, no…. P, please, th, that…, I’m scared, I don’t want……”
‘Oh my……. You hate it that much? Right, right. Then why don’t you beg me like the whore who spreads her cunt for anyone?’
Did I really have to beg… this mass of cells that had stolen my intellect and gained its own, created by an alchemist? Was living worth going that far? But, but… if I had to experience that drug again……
Sniffling, I barely managed to open my unmoving lips and beg in a dying voice.
“Y, yes……. Kaira… no, whore Karin, ah, no… the whore Kaira who spreads her cunt for any man and laughs like a cheap slut…… humbly begs…… the magical creature created by the alchemist Master Naixon…… please……”
‘Ehehe. Keep going.’
“Please… don’t… bring back the memory of the drug… that Zophy gave me……. I beg you. If it’s something you and… Master Naixon order me to do, I’ll do anything… anything at all……. So—ahhahaha?!?!”
‘But Lady Kaira. I don’t want to.’
“Y… yes……?”
My vision turned pure white.
“Ah……? Ahhat? Ah, eh…… hue……? Ha? U, uuu…, uht…… u, ehe……??”
Everything, every sensation I could feel—sight, hearing, smell—became stimulation that drove me straight to orgasm. An indescribable, drug-soaked ecstasy that no mere metaphor of being struck by lightning could capture made my entire body tremble violently.
“Gheht!? Ngh, uht♡ Ahhat, huhe? Ah? Angat♡ Eh?? Uhuut…… Oh? Ohoooooot!?”
The strength in my lower belly, which I had barely been holding back, gave out completely. I wet myself right there. A stream of pale yellow liquid trickled out helplessly, staining the floor.
Before I had even finished urinating, from below that came the wet, obscene sound of my juices gushing out vigorously.
‘Kyahahaha!! Oh ohoooooot!? Just like that, it’s so funny!’
Even the faint breeze brushing my shamelessly exposed bare legs, even the light breath entering my nose when I inhaled—everything was converted into terrifying ecstasy that pushed me to climax.
Every time I breathed, my clit twitched obscenely, my pussy convulsed, my toes spread wide then curled into fists, and I came from the mere flow of air particles.
“Ah, u…… At, ha, uat……. Uuk…….”
Scary, it’s scary……. If this keeps up, I’ll… die……. I’ll be erased, I’ll disappear, but… it feels good, it feels so good, so good…….
If I could stay like this forever, if I could drown in this happiness forever, how wonderful that would be…… Ehehehehe…….
‘If you want that, I’ll let you. Then why don’t you say out loud what position you’re in? With that mouth of yours.’
I barely moved my lips, which were trembling from incomprehensible pleasure.
“Kaira……. i, is……. ahahat……. y, your…… sub, missive……. huot♡ bitch…, sow, sl, slave……. I… am……”
Every time my lips touched, every time my tongue and teeth met, endless bliss that burned my brain black and could never be endured by a human mind flooded over me.
Kaira. Ka, i, ra. For some reason the nostalgic name I hadn’t spoken in so long brought climax with every breath that burst from my throat, with every flick of my tongue against my gums.
Kaira…….
Yes, that’s right……. Ahahat.
Kaira… is a good girl…….
Pl, please…… give it to me…….
Eh……?
Kaira……? What… what is that……?
More importantly…….
I desperately moved my hands, writhing as I touched my entire body.
My armpits, my breasts, the crooks of my arms, my palms, the nape of my neck, my cheeks, my knees, my calves, between my toes, my soles—my fingers swept over every place that could possibly become an erogenous zone.
Each time, a tingling pleasure that evaporated my intellect and turned me into an idiot drenched my whole body.
I regretted having only two hands. If I had ten, no, twenty, I could have touched my entire body and gone completely insane.
If I only had two hands…….
Ehehet, obviously… I have to… touch my pussy……. My pussy…….
My fingers crawled like spiders across my skin, heading for my precious slit. One hand greedily, forcibly spread it wide, while the other prepared to stroke the already soaked, soft mucous membrane.
‘No. This……. This isn’t…….’
At the very last moment. A warning light flashed in my mind. I hesitated with all my strength. All I had to do was stretch my finger just a little. The switch that would feel so good was only a few millimeters away. But still, absolutely…….
‘If I… touch this…… I might really……. Be finished……. My life will end, my mind will shatter, my soul will scatter into pieces and I’ll simply cease to exist……. I might not even reach the relay point…….’
But.
But……
To have my life completely destroyed like that…….
Yes.
Wasn’t that what I wanted?
I moved my trembling hand just a tiny bit, a few millimeters, and brought it to the most sensitive spot. It was only the lightest touch of my fingertip, but—
“Ghuuuuuuht!!!??! Ah, ah……. Ah, u, uht……. Ang……. Ahhat……. Haa, aha……, hut…?! Huhooooooooot!?!”
With that alone, my sanity turned to ash and scattered.