The Witch Can No Longer Turn Back
The sweet dream of a dying body had ended. When I awoke again, there was no blue sky, no white clouds, no forest of green leaves. No grotesquely twisted crimson sky, no green clouds, no white shade of trees. Only my body, soaked in blood and cooling to a bluish hue, bound by something and unable to move properly. The cold wind that cut to the bone, and the faint crackle of a torch burning somewhere beyond the corner of the stone wall, told me I wore nothing at all.
‘Wh-what… hey…… Where… am I……? Cold…….’
Struggling to think with a mind that would not turn over properly, I let out a pained groan. Hearing the sound, someone’s footsteps approached. I curled my body inward, making dying noises that were difficult even to put into words.
“Ah, she’s awake, she’s awake.”
“Even though she’s a scrawny mage with no tits and limbs like sticks, she’s damn tough. Her cunt’s been turned inside out and she’s still alive. Kid, do you know where you are right now?”
I shook my head in confusion.
“Don’t know… don’t… know……”
The two men looked at each other and snickered.
“Brain’s broken? Then I’ll explain again. All the merchants you were guarding are dead. We kept you alive to fuck. We were going to kill you in that forest, but we changed our minds.”
The man licked his lips and smacked them.
“Couldn’t just throw away such a pretty girl who smells so good. We’ve been starving for a long time.”
‘Ah…… Right. In the forest…, all the caravan members died, and I was… raped…….’
So they hadn’t left me in the forest—they had taken me as spoils instead.
“Ahaha……”
A hollow laugh slipped through lips that had no strength left to move properly.
“She’s laughing, this bitch.”
“Leave her. She’s a smart mage, so she’s doing that on purpose. She still has enough brains left to understand her situation.”
The man smiled crookedly.
“Good for us, isn’t it? Means there’s more fun in breaking her. As long as she stays alive until then.”
The bandits weren’t wrong. I was laughing because I understood my position. Only, the real reason was……
‘Ah…… Yes. Finally, finally…, I can be destroyed. I can be gang-raped until I’m on the verge of death……. These thieves have no idea what I can do, so if I endure until the very last moment, until right before death, and then rewind time, it’ll be fine… right. It’ll be… fine…….’
Thus began the days of being used as a sexual toilet for men in an unknown mountain stronghold somewhere along the road from Mittenburg to the Imperial Capital, a place that robbed passing travelers.
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“Uuuu…… Ugh, uup…… Hng♡ Haah…… Huuup, uub…… Phup……♡”
Since being locked up, I had never seen the light outside. I had never worn even a single rag.
Only this life continued without end, my limbs spread wide and fixed to a wooden board by shackles and chains, shaking my hips that could barely move whenever someone came, moving my throat back and forth.
Once again, foul-smelling semen was poured down my throat for the countless time.
Along with the intense stench from the entire cock…, and the male scent that made my body heat up even while being violated. These criminals who lived by hiding and occasionally robbing passersby had no reason to wash their bodies properly. Water was hard to come by in the mountains.
“Ugh…!! Ooh…, o, oob…… Ug…… Kuhk, cough, cough…… Kohok…♡”
My own body stank just as badly. They had no obligation to share their precious water with me.
Soaked in the men’s sweat, saliva, semen, and sometimes urine and feces, never allowed a single bath, my body reeked terribly. Even the scent of bread I had once received as a special privilege was completely buried.
Occasionally, new recruits to the bandit group or people who backed the bandits would be shocked to see a woman so horrifically defiled and bound. Yet none of them refused to trample me after seeing my face and body—apparently their lust was stirred regardless.
The bandit who had been using my mouth seemed to have spent himself to the limit; his cock went limp and hung down. Still, as if something felt lacking, he rubbed the now-soft member against my face.
The man violating me from below still seemed full of energy. I spread my hands and feet wide, chains clinking, and climaxed. Muttering senseless words that no one was meant to hear.
“Aah…, u, ugh…… G-going…… Kaira, likes it, happy…, heh…♡ Happy…… Huuh…?!”
Along with the sensation of sticky fluid being sprayed inside, my vision turned pure white. A bright light that seemed to beckon from the sky stole my sight as if burning my brain for a moment, then the damp, dark interior of the bandit hideout, the wretched appearance of the prison cell, filled my eyes again.
“Huu…….”
I slightly parted my lips, stuck out my tongue, and savored for a moment the climax that felt like it was slicing my body into pieces. …Or perhaps I should say I enjoyed it. Because in the time I had been locked up—days or months, I could not tell—the only stimulation I could feel was this. Whether pleasure or pain, I had no choice but to accept it gladly.
The men, having sated their lust, pissed on me and left the room. I did not even want to imagine what state I was in now, but the fact that they could still pour out their desire so readily upon seeing me meant I was probably still somewhat pretty.
While thinking that, an unbearable abdominal pain struck.
“Ugh, ugh……”
The pain was severe enough that I had to grit my teeth to barely hold back a scream, yet it was also familiar. Every time I was used for sexual relief, this pain came. It always arrived only after the pleasure of climax had faded, as if deliberately spiteful.
It was the pain of my insides being pulled out. The precious vagina and womb that should have held a baby. Since the first day I was brought here, the muscles inside my inverted vagina had been so damaged that they prolapsed every time I had relations with a man.
“Uuu…, a, ah…. Ugh……”
They would never provide proper medical treatment. These were people who would laugh uproariously at the sight of mangled entrails. If I died, it would be a slight pity—a meat doll, that was the extent of my value here. In a way, it was even worse than the basement in Mittenburg.
Of course it was. The very reason they had brought me here was to silence me. Even if they had left me in the forest, I would have died slowly, but that “slowly” must have bothered them. If by some chance I was rescued, their own necks would be at risk.
I had come here to die, and was only being raped because leaving me to die as I was felt like a waste. Eating nothing but thin porridge of unknown ingredients, gradually but surely drawing closer to death.
‘But it’s fine…. If I… rewind time, it’ll be… okay…….’
That was the problem. I had to figure out exactly when I was truly on the verge of death. Once I lost consciousness, I would no longer be able to rewind time.
“Ugh…, ah…. Ugh……!!”
The pain seemed especially severe today. Was it just my imagination? I lifted my neck, which was bound by chains and could barely move, and looked down. It was disgusting to see my own intestines protruding, but I had to check what was different from usual.
“Ah…, ugh……? Th-this…, what……. Hey……”
I could not see below. Both my legs were stained dark red. It could not be that my intestines had spilled out. If they had, I would already be dead. Then……
‘Bleeding……?’
Perhaps something deep inside my womb had ruptured badly during the rape just now. Only then did I realize my body was growing cold.
It could not be helped that I had only just noticed. My weakened body had already lost even the sensation of excessive bleeding; the sticky blood flowing out and soaking my thighs chillingly had become something I could no longer perceive.
I thought desperately…. At the same time, I tried to move my chained fingers somehow to touch part of my body.
‘J-just a moment…. Th-this…. Suddenly, consciousness……. Fading……. Can’t…. If I faint… here…….’
My hand… to my body……
Reach……
Can…… can, cancan……
Re, rewind……
“Haaah?!!”
I woke from a terrible nightmare.
The place I was in was a splendid study, brightened only by a quiet magical lamp between bookshelves, completely cut off from outside sounds, with only the crackling of a fireplace on one wall stimulating my ears.
“Ah……”
‘Right. I must have dozed off while trying to recall the past. But perhaps because there are so many traumas, I immediately had a nightmare…….’
“Are you okay, Mom?”
A girl’s voice echoed by my ear. Still suffering from the nightmare, I gasped sharply in surprise. “Hik?!”
A girl with the appearance of my younger self was looking up at me with a worried expression.
“R-Rin……”
“Your pained moans were loud enough to be heard outside the study, so I came because I was worried. …Were you having a nightmare while thinking about the past?”
I let out a deep sigh and answered.
“Yeah. Just now, instead of something I actually experienced, I remembered a strangely distorted past where I suffered terribly and my life ended in a miserable state……. That seems to have become the nightmare. At this rate, I won’t be able to organize my travel journal either.”
“I see. Then……. I’ll help you.”
Unable to immediately grasp the slime daughter’s intention, I tilted my head with a blank expression.
“Huh……?”
Rin’s slender fingers touched my ear.
“I’ll help you organize the past. If just reminiscing distorts your memories and causes you pain, I can help control it somehow.”
I lightly brushed the girl’s cold, sticky hand and expressed my gratitude.
“Thank you, Rin.”
The slime daughter, who answered with a smile, slid her slender tentacle into the opening leading from the auditory nerve to the brain. At that foreign sensation, I could not help but climax lightly and let out a moan.
“Hng……”
“Then I’ll begin. Surely…, Mom will surely be able to overcome that terrible past and organize it properly.”
“Right. Then…, I’m counting on you.”
I closed my eyes and began to recall and organize everything that had happened until now, thinking of the countless branching points where a single wrong step would have led to eternal destruction, death, or becoming a cripple.