Imperfect Descent, Opaque Future (2)
I know this is wrong. If I keep going like this, there will truly be no turning back. My consciousness will be completely devoured by the shadows lurking behind the torn seams of the world, always waiting to swallow me whole.
But I can’t stop.
An existence more like a god than any god—something woven from contradictory energies that human language cannot describe: terror and fear, ecstasy and pleasure. I cannot resist it. I will probably vanish here.
If that’s the case, then… at least if I can be happy in my final moments, wouldn’t that be enough…?
With that thought, I extended the incorporeal tentacles that moved as freely as my own limbs and seized Orlim’s cock. Then, greedily, I swallowed it into my cunt—already so worn and ruined that it no longer knew pain, only the endless pursuit of pleasure.
“Hghk…?! Ah…? H-heh……”
The sensation of his cock piercing straight through my belly numbed my mind. The tongue that had been eagerly sucking the woman’s pussy in front of me froze. Only stupid, vacant moans spilled from my lips.
This…? Why…? It feels even better than before… so good… ahh… Just from being entered… just from penetration… I’ve already… come… three times… overlapping… climax… hgh…
My face was buried in the woman’s bushy crotch, grinding against her until my skin felt raw, so I couldn’t see it—but from sensation and sound alone, I knew.
The last few drops of urine left in my bladder were mixing with my love juices, squirting out in a filthy, wet splatter like a fountain.
“H-hek… ek… h-heeet…♡”
It felt like my head was floating alone above a cloud made of cotton candy. Every time Orlim thrust his hips—no, every time the tentacles sprouting inside my vagina moved in rhythm with him, pushing me along in a trance—the colors of the world shifted.
Pink, then glowing violet, then squirming lime green. I instinctively understood. My brain, addicted to pleasure that shattered the mind, could no longer endure and was melting into mush.
I really am… going to die here… so pathetically… No, I’m going to suffer something worse than death… annihilation… like this… in such a filthy state…
The moment that despairing thought crystallized in my mind, something surged up from the back of my throat.
“Oghk?! E… o-ok… ugok……”
Suddenly… what…? I can’t… breathe… ugh…
I was confused, but I understood. Yes, it was that thing from before. The same thing that had torn out of my body, my mouth, my ears in that late-autumn forest, in the inn at the port city of Drankafen. It was trying to sprout again.
Lightless darkness wrapped around my tongue. The tongue that had fused with the empty shadows behind the world stretched long and supple, writhing. Like tentacles licking at reality, ready to tear it apart.
Yet the woman before me—and everyone else—didn’t flinch at my appearance, which had become something so grotesque it could rip apart the mind. No matter how I changed, my small, fragile body was nothing more than a tool to satisfy their lust.
“Hngh… hghk… mghp?!”
The dark tentacles that had been flapping wildly on their own slithered into the woman’s vagina like they were digging her out from the inside. Even though they weren’t part of my original body but newly sprouted incorporeal appendages, I felt everything—the texture inside her cunt, the taste, the scent, the sensation—without any filter, exactly as if it were my own tongue.
My tongue… my entire tongue has turned into… an erogenous zone… Just brushing against something… just tasting it… makes me come… hgh… every single time… My thoughts… are getting blurry… Ehehe, am I… really going to… go insane like this… hhek♡
Beyond my tear-blurred vision, I saw something spreading. From the skin near the woman’s womb—still wearing an ecstatic expression, drooling endlessly as she pressed her pussy against my tongue—ash-gray veins slowly branched outward.
She’s… falling… to corruption… Because of me… everyone…
This was supposed to be land under the Light Denomination, but in such a remote backwater where the temple was old and crumbling, was there even a priest capable of purifying this?
The corrupting energy was spreading from me, of all people. I still had consciousness and will, but… I was no longer even sure if I was truly Kaira anymore.
Everyone… is turning into soulless monsters… because of me… And that… that makes me feel so, so good… The despair, the immorality… heehee… Again? Again?! I’m… coming… ah, ngh♡
Even as I realized the corruption was spreading, I couldn’t stop climaxing. No—the very sight of that spreading corruption, the despair it brought, sent dozens of overlapping waves of pleasure and ecstasy tearing through my mind.
I suddenly turned my head.
Like ants swarming over a dropped candy, they were biting my body with their teeth, licking me with their tongues, entrusting their cocks to my hands, swallowing my fingers with their pussies—people who still had consciousness but seemed utterly lost, devouring my body as if in a frenzy.
“Hngh… chuup… tzuup… She tastes good… this girl… tastes… good……”
“Sluurp… huuu… fwaaaa……”
“Mmm, hngh… your fingers… feel so good… hgh… I think… I’m going crazy… ah♡”
The feeling of being loved made my heart melt into a puddle. The self-control I had clung to so I wouldn’t lose my mind, so I could remain myself—it was no longer a support. It had become as thin as a wooden chopstick.
It cracked.
Ah… Again… it’s coming again… it’s here… haaah… it’s here… heuup♡
And it broke.
From the shadowed valley between my arm and torso, something… tore through the flesh—no, it tore through the very fabric of this world’s present, writhing like an illusion as it burst forth. Tentacles… no, wings…
When I saw them, that was the thought that came to me.
They look… like an angel’s…
An angel was originally something like a messenger that delivered the will of the gods. That was what they were called on Earth, and here as well. Then… right now… wasn’t I… something like… an angel…?
The wing-like tentacles fluttered and seized the cock of the middle-aged man who had been rubbing himself against my armpit. As if they had a will of their own, they touched the man’s shameful part with care and gentleness, then—
Like a child who had received a beloved gift, they wrapped tightly around his cock and squeezed.
“Huk?!”
The man’s back arched so violently it looked like it might snap. Frothy drool poured from his mouth. Ash-gray veins crept up from his groin, wrapping around his body as consciousness fled.
The instant the man’s mind vanished, every ounce of pleasure he had felt, every sensation of ejaculation and climax, pierced straight through my brain.
“H… ek… So… good… heh……”
My soul felt like it was being torn apart by lightning-like pleasure, yet my mind remained strangely clear. I gently loosened the wing-tentacle that had been wringing the man’s precious organ to its limit and spoke softly with a seductive expression.
“Come now… who’s next…♡”
The next man approached, stroking his ugly, swollen cock with one hand while licking my armpit. I thrust a wing-shaped tentacle into his mouth.
I noticed a woman frantically fingering herself, tears streaming down her face as she dug inside her own cunt. For her sake, I changed my fingers… just a little.
From each of my five fingers, the laws of the world distorted. My fingers, no longer human appendages but something from another realm, teased her pussy with obscene skill. One finger gently stroked her shyly protruding clit, while the others worked inside her—caressing the soft, wet, lewdly squelching membranes and the tightly closed entrance to her womb.
“Kyagh?! W-what is thiiis?! Wha… wha… what are you doooing?!”
A completely broken scream tore from her lips—something no sane adult woman should ever make. …Though the nasal moans I was making now were probably just as ruined.
In mere seconds she climaxed, squirting a mix of urine and female ejaculation. The fluid from her pussy poured over my face. And I, drenched in it, came with her. Our pleasures merged into one, destroying what was left of my reason.
“Hwe…?! Hgh, hek… heehee… ah, ngh… hohk… o, hoooook?!”
As if resonating with me, the woman right in front of me—who had surrendered the depths of her womb to my tongue and whose entire body had now turned monochrome—came as well. The love juices she gushed filled my mouth and nasal cavity. I… couldn’t breathe…
“U, ugh… uk… cough… hwek… hek, hweee…♡”
Just from the pain of suffocation, I had already come countless times…
My exhausted head, my face from which darkness now oozed from my ears and nose, drooped limply. Beyond my tear-veiled vision, I saw Orlim—already completely transformed into an ash-gray figure.
The man who had traveled with me lay there like a corpse, yet his muscles were beginning to twitch and bulge. The transformation had started.
The woman before me seemed to have already lost all reason…
Aah, that’s right…
I had already…
Ehehehe… gone too far. I had walked down the path of no return. The Demon King I had feared so much… I had already become it…
My vision… was turning pitch black…
“Hehet… hehe… the smell… of a little girl… it’s so addictive… I can’t… pull my head away… heeheeheehee……”
Through my fading hearing, I caught the delirious ramblings of the man licking my toes like they were candy. Even to the person sucking on my shameful places… yes, a gift… I would give him a gift…
I felt the skin of my foot tearing open, the bones that supported my toes slowly dissolving into a space that did not belong to this world.
Where my small, moist, soft toes—slightly sweaty, carrying the strong scent that had built up inside my boots for so long—had once been, there were now only five writhing, indescribable things invading the world.
I extended the lovely tentacles that had sprouted from my feet. Some of them filled the man’s throat and stomach, while the rest pierced his skull and invaded his brain.
“H…?! Hhok?! H… hhe… et… ek… eok, uk, ugh……”
His voice, full of panic at first, gradually changed into a stupid, pleasure-drunk melody. It was so… intoxicating…
“Ehehe… You like even my dirty smell, don’t you…? I’ll let you enjoy it forever… mister♡”
With eyes that had already lost their light, I forced a smile and spoke. Of course, the man whose head had already turned monochrome couldn’t hear me… nor could anyone else here.
To fall while still conscious, with only a thin veneer of sanity left, believing you were violating me of your own free will, thoroughly savoring this small, fragile body, and finally forgetting even that you were being corrupted by demonic energy—how utterly miserable that end must be.
In this space filled only with the heat of an orgy and gang rape, there must have been an enormous amount of noise, yet no one came. Even though this was land belonging to the Light Denomination, it was strange that no one outside had noticed. It was as if the power of another world had isolated this place from the outside.
I wished someone would find us…
So that they could purify this place where people corrupted by demonic energy writhed, where shadows had swallowed the light… Anyone… please… I’m fine, but at least these people…
“Ahaha……”
Only then, when I realized that I who had turned them into this was no different from the Demon King, did a powerless laugh escape from a body that could no longer see or hear.
It was laughter that came from my own mouth, yet I could not hear it.
Now…
The only things I could feel were the overwhelming sense of fulfillment and liberation that came from having my fingertips, my toes, my mouth, my breasts, my arms, my legs, and my cunt constantly violated by someone. Nothing but waves of ecstasy so intense they felt like drowning.
The whispers that had brought me to this state had fallen silent long ago. The crack in my heart had opened completely; there was no longer any need to converse with a insignificant creature like me. It could simply steal my body, devour my memories, and erase my consciousness whenever it wished.
Or perhaps… I was already that existence itself, merely deluding myself into thinking I was Kaira…
It’s fine. Let’s… stop thinking.
Because I’m happy.
Yes… this is the last pleasure I can feel while still being myself.
I want to use what little reason I have left… just to feel good…
Ehehe♡
…
It was… darkness.
I couldn’t even feel pleasure anymore. Had the people who had been completely drained of life by the demonic energy begun collapsing one by one? They were probably all turning into mindless monsters now, just like the soldiers of the Demon King’s army had.
This is… how I disappear.
Is this… fortunate? Still… the last moments… felt good… at least…
Pirel… yes, Pirel and Rin… weren’t dragged into this…
Pirel… Mother…
Father…
Something… Father’s… scent…
The fragrant smell that used to tickle my nose every morning… the scent of freshly baked bread from our house…
If I can have just that… then I… am still… Kaira…