68. Rampage
Two days ago, the person who appeared in front of Soyeon, who had stepped out into the outside risking everything, was An Suhyeon, as expected.
Lee Soyeon was initially surprised at the sight of a person, but soon realizing it was An Suhyeon, she let out a small smile.
“An Suhyeon. What's the matter?”
“No, just patrol...”
An Suhyeon avoided her gaze in the darkness.
Just like in high school. There, Soyeon felt an inexplicable sense of superiority.
“You're lying. I saw it. On the day that man came. Someone was always loitering outside. You, right?”
“...”
“You're really strange. I came to listen to what that man and I are doing? Unlucky.”
The blatant insult, but An Suhyeon listened silently.
“Why? What do you want? Do you feel pleasure in me being forced to suffer because I bullied you back then? Really perverted.”
“...”
“That's the point? Even when I'm suffering now, you come to listen every time? Huh? Isn't that just jerking off with that?”
Soyeon was probing An Suhyeon's reaction while insulting him. Right now, she was testing his reaction to see if he would attack her to survive.
If it was the same cowardly and timid An Suhyeon as before, she would have to modify her plan.
“Truly pathetic. A man like that lurking like this from behind. That man rapes me boldly and acts as master. Same then and now.”
“.... Tch.”
“What...”
At that moment, An Suhyeon suddenly slapped her face.
“Ah!”
Even if he's a coward, he's a man. Fundamentally, there's a difference in strength between him and her.
Holding her burning cheek, Soyeon covered her face with anger for a moment, then sighed.
“You're a man too. I didn't know. You weren't like that in high school either.”
“Shut up! What do you know? Now it's different from before. You think you can compare to me, who became that man's plaything?”
The insult An Suhyeon had never said in his life.
Of course, Soyeon's expression changed as she looked down on him.
“You look at me like that too? That pathetic An Suhyeon?”
“Hmph. Since you have nothing else to do but live by spreading your legs like a whore, right?”
“You've grown a lot. Suppose I did live by spreading my legs. If I say one word to that man, you can die.”
Soyeon was provoking An Suhyeon now.
“If I'm that man's night companion, you're just a side dish. Right? You're the same, relying on that man. Spiritually a whore.”
“This pierced mouth!”
“Yeah, you came secretly to listen to that man doing it well. You can't even compare to you lot...”
And at this moment, An Suhyeon knocked Soyeon down. In the darkness, his excited breath and anger were felt by Soyeon.
“Shut up! What are you going to do here...”
“What?”
An Suhyeon's hand was on Soyeon's chest.
“Are you okay? That man doesn't seem to like gangbangs much. If a side dish like you dares to touch me, what do you think will happen?”
“Ugh...”
An Suhyeon hurriedly retreated at that sound, and Soyeon had a disappointed face.
“You still have no backbone? You back down at such a sound. I was an idiot to expect that.”
“What do you mean?”
“That man likes me but I don't like him. He's too rough and does as he pleases. I need a man who understands me.”
Soyeon shook off and stood up. She was starting to provoke the man now.
“What about you? You seem a bit different. Still the same An Suhyeon from back then?”
“...”
“Men, haven't you ever thought about wanting to be king?”
Soyeon started egging on An Suhyeon.
“A man who looks a bit different, I'd be willing to accept. How about it, have any thoughts? Or will you stay like a coward?”
“Such...”
“That man may not come at any time, but do you have any feelings or not? Or am I just waiting for that man.”
Just as Soyeon turned her body to leave, An Suhyeon grabbed her wrist.
“Oh? So you have thoughts.”
“I... I! I can do it! I'll be the king!”
“Nice. I guess I should give you a prize.”
Soyeon naturally hugged Suhyeon.
“What do you want to do to me? Do as you like. As you wish.”
“Uh...”
An Suhyeon nodded his head.
*
He thought he would be satisfied even now.
An Suhyeon thought he had improved a lot compared to being treated as a useless person.
‘But something's wrong with my heart.’
He didn't know what exactly that feeling was.
But in his restless heart, he kept thinking of Soyeon.
The bully who tormented him since childhood. Now, the hierarchy had collapsed, and he was at a high position.
‘What is lacking?’
In the end, every time Jin Dohyuk came to find Soyeon, he loitered around nearby.
And he heard the sounds of sex and felt angry.
‘I want Soyeon too...’
Beautiful. The feeling from high school remained even now as an adult.
‘So that's why?’
He definitely liked her, but now that woman had become someone else's.
From the beginning, up until now.
Only the master had changed. An Suhyeon thought she was a tree he couldn't touch.
‘My heart is suffocating.’
His actions weren't just towards Soyeon. It wasn't enough just to see her fallen on the ground.
‘That voice I heard back then... What kind of woman is she?’
He followed the man who went out, Jin Dohyuk. He couldn't catch up with the electric bicycle's speed, but he went blindly to the meeting place.
There too, the man seemed to be enjoying with the woman.
‘Why? It has nothing to do with it. Why did I come this far?’
A series of actions he couldn't understand himself. As morning broke, An Suhyeon saw a surprising person there.
Actress Lee Soyeon.
“No way...”
Her appearance that didn't look like late 30s at all with her well-groomed bob haircut. Seeing Lee Soyeon folding laundry, he opened his mouth.
“Haha, you got everything. Envious.”
An Suhyeon's emotions were now approaching the truth. It wasn't just Soyeon. Why he had followed Jin Dohyuk this far.
He was in the highest position in his current life.
Having a small domain he could do as he pleases, desires and lust arose. But there was a man greater than himself.
‘I want more too. Various women.’
The desire for status was intoxicating.
The true nature of the suffocating feeling was that. Not just a woman, but the emotion towards the male status he had tasted for the first time in his life.
He wanted to have it all. To do it in his place. To such a person, Soyeon was fanning the flames.
‘I and that Soyeon...’
In the end, she aimed for the top as a male. In the end, he succeeded in taking what he had longed for for a long time.
The sensation was still felt throughout his body, but he didn't know when it would come.
[Do you know? If you want to keep having me, do it. Kill that man.]
Soyeon's plan was simple. When Jin Dohyuk came next time, he would definitely come to her.
[When having sex, there are the most gaps.]
The method they had planned to backstab Jin Dohyuk.
In fact, An Suhyeon had blown it up and gotten caught in reverse.
An Suhyeon was at a choice point again. Like last time, if he didn't blow it up, the predecessor would live.
‘Honestly, that person helped me.’
He made me the leader when I was being bullied and ignored. And there was food overflowing from somewhere.
‘But Soyeon...’
If he told the truth, what would happen to Soyeon in return.
He was wandering in his mind. The problem was that right in the middle of that, he faced the protagonist.
“Dohyuk-ssi.”
He was surprised that he had naturally started calling him by name, but anyway, he had to excuse himself for loitering near Soyeon's house.
“Th... patrol.”
“Patrol? Yeah... But coming without a weapon, isn't that too naive?”
“Yes. Yes. Thanks to Dohyuk-ssi, I'm too comfortable. Ne...”
It was eerie. Moreover, he hadn't brought any weapon.
But the man's gaze was directed towards Soyeon.
‘Usually, he goes after the work is done?’
The man suddenly moved his steps towards Soyeon.
The appearance of going quickly towards Soyeon filled with anxiety.
‘Can I win? Me?’
If he wins, he can have everything. Women, status. And if he knocks her down and blackmails, he can find the source of the food.
‘Do it? Boldly?’
He recalled Soyeon and then Lee Soyeon.
The identity of the beautiful voice he heard from the upper floor when they first met. And the desire to defeat the man in front of him was fanned even more.
‘If I kill this man...’
Everything would be his. An Suhyeon swallowed saliva.
“Anyway, gather the kids later. I'll go again. And check how much food there is.”
“Yes. Are you okay? Food isn't infinite, right?”
“At least for now, it's fine. Besides, it's only natural to give that much reward to someone working with me.”
“....”
This person is kind.
An Suhyeon felt his half-dazed rationality return to reality for a moment.
‘At least if he doesn't rebel against me, this person will be a reliable ally.’
It was always like that. In fact, in this apocalypse, how much like a king can I act with food as a weapon. But this man easily gives that powerful weapon.
‘But it means to follow that much, but such kindness is hard to see.’
He knew well from experiencing various situations from the supermarket.
What they are enjoying comfortably now is something that can't be easily obtained.
‘But ignoring this...’
Of course, there is a way to knock down and blackmail to spit out the source of the food.
The problem is whether that human being wrapped in armor and helmet can be easily defeated.
‘So that's why to aim for the time when having sex.’
With no weapon and heavily armed in normal state, there is no answer to defeat those.
But is it okay even so?
‘Isn't this better?’
With an important moment approaching at the end, he was wavering.
What should he do?
Emotional heart from yesterday and rational judgment in the afternoon now.
They were in conflict.
‘Until yesterday, I thought I would occupy that position.’
It's natural for a person to have many worries before a major event.
Revolution, drugging, all must be led by reason.
For An Suhyeon, there was no choice but to have such worries. This hesitation ultimately led him to miss the opportunity.
‘Damn it...’
Without Jin Dohyuk, he acted like a king, but in front of him, it was reality to stay quiet like now.
In the end, he missed the opportunity.
Jin Dohyuk would do nothing until he came back after contacting the Yongma Mountain area with them again.
Jin Dohyuk whistled.
“This information is useful. The Ttukseom side is fighting with the university side and is about to win.”
“Yes. The Grand Park side is concentrating the curfew there now, so I don't know when the two will clash again. This will make it easier for Dohyuk-ssi to go.”
Gim Daejin's conversation with Jin Dohyuk was no longer a problem for An Suhyeon to worry about.
Jin Dohyuk whistled.
“If so, it's okay to help the Grand Park side and attack the Ttukseom side. At least, having the help of several people in dealing with the opponent who has a gun makes it easier.”
The civil war was almost decided. They were discussing the aftermath.
Jin Dohyuk, as always, visited Soyeon's house.
And An Suhyeon, as always, loitered around there.
‘But when it was Lee Soyeon, he stayed more than a day, but why did Soyeon leave in just a day?’
Above all, it was anxiety. The anxiety of betrayal. The man leaving again from within it.
And in front of him, like before, Soyeon approached with an angry expression.
“You idiot who expected that from me. Yeah, who would... for a coward like you...”
The insulting words scratched his heart.
“Just that man would be much better. Originally, you don't have much body or stamina. No pleasure either. It's pathetic that I even reached out to someone like you.”
“....”
“Why are you upset? Why are you making that expression? I'm the one who should be angry! I definitely gave you the chance, but you kicked it away. Cowards can't be trusted. You were that bullied An Suhyeon. Unchanging...”
Soyeon turned her body. An Suhyeon desperately grabbed her hand, but this woman pushed him away with contemptuous eyes.
“Where are you touching. Originally, I couldn't even look at you. But I went crazy! I should have pretended to be submissive and served you instead.”
“Fuck...”
“What are you going to do if I curse? I'm that man's woman. If you touch me carelessly, you'll be in danger? Get lost. It's disgusting.”
Just before Soyeon's insults ended, An Suhyeon was already trembling with anger.
“You... bitch...”
“What? You begging for me to hit that bitch once...! Ah! What are you doing!”
At this moment, a strong fist cut through the night air.
With a dull sound, Soyeon was thrown to the ground and An Suhyeon climbed on top of her.
This was not sexual impulse. Two hands with clear murderous intent grabbed Soyeon's neck.
“You fucking bitch! I'm no different from you! Now, I don't need you. You shitty bitch!”
An Suhyeon's murderous intent started to tighten Soyeon through his hands.