How to Understand a Male
In truth, if she was being honest with herself, she had half-expected it to some degree.
The moment the door to her home opened, Lee Soyeon's body reacted to the man standing tall there.
Just as he had said, after coming through dangerous work, the lower half of the man was already swollen huge, ready to target her at any second.
Looking at it again, it's big.
The instant she saw it, Lee Soyeon steeled her resolve. Especially how much lust this young male, who had held himself back and held himself back, was about to pour into her.
Last time it was all day long.
Lee Soyeon's body and mind had already been layered over countless times. She knew that sensation thoroughly, and she knew the pleasure too.
But you don't have to go this far.
The demand itself was doable when measured against the sexual desire so far, yet Lee Soyeon, as she well knew, had decades of plain, bland sex imprinted into her.
The problem was that this male named Jin Dohyuk had been forcibly painting color over her lately.
If Seol-hwa was a pure white canvas dyed in his colors, Lee Soyeon was overpainting what already existed.
So the sense of dissonance hit harder.
Even when he sold her out and tormented her, anything that ran counter to her old common sense still stirred rejection.
This is... going too deep. This kid's thing is...
The rough intrusion into her mouth was already being forced down a throat she had never experienced in her life.
Whether from anger or something else, the especially rough movements left Lee Soyeon gasping for breath.
"Haeup... hak! Eup! Eup! Hoo..."
Last time she had treated him with a certain ease. She had clearly given him kisses and come to feel somewhat comfortable with him emotionally.
So she had hoped, even a little, for something more affectionate, more "between lovers."
Because normally that was what was normal.
But this man was different. He rejected that, forcibly controlling her and devouring her.
Ahh... I'm being treated like a whore by this kid. He's younger than me... and a kid like that is using my mouth...
He was clearly young. Looking at his face, looking at this vivid stamina alone, it was more than she could handle.
Normally he... eup! treats me well...?
Separate from how he did purely as he pleased when it came to sex, there were definitely actions he took for Lee Soyeon's sake.
In those moments she could look at him fondly, almost like a little brother, so the savagery during sex created a huge "gap."
Rough breathing spread, and Lee Soyeon was too busy just receiving the thing she could barely manage.
"Eup! Eohup! Haa..."
At some point the movement of his hips slowed, and slowly Lee Soyeon's mouth accepted the man's thing.
Already thick with mixed saliva, her breath leaking out, her body was burning hot.
When the man's foot casually brushed against her there, a sensation completely different from the shower water registered without any concealment.
No man has ever done this to me. Only this kid...
New experience and pleasure. Frustrating as it was, Lee Soyeon was clearly being demanded of "bodily submission" by this young male, and remade.
"Enjoying it? Soyeon. Your reactions are good. You're working hard for me. Don't worry about anything else. Just think about how to take me and how to make me happy."
The once-gentle movements turned fierce, and Lee Soyeon could no longer handle it.
With the sensation of her breath being cut off, Lee Soyeon was not the type to resist like Seol-hwa or Woohee.
She simply managed to exhale and accepted the man's thing.
Yet her body had only just begun to heat up. In Lee Soyeon's mind rose the man's declaration from last time, that he would definitely come find her, full of regret.
Why? I'm embarrassed and ashamed right now.
It wasn't as if she had made some enormous demand, and she was feeling humiliation, yet her body kept wanting it.
This kid made me like this. Yeah...
Her body reacting automatically was because she had gained that much experience from this male right now.
Her body moved differently from her mind. Even her reactions felt like she had handed the initiative over to him.
Before long, with the man's fierce movements, the strength in his grip increased and he reached climax.
"Ut! Ut!"
Thick things spurted powerfully beyond her throat.
Lee Soyeon was fully occupied with forcibly swallowing it.
"Mm! Mm!"
The onomatopoeia of gulping came out as a matter of course, and the viscous stuff went down her throat. Naturally this rough fellatio was also a first for her.
No—beyond that, it was the act called deepthroat.
As a woman it was clearly a rare humiliation. And it wasn't even something she was doing for the man; she was receiving it.
But Lee Soyeon had no leisure to care about that. The main broadcast was finally starting.
He immediately stood her up and headed toward the toilet. In front of the camera that always filmed her, Lee Soyeon was already smiling at the coming shock.
"Ah!"
The massive thing pierced her body without delay. Like a beast that had starved for the past few days finding prey and madly tearing into it, he drove into her master without mercy, again and again.
"Heuhat!"
The sensation of the massive thing filling her precious place that had already gone in and out several times.
Lee Soyeon could not collect herself from the thrilling reaction of her body.
The reaction was not pain but a moan filled with pleasure right away.
This was perfectly learned.
"Eut!"
He kept driving, roughly stirring her insides. The massive thing was so intense it could instantly subdue wherever her erogenous zones were.
Lee Soyeon looked at the camera filming her and gave a hollow laugh.
I just wanted something a little softer, like lovers...
Lee Soyeon immediately raised her hips in front of the camera. Not for any other reason—because the pleasure had come so fast.
It feels good... annoying.
It wasn't that the partner was skilled so much as that her own body was responding with great enthusiasm.
I've... completely become a pervert.
Thinking of the plain old days, it truly felt like a different era.
Relations and reactions different from her own standards. But that did not mean Lee Soyeon came to dislike this man or anything of the sort.
True to her originally gentle nature, she carefully considered the man's words.
"Heut! Ah...! Ah!"
Pleasure swallowed those thoughts and she stared ahead in a daze.
"Aaa... ah! Eung! Haang! Aang!"
The self standing before the mirror was truly flushed in the face and rejoicing.
Yeah, actually... eut! This kid might be right... I don't know eut! This kid has consistently treated me this way.
Rather, the one who had been resisting it was her earlier self.
"Haeng... eung... eut! R-right. You're right..."
Lee Soyeon finally accepted it. Relationships between people were not only the ordinary ones she thought of.
There also existed relationships that put savage, addictive emotions first, like now.
"Right... euaahang...! Eung... okay."
She had no choice but to follow it, and she had to.
In other words, she had to change.
"Aeut!"
In this world it was fine. The man knew that, and only she had thought otherwise.
Being looked down on was fine, receiving humiliation was fine. If she submitted like that, the man would give her affection in return.
It wasn't that they respected each other because they were lovers; she first had to surrender and accept, then draw out the man's response.
It was simple.
Having gained the realization, she began little by little to discard the feeling of shame.
Anyway it was a ruined world. She would respond as her lover wished.
Was that why? The intensity of the pleasure felt like an extremely direct illusion.
"Aaat! Haak! Eut... haa..."
A thrilling climax found her whole body at once, and before she knew it she was smiling.
There was zero chance of her escaping this relationship.
While he moved slowly for a moment, the male stimulated her erogenous zones again.
He teased her firmly standing nipples and roughly stimulated her precious clitoris, giving pressure.
At the same time the massive thing smoothly struck her, and it felt like her mind would fly away.
Before she knew it the strength left her waist, and the man lifted her up.
A situation of openly showing her shameful appearance in front of the mirror and camera.
Lee Soyeon knew she had to accept this.
And the thing shaking her insides was trying once more to snatch her consciousness.
"You're mine. Right? Lee Soyeon?"
Along with the man's greedy words, both hands now began stroking her breasts and belly.
Affection was felt here. Extremely obsessive and intense affection.
Lee Soyeon now knew what she had to do.
"Right... heut! Yes yes, I'm yours. Right... ang! Haang!"
Squelching sounds rang out obscenely. As if she had thrown off shackles, freely.
Before she knew it she was moving her hips on her own.
This kid is also having a hard! Eut... time...!
This emotion was maternal, and at the same time the reaction of a slave who had clearly recognized her position.
This contradictory "gap" rather plunged her body deeper into climax through pleasure.
Whatever the man said, she had to agree. From the first relation until now, it had always been that way.
At that moment she realized the man's voice had brightened a level.
"Yeah, Lee Soyeon, since you're mine, only care about me and only worry about me. Got it?"
"Aeut! Ang. Aaa!"
She reached a second pleasure far too quickly.
Climax hit again while she roughly let out moans. She was breathing hard when the man this time turned her body while still embedded.
"Ah..."
She was impaled facing the man.
Still... like this...
Something warm was felt from her body. Soon the symbol of the conqueror the man had discharged flowed down between her thighs.
Only breathing sounds filled the situation, yet the man greedily pinned her to the wall. It still wasn't over.
Once with the mouth, once just now, and still.
"Haat! Eung..."
Without time to say anything the third round began. As if compensating for what he couldn't do during her period.
"We'll finish this and wrap up the bath quickly. Rest a 'little,' you know?"
The quietly whispering voice was like a devil's temptation. The difference was that a devil's temptation still left a choice, but this man's was already decided.
Truly the sight of him madly devouring just her alone.
Lee Soyeon properly met this man's gaze while facing him.
I don't hate it.
A strong male takes responsibility for the female. In a way, wasn't it a primal relationship?
Moreover, hadn't he given her peace?
It's not just taking responsibility. I...
This was not simply material abundance. The trauma settled in a corner of her heart was welcoming this obsession.
She was neither boring nor a useless woman.
Was that why? On this day Lee Soyeon reached climax more frequently than usual.
Coming out of the bathroom, catching their breath for a short while, the man immediately pushed the woman down again.
Moans rang out from the sofa side, and they shared deep love with each other.
When the sunset fell and night arrived, again in Lee Soyeon's room.
"Euut! Ahang... aaa...!"
Evening came, they spent time eating, then sex again in the living room.
The man truly, after only a little rest, madly devoured the woman, and Lee Soyeon gladly accepted it.
Her existing notions were being overpainted by her new master.
When everything was over, the exhausted Lee Soyeon and the man were soundly embracing each other in one bed.
Her heart had now passed over to the man to a certain degree.
With this trust and as a servant faithfully receiving the man, she then made a request.
"Um..."
She carefully began to speak.
"There's something I want to tell you. Calling it revenge is grand, but I want to confirm something."
She brought up the matter of her old colleague that had been inside her.