Didn't You Miss This Cock?
“Honey, isn’t this delicious?”
“Yeah. It’s really good.”
“You always crave seafood pancakes whenever it rains, so I asked around.”
My husband’s smiling face made me smile too. He’d said he wanted to go on a date with me today and even hired extra part-timers just so we could have this quiet time alone together. Seafood pancakes, potato pancakes, and some makgeolli or dongdongju. When it rains, this is my favorite combination. It’s the food he’s always taken care of for me, ever since our university days. Even when we couldn’t go out, he often made it at home.
“Cheers!”
“Cheers.”
These moments with my husband are truly happy and precious. Outside the window, the steady sound of rain. The soft lighting and perfectly balanced food lift my mood. But… why? Why does it feel so empty? Something feels boring. Unfun. My head knows this time should be enjoyable, yet my heart isn’t racing. I’ve seen my husband for so long. I’ve enjoyed this food combination for so long.
“Am I… bored of it?”
No, that can’t be it. My husband is still so caring, and the food still tastes good. “I think… the problem is me.” It’s probably because it’s not stimulating enough. Everything feels too plain, too dull, too unexciting. My heart doesn’t race. I don’t feel the blood rushing. My mind is… far too calm.
That hollow feeling stayed with me all the way home after dinner.
“Honey, you rest. I’ll just run to the convenience store real quick.”
“At this hour?”
“A difficult customer showed up. They contacted me.”
“Okay. Be safe.”
Once he left, I lay alone on the bed staring at the ceiling. The brightly lit master bedroom and white wallpaper only made my lonely reflection feel more obvious.
“……What the hell is wrong with me lately?”
Maybe it’s because I haven’t exposed myself in a while. Because I haven’t felt that kind of stimulation.
“……”
The moment I thought about exposing myself, the memory of that night in Jeju with the CEO suddenly surfaced. It had been such an ecstatic, thrilling night. At the same time, it was the day I felt deeply disappointed in myself.
“I couldn’t even resist that kind of pleasure……”
That day, I had been acting strangely. Normally I would have controlled my emotions, but in front of the CEO, I simply couldn’t. I kept making excuses to push the limits further, silencing my own resistance while indulging in pleasure. And in the end…… I accepted everything from him. Once. Twice. Three times. Using “this is the last time” as an excuse, I chased pleasure like a madwoman that night.
“Haa……”
It was a dizzying night, but the guilt afterward had grown so large that even now I still felt sorry toward my husband. Sensing my change, he had arranged today’s dinner. Even though he’s such a caring, wonderful husband…… here I am thinking about the CEO again.
“Ah……”
Once more, my hand is reaching between my legs. The moment I think of the CEO, my hand moves on its own. Squish. Squish. His handsome face, charming smile, broad shoulders, abs, nipples, and thighs flash through my mind.
“Hnn……!”
Squish. Squish.
Remembering the sensation of that thick cock pushing deep inside me, I started masturbating. Only now does my body feel any stimulation. The hollow, lonely feeling fades a little.
“Haaah!!”
Even after reaching a small climax, it wasn’t enough.
“……It’s not enough.”
It couldn’t even be compared to the pleasure the CEO had given me. They say time heals everything, so why is the memory only getting clearer? The CEO’s face appeared vividly on the ceiling.
“I wonder what he’s doing right now……”
Is he still running that infidelity account? After that day I turned off all notifications. I haven’t logged in at all. But now…… I’m curious.
“Just for a second…… let me check.”
In the end, I opened the forbidden account again.
“……Huh?”
The CEO was still active on the account. He had even uploaded edited clips of what we did together in Jeju. Filthy comments and malicious posts flooded the feed. Among them was a post from the CEO saying he wanted to fuck me again.
“Y-you want me to contact you? No. Please don’t do that, CEO.”
Is he really that desperate? Did I really feel that good to him? I’m finally trying to cut ties with this affair, and now he’s making me waver again.
“No. I really can’t do this anymore.”
I can’t betray my husband and Sua. Once was terrifying enough; from the second time onward, it would become uncontrollable.
“……It really is pretty.”
The CEO’s cock covered in thick cum. My own body drenched in it. Squish. Squish.
[Haa…… Haaang!]
Even the sound of my own voice moaning while riding him in cowgirl position was unbearably stimulating. That unforgettable night was replaying itself. Would I ever feel that kind of pleasure again in my life?
“……”
No. I already know the answer. Without the CEO’s huge cock…… it would be impossible. Not just because it was big, but because he had incredible stamina and made me lose myself over and over. It’s a thought I absolutely shouldn’t have, but the desire to sleep with him just one more time suddenly welled up.
“Get a grip, Choi Yujin.”
That’s not happening. It really isn’t. At best, if the CEO happened to see me and took me by force…… but that won’t happen either. Not unless I expose myself again. And even if I did, he wouldn’t know where I was or what I was doing.
“Ah…… Should I upload something in real time? Somewhere the CEO would recognize?”
The emergency stairwell at the company. My own office. Or…… the restroom near the CEO’s office?
“My house is close too, so maybe the park nearby……”
All kinds of thoughts raced through my head. Since the CEO was still active on his account, if I posted in real time……
“If he wants to see me, he might come find me……”
If I just gave him a small hint……
“No, that’s too obvious. It would look like I’m begging to be fucked.”
“Crazy bitch. Get a hold of yourself.”
Why am I even thinking about getting fucked again?
“Haa…… haa……”
I pushed the thoughts away and closed my eyes, forcing myself to sleep. Even though the CEO’s cock kept floating in my mind like a cloud, I eventually drifted off.
The next day, I woke up early and went straight to work. I worked as usual, ate lunch, used the restroom, and went about my day. After quitting time, I was once again alone in the office.
“……”
Looking at the empty office, my body started to itch. Maybe I should expose myself for the first time in a while.
“Huh?”
A new post had appeared on the CEO’s account. It was a photo of his cock, taken alone in his office.
Ever since I got a taste, my cock’s been aching so badly it feels stuffed. The sight of that lewd body shaking its hips on top of me, the way that tight little hole clenched around me—it keeps flashing in my mind. I know she’s a married woman. I know I shouldn’t cross the line. Ha…… it’s not easy to sort out my feelings.
Dozens of comments from women calling themselves bitches poured in beneath the post, saying they wanted to be fucked by him or live as his slut. That was how big and beautiful the CEO’s cock was.
“He…… wants me that badly?”
A man like the CEO? I couldn’t help feeling conflicted. Still…… I squeezed my eyes shut and endured. Wrong is wrong.
“I won’t look. It’s better not to look.”
I unfollowed him. While I was at it…… I deleted my own account too. Instead, I would quietly enjoy myself with a completely new account he didn’t know about. That had always been my secret pleasure anyway.
****
“Huh? Whoa. Holy shit.”
Choi Yujin had deleted her account. She even unfollowed mine.
“She’s being this decisive?”
I could tell she was still wavering, though.
“That’s just like her.”
She had become aware that she was starting to waver again, so she cut off all ties completely.
“She doesn’t trust herself.”
She knows full well she’ll waver if she gets involved with me again, so she’s refusing to even start. It’s not a bad situation. It means she’s definitely still drawn to me.
“I just need to create another opportunity.”
I searched for information about Choi Yujin again.
“What the— Puhaha!”
She had created a brand-new account. She was planning to enjoy herself quietly without me knowing. The account had only been open for a day, yet it already had over fifty followers. The only photos uploaded so far were a few shots of her breasts.
“She’s planning to raise the intensity slowly, huh.”
I became curious about how she intended to run the account. I decided to leave it alone for a few days.
“Mo Yeonwoo dropped by again.”
Mo Yeonwoo, who had been quiet for over a week, had visited my account. She was viewing it through her parents’ account, so she left without commenting, just quietly looking.
*This guy’s cock is seriously pretty. My first time…… should’ve been with a cock like this. I wonder who he is. Is he handsome? Haa…… what’s the point of thinking about it? I can’t find him anyway. Even if I did…… it’s not like I could do anything. *My first experience really has to be perfect. I don’t want just anyone. I want a handsome guy with a big cock who can also protect my status…… Is there no one like that? She still hasn’t found a man like that. According to the search, she’s still in America. As a superstar, she rarely comes back to Korea.
“Maybe I should create an opportunity.”
I knew the group Flare was preparing their next album. I wondered if I could use that, so I asked Ki-woo to look into it the next day.
“They’ve already finalized the investment contract.”
“No openings at all?”
“No. Flare is a massive group, after all.”
“Tch.”
A search confirmed there really were no gaps. Their agency was fully satisfied. I would need to think of another method.
Over the next few days, Choi Yujin’s account became active again.
“This is the office.”
She had taken photos sitting in her office, unbuttoning her dress shirt to expose her breasts and pinching her own nipples. Judging by the clothes, it was the same outfit she had worn to work today.
“Yeah. It’s not easy to stop exposing yourself, is it?”
She was bold. The brown dress shirt was eye-catching; someone at the company might recognize it. The fact that she still did it meant she was craving stimulation right now. I needed to push her back into the swamp of pleasure. What would be the best way?
“Should I try again?”
Choi Yujin still couldn’t forget my body, my cock. What if I showed it to her again?
Choi Yujin will…… (omitted)
“It’s today.”
In ten minutes. She planned to take some photos in the office before moving to the emergency stairwell to masturbate. That stairwell was on the same floor where I had caught her before.
“Why there again?”
A search gave me an interesting answer.
Choi Yujin experiences a rapid heartbeat and rising body heat just from recalling the moment she was caught by you that day. The memory remains vivid, occasionally reviving the sensation even in daily life. At the same time, a subtle desire lingers in a corner of her heart—to once again be caught in your gaze just like before. While she doesn’t want to reveal herself, she is suppressing the tension and thrill of being discovered.
“She wants to be caught by me again.”
It was a very amusing inner thought. Her head told her she shouldn’t get involved with me, but somewhere in her heart she hoped a connection would form again. If I caught her exposing herself, we could do it together once more.
“I’ll give her exactly what she wants.”
Actually, she had even imagined being discovered by me by chance and taken right there.
“Let’s go.”
I went to the stairwell first and hid. Soon the door opened and Choi Yujin arrived. I waited silently on the upper stairs.
Squish. Squish.
“Haa…… haa…… CEO……”
Just as the search had predicted, she was masturbating while thinking of me.
Squish. Squish.
“Hnn! Haa…… haa…… It’s not enough. This isn’t enough. Haa…… C-CEO…… CEO……”
She was calling my name more desperately than I expected. It seemed I had taken up quite a lot of space in Choi Yujin’s heart.
“Haa…… haa…… How good would it feel if that huge cock fucked me again…… haa……”
Thinking she was alone, she spoke such lewd words. That must be the pleasure of exposing herself.
‘Now’s the time.’
This was the perfect timing while she was deep in pleasure.
“Did you call for me, Team Leader?”
Choi Yujin flinched hard in surprise.
“C-CEO? W-wait!?”
She had another reason to be shocked. I had taken off my pants completely.
“Team Leader, why are you……”
“W-why are you……”
“I was taking infidelity photos. Secretly masturbating.”
“Ah……”
“But then Team Leader suddenly appeared and was hiding.”
Of course, my cock was deliberately exposed. She kept stealing glances at it.
Look all you want. I’m showing it on purpose. That way the memory of that night will become even clearer.
“I was surprised and hid, but Team Leader……”
“Ah…… t-that’s……”
“You were masturbating while calling my name, weren’t you?”
“……T-that’s……”
“You can’t forget what happened that day either, right, Team Leader?”
“I…… I…… I……”
Her flustered expression was incredibly arousing.
“Didn’t you miss seeing this cock?”
“Ah……”
Looking down at her from above, I approached. Naturally, I drew closer to Choi Yujin’s face.
Gulp—
Her throat bobbed. Her gaze couldn’t leave my cock. All of it was incredibly arousing.