Episode 7: Runaway Delusions
“Lucrecia?” Her water-laden hair, her chest the towel couldn’t fully cover, and the droplets clinging to it… Her skin, so white it was pale, took on an eerie quality under the flickering lamp light.
“Tell me, Cael. What nightmare did you have that’s troubling you so? And what happened in the cave?”
“……”
Just as I had with Eleonoa, I couldn’t bring myself to tell Lucrecia either. But when those sky-blue eyes gazed at me so steadily, I felt overwhelmed despite myself.
I could make up excuses for Eleonoa easily enough, but in front of Lucrecia, I had no strength to keep secrets. It wasn’t simply a matter of favoritism — it was never that to begin with.
It’s just that when I look into those eyes, like the frozen lakes of winter, that’s the thought that comes to me. Unlike Eleonoa, who’s always goofing off and playing around, she sometimes looks after me like a sister, or even a mother.
But if I told her I felt that way, she might get angry. Calling your lover a sister or mother… No matter what else I might tell her, I had to keep this to myself.
“So, you’re not going to tell me?”
“…… Keep it a secret from Eleonoa.”
“Of course, Cael.”
Lucrecia flashed a rarely seen triumphant smile at the prospect of having a secret between just the two of us, something Eleonoa wouldn’t know about.
“Actually…”
I hesitated between telling her both things, but eventually decided to only talk about what happened in the cave. The nightmare I had this morning was a future too horrific and brutal to even recall, and somehow it felt like talking about it would only hasten its arrival. But the future I saw in the cave — or rather, the scene I wasn’t even sure was a future — had already become something in the past.
“While I was keeping watch during the rescue of the villagers from the goblins’ cave… I think Future Sight activated on its own.”
“…… You think?”
She looked at me with curiosity. It was because a magical ability acting on its own, beyond the user’s will, was something unheard of — and because my own words carried uncertainty.
“I don’t know for sure either. I saw a future that shouldn’t be possible. And unlike usual, it was incredibly detailed…”
Since we already shared each other’s weak points and abilities, she knew the drawbacks of my Future Sight.
First: I can only see very short moments of the future.
Second: I have to find the true future among countless afterimages.
Third: Overuse of the ability causes headaches.
“Tell me more. What kind of future was it?”
“Uh…”
For a moment, I just stood there stupidly with my mouth hanging open.
“You said you’d tell me, didn’t you?”
“But…”
“Alright. Then…”
Lucrecia took another step closer. She hadn’t put on any perfume, yet I could swear a sweet fragrance emanated from her body.
“If there’s something Cael is curious about from me, I’ll answer too.”
She declared that and calmly looked at me. Faced with her desire to draw out and resolve my problems by any means, I eventually had to throw in the towel.
But since I couldn’t speak the details, I only answered vaguely.
“While I was looking around and keeping watch, I suddenly heard screams from the two of you. So I frantically checked, and goblins that appeared from somewhere had you both pinned down.”
“……”
She listened to my story calmly, without much agitation. Seeing that, I actually managed to steady myself and finish the tale.
“Both of you were calling for my help, but I couldn’t do anything. I just stood there, as if turned to stone, and could only watch…”
“I see.”
After nodding once, she said something shocking.
“So, were Eleonoa and I taken by the goblins, like the village women?”
“……!! No! No! What are you saying? That’s absolutely not it. We were just pinned down, that’s all!!”
“Are you sure?”
“…… Of course, they groped us a little in the process of pinning us down, but that’s it. That’s the truth.”
In truth, a goblin hand had slipped inside Eleonoa’s lower garments and I couldn’t tell how badly she was violated in places unseen, but I couldn’t bring myself to confess everything.
“Then… did those goblins touch my weak point too?”
“No. Absolutely not.”
Eleonoa’s weak point was her tied-up hair. And Lucrecia’s weak point was, of all things, her nipples. That was why, even when I was intimate with them, I was careful not to touch their weak points as much as possible.
With Eleonoa, keeping her hair pinned up mostly eliminated the concern, but with Lucrecia… Having those large breasts with their jade-white skin right before my eyes was agonizing. Since I couldn’t touch her weak point, all I could do was gently knead the outer edges or place my palm on the underside of her chest to feel its weight.
“Cael. Look at me.”
“Hm? I am looking.”
Lucrecia held the towel covering her body with one hand and led me to the bed. Then she sat on the edge of the bed and let the towel fall. It wasn’t that she was still wet… no, it wasn’t water. The glistening sheen, carrying a faint scent of her skin — that was her sweat. Even for someone with a sweaty constitution, this was excessive, and then I noticed her ears had turned bright red. She was —
Incredibly embarrassed right now.
“Cael. Seeing my naked body… you’re the first…”
“Lucrecia?”
She paused, as if shy, and buried her head deeply.
“You’re the first. So, whatever future you saw, it means nothing. Right now, the only one who can touch my body is you.”
Gulp.
“No matter how many of those little monsters come at me, my body will only ever open itself to you like this.”
Her hot breath escaped with every word she spoke. Each word she uttered shook me to my core.
A bead of sweat trickled down her large chest. From the top, to the center… and then, following gravity, it slid downward, finally gathering at the pale pink nipple at the apex of her breast. The droplet hung there, swaying left and right at the tip, and then drip— it fell to the floor.
“Cael…”
“Hah… Lucrecia.”
Her words sounded sticky, sweet. I carefully raised my hand and gently cupped her large breast from below.
It possessed an overwhelming softness that matched its vast size. Moreover, because mana kept her body in peak condition, even her enormous breasts weren’t sagging but maintained a firm elasticity and stood forward.
“Hnngh…”
As my palm gently enclosed the underside of her breast, a faint moan escaped her lips. I don’t quite remember what I thought or said after that. I only felt her intermittent moans and the soft texture against my palm.
“Your touch is… more lewd than usual, Cael.”
“Well, anyone would react that way seeing breasts like these, Lucrecia.”
“Heung… is that so?”
Lucrecia suddenly grabbed my hand and slowly raised it upward. Then she placed it directly on the front of her breast. The sight of my flattened hand slightly squashing her chest, making it lose its shape, was incredibly lewd and obscene. And between my fingers, the pink nipple trembled. Surprisingly, it was larger than Eleonoa’s nipples, even though Eleonoa’s breasts were slightly bigger.
“Touch them gently… gently, Cael. Because these are breasts only you can touch… Breasts no man, no monster may ever defile, because they’re solely yours…”
“Lucrecia…”
I whispered her name softly and gently kneaded her breast in a circular motion. The flesh of that large chest spilled out between my fingers.
“Ngh… gently… just a little… haah… softly…”
I treated her like a precious marble — squeezing deeply and carefully, then releasing gently, then enveloping her again. Each time, Lucrecia flinched, and the sight was incredibly lewd.
“Huut…”
As I’d told Eleonoa earlier, if it weren’t for the promise we three had made, I would have laid her down right then and there.
“You want to, don’t you?”
“Yeah…”
“But we can’t. It’s a promise. Instead, be satisfied with just touching.”
Instead of answering, I squeezed a little harder and cupped her other breast with my free hand as well.
“Haaang…”
Kneading her breasts with both hands, like lumps of dough, was utterly intoxicating. Her entire body was slick with sweat, glossed over as if oiled, unbearably obscene.
It occurred to me how stupid it was — we’d just bathed and now we’d have to wash again.
“Hah… eung… heut… haat…”
This beautiful Lucrecia, coveted by every male student in her class — there wasn’t a single one who hadn’t burned with the desire to conquer her — and her breasts were entirely in my hands, free for me to grasp. At my touch, she bit her lip and writhed, feeling pleasure.
“Heeut…”
Then my eyes fell upon her trembling nipple.
Lucrecia’s weak point. If someone were to ravage that nipple, would Lucrecia wail like Eleonoa in my Future Sight…? Would that strong woman, who always takes point and engages in battle first, spout such foolish, wanton moans?
“Cael?”
I stopped kneading her chest and stared fixedly at her softly trembling nipple. Then slowly I raised my hand and brought it toward that nipple.
“Hah… hah… Cael…”
As if sensing my intention, her body trembled and she called my name. Was that a plea to stop, or to continue…? At least, she didn’t grab my hand and stop me herself.
I cautiously raised my head to look at Lucrecia. Her moist eyes held both lust and fear.
A knight’s weak point… was exactly that.
Whether it’s a simple vital point like a man’s, or a switch of pleasure like a woman’s — when someone targets it, you can do nothing but tremble in fear.
My fingers gently brushed her areola. The pale pink areola was fully swollen, as if anticipating the pleasure soon to come.
“Eung… please…”
Please? Stop? Or…
“Gently…”
She buried her head deeply and answered. Her trembling body was nothing but pitiful.
“…… Yeah.”
I cautiously brought my fingers to her nipple. And just as I was about to carefully place them on its tip, I noticed a thin crack in her jade-white skin.
From the top of her areola to the side of her breast, there was a faint but unmistakable fissure — a hairline scar.
“…… Cael?”
“What’s this wound?”
“Ah…”
Lucrecia looked slightly flustered.
“It’s nothing much…”
“There’s a red mark here?!”
“Ah… well, while I was dealing with the remaining goblins, they suddenly started throwing their own young at me, and I was a little taken aback. In that moment, one of them lunged and swung its claws…”
Only then did I understand why her clothes were torn when she came back. At the time, she’d only said it got caught and ripped while fighting goblins — but that wasn’t it.
Those goblins — the ones in my Future Sight that grabbed Lucrecia and violated Eleonoa — had left their mark on Lucrecia’s chest in reality.
If that attack had hit her nipple, even by chance…
“Gasp!!”
Suddenly, my hand was stained with green skin. My fingers had elongated, and my nails had grown long and sharp.
A monster — it was a monster’s hand.
Startled, I tried to pull my hand back — no, I tried to, but it wouldn’t budge, as if someone had fixed it in place.
“Lucrecia! My hand…”
When I raised my head to look at her, her eyes were hidden behind her bangs. She gave no reaction at all, as if she couldn’t hear my shout. Even with the grotesque goblin hand right in front of her nipple, she remained still.
“Eung… please… gently…”
Those very words she had pleaded to me earlier, granting me permission to touch her nipple — now, they spilled from her lips again, with the goblin’s hand right before her eyes.
And the goblin… is a monster. Let me say it again: it’s a monster. So it had no hesitation. To a monster, a woman is nothing more or less than an outlet for its sexual urges and a tool for reproduction.
So, unlike me, who was tense and moved slowly with consideration even after receiving Lucrecia’s permission…
Squelch❤️!
“Hyaaang❤️!”
Push-shush-swoosh❤️!
In an instant, it yanked her nipple. Its sharp nails pressed down on her nipple, pulling it about carelessly. With its palm pressing on her other nipple, it clutched and squeezed her large breast with its long fingers as if it would burst. Fluid exploded like a fountain from between her legs.
“Ha-eut❤️!! Ha-eung❤️! Ha-aang❤️! Aang❤️! Aang❤️!”
Moans of an entirely different dimension from when I had gently caressed her chest erupted from her. Was this… really her?
Was this really Lucrecia, drooling with her mouth hanging open, unable to resist as her chest and nipples were ravaged?
“Lu… Lucrecia.”
It wasn’t me — your chest and nipples and chest weren’t being touched by my hand and fingers…
As if mocking my hesitation, the goblin’s hand pulled her nipple as it pleased. Each time, her breast stretched out and distorted into a vulgar shape.
Push-shush❤️! Pyu-sush❤️!
At the same time, the love juices gushing from between her legs like a fountain soaked my legs beyond the floor.
“Good❤️! Good❤️! More❤️! Pull it❤️!”
“No… this isn’t right… this isn’t Lucrecia…”
“Cael?! Cael?!”
In my dazed mind, both her voice crying out vulgarly and her usual calm voice calling my name rang out simultaneously.
“More❤️!! More❤️!! Press it❤️! Crush it❤️!”
“Ugh…”
I doubled over, feeling like I would vomit from the maddening noise. Then I saw it — my own member, straining as if to pierce through my pants. I was watching my lover being violated by a goblin’s hand, and I was fully erect. Had it been the same with Eleonoa? I couldn’t remember. Everything was pathetic. I wanted to escape this horrific illusion.
“Ook❤️! Oot❤️! Breasts❤️! My breasts are stretching❤️! Breaking apaart❤️!”
Listening to Lucrecia spew such base moans and words, my mind went blank.
Tap.
Then I felt someone place a hand on my shoulder. The soft skin, the gentle grip meant to calm me down. I recognized the owner of that hand.
“…… Lucrecia?”
“Cael. Are you alright? Your face suddenly went pale and you doubled over like you were going to be sick…”
“Haa…”
I let out a sigh of relief and clasped her trembling hands in mine. I was so tired, so exhausted, that I must have hallucinated. What happened in the cave, what happened just now — that wasn’t Future Sight or anything.
Just an illusion born of fatigue. That’s all it was. I decided to dismiss it as such. If I didn’t, I felt like my mind would shatter entirely.
First Eleonoa, now Lucrecia… What was Future Sight trying to show me? Was it some impossible future that might someday come crashing in? Or was it something in my own mind trying to show me these scenes?
I wanted to get some fresh air and calm down.
“Cael?”
“Lucrecia. Wait, just give me a moment…”
I wrapped her body with the towel that had fallen on the floor and stood up.
“Put some clothes on so you don’t catch a cold. I’m going to get some fresh air.”
“…If that’s what you need to feel better, go ahead, Cael.”
She drew the towel around herself with a look of lingering disappointment that the previous mood had been broken.
“Yeah… thanks. And I’m sorry.”
“It’s fine. But instead… you have to hold me before Eleonoa this time.”
“I promise.”
At those words, she gave me a bright smile and let me go.
I’m such an idiot.
Driven by my own greed, I almost touched a weak point that’s as vital as life itself to a knight. Even the touch of a loved one makes it a vital point they tremble in fear of, but I was blinded by lust and rushed to touch it as I pleased. The base monster in my mind ravaged her weak point as if mocking me, but I was no such monster.
I am her lover, exchanging love and emotions with her. There’s no reason for me to do something she doesn’t want. Maybe it was the thought that I was no different from a monster for wanting to do such things that made me see that hallucination.
“Hoo…”
I stepped outside and breathed in the night air. My lungs chilled and my mind snapped to alertness. Right, it must have been because I was so tired. I decided I’d head to the storehouse, wash up quickly, and sleep. As I turned toward the storehouse, intending to ask if Eleonoa was done washing, I suddenly remembered the words she had whispered to me in passing before she went to bathe.
‘You pervert who likes peeping. Check outside the storehouse a bit later… I’ll show you something fun…’
…… I had completely forgotten.
She wasn’t going to be angry at me, was she…?
Warily, I looked around the outer wall of the storehouse. Searching back and forth, I found a sliver of light cutting through the dark night space at the back of the storehouse, which was accessible through a narrow fence. I cautiously approached and saw light from inside the storehouse through a small hole, along with steam seeping out.
“Haa… aat…”
And from within came Eleonoa’s lewd moaning. As if hypnotized, I drew closer to that hole, my mind repeating her whispered words over and over.
‘I’ll show you something fun… I’ll show you something fun…’
“Heeut… huut…”
As I neared the hole, a strange, musty odor hit my nose. I frowned and pulled back slightly, but hearing the moans leaking through the hole, I couldn’t give up. Eventually, I endured the smell and brought my eye close to the hole.