Natural Feminine Energy

Lene-chan’s feminine energy is off the charts lol. This is hopeless.

Honestly, I’d usually just let things slide… but this time, it looked like that wasn’t going to work.

Tyuni and Harum had already sent me messages like that. The one silver lining was that right after I posted in the gallery, the unpaid slaves had started a bloody purge. They were the original Lene fans who’d been using Lema Gallery since the early days. Knowing I usually didn’t interfere with gallery management, they immediately deleted tons of posts and comments the moment I asked them to step in.

“Haa…”

Honestly, I didn’t want to go this far. It was a hassle, and I hated making things bigger than they needed to be… But if things kept going like this, even the bare minimum line might disappear, so I had no choice but to make this decision.

…Still, I should at least give them a chance to reflect.

Swallowing that thought, I quietly wrote up a notice in Lema Gallery.

The chat atmosphere was pretty serious. There were still some usual messages mixed in, but I actually preferred it that way—I didn’t want the stream to feel too heavy. Thanks to me warning the managers in advance, any line-crossing chats were being deleted instantly.

Tyuni and Harum had been worried that tons of people would flood in when I started the stream today… There were definitely more viewers than usual, but thankfully it didn’t seem like it would cause any major problems.

Alright, time to get started.

“Hello, everyone…”

“I’m fine, and I’m not crying…”

Honestly, I was just a tiny bit embarrassed. It wasn’t like I was struggling or anything. I’m not a kid, and I even remember being a guy in my past life. But those kinds of suggestive comments are naturally embarrassing, so of course I felt just a little bit shy.

“I told you, right…? I-I’m really not bothered at all…”

“…Hmph.”

Everyone’s trying so hard to mess with me. But no matter what anyone says, the fact that I’m barely embarrassed remains unchanged.

…And at that chat message that suddenly caught my eye, my brows furrowed.

“I really am not bothered at all, but a community isn’t a place that only exists for one person, right? It’s a space anyone can see at any time. Saying things that might make people uncomfortable in a place like that isn’t normal. And as the manager of that community, I’m just doing what I’m supposed to do.”

“Things like this need to be addressed properly…. Anyway, no matter what thoughts you have after watching that video, I don’t really c-c-care…. But posting those thoughts in Lema Gallery is the wrong thing to do….”

“…Everyone. I’ve been wondering for a while now. What exactly makes you say I’m a natural-born woman…?”

It’s not like I’m trying ‍‍‌‌⁠​​⁠‌​​‍​​‍​‌​⁠‍‌‍⁠⁠‌⁠‌‍‌‍‌‌‌‍⁠​‌​‌​‌‍‌‌‌⁠‍​​‌‍⁠‌‌⁠⁠to insist I’m a guy. No matter how much I was a man in my past life, the fact that I’m a woman now doesn’t change. I’ve already agonized over my identity countless times and reached a clear conclusion. But even though I’m Selene the woman now… that doesn’t mean my past life has zero influence. Right now, aside from the fact that I can’t talk to people, the fact that I stay in my room after work is heavily influenced by my past life. With traces of a man still left in my behavior, does “natural-born woman” really suit me? I don’t think so at all. There are definitely parts of my every little action that feel masculine. That’s why no one suspected I was a woman when I used the voice changer, right? But calling me a natural-born woman or a f-f… yeah. That. I was curious why they kept saying stuff like that.

“Please don’t say things like that and just give me a clear reason I can understand….”

But the Lene fans just laughed at my question. No one gave a definite answer.

…Well, they’re probably just teasing me. There’s no real reason behind it. What even is the standard for “acting like a woman” anyway? It’s a question with no clear answer. I shouldn’t have asked.

Me reacting like this is exactly what the Lene fans want.

“…Hmph.”

Just as I was about to move on, convinced of my thoughts, a video donation arrived.

“Thank you for the donation from ‘You Can Tell Just From This ㅇㅇ’…. Hmm….”

Honestly, I felt a bit uneasy. The fact that someone with a nickname like that sent a video donation meant it probably contained the reason why I supposedly gave off natural feminine energy. What kind of video did they bring…?

Swallowing my pointless fear, I slowly played the video.

…What? Why are they reacting like that?

“I-It’s just a resting scene, why are you guys…?”

Following what the Lene fans said, I searched for “M-sit.”

“T-This is a statistical error. It’s a posture anyone can do if they practice, even men… Just because I sit like that doesn’t mean my behavior is feminine. That doesn’t make any sense…. Just because I find it comfortable to sit like that doesn’t mean I have to hear stuff like that….”

I perfectly refuted their forced logic.