A Week of Competition (4)
"You okay?"
"I'm fine, thank you."
Song Hyeonji drank the water I'd handed her. I had no idea what was going through her head. The fact that she'd followed me into the hotel so readily was a good sign, but her reactions so far had been so muted I couldn't just make a move. Was this just how twenty-year-olds were?
Talking my way through this didn't seem like the right approach anymore.
"Hyeonji..."
I wrapped my arms around her from behind and pulled her down onto my lap, making sure she could feel the difference in our sizes.
"It feels so good holding you like this."
I carefully slid the hand resting on her stomach up toward her chest.
"Nnh... oppa."
I felt her body tremble. Finally, some kind of reaction.
Before I started caressing her chest, I leaned in toward her right cheek.
"Hm?"
Hyeonji whipped her head to the right and looked straight at me.
"Oppa, you said you just wanted to be with me..."
Her body was still trembling, and her pupils were shaking.
"But what am I supposed to do when you're this pretty?"
"Kyah!"
I scooped her up and laid her down on the bed.
"I really did just want a little more time with you earlier. But being this close to a girl as beautiful as you... I can't hold back."
Still holding her, I ran my right hand along her thigh.
"Oppa, why... why are you doing this..."
"It'd be weirder to just sit here doing nothing when I'm this close to a girl I like. Did you really follow me here without thinking about that at all?"
"I didn't know you'd do something like this..."
Women, I swear...
She said that, but her body wasn't putting up any real resistance. If she was going to give in anyway, did she really have to put on this act?
"Do you not like me, Hyeonji?"
"That's not it! I like you too, oppa."
"Then why are you pushing me away?"
"I'm not pushing you away..."
I looked her straight in the eyes and stroked her hair.
"Tell me. What's got you so worried?"
"Well..."
I stroked her even more gently. This was a moment that called for a little coaxing.
"I'm scared we'll just... end up as people who sleep together and nothing more..."
"What? What are you even talking about?"
I was honestly grateful she'd been straightforward with me. If she'd just kept stubbornly holding out, I might not have had any way forward.
"It's just... my friends, and what I see on Instagram and YouTube..."
She couldn't bring herself to say it more bluntly, but I got the idea. She was talking about all the guys who sleep with a girl once and toss her aside, or just keep her around as a fuck buddy.
If I kept seeing Hyeonji, we'd end up in bed eventually either way. But what I wanted wasn't a boyfriend-girlfriend relationship. I liked innocent girls — I just had no interest in some innocent little romance.
"Haa... Hyeonji."
I pushed her away and sat up.
"I believed we had something special. Was I just kidding myself?"
"What?"
"I thought of you as someone special, someone precious. But you just see me as one of those piece-of-shit guys, don't you?"
"That's not true, oppa."
Hyeonji sat up and grabbed onto me.
"I trust you, oppa. You're a really good person. You're someone really special to me..."
"I'm not so sure about that."
"What?"
Hyeonji had been looking down as she spoke, but now she looked straight at me again.
"Anyone can say the words. But if you mean it, shouldn't it show in what you do?"
"I... I mean it."
"Haa..."
I sighed and turned my back to her.
"Hyeonji, I don't want a one-sided crush."
"A crush...? What do you mean..."
"If I'm the only one who wants you, that's just me forcing myself on you. I can't do that to you."
I refastened my slightly loosened belt, making the gesture bigger than it needed to be on purpose.
"Does that mean you won't talk to me anymore? Can't we just keep seeing each other like we have been? We've been so happy together..."
"I want that too. But..."
I looked at her. One more push and she'd start crying. Honestly, though — had Hyeonji and I even been that close? I wasn't sure what about our time together had been so great. I didn't get it, but the fact that this was working better than I'd expected said enough.
"I guess I had the wrong idea. I believed you felt at least something like what I feel. Sorry for wasting your time."
I turned my head away again and made to get up.
Yeah. At this point... she had to realize that if she let me walk out, it was over.
"Oppa!"
Hyeonji threw her arms around me from behind.
"I'm sorry. I think I went crazy for a second."
"Hyeonji..."
I felt a wave of relief. She was a girl I didn't want to lose, after all.
"Don't do this. And why is it your fault that I got the wrong idea? You can do whatever you want, Hyeonji. You don't owe me anything."
"That's not true. I feel the same way you do. You didn't get the wrong idea at all... sob."
"Haa..."
I held the crying Hyeonji in my arms. God, this was exhausting.
"So it was you who misunderstood, not me?"
"Yes..."
"Then show me."
"Show you... what?"
I took her by both shoulders.
"I want to see your body. I can't even imagine how beautiful you must be."
"What?!"
"I never wanted us to just be people who sleep together. I just want all of you."
"But..."
"I could take my clothes off and show you right now... Can you not do the same?"
If she wanted to say men and women weren't the same, I wouldn't have had a comeback — but she didn't have the nerve. Right now, Hyeonji was trying to keep me happy.
"You won't be disappointed, will you?"
"There's no way I would be."
Hyeonji started taking her clothes off herself. I was going to have her shower anyway, but if I didn't get her this far along in submitting to me, she might change her mind. And once someone had shown you their naked body of their own accord, there wouldn't be any awkwardness about going further.
Her firm, milky-white body came into view. Even her underwear — a cute little white set — suited her perfectly.
If Yu Suhyeon's features were her pale skin, her slender waist, and those long legs, then Hyeonji — for how slim she was — had thighs with a little extra firmness to them, and her chest was a bit bigger than Suhyeon's. On top of that, she had that fresh, youthful glow that only a twenty-year-old could have. The kind of body whose real beauty only showed once the clothes came off.
"Do I... have to take more off?"
Wearing nothing but her bra and panties, Hyeonji covered herself with her arms. She looked a little embarrassed, but she'd get used to it soon enough.
"You're so beautiful. Of course you are — you're my girl."
Even now, being called my girl seemed to sit well with her.
"Put on a robe and go wash up. Hurry."
"...Okay."
I sent Hyeonji to shower first. This was a critical moment. The second she was physically away from me, she might change her mind. I waited, listening to the sound of running water, growing more restless by the second.
The moment she came out, I stood up.
"I'm going to wash up. Dry your hair and lie down."
"...Okay."
I headed into the shower, rushing without letting it show. The second I let her see me getting impatient, it was over. I washed faster than usual. I couldn't give the Hyeonji lying in bed any time to think.
I came out and casually toweled off, drying my hair like I had all the time in the world. I glanced over at Hyeonji. She was just lying there quietly. I walked over slowly and pulled her into my arms.
"Hyeonji..."
I stroked her hair with one hand and her waist with the other, doing everything I could to come across as a loving boyfriend.
"Oppa, the lights..."
"No. I want to look at that pretty face of yours."
I looked into her eyes for a moment, then down at her lips.
"I love you."
"I love you too, oppa."
I kissed her carefully, then caressed her tongue with mine. Her warm breath felt especially sweet, and the way her body squirmed was adorable. She was so young that even a kiss got this kind of reaction out of her.
I kept kissing her longer than I needed to. I had to make it look like I wasn't just trying to get off — like I genuinely cherished her.
"Haa..."
When I pulled my lips away, Hyeonji looked content. Whatever wariness she'd had earlier seemed completely gone.
"That felt so good, oppa... I didn't know kissing could be like this."
"Hm? Is this your first time?"
"...Yes. Was I bad at it?"
"No. Kissing you just felt good."
Honestly, it wasn't as good as it usually was with Yu Suhyeon. But this was her first kiss?
"Have you never had a boyfriend either?"
"No. So please go easy on me. I like you, oppa, but... that part scares me a little."
I hadn't expected that. Even at twenty — and with kids these days being what they were, and her being as gorgeous as she was — I never thought she'd still be a virgin. I hadn't even been hoping for that...
I pulled Hyeonji into a tight hug.
"I always said you just glowed, even when you were sitting still. So you've been saving yourself all this time."
"Yes... I wanted to do it with someone special."
"Thank you. You really are special to me, Hyeonji. I'll take such good care of you from now on."
"Yes, oppa. Thank you for trusting me. I love you."
I started caressing her breasts.
"Haah..."
Yu Suhyeon's chest had never been an erogenous zone for her. I wondered how Hyeonji would be.
"Nnh..."
The reaction wasn't spectacular, but it wasn't bad either — she made a cute little sound. Without wasting any time, I slipped my hand into her panties.
"Oppa, not there!"
I ignored her and found her clit, starting to rub it.
"Hngh! Nnh..."
Every time I stroked upward, her body jerked. Yeah — with women, you go for the clit.
I took my mouth off her chest and pulled her panties right off. Her pussy came into view, cute and tightly closed. Even I hesitated for a split second — should I really be touching something like this so carelessly? The thought didn't last.
"You're pretty down here too, Hyeonji."
"Nngh... that's embarrassing!"
She covered her face with her hands.
I spread her legs and started licking her clit. I reached down to check how wet she was and found her already soaked.
"I wanted to take this slow, but you can't even wait? You're soaking wet already."
"I don't know... it feels weird... haah!"
I kept working her clit. She tasted good and her reactions were great, so I went longer than I meant to — but my own cock was starting to ache, and I couldn't take it anymore.
Damn...
Pre-cum was already leaking from my cock. It felt like I was a teenager again.
"Haa... haa..."
Hyeonji was already panting, clearly enjoying the attention. Combined with the way her pussy was dripping, it was almost painfully cute.
"Hyeonji..."
I pressed my throbbing cock against her entrance. Virgin or not, she was wet enough that it should go in fine. Hyeonji's eyes went wide when she saw my cock.
"Oppa, that..."
She pointed at my cock with her finger. The innocence of it was almost endearing.
"What?"
"That's supposed to go inside me?"
"Of course it is."
Hyeonji swallowed hard.
"...Please don't make it hurt."
"I'll try."
There was no way it wouldn't hurt.
I pressed the head against her entrance and started pushing in slowly.
"Nngh..."
"Hang in there..."
If I shoved it in all at once, she might pass out. I pushed in slowly, and when I felt something catch in the middle, I put some force behind it and broke through.
"Kyaah!"
Hyeonji, who'd been trying so hard to hold it in, jerked and cried out. The moment I broke through her hymen, I pulled her into my arms to calm her down.
"Hyeonji... it's okay."
"Sob..."
Tears had gathered at the corners of her eyes from the pain.
"It feels like you're completely mine now... Thank you. I love you."
"I don't know! You said you wouldn't make it hurt..."
"Don't worry. It's just because it's your first time."
"Ahk!"
I started moving my hips. Unlike when I'd taken Yu Suhyeon's virginity, I had some idea what I was doing this time. It should be fine.
"Hngh! Oppa, wait, a condom..."
"Hm?"
"You didn't put a condom on!"
"I don't have one."
"Aah!"
I picked up the pace, thrusting into her. The truth was I had a condom in my wallet — I just had no intention of using one with Hyeonji from now on.
"I don't want something like that ruining our first time."
"Haang! Anh!"
I kept moving as I talked. When I was with Yu Suhyeon, she'd at least roll her hips to match my rhythm. Hyeonji wasn't there yet, which was a little disappointing. Of course, the satisfaction of taking a twenty-year-old college girl's virginity more than made up for it.
"Aaah! It hurts!"
How many of Hyeonji's subscribers — how many of the guys who went to school with her — had wanted her? Just thinking about it made my cock swell even harder.
"Sorry... you feel so good my cock just keeps getting bigger."
"Hngh! Don't say weird things like that..."
"Hyeonji... nngh!"
Whether it was because she was a virgin, or because I was so drunk on the feeling of claiming her, the signal came faster than usual.
"I'm gonna cum. That's okay, right?"
"Oppa! Not inside!"
"Haaugh..."
My legs went weak as cum poured out of my cock. What now? I already came a lot normally, and this time there was going to be even more.
"Ah... ah..."
Hyeonji clamped a hand over her mouth. She'd realized I was pumping into her. I felt several pulses of release before I finally pulled out.
"Oppa... what do we do..."
The blood smeared on her pussy mixed with the cum spilling out of her. I thought it looked good, but she probably didn't.
"That felt amazing, Hyeonji."
"You're so mean. How is there this much..."
Hyeonji covered her eyes with her hands, like she couldn't believe what her pussy looked like.
"How could you do this... waaah!"
A flood of emotions hit her all at once and she burst into tears. All I could do was hold her.
"I'm sorry. You felt too good. I couldn't hold back."
"What if I get pregnant?!"
"It's fine. We'll go buy the morning-after pill together tomorrow."
"You're so mean! You said you'd take care of me! Sob."
She gave my shoulder a few little slaps. There was a sulky, spoiled quality to it that told me things weren't actually falling apart.
"I'll take care of you from now on. I love you."
I kept soothing her. It didn't take that long.