Chapter 493: The Aftermath
Chapter 493: The Aftermath
I wish she’d gotten angry instead.
No, I couldn’t even imagine Leia losing her composure and getting angry.
Still, I wish she’d just gotten angry.
I thought that over and over again as I moved Sara and Diana to the bed.
But Leia said nothing the entire time I moved Sara and Diana onto the bed and even covered them with a blanket.
“I-I’m done.”
I approached Leia, knelt on the floor before her, and spoke, resolved to accept any punishment.
Any other time, Leia would have told me not to do that, to stand up, but today, she just looked down at me in silence.
“…I hate you.”
And after a long silence, Leia murmured those words.
“Kuhuk…!”
It was just one short phrase, but its destructive power was immense.
It wasn’t just anyone—it was my angel. My angel said she hated me.
I’d never heard words like that come out of my angel’s mouth before.
“When I tried to seduce you, you steadfastly refused… I had to work up so much courage then…”
Leia’s sorrowful voice stabbed at my heart with every single word.
I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m a scumbag who deserves to die.
I could offer no excuse and simply kept my head bowed, but Leia’s next words made me snap my head up.
“So it’s true… Guwon, you like Diana and Sara more than me, don’t you?”
“W-Wait a minute! No! That’s not it at all!”
What kind of misunderstanding was this? That couldn’t be true!
“But you only ever tease Sara and Diana… You’re the type who likes to tease the people you like most, aren’t you? Come to think of it, you’ve never teased me once.”
Once that thought took root, her reasoning seemed to solidify in that direction, and Leia murmured in an increasingly downcast voice.
“Wait. Wait, Leia. You’re making a huge mistake. The type who likes to tease the people I like? That’s not me at all. And it’s absolutely not true that I like Sara or Diana more than you. It’s a misunderstanding. I admit, there’s no excuse for what I did earlier. But everything you’re saying now is a misunderstanding. I can declare that with absolute certainty. I swear on the Goddess’s name.”
Sensing something deeply wrong in Leia’s tone and words, I spoke desperately, without even taking a breath.
“If anything, Sara and Diana should be the ones jealous of you, so why would you think that? You know I always give in to you at night. Sara’s fun to joke around with, Diana’s reactions are cute when I tease her, and you, Leia, always wrap me up warmly like an older sister, which makes me want to be spoiled by you. That’s all it is. I just act according to your personalities.”
This was how I honestly felt.
Of course, it wasn’t that I liked Leia more than Sara or Diana.
I loved all three of them more than anything. I couldn’t rank them.
“……”
But despite my passionate speech, Leia seemed unconvinced. She crossed her arms and just stared down at me.
Right now, my whole body felt so frozen that I couldn’t even have the stupid thought that her crossed arms were emphasizing her large chest.
But I fought through that feeling and, to convey my sincerity, opened my eyes wide and stared right back at Leia.
“It was the same in the bathroom earlier. If I had come inside you then, would you have been at ease? No. You’re not that kind of person. You said you were just washing me, but you would have definitely felt you’d broken the rules and agonized over it alone. I didn’t want you to go through that just for my lust. That’s why I held back. And what just happened… it’s because I held back for so long that my head got a little strange…”
The last part sounded pathetic even to me, so my voice gradually lost its strength.
No, everything I just said was the truth.
But to the person listening, it must have just sounded like an excuse.
“…In other words, are you saying it became harder to hold back because of me?”
“No. No, no. Of course not. That’s not it…”
“…I still hate you.”
As if my excuse had only created a new misunderstanding, Leia spat out the words again in a sulky voice.
“Kuhuhuk…”
It was no use… It was over… I felt like my spirit was about to break…
My angel had told me she hated me twice.
What did I even have to live for now…?
“But the one I hate the most is…”
Eh, huh? Wait. The way she’s phrasing that…
Leia. Sara and Diana did nothing wrong. It was all my fault. You can curse me out all you want, but please, don’t fight amongst yourselves.
If that happens, there’s really nothing I’ll be able to do. I’m begging you.
“Lei…”
I opened my mouth, ready to declare Sara and Diana’s innocence and prostrate myself before Leia.
But Leia finished her sentence faster.
“…myself.”
“Sara and Diana are… huh? W-What did you say?”
“Even though I knew what was happening on the other side of the door, even though I could have asserted my own rights, I was bound by the rules and couldn’t do anything… I hate myself the most.”
Hearing that, I realized how foolish I’d been to assume she would hate Sara or Diana.
My faith in my angel was lacking. She was being such an angel, after all.
“Leia. That’s…”
“…Guwon. Could you take another blanket out of your subspace?”
Just as I was about to comfort Leia, she cut me off.
It was rare for my angel to cut me off like that, which dealt another considerable blow to my heart, but I desperately held it in and didn’t let it show.
“A blanket?”
“Yes. A blanket.”
My eyes were slowly adjusting to the darkness, and I could begin to make out Leia’s expression, however faintly.
It was… the face of someone who had made a decision.
Asking for a blanket with a look of resolve…
D-Don’t tell me… does she mean she doesn’t want to sleep with me anymore tonight, so she’s going to sleep separately?
“H-Here…”
Feeling a shock like I’d been hit in the head with a hammer, I took a blanket from my inventory and offered it to Leia.
My angel… My angel was declaring we’d sleep in separate rooms…
“Come here.”
But my prediction was wrong yet again.
My angel took my hand, pulled me to my feet, and led me straight to the bed.
“Leia? What in the world…?”
“For you, Guwon… If it’s for you, then I…”
Leia pushed Sara and Diana to one side, laid me down, and started to take off my pants.
Only then did I realize what Leia was about to do.
“Leia?! W-Wait! You don’t have to do this! Really!”
“No! I do! Then and now, my rules have been the problem, haven’t they! In that case, I will!”
Leia shouted in an unusually agitated voice and stripped off my pants and underwear.
Then, seeing my completely unprepared member, she slowly raised her head and looked at my face.
“…Or is this… are you rejecting me again? Only me?”
“N-No. It’s not that…”
It couldn’t be helped.
I had just finished a two-on-one and knocked them both out.
Even for me, it wouldn’t get hard naturally in a situation like this. Though it would if I used a skill.
“Then… you’ll make it stand, won’t you?”
“Yes.”
I immediately used a skill.
“Huu… huu… Then…”
Seeing that my Dick was properly prepared, Leia took a deep breath, climbed on top of me, and pulled the blanket I’d given her over herself.
She covered not only her own body, but mine as well, from head to toe.
And from under the blanket, I heard the rustling of Leia’s clothes.
Then, something was tossed out from under the blanket with a whoosh.
It was too dark to see, but it was probably Leia’s clothes.
“Nngh… huut…”
Immediately after, something warm enveloped the tip of my Dick.
For a moment, I thought Leia had inserted it right away, but that wasn’t it.
Leia had stuck out her tongue and was beginning to wet my Dick with her saliva.
“L-Leia. You really don’t have to…”
“Don’t say anything… and stay still.”
It seemed to me that Leia was forcing herself, so I wanted to stop her somehow, but she spoke in a firm tone and slowly raised her body.
And this time, she truly straddled me, slowly pressing the tip of my Dick against her entrance.
I could feel the soft flesh of Leia’s vulva against the tip.
But she didn’t lower her hips, remaining perfectly still.
Of course. The deeply devout Leia was about to directly violate her clerical vows. It couldn’t possibly be easy.
“Leia. It’s okay. You don’t have to do this… Ugh!”
“Hnnngh.”
The moment I said that, Leia lowered her hips.
Leia’s entrance wasn’t wet yet, but because she had coated my Dick with saliva beforehand, it felt tight, but it managed to go in.
And as soon as it was inside, I felt the inside of her vulva instantly become wet.
This feeling… has she entered her Gumiho state?
The moment I thought that, Leia pressed her lips to mine.
“Hnngh! H-How’s this! I can! I can do this much…!”
Having changed into her Gumiho state, she surrendered her body to desire and moved her hips, all while looking at me and speaking.
“I won’t let things like these rules get in the way of my relationship with you anymore, Guwon! I too! I too…!”
Moving her hips fiercely and grinding her lips against mine, Leia spoke in a heated voice.
Her voice was filled with many emotions: the depravity and guilt of breaking her vows, the excitement from the pleasure, and the anticipation of being able to deepen our relationship.
“For now… for now, I can only do this under a blanket, but someday… somedayyyy…!”
“Leia…”
So, in the end, Leia broke her clerical vows because of me.
The first emotion that came to mind was guilt, but soon I even felt happiness at the fact that Leia loved me this much.
The Leia I knew chose connecting with me over her vows. Could there be anything more blissful?
I finally started to move my own hips in time with Leia’s.
“Guwon, you stay still!”
“Ah, yes, ma’am.”
…Leia. Could it be that the reason you’ve been telling me to stay still this whole time wasn’t to steel your resolve or to concentrate, but simply because of your fetish…?
No. My angel wouldn’t be like that.
Just today, my predictions have been proven wrong several times by my angel’s angelic behavior.
This time must be the same.
In the end, Leia made me stay completely still and moved her hips by herself until her Gumiho state subsided.
“I’m sorry, Leia. For making you break your vows like this in the end.”
After the act was over, I pulled Leia’s body close and murmured.
“No. It’s alright. The vows… it was my will. You don’t need to worry, Guwon. Right now, more than the guilt of breaking my vows, I feel happiness from the fact that another wall between us has crumbled. …Does that disqualify me as a priestess?”
“No. Of course not. Leia, you’re the best priestess there is. I, the Saint, guarantee it.”
“Hehe. Hearing the Saint say that is very reassuring.”
Leia gave me a light kiss on the lips.
“And… today was supposed to be your turn, Leia. I’m sorry for betraying you.”
“It’s not your fault. If I had been more assertive in the bathroom, this wouldn’t have happened. Mmm. Even before that, if I had been able to do it next to Sara, I would have properly slept with you today.”
…Does that mean spending the night with me while Sara is touching my body?
No. I don’t think that would have been a night spent properly with just Leia, either. Not with Sara’s particular tastes.
“And also…”
“Hm?”
“Hehe. It’s a secret.”
Leia started to say something, but then just smiled sweetly and trailed off.
I only realized the meaning of her words the next morning.
“W-W-W-What is this situatioooon!”
Thanks to the scream Diana let out when she woke up and saw me and Leia sleeping, still connected.