Chapter 182: Leia’s True Feelings. And Diana, Once Again
Chapter 182: Leia’s True Feelings. And Diana, Once Again
“You always call me an angel and praise me, Guwon, but I’m not as purely good as you think! I’m a person, too, and I have feelings! I can’t always show you the ideal version of myself that you imagine!”
Leia cried out as if she were venting all her frustrations.
“L-Leia…”
“And! Wasn’t the way I was acting just now exactly the kind of ideal you were thinking of?!”
“Wh-what are you talking about?”
Faced with a side of Leia he had never imagined and words he had never expected, Guwon could only remain flustered.
“It’s true, isn’t it?! You like Sara, don’t you?! And Sara is the same! She completely avoids other men and only has eyes for you! Isn’t that the kind of woman you wanted?! Isn’t that why you chose Sara?!”
As she finished speaking, tears began to well up in Leia’s large eyes.
Wait a minute. What did she just say?
So, she’s saying that her behavior was an attempt to imitate Sara? That she was deliberately minimizing contact with other men and talking less than usual? And that she even lied, something she would never normally do?
It went without saying that Leia had imitated Sara like that because of me. And that, in turn, meant that Leia’s feelings for me were just that strong.
A mixture of joy and bewilderment tangled in his mind, and Guwon couldn’t define the emotion he was feeling in a single word.
“I know it’s too late! You’ve already chosen Sara! But… even so, I…!”
“…Ah, uh… hold on. Let’s take this one step at a time. Let’s sort this out. First, Leia. You’re wrong that I like that kind of behavior. No. Of course, it’s true that I like that side of Sara. But I like it because it’s Sara. It’s not like I’d like anyone who acts that way…”
As Guwon spoke, a single tear that had been clinging to Leia’s eye finally trickled down her cheek.
Aaargh! Now I sound like a total psycho, bragging about my girlfriend to a girl who just all but confessed she likes me!
“D-don’t cry! Hear me out! What I’m trying to say is, I like you best when you’re just being yourself, Leia!”
“But in the end, with Sara…!”
“Right, Sara is Sara! And Leia is Leia! Yes. I like Sara. That’s why we became deeply involved. But that doesn’t mean I don’t like you, Leia.”
“Wh-what does that….”
“I’m a greedy piece of trash, so just because I’m in that kind of relationship with Sara doesn’t mean I can simply give up on my feelings for you. I like you just as much as I like Sara. If you’d let me, I’d want to have the same kind of relationship with you as I have with Sara.”
Goddammit! I told myself to take it one step at a time, and I stupidly blurted out another confession!
How did the conversation end up here?
“S-so, what I’m trying to say is… right! You have your own unique charm, Leia, so you don’t need to act in a way that doesn’t suit you just to imitate someone else.”
Leia showed a variety of reactions to Guwon’s words.
First, her expression was blank. Then, as if she were beginning to understand what he’d said, it changed to one of deep emotion. Finally, as if she’d realized something, her face fell into sadness once more.
“But Sara…”
As I thought, the problem with my girls is that every single one of them is just too damn nice.
Honestly, if I were in their shoes, I wouldn’t care if the person I liked had another lover; I’d prioritize being with them.
And yet, both Diana and Leia were showing signs of backing down out of concern for Sara.
If I told her that Sara had already given her blessing, things would go much more smoothly.
Leia would be able to confess her feelings for me without any burden.
But Guwon couldn’t do that.
If I did that, it would feel like I was using Sara to get together with someone else.
Sara had understood the greed of a scumbag like me.
It might sound like nonsense coming from someone who was trying to woo another woman, but he felt that not using Sara’s kindness was a final line he had to protect.
“…For now, don’t worry about Sara. Just tell me your true feelings. Leia. I like you. No, I love you. What do you think of me?”
“But… but I’m… I’m not the kind of woman you think I am…”
“You mean what you said before…”
“No! It’s not just that! I’m far more selfish and jealous than you think. I don’t deserve to be loved by you. When Sara and Diana were fighting over you, I always pretended to be the nice one to try and win your heart. And whenever you showed even a little closeness with Sara or Diana, I was always jealous and would subtly try to interfere. You may not have noticed, but I’m not as good a woman as you think. And yet… and yet you…”
Leia looked at Guwon, confessing her heart as if she were in a confessional.
She did things like that?
That’s what Leia was saying, but Guwon had absolutely no idea what she was talking about.
All I remember is clinging to her every day because I liked her so much.
And besides…
“So what?”
Even if Leia’s inner self wasn’t the Leia he had arbitrarily imagined until now, it didn’t matter at all.
Whatever her true intentions were, the Leia he had seen so far was not a lie.
And the fact that she was confessing like this just made him think she really was an angel.
To feel guilt over such a small amount of selfishness or jealousy… just how kind does a person have to be to get like this?
“Huh?!”
“So what if you are? Being selfish is fine. Everyone is. By that logic, I’m a piece of trash for trying to monopolize all of you. And jealousy? That’s just cute. It’s to the point where I almost wish you’d be even more jealous.”
“B-but…”
“And most importantly. I already told you, didn’t I? I like you, Leia. No matter what you’re feeling or what you do, my feelings won’t change. I like you for being Leia. Why would I hate it when you’re just being honest with your own heart? Deserve to be loved? You don’t need something so grand as a qualification to be loved by me. If anything, it’s me who might need to be qualified to be loved by you.”
“G-Guwon…”
Tears streaming down her face, Leia clung to him.
“So, Leia. For now, don’t think about anything else. Just one thing. Tell me your true feelings. What do you think of me?”
“I love you! From the day you saved me, I’ve loved you all this time!”
“I love you, too. As long as our feelings for each other are mutual, that’s all that matters, right?”
“Is it really, truly okay for you to accept a woman like me? I’m really…”
“It’s okay. I’ll accept you, no matter what. So you can throw all your true feelings at me without holding back.”
“Guwon…!”
As if unable to control her emotions, Leia kissed Guwon’s lips, tears still flowing.
The first kiss he’d shared with Leia while she wasn’t in her Gumiho state was sweet and euphoric.
It felt as if his entire being was being sucked in… wait, what?! My entire being is being sucked in?! Don’t tell me?!
He cracked his eyes open slightly and glanced at the corner of his vision.
…Yep, it’s being drained.
His life force gauge was slowly decreasing.
Goddammit. Right in the middle of such a good mood.
Guwon hurriedly tried to pull away from Leia.
But it was too late.
As if determined never to let him go, Leia wrapped her legs around his waist.
“Guwon. Guwon. Guwon. I love you. More than anyone. More than Sara. More than anyone else. So more. More. Look at me. Only at me…”
Leia murmured endlessly, peppering him with small kisses.
Her eyes were already glowing with an bewitching violet light, and nine tails were swaying behind her back.
…She’s completely transformed into a Gumiho, but she’s speaking properly.
Could it be? Has she finally gained perfect control in her Gumiho state? At this timing?
What is this? It’s not some manga. This is like she awakened through the power of love or something.
“Leia? Are you conscious…?”
“Guwon. I love you. Guwon. Guwon.”
Nope. She wasn’t. Of course not.
Leia was just repeating herself; it seemed she wasn’t fully rational.
No matter what Guwon said to her, she just kept repeating the same words.
Anyway, what do I do about this?
Even though it was a deserted alley, it was still a place where someone could pop out at any moment.
And Leia’s Gumiho state wouldn’t be released until they had sex once.
It was a given that they had to do it here.
…We won’t get caught, right?
If someone saw them and his relationship with Leia became awkward again, he’d seriously want to die.
Not after they’d finally connected like this.
Just as Guwon turned his head to scan their surroundings, Leia cupped his face with both hands, fixing his gaze and showering him with kisses.
“More. Look only at me. Only at me. Guwon. Guwon.”
Ah, screw it. I’ll deal with Leia first and think later.
To do that, he first had to do something about their current position.
With Leia clinging to him, her legs wrapped around his waist, there was no way to get his member out.
“Lei, mmph. Leia. This…”
When Guwon flexed his member to make his point, Leia moved her hips sensuously, rubbing her groin against his through her clothes.
Leia’s actions as a Gumiho were, as expected, incredibly seductive, and that movement alone was intensely stimulating.
Aaargh. This is driving me crazy. Grinding is nice, but let’s get it in first.
Guwon used the strength in his arms to unwrap Leia’s legs from his waist and finally managed to undo the front of his pants and free himself.
But Leia was only off him for a moment before she wrapped her legs around his waist again and moved her hips.
Guwon’s member was exposed, but Leia was still fully clothed.
She began stimulating his fully exposed member with her groin through her priestess’s robe.
The feeling of sacrilege, as if defiling a holy being, made Guwon even more aroused than usual.
Guwon grabbed Leia’s bottom with one hand, pulling her hips back for a moment, and used his other hand to push the front of her priestess’s skirt to the side.
Since its modification, the priestess’s robe had a deep slit on the side like a cheongsam, making it easy to move aside.
Then, as Leia pressed her groin against him again, he reached behind her, grabbed her panties, and barely managed to pull them to the side.
The moment their bare skin finally met, Leia spread the fluid flowing from her groin onto his member as if lubricating it.
And then, she immediately swallowed him whole.
“Hieungh-ngeung-eup!”
As Leia was about to let out a moan, Guwon quickly clamped a hand over her mouth, barely managing to silence her.
“Hngeup! Heup! Hnngh-eup!”
Even with her mouth covered, Leia’s jaw moved ceaselessly, as if she were trying to say something.
He couldn’t see the shape of her mouth, but Guwon had a good idea of what she was saying.
She’s probably chanting my name, isn’t she?
Leia turned her head toward his face as if wanting to kiss again, but he couldn’t allow it.
“Sorry, Leia. This is to keep the sound from leaking out. Please understand.”
Using a kiss to muffle sounds only works when the other person has some intention of being quiet. Kissing someone who had lost their senses and had no will to quiet their moans would have no effect.
When Guwon spoke firmly, Leia licked his palm with a dissatisfied expression.
The ticklish sensation was so surprising he almost pulled his hand away, but Guwon barely managed to hold on.
But Leia’s assault didn’t end there.
She aimed her nine tails at him and began to tickle different parts of his body.
First, two tails wrapped around his legs. Another two around his arms. One coiled around his neck, holding him in place. Then, two began to tickle both sides of his chest, one teased his abs, and one circled around to his rear to tickle a very dangerous spot. The pleasure was no joke.
It was a pleasure so intense it made him wonder if the Gumiho had been holding back all this time.
This cunning vixen.
Here I am, desperately trying not to get caught, and she pulls this.
If we get caught, you’re the one who’s going to be embarrassed later, not me, you know?
Guwon decided to launch an immediate counterattack.