I Became the Yakuza's Nanny (5)
"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry… If you keep going, I'll break… It's all my fault!! P-please, stooop…"
-Crunch.
The moment I saw the video, I wanted to smash everything to pieces. All I'd been doing was waiting for him to return, yet what remained was nothing but the end of a small videotape.
Why did this have to happen? Why was Sihyun being gang-raped on the other side of that screen?
My insides felt like they were rotting away. My chest was so tight that if I didn't crush someone right now, I was going to lose my mind.
My whole body burned. The heat had nowhere to go, and it felt like I would snap at any second.
Help me… Yui.
-Click.
I slid the gun into its holster and stepped outside. I'd gather information starting now. I'd find him soon.
If I didn't, I wasn't sure I'd be able to hold myself back.
***
"Ugh… Stop it…"
"Sis, this guy's smiling."
"Leave him. Must be having a nice dream."
I had no idea how long they'd been using me. I couldn't even remember how many times. My head spun in circles, and the strange stench covering my body made my stomach churn.
Looking at the time, not even a full day had passed. Fear made my entire body shake uncontrollably.
My cock felt broken. It only stung; I couldn't feel any proper sensation anymore.
It was like my body no longer belonged to me. At this point I could almost believe someone had simply set my crotch on fire.
Even if I made it back to my original world, I probably wouldn't be having sex for a long while…
"What the hell? This isn't getting hard anymore."
"For a guy, he kept it up pretty damn well. Way better than those losers who can't move after shooting once."
"Tsk… What a shame. Ah, let's use that."
"Use what?"
I couldn't tear my eyes away from the ominous syringe she brought over after thinking for a moment. The instant she reached for my arm, I knew. I couldn't let that thing into me.
When you live in the yakuza world, you see all kinds of people. Among them are the dealers and the junkies soaked in their product.
Most junkies met miserable ends. Even when their bodies were nothing but skin and bones, the horrifying sight of them craving the drug more than food.
And of course, it was the yakuza who smuggled that poison.
"No… Not that…!"
"Huh? It's better than drugs, so just endure it a little~ Darling. We'll show you heaven."
-Squish.
The cold needle piercing my skin sent goosebumps racing across my entire body. It was going in. Some strange liquid was entering me.
I didn't want to feel it, but the sensation of something sliding through my veins was pure hell.
At first I thought it was fine because I felt nothing, but then the wrongness hit.
An insane heat surged through me, and suddenly the world before my eyes began to spin.
"What the hell did you… what did you just inject me with?!"
"An aphrodisiac? It's normally used on livestock, but someone modified it."
My breathing grew ragged. Strength was flooding into my cock that shouldn't have been able to get hard anymore.
"This will look great on video. A yakuza getting fucked after taking an aphrodisiac? It'll sell like crazy."
"Ugh… Noooo… I'm really going to break…"
Then a woman climbed on top of me. She pressed her dripping pussy against me and drove it all the way down in one thrust.
The soft pressure combined with mind-shattering pleasure forced me to cum the instant I was inside.
The drug's effect was insane. This was not pleasure a person was meant to endure.
If I got used to this, I'd never be able to go back to a normal life. I'd never be satisfied with just Yui anymore.
I hated it. I was finally about to enjoy a happy life, yet this was the last thing I wanted.
The more I struggled, the more disgustingly good the pleasure surging from my cock buried inside her cunt felt.
"Mmmngh…♥ This guy… he's trying to knock me up!! Thanks for the healthy seed. Feel free to creampie as much as you want. No responsibility necessary."
"Nooooo… Help me, Yui. My head's going crazy. Pleeease…"
"I don't know who this Yui is, but give up already! You'll be spending the rest of your life milking out cum right here."
When one woman finished, another immediately took her place on top of me.
The miserable cycle of injecting me with drugs to force it back up whenever it went soft. I knew I was breaking down bit by bit, but the fact that I could do nothing about it filled me with despair.
I hadn't come here to feel this powerless. So why was I still here?
Even though I could return to my original world right now, why wasn't I doing it?
Because I believed. Because I believed Yui would eventually come to save me. That's why I was hesitating.
If I left now, it felt like I'd never be able to return to this world again.
"What a truly vulgar sight. So this is what a boar looks like after it's done mating."
"You…"
"Now, this is your final choice. Will you become this queen's concubine? After seeing your defiled state, no woman will want you. This is your last chance."
Xiao Lian was persuading me with a light threat.
She was tempting me with the idea that even Yui, after seeing me like this, would abandon me, that I was tainted.
I wanted to be comfortable right now. I didn't want to keep getting injected with drugs and forced to fuck other women.
"If I become your concubine… what do I have to do?"
"It's simple. Just eat your meals as usual and keep pumping semen into this queen until she is pregnant. Of course, when you do it with this queen, you must shake your hips with everything you have."
Yeah, it's only for a moment. If I just become that woman's for a little while…
I loved Yui. I wasn't becoming this Chinese woman's concubine because I liked her.
It was only so I could rest for a while until she came to save me. After finishing my self-justification, I took her hand.
Unlike the women before, her trained hand felt firm and rough.
"Then I must confirm your sincerity. Kiss me. Pour your love into it."
-Chuu♥
Since I wanted no more pleasure, I kissed her with everything I had. Unlike her calloused hands, her soft lips carried a pleasant scent.
It wasn't disgusting but sweet, so I tangled my tongue with hers even harder just to forget everything else.
When she playfully pressed her tongue against the roof of my mouth, I had to push mine in, pull hers out, and suck on it.
"Acceptable. What are you all doing? Not treating this queen's new concubine properly?"
The eyes of the women who had been raping me until a moment ago changed completely. They led me somewhere else.
In a bath that looked fit for Chinese emperors, they washed me as if attending to royalty. Even though I hadn't done anything, they scrubbed my hair, shoulders, knees, and feet, covering me in foam until not a single drop of sexual fluids remained.
I got hard midway from their touches, but the women worked so diligently without paying it any mind that I was the one who ended up flustered.
"Now that you're clean, you look even more handsome. With a face like that, it won't matter whether you give me a son or a daughter."
"Just what are you…"
"You must be hungry. Shall we eat? I didn't know your preferences, so I had the chef prepare their very best dishes."
-Sizzle.
On the table lay an astonishing spread—not just Chinese cuisine, but Korean and Japanese dishes as well.
I still couldn't figure out her intentions. After tormenting me so viciously, why treat me so well now?
"You're not eating… If it doesn't suit your taste, I'll summon the chef and—"
"It's fine. I'll eat."
I first brought the most noticeable kimchi stew to my lips. The aroma and appearance were perfect, but what about the taste?
The moment the flavor exploded in my mouth, I nearly lost my mind. It was delicious. So this was what real kimchi stew tasted like?
After everything I'd suffered, this meal was insanely good.
"As expected of someone with a warrior's body. You eat like a true warrior."
I didn't care how she saw it. Right now I just needed to empty this bowl of rice.
The warm food filling my starved stomach seemed to bring my strength back little by little. I finally understood the saying that satisfying basic desires equaled happiness.
For some reason, in this moment, I felt happy.
"Now that you've finished eating, shall we go to bed?"
"..."
The bedroom I was half-dragged into greeted me with a fluffy bed and scented candles. The environment was so comfortable that simply lying down felt like it would put me right to sleep.
I can't sleep.
Why? I was clearly exhausted, yet closing my eyes made it impossible to focus.
"Hehe, it seems your lower half is still uncomfortable. This queen shall assist you a little."
Xiao Lian casually removed my pants. I stayed perfectly still, not resisting her movements.
If I moved now, I was terrified I'd receive the same torture as before. Any more shock than that and it would be the end of me.
I kept my mouth tightly shut and endured her touch. It wasn't rough. She caressed me softly, gently.
It feels good… Even though it stings, her hand is stroking me so softly…
I didn't want to feel pleasure, but Xiao Lian's hands were incredibly smooth.
"Ugh… No. If you keep doing it that gently—"
"Why does it not feel good? Is this queen's control of strength not to your liking?"
"Khk…"
That soft touch felt good.
"Even under the influence of the drug, the fact that it stands so rigidly is proof that it felt good, is it not?"
"No… it's not."
"Then what is it? Since this queen has helped you, move yourself. Or would you prefer this queen to move for you?"
Xiao Lian lay down with her back against me and gestured for me to take both her hands.
Of course it would be easier if she moved, but violent movement might break my cock, so I chose to move on my own.
"Look here… This queen is already fully prepared."
"I know, so just get down… Doing it like that is embarrassing."
She lifted her qipao proudly, revealing her most intimate parts.