The Weight of Unseen Gains
At some point, the company workload had grown so overwhelming that I found myself wondering if work was something you were never supposed to do too well. Tasks were constantly dumped on me from the management team, and without any proper programs in place, I had to grind through endless typing and categorization. Every time something changed or a new requirement was added, I had to design new functions and algorithms from scratch. On top of that, to supply goods to Vietnamese buyers, I spent every spare moment analyzing markets, designing sales scenarios, and repeating trial and error. It was a period where I invested a great deal of time establishing my own work methods.
And then there was the coin situation. Cryptocurrencies that had built up record-breaking Kimchi Premium kept pumping without limit, hitting new all-time highs every day. I sold off Bitcoin and various altcoins at reasonable points, pocketing the profits. After watching new coins launch and run smoothly, I moved everything to the domestic U Exchange. I liquidated all my coins there and realized over 900% returns. But human greed knows no bounds. I stared blankly at the coins that continued pumping far beyond my sell prices, agonizing daily over whether to re-enter. The words “If I had just held…” haunted me as I suffered from the opportunity cost. The stress was so severe that I developed gastritis in just one week.
Fortunately, the pumping didn’t last forever. Only after the coins finally dropped below the prices at which I had sold did I regain some mental stability. That was how I stumbled into 2018, spending another two frantic weeks before I could finally find calm again. I could manage work-related stress to some degree, but the stress of a novice trader who felt he had missed out on even greater profits was beyond imagination. I kept muttering, “If I had held until the top, how much would it have been?” Honestly, I now know it’s impossible without seeing the future, but back then, losing such an enormous sum for the first time made my hands—and my whole body—tremble.
Every moment of stress from coins, piled on top of work stress, made me snap at the smallest things. Anger would flare, then leave me completely drained because I couldn’t do anything about it. It was a vicious cycle where stress bred more stress in an endless loop. I needed an outlet.
The stress I received after work was manageable. Because Iseul would always spread her legs for me and drain the lust that had built up in my cock. Since my main assets were in coins and she had benefited the most from them, she understood the current situation better than anyone. She comforted me every day and took care of my mental state. If that wasn’t enough, we could drink together, or I could simply pass out drunk early. That worked too.
But at the company, none of that was possible. Irritation bred more irritation, and once stress piled up, there seemed to be no way to release it. Back then, I hated the management team for constantly dumping even simple tasks on me. Just seeing the director’s face—the one who proactively told me to take on more work—made me want to throw a punch without thinking. Every day, I barely held onto my sanity.
What helped me through that suffering was Eunhye.
She was so kind and gentle that she couldn’t ignore my visible distress. She reached out first, offering to help relieve my stress. And I thoroughly exploited her good heart.
It started in mid-December 2017.
Eunhye seemed to like being able to nap in bed, because she always came to the warehouse during lunch with a bright, happy expression. She even started keeping a toothbrush and toothpaste set there. After finishing her meal, she would head straight to the warehouse, brush her teeth in the bathroom, and then kiss me. During this period, kissing Eunhye was nice, but I couldn’t tear my eyes away from the coin charts. When I was staring at the monitor, she would climb onto my lap herself and give me the promised kiss. Afterward, she would head straight to bed and enjoy her nap.
Sometimes, seeing Eunhye sleeping so defenselessly made me want to play some naughty prank on her. But I couldn’t look away from the coin market. Lunch hour would pass in the blink of an eye, and I would wake her at the appropriate time. When I did, she would rise in a drowsy haze and accept my kiss. Once the short kiss woke her up, she would quickly tidy herself and leave the warehouse.
We spent those peaceful days in mutual satisfaction.
Then the incident happened.
It was a Monday, not long after we had started our kiss time. Now that I could relieve my sexual desires with Iseul, I was kissing Eunhye with the feeling of playing a simulation game to make her mine. My grand plan was to approach her step by step again, ease her wariness, gradually earn permission for small things, and ultimately make her my woman. The results were already clear—I could lightly caress her over her clothes, and when she left work, she allowed me to strip her as much as I wanted and knead her breasts freely. So I didn’t think this game would take very long from the start.
In the beginning, I focused only on making her feel safe and off guard. I continued with kisses and light petting without pushing further. The sexual desire that built up every day from constant stimulation but was never released—I firmly believed it would eventually explode and make her offer her body to me willingly.
And it seemed my effort and patience were working. Eunhye gradually treated me more comfortably and began to enjoy our kisses without as much hesitation. After kissing, we also spent more time sharing the stories we had kept inside, which let me see that real change was happening.
When the two of us talked, I often held her in my arms. After kissing on the bed or in the chair, I would embrace her, stroke her, inhale her scent, and kiss her again. If she said she wanted to rest, I would lie down with her on the bed and nap together, or return to my desk to check on the coins.
Everything was proceeding smoothly according to plan. At first, it was fine. Nothing happened. Eunhye was enjoying the new world of napping at the company, and I was completely focused on the coins that kept surging and changing numbers every day.
The problem came after that.
Once I made my decision, I set sell targets for all my coins and began liquidating them little by little. Not long after, on the day I successfully sold everything, I checked the profits and let out a cheer of victory. My total assets, including coins, had surpassed 10 billion won. The dopamine rush made it impossible to think straight.
That day, I took Iseul and Byeol out for dinner. After enjoying delicious dessert, we returned home and celebrated the win. Once Byeol fell asleep, Iseul and I drank whiskey. We had passionate sex as a form of celebration, then I held her in my arms like a real married couple and spent the night with her.
Hell began the very next day.
The next day? Of course it was a bull market. The January 2018 bull run was an insane one, with Kimchi Premium exceeding 50%. Every morning I woke up to red candles, pumping, and money being copied endlessly. I never thought I could perfectly time the absolute top. But when the margin of error stretched across several days and the missed gains climbed to 20%, then 30%, it became hard to stay rational.
If I had sold now, how much more would I have made… What could I have done with that…
Those thoughts chained together endlessly. Buried in opportunity cost, I had to go to work under tremendous stress. And it was Eunhye who helped me through that agony.
“Jinsu, what is this? Stocks?”
Early in the first week of January 2018. After finishing our familiar kiss with Eunhye sitting on my lap, she showed interest in the chart displayed on the monitor. I stroked her thigh over her stockings as I answered.
“No. It’s similar, but not stocks. It’s called Bitcoin.”
“Bitcoin? Isn’t that a pyramid scheme?”
That was the common perception. At the time, ordinary people viewed coins as gambling or scams. It was something only a certain group of people did—their own league. But starting from late 2017, it became quite a hot topic. News that you could actually make money brought in speculators, creating enormous trading volume. That was how the current coin market had gradually grown. Even though my holdings were split across many altcoins, the market had absorbed my 9.4 billion won personal position without so much as a ripple.
Eunhye, seeing my account balance for the first time, couldn’t take her eyes off the monitor. Countless numbers flashed like lightning, moving up and down, while the balance changed by millions of won in an instant. That day, she never left my lap. She watched as I liquidated the coins little by little, reading the situation.
I moved between ten different coins, checking charts and trading volume, predicting whether they would rise or fall, selling a little, then watching again. Even though watching me trade must have been quite boring, Eunhye stayed glued to me, watching until the end while nestled in my arms. The constantly changing balance. The charts turning red and blue. Seeing coins turn into cash, the astonished Eunhye asked all sorts of questions. She leaned against me in a comfortable position and watched with great interest.
Trading isn’t about constantly doing something. You keep the chart open and watch, only moving when it’s time to execute a sell order. There isn’t much to do, so it should have been boring, but Eunhye watched the charts as if it were entertaining. And I was glad she stayed on my lap instead of napping in bed like usual. It kept me from getting bored. With assets piling up rapidly, dopamine was constantly flooding my brain, and having a beautiful woman sitting on my lap was always welcome. It felt like I had succeeded and now held a beauty in my arms. At the time, it wouldn’t have been an exaggeration to say I was walking on air.
On top of that, I was allowed to touch and caress her body lightly over her clothes. Her sweet scent, warm body heat, and the soft sensation under my hands all made me feel incredibly good. I stroked her thighs while checking the charts, occasionally kissing her cheek or sharing deep kisses with her. I would touch her thighs while looking at the chart, place sell orders, then slip my hand under her hoodie to gently fondle her breasts. When a sell order executed and part of a coin turned into money, I would pull her into my arms, kiss her, and celebrate the successful trade. She would watch the rapidly changing screen, accept my kisses, and each time she allowed my touch, her breathing grew faster and hotter.
That day, Eunhye didn’t maintain her usual boundaries. She accepted the excitement. Overwhelmed by the thrill of successful profits and her strangely passionate kissing, I couldn’t hold back. Without a word, I lifted her hips slightly, pulled up her skirt, and dragged down her panties and pantyhose together. I also lifted her top to expose her breasts, then continued kissing her. Undressing—something I had only been permitted during evening kiss time after work—happened in an instant. Since Eunhye didn’t reject my actions, I naturally began caressing her and sharing the joy of my profits with her.
It was her implicit permission.
I kneaded her breasts and ass to my heart’s content and, for the first time in a while, slid my hand toward her pussy.
Squelch! Squelch! Squelch!
“Hngh! Jinsu…!”
“Team Leader. Why are you so wet?”
“I… I don’t know either!”
“Want to do it once?”
“N-no! Not at the company! Stop. Stop it!”
“Then I’ll just do a little more.”
“Hngh! Jinsu! Jinsuuu!”
I pulled her pale pink panties and pantyhose down to her knees in case they got wet, then slowly moved the finger inside her pussy. With my other hand, I supported her back and grabbed her breast. I lowered my head, took her nipple into my mouth, and sucked. Eunhye wrapped both arms around my head and swallowed a small scream. Since this was the warehouse where no one came, a little noise was fine, but the sight of her desperately holding back her moans was so arousing that I left her like that. I alternated between licking and gently biting her erect nipples.
We had kissed and petted while half-undressed several times before, but it had been a while since she had received foreplay that felt like sex was about to begin. Eunhye showed quite a good reaction. Yet even though she kept saying no, she didn’t grab my hand to stop me or jump up and run away like she usually did. Had the sexual desire she had steadily built up over the past week finally exploded? Had her pent-up frustration finally made her accept me? Or had she been reassured after confirming what I had always told her—that I could take responsibility for her?
I didn’t know exactly what was in her mind that day, but she allowed and accepted my hands as they caressed her.
Squelch! Squelch! Squelch! Squelch!
“Haa! Haa! Jinsuuu~ Haaang! Stop~!”
Still unfamiliar with doing this at the company, Eunhye held back her beautiful voice and refused to moan. I wanted to see how long she could endure. I sucked hard on her breasts, determined to make her sweet voice echo through the warehouse. I alternated between stroking her waist and ass, heightening her arousal.
Confirming from her hot breathing that she was too aroused to refuse what came next, I lifted her up and carried her to the bed. I passed through the door of the secret room—which I had recently started leaving open during lunch—and laid her down directly on the bed. After completely removing the underwear and stockings tangled around her legs and spreading them apart, Eunhye covered her pussy with both hands and said,
“Haa. Haa. N-no! Hnnng…”
“Don’t worry. I’m just going to have a little taste.”
“You, you’re going to end up doing it again, aren’t you!”
“I absolutely won’t. I can hold back, but Team Leader, don’t you need to cum at least once after getting like this?”
“I-I can hold it too, you know?!”
“After already leaking this much? Just stay still.”
“Jinsu! Haaang!”
Slurp! Sluuurp! Chuuuup!
I took Eunhye’s pussy into my mouth in one big bite for the first time in a while. I sucked and drank the love juices that had flowed out from her heavy breathing, then licked around her labia and pushed my tongue inside. I could feel her writhing in pleasure, letting out muffled moans. The secret scent that had been trapped in her panties for half a day, along with a faint salty taste. Even the slightly sticky, dirty aroma aroused me greatly. Thinking it was good, I licked every corner clean with my tongue, sucked it all up, then began earnestly devouring her overflowing pussy.
I wrapped my arms around her legs so she couldn’t escape and used my hands to tease her clitoris and pussy, guiding her toward climax. Her moans from the long-awaited pleasure filled the room as she slightly lifted her hips. Seeing how happy she looked, I grew even more excited and worked my tongue and fingers harder.
“Hngh! Hng! Ahng! Jinsu!”
“Chuuuuurp! Does it feel good, Team Leader?”
“Haak! Haak! Jinsu, I…!”
Chuuuuurp! Slurp! Chuuup! Chuuup!
“Hnnnngh!”
Finally, Eunhye climaxed, spraying her juices onto my face. It was her first orgasm with me in a long time, and her first orgasm experienced at the company. I vigorously drank as much of the pussy juice that gushed out as I could, then stood up. I wiped my face with a nearby wet tissue, then cleaned around her pussy and tidied her up. After that, I lay down beside her, held her in my arms, and continued kissing.
Slurp! Sluuurp! Chuuuuurp! Slurp!
“Team Leader. Did it feel good?”
My naughty hands once again toyed with her ass and breasts. Still catching her hot breath from the rare orgasm, Eunhye accepted my tongue with difficulty. Watching her accept my touches and caresses, I thought, If it’s like this, it should be fine. Should I go further? The moment that thought crossed my mind, the phone on the desk began to ring. It was the alarm signaling 1:20. Time for Eunhye to return to the office.
“Pwah! Haa. Haa.”
“Whew. Time really flew by.”
“Y-yeah. Ahem. Can you give me some wet tissues and my p-panties?”
“Just a moment.”
Snapped back to reality by the alarm, Eunhye pushed against my chest with both hands. We ended the kiss and separated. I handed her the wet tissues and the underwear I had removed so she could tidy herself. Realizing that her suddenly heated body and the heated atmosphere had nearly made her allow sex without thinking, Eunhye awkwardly pretended nothing had happened and began cleaning up. I watched her while desperately cooling the sexual desire I hadn’t been able to release.
Eunhye took the wet tissues and wiped her thighs and inner groin, which were a mess of my saliva and her own juices. She put on the underwear and pantyhose I had removed, pulled down the skirt that had been hiked up, put her bra back on, lowered her top, and finished adjusting her clothes overall before getting up from the bed. I sprayed fabric deodorizer on her clothes just in case. Seeing the bottle in my hand, she turned her body in a circle to help it reach every corner. After perfectly tidying up, she glanced briefly at the bed where she had almost had sex, then looked at me and said,
“You… If you suddenly do that, it’s really troublesome. I told you it’s not allowed at the company.”
“Haha. Your reaction was so good that I couldn’t help myself… But I held back in the middle, didn’t I? Can’t you understand this much?”
“Huuu… Did you plan to do this from the beginning?”
“It was a mistake today, a mistake. Actually, aren’t you the one who was expecting it, Team Leader?”
I spoke while gently embracing her. I lightly bit her earlobe, then released it and whispered,
“Did you really not expect that we would end up doing it?”
“T-that’s not it at all!”
Startled by my words, Eunhye pushed me away with both arms. She lowered her bright red face and huffed for a while before trying to scold me. Realizing there wasn’t enough time, she turned and headed for the door, saying,
“I-if you do this again next time, I really won’t come anymore!”
“Be careful on your way~ See you later!”
“Hmph!”
Eunhye left the warehouse with those words. I couldn’t hide my smile as I watched her adorable retreating figure. Even though the coins were doing well and the mood was right, seeing Eunhye react to my caresses without the slightest resistance made me feel like I could advance our relationship even faster. Everything seemed to be going perfectly. Even though she had spoken sharply, the way she had clearly looked disappointed when the phone alarm rang remained vivid in my mind. I felt there was no need to worry too much about our current stalemate.
After that, perhaps I could pick up the pace a little in advancing our relationship? If I could just give her an excuse like “I couldn’t help it,” she would probably allow her body with just a request, or even if I mixed in a bit of coercion. Maybe Eunhye was waiting for that too? That thought gave strength to my judgment that I should be more proactive.
But it was only expectation, after all. After that incident, Eunhye went back on the defensive. She only allowed kisses. She wouldn’t let me undress her in the evening, nor did she permit my touch in the morning. Having ambiguously provoked the cat’s wariness, I had to pay the price. When lunchtime came again the next day, Eunhye climbed onto my lap as if she had no choice. She assumed the familiar kissing posture, but her expression was full of wariness, as if expecting me to try something else.
The kiss that began with such difficulty. I carefully stroked her thighs over her pants. Unlike yesterday, Eunhye had worn pants and was wary of my touch, so I couldn’t feel her bare skin. When I tried to undo her pants, she stopped me.
“Don’t. They’ll get wet.”
“But you wouldn’t let me do anything last night or this morning either. Are you still not over your anger?”
“That’s… Anyway, it’s troublesome at the company.”
“Then over the clothes? That should be fine, right?”
“… Don’t do it too intensely. Yesterday I kept leaking at my desk all day. It was really troublesome.”
“Yes, yes. I’ll prepare countermeasures for that too.”
“Sigh… That’s not what I meant. Chuuup!”
Feeling good after hearing that my caresses had kept her body hot all day yesterday, I smiled brightly and reached for her. Having obtained her permission, even if only a little, I first wrapped my left arm around her waist and extended my right arm to stroke and knead her ass. When I brought my face closer, Eunhye hugged me back and kissed me. Having lowered her guard somewhat, she tangled her tongue with mine as if she had been lacking it too. She eagerly sucked up plenty of my saliva, showing a gap between her words and actions that made me smile.
Unable to hold back at her enthusiasm, I carried her to the bed while still kissing her. Lying on top of her, I continued the kiss and indulged my desires by giving her plenty of the caresses she had told me not to do over her clothes. I almost ended up stripping her again, but I stopped my hands just before crossing the line. I held her in my arms, caught my breath, and we shared simple conversation. Then we both fell asleep just like that.
Not long after, we woke up startled by the alarm. Eunhye hurriedly tidied herself and left the warehouse. Since I hadn’t stripped her this time, I was declared innocent, but I still received another warning. I had thought the flow was good and everything would be fine… but being told it was okay over clothes but not under them felt really too much. Still, there was no rush. I decided to approach her leisurely as I had originally planned and be satisfied with our daily routine of holding and kissing her.
But that daily life only lasted until I finished liquidating all my assets.