Want Me to Suck It?
The sedan carrying the two of them hummed down the road. There was something about a night drive through streets glittering with neon that gently softened a person's emotions. Lexy stared out the window in silence for a while.
"Something on your mind?"
Kang-jun asked as they stopped at a red light. Lexy snapped back to herself and turned toward him. Ah—she let out a little sound and grinned like an idiot. Somehow, though, the smile looked a little more pitiful than usual.
"No, I'm fine."
"Doesn't seem like it. …If it's bothering you, I'll take you back. Go on."
"No! I'm really fine. Seriously. Ken must've been pretty wasted today. …You're upset, aren't you? Sorrrry…."
Lexy waved her hands in exaggerated denial. It was true that Ken weighed on her, but he didn't even begin to compare to being with Kang-jun. What she was really worried about was whether he might have been hurt.
The light turned green and the sedan surged forward again. Everything approached slowly, then whipped past.
A brief silence settled in. Lexy fidgeted with her fingers laced over her lower belly. She desperately wanted to break the quiet.
"Nice car. Did you just get it?"
"Yeah."
"I see. …But it's been forever since we last met, right?"
"Yeah."
Awkward silence again. Lexy started to get antsy. Her own lack of conversation skills made her feel pathetic. …I should've learned a few things from the unnies.
She quickly messaged her unnies for help. I'm in the car and I don't know what to say, what do I do?
"Did you miss me?"
"Huh?"
Lexy's head jerked up from the screen. Her heart pounded.
"…Yeah."
"How much?"
"A lot…."
"Show me with your body."
"My body?"
So Lexy stretched both arms high over her head and made a big circle. Thiiis much. Then she grinned.
"Not like that."
"…Not like that?"
Kang-jun took his hand off the gearshift and rested it on Lexy's thigh. Ah. The touch of his palm against bare skin sent heat flooding through her body all at once. …Suddenly she remembered that intoxicating night from before. How intense the sensation had been—she could still recall it vividly.
The car stopped at another red light. Kang-jun turned his head sideways. His eyes gleamed strangely.
"Short skirt today, huh?"
"Yeah."
A pure white miniskirt. How many male imaginations had sprouted seeds inside it?
"Lift it up."
A little short of breath, Lexy took hold of the hem and slowly raised it. Her panties came into view. Lace-trimmed. Bright red.
A pure white miniskirt, and bright red panties underneath.
"Wearing slutty panties."
Lexy pressed her lips tight.
"We didn't even have plans today."
"I just…."
"Ahh."
Kang-jun smirked crookedly.
"Because of Ken? You wore them to show Ken?"
Lexy's eyes flew wide. Her chest dropped.
"N-no—!"
"Keep your voice down."
"S-sorry. You just startled me. …Anyway, it's not like that. Don't get the wrong idea, Kang-jun."
"How am I supposed to believe that? Watching you today, I got a little suspicious."
"It's really not. Please believe me, Kang-jun. I—I'm really not anything with Ken."
Lexy pleaded the truth.
"Then why did you come dressed like this, hmm? …It's suspicious."
"I just wanted to feel good. No other reason."
"Feel good how?"
"…Like I was going on a date with you."
"What does that have to do with this?"
Kang-jun was relentless. He wouldn't let it slide. Lexy felt more and more like she was being stripped bare. …He peeled her open, layer by layer.
"That's…."
"That's what?"
Lexy shut her mouth. Her gaze dropped. She was still holding the skirt hem up, so her own lace-trimmed bright red panties were on full display. …She couldn't deny they were slutty.
The sedan hummed forward, then stopped again at another red light. Being on a busy downtown stretch, there were an unusual number of signals.
"Because you wanted to have sex?"
Lexy bit down hard on her lower lip, her head dropping even lower.
—So you're going off to fuck that bastard right now?
Ken's words suddenly came back to her. What had shocked her then was how precisely the sharp blade had struck the mark. …The truth was, the thought of sex had left her excited.
"Is that it, hmm?"
Kang-jun's hand touched her thigh again. Nnh. The two hands gripping her skirt hem pulled together toward the center. His hand slowly, slowly pushed farther inward.
"Tell me. Come on."
"Tell you what…?"
"What's really on your mind. What you were thinking when you put on these slutty panties."
"I just—Kang-jun, I just…."
"Just put them on? You that filthy?"
"No, it's not like that…."
The light turned green and the car surged forward again.
Right then her phone buzzed. Kang-jun glanced sideways at her.
"Looks like you got something."
"I—I'll check later."
"Could be Ken. Go on."
Kang-jun smirked crookedly. Lexy prayed it wasn't and checked her phone. Thankfully, it was the unnies' group chat.
Lexy checked just that and flipped her phone face-down again.
"Who is it?"
"Ah, my unnies."
"What'd they say?"
"Nothing, just…. Who I'm with…."
"Tell them."
"Huh?"
"That you're with a guy you like."
"O-okay…."
Lexy tapped at the keypad. She'd already told them she was with a guy earlier, so she wrote something else.
Lexy suddenly got pissed. Oh come on, he is NOT ugly!
Lexy fretted over what to do. Kang-jun saw her and asked what was up.
"Th-they want to see a picture…."
"What picture? Of me?"
"Yeah…."
"Then take one."
"For real?"
"What's the big deal."
Lexy was over the moon. She'd been so disappointed she didn't have any photos of Kang-jun, and this felt like a dream come true.
Oh my god—!
"K-Kang-jun, can I take one more? With me in it…."
"Why?"
"The unnies don't believe me…."
Kang-jun let out a short laugh.
"Sure, take it."
So Lexy put on what she thought was a cute expression and took another shot with both of them in frame.
For a moment no replies came. Lexy kept sneaking glances at Kang-jun. Then the group chat exploded.
How far…. Lexy debated what to type, then decided to hold back a few steps.
Hehe. Lexy's mood soared again. She could practically see the unnies—who normally wouldn't budge for anything—jumping up and down. They were probably dying of jealousy.
These filthy demons, I swear—!
Lexy muted the notifications and turned off the screen. …Not helpful at all.
"What'd they say?"
"Ah, nothing much. Just…."
Time passed like that, and before she knew it they were already in front of her studio apartment building. The sedan pulled into a dark alley and stopped.
"We're here."
Lexy sat still without a word.
"Not getting out?"
"Huh?"
"This is your place."
"Ah, yeah…. What about you?"
"I've gotta head home too."
Ah. Ahh—
"R-right? I s-see."
"Go on in."
"…Okay."
Lexy looked at Kang-jun with heated eyes once, then popped the door open.
Her high heel clicked down onto the asphalt. She glanced back at Kang-jun one more time, gathered her bag, and stood. Then she bent at the waist again and stuck her head back into the car.
"W-well, I'll go then."
"Yeah."
Lexy gently shut the car door. It didn't quite catch. Ah. She quickly opened it again. Her upper body bent once more as she poked her head inside.
"Ah, the door didn't close right."
"Yeah, shut it harder."
"Y-yeah…? Okay…."
This time Lexy closed it with more force. Click. The world went quiet. The cool air-conditioning vanished, and slightly muggy air licked at her skin.
…This is how it ends?
After parting at the front gate that day—how long had it been since she'd seen him….
Lexy didn't hear the click of her own high heels. She was too lost in thought.
Click.
I really missed Kang-jun.
Click.
And he's just leaving like this?
Click.
But how do I stop him.
Click.
I'm a coward.
Lexy's arms hung limp. Only her fingertips barely clung to the bag strap, refusing to let go. She couldn't bring herself to go any farther past the front door.
The sedan still sat there with its lights on, engine idling. She looked toward the driver's seat with one last hopeful gaze, but the dark night made it hard to see Kang-jun clearly.
Lexy bit down hard on her lower lip. The arm she'd stretched out to open the gate never quite reached the handle. She spun around. And she walked slowly, click-click, back toward the car. Her heart hammered wildly.
She walked all the way to the driver's side window and knocked. Tap tap.
The window whirred down. And Kang-jun's face appeared. Even with that slight crooked smile, it was far too handsome a face.
"What?"
"I—K-Kang-jun…."
The words wouldn't come out. But she didn't want to let him go.
"Do—do—do…."
"Do?"
She squeezed her eyes shut.
"Do you… want me to suck your cock…?"