The Death of a Woman
"Modern medicine is impossible to treat at this level."
"....Huh?"
Past karma had already been noticed. It was already too late.
...
..
.
Symptoms had already appeared.
Representative ones were intermittent shortness of breath, pain, fever, and the like.
Nari had thought these were side effects from the drugs, but the body of an awakener was not a fragile thing.
Moreover, an A-class awakener’s body would not easily fall for something as trivial as ‘drugs.’
"Patient’s body is... in a normal state, it would be surprising to see someone still alive."
Yes.
Because it was hard to fall for.
The very fact that such ‘symptoms’ had appeared was already a danger signal.
Moreover, if the body had adapted to the point where they became familiar, that was already the same as a death sentence.
And that was not the end of it.
"Condition of the uterus is also very poor. In this state, it’s almost..."
Awakeners find it difficult to get pregnant.
That is why, conversely, they possess a body capable of carrying a fetus to term.
Just looking at Yun Ayoung alone makes it clear.
Even in a pregnant state, she was subjected to any number of men.
The process would have led to miscarriage in ordinary women, but she had given birth to the child and was still raising it.
In Nari’s case, however.
"...There is also a possibility of miscarriage right upon conception."
Miscarriage had occurred.
A mother’s body had broken down to the point of giving up the child.
However, this, conversely, had brought one blessing/curse to Nari.
"If it’s good news in the midst of bad, it is that the patient has built up an immune system."
Immunity.
The baby’s life force had been drained, and yet her own body had been preserved.
As a result, her condition had not deteriorated further, and she could live outwardly like an ordinary woman.
But that was only ‘like an ordinary woman.’
"As an awakener, life has become impossible to continue."
".........."
To an awakener, this was no different from a death sentence.
Eyes dazed. A mind growing hazy before judgments that could not be accepted.
The doctor in front of her eyes continued, turning toward Sunwoo behind him.
"Kim Sunwoo patient’s body condition is extremely good. No striking points found in the blood test."
"───!"
Sunwoo.
Yes. Thinking about it, Sunwoo was here.
‘I... kissed... Sunwoo.’
Tongue entwined, deep.
However, fortunately, Sunwoo had not caught the illness.
At the moment of relief after that result, exhaling.
"All the others have died... or are hospitalized."
"Eh?"
The doctor said.
It was simply that you had been overwhelmingly lucky.
"Nothing in the news, but there has been a sudden increase in sudden deaths from STDs in prisons lately. The association has been saying several things about it. In the midst of that, seeing the patient... I’m sorry, but I cross-analyzed the sample data."
"....That’s it."
"100% match. The patient’s data and those of the sudden death patients. Symptoms, all signs."
".........."
After that, the content was vaguely remembered.
Modern medicine could not treat it at all.
To treat it, at minimum a true A-class healer must be fully committed, and the infection route was probably heavily from semen.
Even simple needles could be extremely dangerous for people with weakened immunity, it was said.
"Additionally, the patient has now become aware of their symptoms."
Symptoms had been known. The existence of the disease had been realized.
Yet, if the same life had been repeated and someone died again.
"...Then they would be named as the patient, not the villain, a criminal."
Unintentional acts and intentional acts were different.
At least thanks to Korean unique human rights, they had not been imprisoned.
At the doctor’s words that there would be no second chance.
" Hee....."
Nari looked blankly up at the sky.
‘Somehow.’
The body condition had not been good.
Somehow mana was not moving, a feeling of blockage, and...
But it turned out the body had completely broken down.
No longer able to live as an awakener...
"............"
This far, no feeling had appeared.
That the awakener had become... non-awakener.
An A-class awakener suddenly becoming an ordinary person. The news had left her mind numb.
Reality perception was not fully there? No, no.
"Me."
The reason was simple.
"As a woman, I have been broken."
Priority issue.
As a woman. As a female. As a mother.
The only value she possessed had been thrown away entirely.
"───Ah."
"!, Nari!"
Strength drained from the body.
Thud. Sitting slumped on the floor.
Hastily Sunwoo reached out toward her, but...
" Ah.....That, that..."
"...It’s fine."
The hand stopped right in front of her nose.
Naturally.
Infection through semen.
In other words, it meant that a single sweat droplet could infect and kill someone.
In reality, living pathogens. Viruses. How could one reach out to such a person.
Just... it was enough to be grateful that he had come this far together.
He had even paid the STD test cost.
During that time, he had lent out the motel room.
He had even lent food and other living expenses.
All of it.
It was something that should be deeply grateful.
...So.
"...I’m sorry."
"It’s okay."
No.
"So... for now, should we head back to the motel?"
"I said I’m fine!"
Please, don’t.
"Why are you like this? Are you pitying me? Are you pitying me!"
Reverse host and guest. The degree of consciencelessness.
"Right. I’m a dirty woman. I’ve done things with men like animals, and with alcohol and drugs, my brain was gone! But what? Why! It’s my life! My life! Let me live my way! So why should I let my life break, you fucking bastard!"
"..........."
"....Ah."
She had let it slip.
A momentary relief.
At the same time, an overwhelming deep shame. Regret. Disgust.
And
"............"
"....With those... those eyes...!"
In Sunwoo’s gaze that looked at her.
"Don’t look at me with those eyes!"
It was unbearable.
It could not be endured.
Something within her was shattering.
Turning to powder and collapsing.
Wiping away her weak inner parts mercilessly, flailing like sandpaper.
"Don't look! With those eyes! I said don't look!"
Clenched her fist.
Reaching toward Sunwoo.
Smack.
"Ug───?!"
Sunwoo had not blocked it.
Had not resisted.
He had simply taken it as it came.
‘Why....’
She had wanted him to resist instead.
She had wanted him to call her a dog-like bitch and a shameless woman.
She had even wanted him to slap her cheek and turn away.
"You bastard... dog-like.... really, really....!"
But he had done nothing.
Rather, that made her heart ache more.
Strength left the whole body. Vision blurred. Mind hazy.
"...What to do."
When she could no longer reach out with a fist.
Her body fell into Sunwoo’s arms.
"Me... what should I do now, Sunwoo....!"
Sunwoo had not avoided it.
He had not embraced her either, but...
At that spot, simply... quietly.
"Sob.... ugh....!"
Explicit doctor.
But. At this moment, even that.
Nari shed tears. Continuously, endlessly.
By the time she had lost consciousness and collapsed.
‘───Ah.’
A light shone through Sunwoo’s back.
As if he were a savior.
"This body was told by that dirty thing. Yet why keep approaching? Are you going crazy wanting to die?"
"But I can't watch my friend die...."
"You said your life, your way, not like that? If I just let you die, it wouldn't do?"
"Huh."
The reality was quite different.
"But I chose this human, yet at times like this, I'm annoyed. Good things have their limits!"
"But Hecate will protect you, right?"
"...You're bullshitting. Really."
A look of being fed up.
Hecate was kicking her legs as if riding a donkey.
Whether it was good or bad, she did not tear her hair out, so it seemed acceptable in her standard.
*********
"....Ah?"
When she opened her eyes again.
Nari woke up dully on the bed.
Somehow the body was cold. Familiar yet unfamiliar sensation.
Instinctively, she could sense it.
"Me.... now...."
Completely naked.
Without even a thread.
".....Ah."
Something.
An unpleasant memory surfaced.
"Here."
Nothing could be seen around.
No TV or wardrobe.
There was only a thin blanket and one pillow.
At the same time, in her head.
'Imprisoned...?'
At some point.
After being wronged by men and left there.
She remembered lying in a similar space.
Back then, besides herself, several other women had collapsed and struggled, but now it was completely only herself.
"....No way."
Sunwoo had me?
No. It could not be.
But deciding there was no way was also hasty.
Assuming the absolute worst situation.
'I was abandoned. Did someone pick me up?'
Bad delusions continued piling up.
Not good delusions stacked and stacked.
"Until I die, I’ll live as a sex slave....."
And when that thought reached its peak.
"...It couldn’t be."
After all. She and that man would die as is.
A precondition clear enough for the doctor to say directly.
There, the body was already dirty enough.
So now. It felt like that.
‘Since I was abandoned anyway.’
It had been abandoned, and it was rather comfortable.
Nari leaned against the wall, blankly looking at the ceiling.
Boring.
Tedious.
So.
"Ah....♥"
Naturally, the hand lowered.
The body, already developed enough to be mature, quickly began to get wet with orgasm.
"Hue.... haaaaah♥"
Feeling good.
Worry and concern disappeared.
Pinching the clitoris, fingers parting the labia with a click.
Clack. Drip.
"Uh.... uahuee...!!"
Sound of someone walking.
The sound of the door knob turning.
She did not care.
Did not care.
After all, the kidnapper’s actions were predetermined.
So, for now, she should simply leave her body to this pleasure.
No matter the road, the destination was set.
'Just a little more...'
She immersed in masturbation.
Piercing the pussy, pinching and twisting the nipples.
But it was insufficient. Weak. If only there was a penis, but...
"Huep.... ueuee....!"
Without it, as it was.
Nari grabbed her breasts, lifted them upward, put the nipples in her mouth, and weakly bit and sucked.
─Click
"Hiiiiiit!!!"
Climax.
Pleasure.
Head floating, no more stray thoughts.
"...Nari-nim?"
"Hee?"
Yun Ayoung.
Why are you here....?