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Content Warning
"I wrote this, but it's quite intense."
"Summary of the content."
"1. Nari is weak."
"2. Nari is weak."
"3. Nari got hit with a stick."
"4. Now she has no child."
"5. You can skip to the next episode by rereading."
"No need to read if you don't want to, because the back story won't affect the main plot much."
"I warned you in advance."
"But if you still complain about the author after reading, the author will feel very sad!"
Where things went wrong...
That kind of question no longer held any meaning.
So let me change the question.
I am a woman.
"Suck."
"....Yes, Master."
Just what was he actually wanting?
"Ugh.... Chuuuup...."
Probably just to be loved.
Or to receive attention from someone.
Or perhaps to exist as someone "needed" by someone.
No.
Actually, I don't even know anymore.
Maybe I just gave up thinking.
"Uup──OoOoOoOoOk....!"
Thinking is hard.
Remembering hurts.
So just this one moment, giving my body over felt good and comfortable.
Better than struggling to fix the reality right in front of me.
"It hurts."
"Uug..... GuuUuuk...."
It's choking.
The familiar taste. Bitter and disgusting. The taste you want to spit out immediately.
Forcing it into my mouth, chewing, and swallowing it down my throat.
"Asshole."
"........."
My throat feels sticky.
No one is patting my head and telling me it's okay anymore.
There's no friendly light in those eyes.
No eyes full of love.
Just the same look like watching an onahole for sexual relief.
Is that what I wanted deep down?
"ChuuBubBuubk──."
"Ah....!"
The pleasant pleasure.
The moan coming out because my body feels good.
But my mind, unlike my body, stayed calm.
'Calm...?'
Correction.
It wasn't calm.
Not peaceful, not mild.
Just blank.
Like sinking into a bed made of fog.
"A...Aaaang.... Haah...!"
Just reacting to the pleasant feeling.
The brain isn't thinking. It has given up thinking.
The panting breaths. The sounds a horny bitch in heat would make pour out of my mouth.
'This feels bad...'
But it feels good.
At least for now, I can think of nothing.
The will to resist has faded, and only the desire to give up dominates my whole body.
Learned helplessness.
And then... click, the sound of the camera shutter.
"Dick..."
"Why? Could I stop even now?"
"........."
I know.
Where that photo went.
'Sorry, Sunwoo...'
At first, it was just for storage.
So I believed it. Because there was nothing else I could do.
But it wasn't.
I could secretly check the phone to see what happened.
No, that wasn't the only thing.
"HaAaAaAang....!"
Phone playback.
Sunwoo knew.
He had known for a long time.
Even back when I was with Dick.
At first, I was startled by that sound, but now I could tell.
"A....Aaaa...."
When I said sorry to Sunwoo.
Sunwoo said it was okay for me to look at him that way.
I already knew.
Because I knew what Dick and I had done.
Because I knew, there was no reason for a big reaction.
Because I didn't expect anything, I couldn't be betrayed.
That's exactly what it was.
I never expected it in the first place.
From the beginning, there was never a choice for Sunwoo and me to become "lovers."
"H....Haha....♬"
"As I thought, the slut couldn't hold back even when you poked her pussy."
Yeah.
That's where it went wrong.
Or maybe it started wrong before that.
"Want it shoved in? If you want it shoved in, tell me."
"....Heee♡"
I loved Sunwoo.
But he didn't look after me.
So I got frustrated and stepped into it, and it started going off the rails.
"Master's... Master's dick....♡"
It was fun.
Whispering love to me made me so happy.
All the things he did with his strong arms, treating me like a woman felt so new.
Dim lighting.
Drinking with strong liquor and snacks.
The secret skinship that followed, and his sticky voice.
Gradually all of that turned me from a "warrior" into a "woman."
"Mark your dirty cunt with Master's superior dick pleaseee!!"
"Ugh, stop!"
ZububuBubuBubk!
Paang!
'.....!'
Ah.
It's coming.
Comiiing.... Aaaat....!
"HaAaAaAaAaAang!!"
Paang! Paang! Paang!
He's pounding. The thick, brutal dick keeps pounding my womb without rest.
My insides are being crushed. White lightning flashes in front of my eyes.
My whole body shakes and slumps, accompanied by gasping breaths and my vision blurring.
'Feels good?'
I don't know.
It hurts. It hurts.
My stomach churns and I feel like vomiting any second──
"OeEeEeEeEk...!!"
It's not about vomiting. I already vomited.
I kept my face buried in the warm cum and vomit I had just thrown up, pressing it against my pussy.
"Shweeeet....! Really, the only pussy on an A-class hunter wouldn't hold back!"
"OoOok... OoOk.. Ok... OooOooOooK!!!"
He's pounding without stopping.
So dirty.
Do you want to cover a woman with vomit on her face?
Be a little gentle. Be soft.
But she's your woman anyway.
If she's your woman, if she's a woman you love──
'Bullshit'
"AhiiIiIiIiItt?!!"
A woman you love?
Is that how you treat a woman you love?
Of course you can. But...
"It hurts... Clench that pussy you dirty slut!"
"I'm coming I'm coming I'm coming I'm coming I'm cooOooOooOming!!! Aaaat!!!"
Pushing my dick in with all my strength.
It hurts. My waist feels like it's going to snap.
Breathing hard. My vision is not just blurring, it's darkening.
My focus is already gone, and I can't even distinguish the surroundings.
"Keuup... Kolok!"
I'm going to die.
Stop. I'm hurting.
Now I really just want to stop...
"Open your mouth."
"Aup.... Uup....!"
It's entering my mouth.
The familiar taste. The disgusting taste mixed with cum.
But as it goes down my throat, it slowly spreads.
"U.... Hi? AhiiItt?!"
No...
I don't want this... I'm scared...!
"C. Even an A-class awakener is the same in front of this. Yeah. Do whatever you like."
"A... Aaaaa....!!"
"Yeah. You like this?"
Syringe.
A syringe coming out of the drawer.
That one, I can't take that one.
If I take that, then I no longer am...
"────A."
Mirror.
In the mirror on the shelf, my face is reflected.
"Slut. You look so happy when I give you drugs."
"............"
She's smiling.
Smiling like she's incredibly happy.
Her face covered in stained cum clumps, snot, and tears.
Her eyes rolled back, nosebleeding, smiling.
'I don't want to see this.'
I don't want to look at this.
I didn't want to become like this.
'But why...!'
I.
Why am I...!
"DiiIii....♡"
Why am I spreading my legs?
Why am I spreading my pussy with both hands?
Even though it's hard to move, and I pee myself just from the wind brushing me.
Slap!
"....Dirty girl."
"HiiIiIt?!! NeeEee! Nari is a dirty girl! Dirty girl! Dirty bitch....!!"
My pussy slaps against my palm and bounces.
Agony so strong it soaks my pussy with juices.
It hurts. It hurts so much I feel like my eyeballs are popping out. But even more, it feels good.
So much pleasure that my mind is about to break, to faint.
My clitoris feels swollen red and plump.
Probably my pussy is soaked beyond belief.
Plus
"A... HiiIiIi....♡"
Left arm inner side.
The needle pierces inside and something is slowly injected.
It's like a cold needle. It travels through the veins and heads toward my heart.
".....A."
It's coming.
"Aaa...."
It's coming.
"AhiiIiIiIiIiItt♡♡♡"
My eyes.... are...
Thiiis...
Uu...
"Come in. I already made it all."
"You're a crazy bastard."
"Whoa... What is this..."
"The Koreans really are that much of sluts."
"──! ──!"
Heart. Beating.
It's noisy.
Dizzy.
"...Is this okay? Completely gone?"
"It's fine. Even if you stuff an A-class awakener ten times more, she won't die."
"A-class awakener... Hooom"
"──?"
Footsteps. Sound.
Multiple people.
And.
"A, A....?"
I'm going.
Don't go.
Why. Why?
"Auu.... UgUuuUuk....!"
"...Dick. Is that moving?"
"What? Moving?"
I gave it all.
My pussy.
My womb.
Money.
Credit.
Trust.
All of it. I gave it all to you...!
"A... Stop....!"
"Dick, this right now...!"
"Shit. Wait a second."
It's coming again.
Walking over.
Approaching...
"A.....♡"
"Look at this."
Dick.
It's Master's dick...♡
"Zuuuup... Chuu... ChuuBuBuBuk....♡"
"If you bite Master's dick, you'll suck until your mouth is full."
Don't go, Master...
Yes...?
I'll serve you like this...♡
"...Real slut."
"Probably has a ton of STDs."
"Is the condom the only thing?"
"That bitch's STDs are so severe it could even break the condom."
"First, let's not suck the pussy."
"A....♡"
Master...
Master is full...♡
Right side too
Left side too
Dick
Dick
Dick
Dick
"DiiIiiIiiItt....♡"
Pounding into my pussy.
Butt hole is forced open.
Entrance is ruthlessly poked.
It's being forced into my chest, into my hands.
I'm suffocating.
I'm losing consciousness.
Even when I wake up again, it's still in my mouth.
Sucking my butt hole too
Poking my pussy too
Pinching, rubbing, forcing both holes
Fist?
Fist even enters
Ah
Ah
Ah
Ah
"AaaaAaaa....."
In front of my eyes. Completely black.
*****
".......A?"
I'm alive.
Everything feels heavy.
Forcing myself to sit up, I look around.
"............"
No one is there.
No one. Only me.
The bed sheets are covered in cum, piss, sweat, and juices.
Forcing myself to sit up──UugUuuuk?!
"Stomach... Stomach...."
It hurts.
Bathroom.
Bathroom.
I lean against the wall and barely make it to the toilet.
And still sitting on the toilet, I pour everything out downward...
Plop.
"───Huuuk?!"
There's something.
There's something wrong.
It's not coming out from my butt. It feels like something is coming out a little in front.
Something is clumped.
Things that shouldn't have come out of me.
"U.... Uuk...."
Slowly lowering my head.
I don't want to see. But the unconscious downward gaze finally captures it in my eyes.
"Au...!"
Red.
Red bloodstains dripping from my pussy.
Then what is below. Under the toilet...?
I don't want to see.
But I have to.
My hand leaning on the wall is trembling.
"........A."
Forcing myself to stand from the messy position and check under the toilet.
"AaaaA....."
In the toilet.
Blood. Flesh. Red. Purple.
And brown things floating on top.
Nari just flops down right there.
"...It's the worst."
Even what is the worst, I can't even recall.
Nari can't think of it right now.