Chapter 69
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Translator: Ebonarch
Chapter: 69
Chapter Title: Noona, After 3
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Sun-hu grabbed my breasts with a relaxed look on his face.
Then he started kneading them roughly, like he was working dough.
It hurt.
It felt like my breasts were going to rip right off.
Sun-hu and the occasional female athlete might touch them now and then at best, but they'd never been groped this hard.
I'd acted all high and mighty, saying I'd let him touch them as much as he wanted, but now I could tell just how much he'd been holding back for my sake all this time.
"Kuh...!"
A voice I'd been holding back slipped out because it hurt so much.
My breasts were stamped bright red with the marks of Sun-hu's hands.
But he just glanced at them and moved on.
Not a single word of concern.
Sun-hu was cold.
This was the first time in my life I'd been treated so dismissively.
I was furious.
Furious, yet I couldn't figure out why it was turning me on so much.
Next, his hands roughly fondled my pussy, then his fingers pushed inside.
The unfamiliar sensation made my hips jerk up in shock.
A cock gets hard as a rock, but it's made to go in there anyway.
Fingers aren't.
They're thinner than a cock, but fingernails are hard and sharp. They could easily scratch and tear the insides.
Right now, it felt like Sun-hu really might hurt me.
"Noona. Don't move. Unless you want to get hurt."
It was scary. It felt like I really might get injured, but Sun-hu told me not to move.
That one sentence pinned me in place.
I had to tremblingly accept his fingers.
『I wish Oppa would finger my pussy with the fingers he plays piano with, haang』
It really happened just like that comment.
I'd gotten my panties wet imagining it too, but not like this.
Not like... or was it?
It wasn't, but this was even better than I'd imagined. Maybe...
Sun-hu's fingers plunged deep inside.
Deep. Deeper still.
For a guy, his fingers were incredibly long.
They went in so deep it was terrifying.
Ahh. I'm scared.
My body's shaking.
My pussy, my womb—everything's trembling.
"Noona. I'm gonna use my mouth now, so don't move suddenly. You could get hurt."
Yeah. He's really gonna lick it. Down there.
Doesn't Sun-hu think it's dirty?
It probably smells by now.
He fusses over the smell of his own, but why doesn't he care about mine?
It's just as embarrassing. More so for me, since I'm a girl.
I tensed up my whole body, bracing for it.
I clenched my teeth, held back any sounds, refused to feel a thing.
If I don't react, he'll stop, right?
...But it didn't work.
While Sun-hu licked my pussy, I kept screaming.
I kept feeling it. Kept thrashing.
It felt so good I thought I might die. So good I wondered if I'd go insane.
It's dirty.
I even squirted a little earlier.
Even so, Sun-hu licked every inch.
My dirty, smelly pussy.
"Noona. Felt good, right?"
See? It felt good, didn't it?
I couldn't give an honest answer to Sun-hu smugly asking like that.
I stubbornly kept insisting it was gross and disgusting.
Then, like revenge, he kissed me.
I don't hate kissing Sun-hu.
But dirty is dirty. I didn't want to kiss with that mouth that had been down there.
Sun-hu grabbed my chin as I resisted and forced a kiss on me.
Could I push Sun-hu away?
But what if he got mad? What if he beat me unconscious like before?
That time I was an amateur, so it was fine, but not now.
If my face got marked, it'd make the news.
A chilling fear stole away my will to escape.
And so Sun-hu kissed me.
I sealed my eyes and mouth tight, but I couldn't block out the smell.
Ah. It does smell. It's dirty.
Tears welled up. You idiot, Sun-hu.
You're not usually this gross. I mean it.
Why today of all days?
I resented Sun-hu for ignoring me.
But at the same time, I was getting strangely aroused.
I don't understand my body. Or my heart.
It's so humiliating. So infuriating.
Why does it turn me on like this?
"Noona. Open your mouth."
Those words hit me like a thunderbolt.
Right in the crown of my head.
My body shook violently.
I couldn't contain the emotions bursting from my chest.
What is this?
What kind of magic did you cast?
Hey. Jin Sun-hu.
What are you? What did you do to me?
But no words came out.
As Sun-hu commanded, I opened my mouth.
Then, the emptiness in my heart filled up.
I was happy. Tears pricked at my eyes.
Moved? Overwhelmed? What is this?
Why does it feel this way?
I couldn't comprehend the emotion.
"Noona. Open your eyes and look at me."
Every time I obeyed Sun-hu's command, the void in my heart filled more.
"Noona. Stick out your tongue."
My guilt faded away.
"Lick."
I absolutely hate it.
I absolutely hate it, hate it...
"Lick it."
I licked Sun-hu's dirty fingers.
The ones that had been inside me. So dirty.
He trampled my dignity.
Shattered the hard shell I'd built up.
Our sweet, secret game—just for Sun-hu and me.
"Noona. Spread your pussy and beg me to put it in. Then I'll do it."
Humiliating. Utterly pathetic. Denying everything I am.
That's what Sun-hu demanded of me.
I offered my ass to Sun-hu.
Grabbed it with both hands and spread it wide.
The most shameful moment of my life.
But in that instant, I felt complete.
Sun-hu pierced me without a shred of mercy.
I was in a trance.
My consciousness only flickered when Sun-hu slapped my ass, then sank back into the mud.
At some point, my hands had slipped off my ass.
I had to hold it. Just like Sun-hu ordered.
Sun-hu said he'd punish me for disobeying.
Sun-hu's punishment.
What would it be?
How much more humiliation did he plan to heap on me?
As Sun-hu said, I opened my mouth.
My body wouldn't obey, but he told me to open wider.
Forcing it open more, Sun-hu spat into my mouth.
With the mouth that had licked me down there.
His dirty saliva.
Ahh.
I'm getting dirtier.
Like a used tissue. Like a rag.
How much filthier does Sun-hu need to make me to be satisfied?
I swallowed his dirty saliva.
It was sweeter than any honey in the world.
Sun-hu praised my defiled self. Bliss.
My body scattered into pieces, floating through the universe.
In this universe, there was only Sun-hu and me.
Sun-hu came inside me.
Filled my empty depths with himself.
It was warm.
My womb overflowed with happiness.
From then on, Sun-hu and I kept going until our stamina ran dry.
I had confidence in my endurance too. I'm a pro not just for show.
But Sun-hu had no end. "Seven falls, eight rises" must've been made for him.
He got hard again after seven rounds.
We hydrated, released, burned through endless young energy.
I stubbornly held out, refusing to collapse first, but now I was truly at my limit.
I'd lost all sensation in my pussy and womb. It felt numb from overstimulation.
My limbs flopped weakly, my throat ached.
Every muscle was out of fuel.
"Noona. I need to use the bathroom. Come with me."
You're not a little girl—what's with going together?
But I realized that wasn't his intent.
This time in the bathroom?
No worries about dirtying the bed there.
Sun-hu's so smart.
He took my hand and led me to the bathroom, but then told me to sit on the toilet.
Why? Can't have sex like this.
Does he want me to suck him off again?
It's dirty since it was inside me, but if Sun-hu commands it, no choice.
I'd do it thoroughly, clean. To earn his praise.
But Sun-hu's words went beyond my imagination.
"Noona. I'm gonna use the bathroom now. I'm gonna use you instead of the toilet."
"What?"
I couldn't process Sun-hu's words right away.
Too much energy spent—my brain wasn't working.
"So if you don't like it, get out of the way. But if you don't, you're my personal toilet from now on."
Toilet? Did he just say toilet?
Me, as Sun-hu's personal toilet?
"Jin Sun-hu. You've finally lost it, huh?"
"For life. If you become my personal toilet, you can't see any other men ever. You ignore everyone else's orders and obey only mine in the whole world."
It was the most romantic confession in the world.
Joy overflowed in my chest.
I couldn't hide the bursting laughter.
Sun-hu's twisted possessiveness was obscenely filthy.
The fact that it was aimed at me filled me with unbelievable happiness.
Sun-hu pissed on my body.
It was warm.
I never knew piss could be this warm.
Or feel this good.
Yeah, Sun-hu.
Take me.
Take this noona.
Defile me, break me—do whatever.
But don't give me to anyone else. Don't let me be taken.
I'm yours, noona's yours.
You disgusting, lovable little brother of mine, Jin Sun-hu.
"Noona. We're home."
Sun-hu shook me awake.
We were in the car, in our house parking lot.
"You okay? Can you stand?"
Of course. What do you take me for?
My legs had no strength, but I forced myself up.
Can't show weakness in front of my little brother.
I'm the noona, after all.
"Noona."
I just wobbled a bit, and Sun-hu freaked out, supporting me.
Overreacting much?
The orgy of madness ended, and Sun-hu returned to his usual self.
The kind, somewhat dim-witted little brother Jin Sun-hu.
Was the one who fed me spit and pissed on me just a fantasy?
Or does his personality change only during sex?
Like Jekyll and Hyde.
But that's fine too.
If that's what Sun-hu wants, I'll match it.
"Hey! Where do you think you're groping? Get off!"
I kicked his ass away, and Sun-hu flailed back.
I left him behind and strode into the house first.
Ah. Feels refreshing.
Like all the waste's drained out of me.
Even though he actually dumped a ton on me.
"Then rest up, Noona. I'm gonna crash too."
Sun-hu said as we entered the house.
"Hey. Jin Sun-hu. Rest? What rest?"
"Huh?"
"You forgetting something?"
"...Goodnight kiss?"
"Piano!"
I low-kicked his leg for the nonsense.
Sun-hu grabbed his calf, hopping around like it hurt.
No strength in my legs, and he's the one whining.
"You only played for Mom and Mi-so, right? I told you to play again."
I hadn't thought much of it earlier, but saying it out loud got me madder.
"My arms are shaking right now, so..."
"Shut up and play."
I grabbed his collar and dragged him to the room.
"Yes, ma'am..."
Hmph. He could overpower me with one hand, but he's playing weak.
Dragged to the piano bench, Sun-hu caught his breath, then spoke seriously.
"Noona. Remember that piece? The one I practiced for the competition."
"What? That hum-hmm-hmm~♪ thing?"
Sun-hu tilted his head.
Then he opened the piano lid and played the opening briefly.
That's it. Exactly.
The notes were a bit off, but yeah.
"This piece is one Chopin dedicated to his sister."
"...To his sister?"
I didn't know much about music, so it was new to me.
I'd heard of Chopin and nocturnes somewhere, but...
"So you're dedicating this to me too?"
"Well, uh, not dedicating exactly, but I saved it to play for you first. Haven't shown Mom or Mi-so yet."
Then Sun-hu pressed the keys.
Sun-hu playing piano seriously was beautiful. Like a painting worth framing.
I watched, thinking vulgar thoughts like, 'Those hands were fingering my pussy just now.'
I don't know if he played it perfectly or hit any wrong notes.
It was just beautiful, sad, made me want to cry.
The performance ended.
Sun-hu turned to me, tense.
Confident, yet anxious.
I hugged him tight.
Sitting on the piano bench, his head was right at my chest level.
"Noona?"
"Don't play this for anyone else. Only for me from now on. It's my exclusive piece."
"...Okay."
I hugged Sun-hu for the first time.
His breath tickled my chest.
He showered clean, so no weird smells, but still embarrassing.
To hide it, I hugged him tighter.
"Oh my. So-young, you're here too?"
Crack!
Ah.
I snapped Sun-hu's neck in shock at Mom's voice.
He went limp in my arms.
Damn. Ruined the mood.