Chapter 67
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Translator: Ebonarch
Chapter: 67
Chapter Title: Sister, After
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During the tournament, I got a call from Mom.
The mom who never calls during a tournament, no matter how urgent it is.
The moment I saw "Mom" pop up on my phone, a bad feeling hit me.
Jin Sun-hu had collapsed.
Apparently, he went out with Mi-so and got hit with some hate comments terror from fans or something.
Idiots.
The siblings are both morons.
It had been a while since I'd seen Sun-hu lying in a hospital bed.
That fragile look of his made something well up inside me, nearly bringing tears.
Mom said he'd wake up soon.
If Mom, the Sun-hu expert, said so, it had to be true.
He used to cry and wail back in the day, but now it was just a bit of worry.
Still, I had this feeling he might never open his eyes again.
Oxygen tube in his nose, heart monitor on his chest, IV in his arm.
In dramas, that's when the flatline beeps and they die.
I had a hunch Sun-hu would go the same way.
Sun-hu might die.
That thought made my heart drop.
Then came the tearing pain in my chest.
What was this emotion?
I was scared.
Scared of Sun-hu dying.
He wasn't just some guy who was there or not anymore.
Sun-hu had already carved out an important place in my life.
"Hey. Jin Sun-hu. Wake up."
I spoke without thinking, but no response.
What if he really died?
"……."
I stroked the head of Sun-hu, who slept like the dead.
Come to think of it, this was the first time I'd ever petted his head.
I'd never given him a proper compliment, not once.
He must've always been anxious, and I'd never even hugged him.
His one and only sister in the world.
Abused by his biological parents, with nowhere to turn.
I could kind of understand why Mom doted on him so much.
So many regrets.
This, that, everything.
I'd done nothing but wrong by Sun-hu.
I didn't know what to do.
I'd grown older.
But only my body had matured.
My mind was still stuck at middle school.
No proper education like everyone else, no social skills.
"Just focus on golf" had led to this as an adult.
At this age, I was still childish like an idiot.
Had I been a good sister to Sun-hu?
Probably not.
Sun-hu would've been better off without a sister like me.
Couldn't even say an honest word, always beating around the bush.
Flying off the handle with my fists first.
Trying to solve everything with money.
Better off without a sister like that.
"Hey. Jin Sun-hu. Here's the chest you like. Wake up."
To Jin Sun-hu, my value was probably just these boobs.
If I'd known it'd come to this, I'd have let him grope them more.
Even that was a regret now.
What an idiot.
All three siblings were idiots.
If Sun-hu wakes up.
Then I'll let him grope them all he wants.
So next time he collapses, I won't have these stupid regrets.
No.
Not just the chest.
I'll let him do whatever he wants.
Chest or whatever, grope away.
If he wants to suck, I'll let him suck. If he wants sex...
What if he wants sex?
They say all guys ultimately want sex.
Sun-hu probably... wants it too, being a guy.
But I haven't done it yet either.
Already 24.
The fast ones around me did it in middle school, late ones by high school.
Just me, still.
Scandals broke a few times, so people think I'm out there banging everyone.
Still a virgin.
Once I missed the timing, it got harder to lose it.
At 24, admitting virginity to a guy isn't easy.
...Has Sun-hu done it already?
Probably.
Girlfriend at school maybe.
Probably already banging Mi-so too.
This time, got caught after messing around.
Aah.
I hate that.
Normally, the older one should lead.
What if he mocks me for being a virgin?
Punch him?
...Sigh.
Who is he to judge?
Does it matter if I'm a virgin or not?
Guys would line up if I said yes now.
Me staying a virgin was my choice.
If he doesn't want because virgin, then don't.
…….
But they say girls still virgins at this age have issues.
And yeah, I do have issues.
Tch.
Whatever. No more dodging with embarrassment.
Not a kid anymore.
Want it, do it. Don't, don't.
No way that timid Sun-hu says he wants it first.
To do it for real, I'd have to offer first or force him.
Those are the only options.
No, forcing is out. Reminds me of that time. Can't win with strength anymore.
I'm trying to let him do what he wants.
So, tempt him first?
Me? Tempt Sun-hu?
Hey, Jin Sun-hu. Wanna fuck me?
Can I say that?
What if he misunderstands I like him?
...What if he rejects?
Says no to sister?
Totally possible.
Considering what I've done.
He fears me.
Maybe the "all guys want it" is a lie.
Then beg to at least lose virginity?
...Ha.
Made me want to die thinking it.
Pathetic.
Why am I agonizing like this?
Letting him do what he wants—if no, end of story.
But hate asking first and getting rejected.
How to make Sun-hu want it?
Get him rock hard on the edge then ask?
Various virgin ideas, all the same.
In the end, when he wakes, ask straight up. Yes, do it. No, back off clean.
But if no... rejected, can I keep a straight face?
Pretend it doesn't matter?
Worst, what if he doesn't wake?
Thoughts spiraling negative.
As I paced the room anxious,
"Mom?"
Sun-hu woke up.
Just like Mom said, quick.
Looked like he'd die sleeping, but awake, fine.
But that disappointed face when he realized sister, not Mom.
Should be glad he's awake, relieved, but it hurt.
Yeah. I know. I know.
I made him make that face.
Because of what I did.
But confidence fading.
Skip for today?
Can do later.
No. Procrastinating got us here.
Do it when resolved.
Sun-hu out cold a full day, probably backed up.
Now or never.
Skip now, never again.
I steeled myself.
While Sun-hu chatted with Mi-so or Mom, I worked hard on his dick.
Dick honest unlike owner.
If Sun-hu this simple, no worries.
If I was this honest.
No worries then.
Soon, call ended. Moment arrived.
"Sun-hu, you."
Words stuck.
Wanna fuck? Fucked before? Wanna fuck? Fuck...
What to say?
Sun-hu stared puzzled, called but silent.
"...You, ever fucked?"
Know how much I agonized to say that as sister?
Sun-hu flustered, stammered, finally confessed honest.
Not yet.
Phew. Sun-hu not yet too.
No mocking for virgin.
No. But I'm sister. Woman.
Sun-hu not yet, but he could've anytime.
"Wh-what about you, s-sister?"
Ugh.
Not mentally ready yet.
"Me? What you think?"
Pretend calm, counter.
No courage to say straight like him.
Sun-hu hesitated long, pondered seriously.
What’s he thinking?
"......I'd want sister not yet too."
That was his answer.
Not about fucked or not.
"Don't want you with other guys. Hate scandals. Even if scandal, deny it. I... wanna be sister's first guy."
What? What’s this?
What’s he saying?
Chest burned hot.
Couldn't look at Sun-hu properly.
"You idiot? Moron? Pervert bastard."
Heart pounding, hope Sun-hu not hear.
Arms crossed pretending, pressing heart.
What is this? Confession?
"So, what about sister?"
"What."
"Don't play dumb now? I answered."
Yeah.
Timid guy said that much.
How much courage?
Couldn't back down now.
"......Me too, not yet."
Sun-hu grinned so wide, ridiculous joy.
My worries seemed stupid.
Sister virgin that good?
Real pervert bastard.
Sneakily expectant, glancing pretends not. Ask him.
"Wanna? Try it? Sex."
Sun-hu flustered, stammer again.
"Do or not? Say now if no."
"Y-yes. Wanna. Please."
Hmph. Should've said sooner.
Who he think he is.
...Relief.
No rejection.
Really, haa.
Like 10-year worry gone.
...Said yes good, but how?
Only thought rejection, not actual doing.
Both virgins, sister leads right?
Just insert, shake.
Moan pleasure fake.
Guy cums, end.
Simple?
Yell stay put to Sun-hu, straddle him.
Looking down, his dick huge today.
...Really fit inside me?
But woman's body made for it.
Babies come that way.
Eva's bf pic that size, bragged, so fits fine.
Anyway, try insert. Will know.
...But no. Couldn't.
Angle wrong? Size?
Tried many times, slips off.
Big talk to Sun-hu, cool sister lead fail.
Ha. What mess.
"Sister. Lemme try."
Frustrated maybe, Sun-hu steps up.
"Kyaa!"
Sun-hu lifts, flips me easy.
Easy forget, Sun-hu guy.
Not scrawny kid anymore.
Even tall muscly me for woman, he lifts easy.
Unexpected manly move, heart races pointless.
Whatever, but this position...
I hurriedly cover ass.
Saw? Probably.
Sex ready, but not that yet.
Shame floods.
Sun-hu saying something, not hear.
"Sister. Putting in."
"Ah, w-wait...!"
Sun-hu's hands on my ass hot.
Hot hard thing touches below.
Soon digs inside.
Not ready yet!
Tried crawl escape, Sun-hu holds firm.
Even ignored Sun-hu strong.
Feel man-woman strength gap.
Pinned there, Sun-hu mercilessly thrusts through.
"Ah, aaah!"
...Died of pain.
For real.
Felt torn. Probably did.
Not supposed feel good? This painful?
Something wrong.
Wrong hole?
Breathing hard.
Gripped sheets hard, trembling.
No mind cover anal.
"Sister, moving."
Pain like dying, really dying.
But Sun-hu starts moving.
This jerk, sister pain no care, just his pleasure?
You dog!
But too pained for curses.
Tears stream auto.
"Sister, sorry."
What? My panties?
Stuffing in my mouth?
Too loud?
Sun-hu, you bastard!
You're dead!
But against will, couldn't move.
Pain too much.
Sun-hu blocks mouth with panties hand.
No scream even.
Like rape.
Raped by Sun-hu.
Sister in agony, no mercy.
Uses body for his pleasure only.
Plays toy, discards when bored.
To Sun-hu, I'm that value woman.
Hot. Where Sun-hu inside.
Tingly. Where rubbing.
Somehow not pain now.
Pain overload, gone mad?
Why feel good?
Painful. Thought die.
"Sister, gonna cum...!"
Ah.
Sun-hu's semen spreads inside, in womb.
Hot.
Sun-hu creampied me.
Means baby possible.
...Baby, what then?
Still siblings.
Lawsuit sever ties?
Sun-hu bastard, cums careless.
Take responsibility?
What do? Hide abroad till belly big?
Then birth, return.
...Ah.
Right, on pill.
No pregnancy.
Worried pointlessly.
Somehow regretful, relieved.
Weird feeling.
"Uh, th-that, sister, okay?"
Look okay to you?
Wanna say, no words.
Still panties in mouth.
Sun-hu wild excited sex, now back timid self.
Fumbling pulls panties, apologizes like criminal.
Jin Sun-hu is Jin Sun-hu. Thought different person.
Punish, stuff panties on his head, photo.
No chance photo otherwise.
Keep as panty first sex memorial.
Washing in shower attached to room.
Bit sore, but not bad. Relieved inside.
First time okay? Sun-hu seemed satisfied.
Satisfied, right?
Now say proud: not virgin.
Can't say with brother.
Brother. Brother huh.
Yeah, him.
Did it. Sex with brother.
Crossed line way before, but this relation.
Known, big trouble.
Wash leftover cum below with shower.
Clumpy semen plops.
Amazing. This makes baby.
Birth brother kid, nephew or son?
Son? By then no siblings.
Kid huh...
…….
If asks have, beg like this, well, could.
Not incest anyway. No genetic issues.
Ties sever.
Money no problem living.
…….
Why seriously pondering this?
Sun-hu didn't ask.
Ponder when asks.
…….
Prenatal, dad piano good.
Imagine: Sun-hu piano, me beside swollen belly.
Somehow nice.
…….
No, why keep thinking that.
Just one fuck.
Everyone does.
Not marrying. Siblings.
…….
Siblings fuck, can marry too?
If begs marry, well, could.
…….
Piano proposal, pretty cool.
"Hmph, hm-hm hmm~♪"
Humming suddenly.
Same melody Sun-hu piano before.
Hmmed then too.
End worst then.
......That end, change now?
Sun-hu criminal now.
Dunno what wrong, but.
Now, obey anything I say.
"......Then, ask play piano again?"
Like losing virginity, dragged cos mistimed.
Lost virginity, say it too.
Turn shower off.
Wipe water.
Underwear only, out shower.
No hesitate. Lesson: act on resolve. Just learned.
...But Sun-hu asleep already.
Finally me! Psyched up!
"Jeez!"
Almost smack dull brother head, stop.
Patient, needs sleep.
"Hmph."
Lie beside Sun-hu in underwear.
Come think, first sleep together.
Felt like proper sister first time.
Tell tomorrow sure.
Wrapped in Sun-hu warmth, sleep quick.
Sleep well, Jin Sun-hu.