Chapter 44
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Translator: Ebonarch
Chapter: 44
Chapter Title: Mom, After
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The dreamlike time with Mom had passed, and now I was in the bathroom.
Of course, with Mom.
"When I was little, you always used to wash me, so now it's my turn to wash you."
It would be a lie to say I had no ulterior motives.
But there was also a pure desire to repay Mom's unconditional love.
Just like I had done with Mi-so once before, I lathered up my hands and rubbed every inch of Mom's body.
Mmm. In this warm, cozy atmosphere, why did my dick keep reacting?
I recited the Heart Sutra in my mind as I washed Mom's body.
"To think the day would come when my Sun-hu, all grown up, would wash me. Back then, you'd cry every time you stepped into the bathroom."
Mom said, her voice filled with emotion.
She wiped the tears pooling at the corners of her eyes with her finger.
"Phew. Sorry, Sun-hu. Mom's being silly, huh? They say your tear ducts weaken with age, and it looks like it's true."
"Age? You're nowhere near that, Mom. You've got a handsome twenty-year-old boyfriend, after all."
"You little rascal. Mom can't even breathe around you."
I'd succeeded in bringing the smile back to Mom's face.
"You've gotten so reliable."
Mom poked at my pecs and abs in admiration.
In truth, I'd been flexing my muscles hard since earlier.
I wanted to look cool for her.
If Mom liked it, all my efforts were worth it.
"Oh my gosh!"
Then Mom looked at my back and gasped in surprise.
"Mom must be going crazy! What should I do? I'm so sorry, Sun-hu."
Mom looked terribly apologetic.
A stinging pain had been prickling from my back anyway.
It was the mark from when Mom had scratched me during sex.
"It's fine, Mom. To me, it's a badge of honor."
"Still..."
Mom gently stroked the scratches on my back, looking so pitiful.
Ugh. No. I'd been holding back so hard.
The stinging sensation brought back the moment those marks were made, and naturally, my dick started to stiffen.
"In return, I'll wash you too, Sun-hu."
And so Mom and I faced each other amiably, washing one another's bodies.
It felt nostalgic.
This was the first time I'd showered with Mom since elementary school.
Before that, I'd bathed with Mom, Noona, and Mi-so all the time.
But once Noona's breasts started to swell, my eyes kept drifting there, and after she got mad at me, I had to wash alone.
By then, my bathroom phobia had faded anyway, so no issues.
I hadn't been aware of sex back then.
I should've imprinted that younger Mom's body in my brain.
That was one regret.
"Thank you, Sun-hu. Mom's so happy right now."
"That's what I should be saying, Mom."
Mom. Thank you for making me your son.
But I swallowed those words.
I had a feeling she'd burst into tears if I said them.
"...Mom, I..."
As we rubbed each other's bodies, my dick entered full battle mode again.
Even after collapsing three times today, the hero stood tall.
Mom's naked body was right in front of me.
Not a stitch on her.
That blissful hole was right there.
There was no way I could hold back.
"...Sun-hu. Mom has to go to a shoot this afternoon, so let's stop for today. Mom's body can't take anymore. Okay?"
Mom looked troubled.
I didn't want to put her in a tough spot.
She might be disappointed in my lack of self-control.
It could mess up her work too.
"Sorry, Mom!"
But knowing I shouldn't, I pounced on her anyway.
"Ah, wait, Sun-hu!"
In the bathroom, I had sex with Mom again.
"Really. Whose son are you?"
"Sorry, Mom..."
"Sit right there and wait. Until Mom finishes setting the table."
After another intense round in the bathroom.
Mom was at the kitchen counter, and I was at the dining table.
A bit late, but for breakfast.
Mom had told me to wait in the room until she finished, but I followed her around like a duckling.
I just wanted to be near her as much as possible.
There was no way she'd chase me off.
So here I was, sitting at the table, waiting.
But...
Watching Mom set the food, a small mountain quietly rose between my legs again.
Mom was wearing a house dress.
A long skirt that barely showed her ankles.
With side slits that flashed her knees and thighs now and then.
Not much skin shown, but the silhouette through the thin fabric, and the teasing glimpses from the open sides—it had that aesthetic appeal.
The curve of her hips pronounced under the long skirt.
That seductive sway as she moved.
I got hard again.
...What the hell was wrong with my body?
Even in my horniest middle and high school days, it wasn't this bad.
I shouldn't, I shouldn't—yet I couldn't control the excitement.
"...Mom!"
"Eek!"
I hugged her from behind the moment her hands were free.
"Mom, just once more. The last time, I promise."
"Sun-hu! Mom's exhausted! I can't take any more!"
Mom scolded me, looking angry at my relentless clinging.
"I'll use my hands then. Okay? Be a good boy for me?"
She tried compromising, coaxing me.
But.
"Sun-hu, if you don't listen to Mom... Ahh!!♡"
I flipped up her skirt and took her from behind right there.
After finishing up.
Mom was completely drained in the end.
We settled for bread and milk for breakfast.
"Phew..."
Mom didn't even have the energy to scold me.
She lay on the bed, looking worn out.
And with my belly full, I started feeling sleepy too.
"Mom, can I sleep next to you? Just holding hands."
"No! Mom has to get up soon for work."
But Mom was on guard.
There was no guarantee I'd just sleep.
"And Mi-so will be here soon. She'll come looking for you first thing, and if you're sleeping in Mom's room, she'll think it's weird."
That was true.
Mi-so was way sharper than me.
She wouldn't suspect anything about Mom and me, but if she started prying, I'd probably slip up.
"Sun-hu. This thing with Mom? It's a secret from Noona and Mi-so. Got it?"
"Yeah. I won't tell anyone. Ever."
Incest between mother and son.
A taboo rejected in any era.
Even in these sexually open times.
It was our secret, just Mom and me—no one could ever find out.
"If you keep our secret well, we can do it again next time we're alone. Okay?"
Kissed by Mom, I swore to be her good, obedient boy.
"Mm... Huh?"
A strange sensation in my arm woke me.
My eyes were still closed.
Someone next to me?
What was this? Who?
Mom...? Probably not.
Noona would be down in the provinces by now.
So, Mi-so?
"Haa, haa♡"
Soft breaths by my ear.
Yep, Mi-so.
So what was this touch on my hand?
Moist and soft, like touching a pussy.
I cracked my eyes open and sneaked a peek.
Mi-so was curled up in my bed.
With my hand wedged between her legs.
...It really was her pussy.
Mi-so was masturbating with my hand.
I had no idea why.
Mi-so had her quirky side, but was she the type for this?
Where had that pure Mi-so gone...?
Well.
She was at that age.
She'd been shocked seeing me collapse in front of her, worried too.
Then seeing me sleep safely, she felt relieved. Got the urge to pounce.
But didn't want to wake me.
So this happened??
The logic was off, but hey, it happens.
"Oppa... Ah..."
...What to do.
Keep pretending to sleep?
I felt Mi-so's tender flesh against my fingers.
Different from Mom or Noona.
But definitely a woman's.
That wet spot proved Mi-so was a girl.
But my dick was quiet. Still sage mode.
After going at it so much with Mom before sleep, natural.
Seizing the sage moment, I pondered.
About my relationship with Mi-so.
I knew Mi-so had special feelings for me.
I was grateful, honored.
And my affection for her was real.
We were already deep in it.
Baths together, kisses, mutual sexual caresses.
Definitely not normal siblings.
Only the final step left: sex.
One step from me, and it'd happen quick.
But I only had two legs.
Couldn't straddle three.
Already splitting my legs between Mom and Noona had me stretched thin.
With them, we'd crossed the final line.
No room for Mi-so too.
Was it right to touch her when I couldn't give her my all?
Was that really for her?
My desires were sated now.
Next times set with Mom and Noona.
Not sure when, but soon-ish hunch.
So no obsession with Mi-so.
Practical issues too.
Noona's attitude toward me—no one suspected our physical thing.
Mom same. No slip-ups from me, no exposure.
Especially, they'd be careful. Not just outsiders, family too.
But Mi-so?
She had no intent to hide us.
Touchy on the subway, barging into changing rooms.
The movie theater stuff? Still insane.
I went along, but...
Mi-so acted like even getting caught and quitting idol life was fine.
Only hid a bit in front of family because I begged.
And even then, probably not fully committed.
I'd felt her fans' scariness.
Cameras everywhere.
I'm etched in her fans' minds too.
Family shield worked once.
But truth out? Bigger fallout.
Plus, if Mom or Noona found out.
If not for our current relations, maybe approval chance.
But with two others physically? No forgiveness if Mi-so too. Everything crumbles.
Bad vibes only.
Mi-so surrounded by hot guys.
Idols, capable adults.
She'd find new love fast.
So reset this wrong path now.
Before too late.
"Oppa, sorry. Sorry, Oppa. Ung♡"
Mi-so whispered apologies.
But didn't stop rubbing against my hand.
What was she sorry for?
Still blaming herself for my collapse?
Absolutely not. No reason for her guilt.
I stroked Mi-so's head with my free hand.
"Ah...!"
"Mi-so. No need to apologize. You didn't do anything wrong."
Mi-so's eyes widened as she looked at me.
"...Still, because of me."
"Not your fault. So no sorrys."
"Oppa!"
Mi-so threw herself into my arms.
But my hand stayed between her legs.
Her womanly scent wafted.
Mm. Dick still chill. Impressive.
Invincible sage time.
"Oppa..."
Mi-so's face neared.
Eyes closed, going for a kiss.
"Huh?"
I blocked our lips with my palm.
Mi-so looked confused at my reaction.
"Oppa, why? Bad breath? It's fine. I don't mind."
"Mi-so. Let's stop this. The playing around."
I said seriously, meeting her eyes.
"W-what? Suddenly? Even now you're... Huh?"
Mi-so groped my crotch.
But unlike usual, it was limp.
No hard core. She realized.
"O-Oppa? Morning wood fail? Or that shock? You become eunuch?"
"Mi-so."
"It's okay, Oppa. I'll figure it out. Meds or doctors, I'll..."
"Jin Mi-so."
I called her full name, more serious.
"I'm fine. It's normal down there. But it won't react to you anymore."
Mi-so's eyes flew wide in shock.
"I've thought a lot since then. This can't go on. You know it's wrong. So let's end it. For both our sakes."
Tears welled in Mi-so's eyes staring at me, then started falling.
"What, now? You decide alone. Without knowing how I feel."
Ouch. Guilt stabbed.
I knew I was cowardly. For our sakes? Prioritizing my safety over her heart.
Couldn't blame her resentment.
"...Sorry."
"I hate you!! Oppa sucks!!"
Mi-so yelled and slammed the door as she left.
Left alone, I could only scratch my head.
Should've firmly rejected like Noona said before it got this far.
But Mi-so would find new love soon, forget me.
That was all I could believe now.