Chapter 34
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Translator: Ebonarch
Chapter: 34
Chapter Title: Have You Done It?
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Sun-hu, have you had sex?
"Sun-hu."
"Huh?"
My sister, Jin So-young—the most unabashed person in the world as far as I knew.
Watching her hesitate before speaking filled me with an inexplicable unease.
What on earth was she about to say?
That unease turned out to be half right.
"...Have you had sex?"
It was an incredibly awkward question to ask—or answer.
Yeah, even Sis hesitates at something like this.
I felt like I'd discovered one human side of her.
"W-What? What're you talking about? Why ask something like that out of nowhere?"
"Have you or haven't you? Just answer the question. No bullshit."
"Ah, come on, even you can't just— There's such a thing as privacy, you know? Parents don't even ask their kids this stuff."
Sis had asked. That meant I had to answer.
But I resisted anyway, pointless as I knew it was. Even if she was the absolute authority in our family, admitting it outright would cost too much of my mental energy.
As punishment for resisting, Sis smacked my dick lightly. Then she poked my balls with her fingernail.
Right. I was exposing my weak spot right now, and she had it held hostage(?).
"So. Have you or haven't you? Mind if I snap this thing?"
Sis gripped my stiff shaft and asked again.
As if she'd actually snap it!!
"......N-No. Not yet."
I answered in a crawling voice.
"Hm... Really...?"
I'd mustered some courage to reply, but her reaction was lukewarm. Like she hadn't really cared from the start.
That response lit a fire in me. So I mustered a boldness—arrogance, even—that I never would have normally.
"W-Well, what about you, S-Sis?"
I clapped a hand over my mouth right after saying it, but the words were already out.
What was I planning to do with info about her experience with guys?
"Me? What do you think?"
Sis smirked and threw the question back.
I'd never heard her talk directly about her relationships with men before.
But there had been plenty of plausible scandals in major media. Volleyball player A, celebrity B, businessman C. And photos of her leaving the same hotel as a famous American male golfer.
"Uh, well......"
It was a question I shouldn't have asked. I'd pretended not to care when seeing news about who she was dating or photos of them leaving the same hotel, but hearing it straight from her would shred my fragile mentality—weak as a winter mosquito.
I couldn't quite pin down the feelings I harbored for Sis. But they were definitely not those of normal siblings.
Was it okay to call this mix of simple lust and possessiveness "love"? The feelings I had for Mom and Mi-so weren't much different. Could such spineless, selfish desire really be called love?
These were emotions I'd normally kept buried deep inside.
But ever since things got twisted with my family, I'd gained something like confidence. That Sis, Mom, and Mi-so all felt something special for me too. It wasn't just my one-sided feelings. I'd glimpsed the possibility that my desires might come true.
And spineless me couldn't choose just one. I didn't even think about choosing.
If possible, all three.
As if it was inevitable since Mom, Sis, and Mi-so had come onto me first. I'd passively crossed the line with all three in secret—something we could never tell each other.
"Well? What do you think?"
What about Sis? The way she treated me right now wasn't normal either.
Maybe to her, I was just an "entertaining toy" or a "guy she could fool around with secretly without scandal worries." She might toss me aside the moment she got bored.
But was that really true? Was she here on some casual whim?
Sis wasn't the type to suck a guy's dick on a whim. I knew her personality best, didn't I?
"......I hope you haven't either, Sis."
It was my one-sided wish. Not an answer to her question.
But that didn't matter.
"I don't want you seeing other guys. I hate the scandals. Even if it's true, I wish you'd deny it. I......"
My throat went dry.
"......I want to be your first."
"Are you an idiot? A total perv."
It sounded ridiculous even to me. But I didn't regret voicing my honest feelings.
And her reaction wasn't bad. Pretty good, even?
"So, what about you, Sis?"
"What."
"Don't play dumb now. I answered."
"......Me too. Not yet."
Her voice lacked her usual confidence. But with all my focus on my ears, I caught her whisper.
"Sis. Can I open the window and yell it to the world?"
"Yell what?"
"I just wanna brag to everyone that my sis is actually a virgin."
Sis snorted a laugh and tugged my balls as she replied.
"Yell and get neutered, or shut up and live. Pick one."
"Live. Sorry."
I was still too young to lose my precious balls. And they had a lot of work ahead.
I couldn't calm down. My chest itched inside.
But hey, wasn't it obvious? In this flow of conversation between a virgin guy and girl, there was only one thing left to do. How could I not expect it?
My eyes met Sis's as she fiddled with my crotch like a toy.
"What?"
"Nothing. Just."
"You wanna? Wanna try it? Sex."
"Huh? Uh, yeah?"
"Don't?"
"No, not that I don't want to, it's just... so casual? You sure?"
"Do I look like I'm deciding this casually to you?"
"N-No, not really......"
"Are we doing it or not? Speak now if not."
"Y-Yes. I want to. Let's do it."
For the first time, I confessed my true feelings to Sis.
Until now, I'd pretended to hate it or go along reluctantly—as a safety net in case things went wrong.
But instinct told me I couldn't do that this time. If I said no, she'd really stop.
......But if I said yes?
"Perv. You really wanna do it with your own sis?"
Was she joking? Serious?
Joke or not, we were this far. No turning back.
I knelt politely on the hospital bed. Pants and underwear down, leaving my lower half feeling oddly exposed.
But sex with Sis.
Would I do it? Want to?
Of course. I'd give up half my lifespan without a second's hesitation. Any guy in the world would make the same call for a shot with Jin So-young.
"Dear Sis. Please have mercy on this unworthy brother......"
Sis smacked the back of my head as I knelt with my head bowed.
"Just lie down, you idiot."
It was my attempt to lighten the awkward mood, and it kinda worked.
"You just stay still. I'll do everything if we do it. Got it?"
"Just... lie still?"
"Yeah. Don't move or say a word until I say. Stay put."
I followed her orders and lay flat on the bed again.
Pants still off. Shaft and balls dangling out.
My throat was parched.
But she'd said not to move. So I didn't.
Who knew what might set off her mood? To keep her from changing her mind, I'd obey perfectly.
While I lay there rolling only my eyes, Sis got up and locked the hospital room door.
Why lock the door?
Was this really happening? Sex with Sis?
Sis returned, propped one leg on the bed. Her toned thigh under the short skirt stole my gaze.
Her hands slipped under the skirt, into the shadowed depths above that thigh.
Slowly, deliberately—like she was showing off—she slid her panties down.
With one leg up on the bed, my eyes were naturally drawn into the shadowed skirt. There, pulled down by her hand, was a rolled-up white panty.
Taking off her panties meant nothing covered the secret garden inside.
But strain as I might, the shadows hid it—just out of sight.
And knowing it was hidden only glued my eyes there. Man's instinct.
Sis had stripped her panties in front of me before.
But today was different. Before, it was to tease my reaction. Today, something major might follow.
I could hear my breathing grow heavier.
As excitement built, blood rushed below. My dick stood straight up at the ceiling, proclaiming its full glory.
"Perv."
Sis let out a chuckle at the sight. Then she grabbed my upright shaft like a handle and climbed onto the bed.
Standing over me, she looked down.