Chapter 116
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Translator: Ebonarch
Chapter: 116
Chapter Title: My First Time with Sua
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Is it the alcohol?
I only had a little beer.
But Sua looks different somehow.
Her lips as she chews her food.
Her throat as she swallows her drink.
Somehow, it all seems so lewd.
I want to touch her.
Huh?
If I want to touch her, can't I just do it?
Do I really need to hold back?
Sua likes me, after all.
I even got permission for sex tonight.
If anything, she's the one asking for it.
No...
This feels off.
Hold on. Wait a sec.
Why am I like this?
Am I the type who gets horny just from drinking?
Last time, I got wasted and made a huge mistake.
My family forgave me, but if they hadn't...
It could've been really dangerous.
Irreversible, even.
...Yeah, I'm probably not meant to drink.
"Um, Sun-hu, why are you staring like that?"
Was I staring too obviously?
Sua fidgeted shyly.
Even that seemed lewd.
"...No reason."
Thinking about it calmly.
Sua's always been a beauty.
Having dirty thoughts about her is natural.
I just hold back normally.
Alcohol weakens my self-control, so this is to be expected.
I'm not the type to go into heat and grab any woman just from booze. Definitely not.
"Um... here."
Sua pulled out a condom and held it out.
It looked well-worn, like she'd been carrying it around a lot.
"I-If you want to use it, you can..."
Her voice trailed off to a whisper by the end.
Why is she so lacking in confidence?
Doesn't she know what an amazing woman she is?
Men would line up to grovel at her feet with a single gesture.
"Sua."
"Y-Yes?"
"Sorry. Put that away."
"Huh?"
Sua stared blankly at my lips.
Does she think I rejected her?
"Oh, uh, yeah. R-Right? Haha, ha... Sorry, I must be a little drunk. I should head in and sleep..."
Sua fanned her face, flustered, and tried to stand.
Her expression looked like she was about to burst into tears.
Did I tease her too much?
I grabbed her wrist.
"Sua. How about we do it raw? No condom?"
"...Raw?"
Her face was pure confusion, like she didn't grasp the meaning.
"Yeah. Raw. Skin to skin. I want to feel you without that rubber barrier."
"Uh, th-that's..."
"Please, Sua. Let me do it raw."
Honestly, I don't like condoms much.
The sensation's subtly different.
But more than that, the psychological satisfaction is worlds apart.
Can't say it out loud, but it feels like the condom's rubbing inside her, not me.
Like I'm not the one having sex.
Like the condom's doing it instead. Ridiculous, but that's the vibe.
"Th-Then... what about getting pregnant...?"
Pregnant?
"Sua, aren't you on the pill?"
"The pill? What pi— Oh!"
She must've remembered the ovulation suppressants mid-sentence.
Actresses take birth control during shoots as a basic precaution.
No way a pro like Sua skips it.
She takes it, but never connected it to safe sex before.
Never had to think about it until now.
"L-Let's do it! No condom! I don't need that either!"
Pure joy spread across Sua's face.
It made even me feel happy just watching.
So lovable.
"Sua."
I stepped closer and wrapped my arms around her waist.
So slender it felt like it might snap.
"Fragile" was made for Sua.
Jini's petite too, but she has that "idol toughness."
That's why I could go wild with her.
But Sua radiates "feminine fragility."
The kind that awakens a man's protective instincts.
"Sun-hu..."
I'm about to embrace a woman like this.
She might really break.
I leaned down and kissed her.
Sua trembled as she accepted it.
Mm.
"...Ah!"
Mid-kiss, Sua jolted away like she'd remembered something.
Damn. The mood was perfect.
"S-Sorry! I'll wash up quick and be right back!"
Before I could speak, she dashed to the shower.
Right, we were eating.
We're both eating the same stuff, so it shouldn't matter, right?
Guys and girls are different, I guess.
I grabbed my toiletries and headed to the other bathroom.
I faced Sua again when she returned.
"All good now! Let's pick up where we left off!"
She puckered up like nothing happened.
Her brazen attitude made me chuckle.
But I shouldn't laugh.
She must've mustered a ton of courage.
"Mm."
I kissed her politely.
Slowly, gently. Without startling her.
Sua gets spooked if it's too sudden.
But I wanted to see that startled face too.
"Mm!"
I slipped my tongue into her mouth.
She flinched but didn't pull away.
We'd French-kissed before.
Though we were both out of our minds caressing each other then, so maybe she doesn't remember.
"Hnn, smack, chu..."
Doing such a lewd kiss to such an innocent woman.
Sua shivered but responded properly to my tongue.
Probably thinking it'd make me happy.
So obedient and devoted.
What do I do with a woman like this?
If I just teach her, she'll evolve into exactly what I want in no time.
Part of me wants to teach her all the naughty things.
Part wants her to stay pure forever.
The Sua corrupting into a lewd woman step by step.
The Sua blushing innocently at a playful peck.
I couldn't abandon either.
"Sua. Let's go to the bedroom."
I pulled away and said it.
From now on, I'm going to have sex with you.
That was my declaration.
"Haa, haa... Okay."
Sua nodded faintly, face beet red.
Hand still on her waist, I led her to the room.
"Hnn. Chuu."
In the room, we kissed again.
I undid her buttons while we did.
Stripped her clothes, then mine.
"Haa, aaah..."
I broke the kiss.
We faced each other in just underwear.
Fancy lace-trimmed white lingerie.
Bold for Sua's innocent vibe.
The mismatch between her shy demeanor and the sexy underwear.
She clearly forced herself into it for tonight. For me.
"Sua. You're beautiful."
"...You're handsome too, Sun-hu."
Sua couldn't meet my eyes, blushing hard.
Come to think of it, pure girls like Sua are rare around me.
Plenty of lewd ones, though.
Should I let Sua stay pure?
"Sua."
I guided her onto the bed.
"Haa, haa, haa."
Nothing's happened yet, but her breathing's already ragged.
Can we make it to the end like this?
"Mm, chu."
Kissing again, this time I cupped her breast.
Cautiously over the bra.
Fits perfectly in one hand.
Not huge, but perfectly shaped and pretty.
"Aaah, Sun-hu..."
Sua's face was on fire.
I wanted to see her more embarrassed.
Dying of shame.
"Sua. I'll take it off."
"...Okay."
With permission, it's fine, right?
I unhooked the front clasp and removed the bra.
Sua helped awkwardly.
Then, as if it were natural, I slid off her panties too.
"Ah!"
Sua yelped in surprise.
She wasn't ready for that yet.
She crossed her thighs, hiding her crotch.
She'd strutted naked in front of me confidently before.
Now she's shy about it?
Then let's make her even shyer.
"Huh? Sua, your panties are wet."
"Ah, th-that!"
It wasn't that noticeable, really.
Normal for a woman.
I'd seen worse.
But I wanted to see that expression.
"N-Nooo!"
I held up her panties to inspect.
Sua panicked and lunged to snatch them back.
I could've dodged easily.
But I let her take them.
They're hers, after all.
"Th-That's not—!"
I pulled her into an embrace as she tried to explain.
"Sua, you're so cute."
And sealed her lips with mine.
Sua accepted my kiss, face like a ripe tomato.
This might be our last kiss before what's next.
Holding her, we lay on the bed.
I trailed my lips downward.
From lips to chin, neck, collarbone.
"Ah... aaah..."
I drew a path with my tongue over her snow-white skin.
Sua trembled violently.
From shame. Overwhelming shame.
Wanting to stop me but scared I'd be disappointed.
I could feel her pitiful conflict.
"Aang!"
I sucked her perky nipple.
Sua yelped but quickly covered her mouth with both hands.
"Sua. Let me hear your voice. I want to hear how good it feels. See your pleasured face."
And your shame at your own moans.
"Ah..."
At my request, she removed her hands.
Still, she bit her lower lip hard to stifle herself.
Even that turned me on.
I wanted her to moan louder.
Thrash and writhe uncontrollably.
I released the nipple and moved lower.
Down, down.
Past her solar plexus, her cute innie navel.
"Ah, S-Sun-hu."
She finally realized my destination.
But knowing doesn't help.
"W-Wait, no, Sun-hu!"
Sua clamped her legs shut, blocking me.
"Spread your legs, Sua."
"No! Absolutely not!"
She knew what I planned from my position.
Desperately resisting.
She okayed raw sex, though.
But forbidding it just makes me want it more.
"It's fine. Everyone does it."
"Eek! No! Really!"
I forced my hands between her thighs and pried them apart.
She strained with all her might, but it wasn't enough.
Legs spread, I shoved my head between.
Sua frantically covered with both hands.
Such pretty hands.
The queen hides behind them.
How to coax her out?
"Sua. Move your hands. I can't lick like this."
I licked the back of her hand teasingly.
Letting her know exactly what I planned.
"Ah, aaah..."
Terror filled Sua's face.
Terror? Over this?
Everyone does it.
No choice.
I didn't want to resort to this cruelty.
But I tickled her sides above her hips, the hands spreading her thighs.
Tickle, tickle.
"Eek! Haha!"
Reflexively, her hands flew off, grabbing my tickling ones instead.
The gates opened, guards abandoned post.
The queen revealed herself right before me.
Ahh. Sacred.
"Aaah! No!"
My tongue descended on the bashful queen.
Mmm.
Good thing she seems to like it.
"Ah, aaaah—!"
Sua's scream-like cry echoed long and loud.