Dog Play with My Truly Beautiful Senior (1)
I bowed my head and told Silk Blond everything. Why I had to have sex with her, how things had come to this, even how selfish I was. I'd learned from Lapis that spilling the truth wasn't always the best move, but hiding facts that needed to be shared was wrong. Especially in a situation like this.
"So, I called you here to have sex with you, Senior. Sorry for being such a selfish prick who only thinks about himself."
"…"
When she'd first heard she had to have sex with me, Silk Blond had just looked thrilled. But now that she knew the whole story, she simply stared at me in silence. Yeah, honestly, even I'd be sick of it. Hell, it'd go beyond sickening straight into disillusionment. No matter how much love Silk Blond had for me, what I was trying to do crossed a line.
I couldn't see her face since I was too ashamed to look up, but her silence—usually so cheeky and playful—told me just how pissed she was.
…So this is how it ends.
Even if Silk Blond's love for me had cooled and she refused sex, I was prepared to accept it. Through my lovey-dovey romps with Ia Ris, I'd gotten a glimpse of what love really was, and at the same time, realized how shitty I'd been to Ska and Lapis. Especially Lapis, who'd lost her virginity when I abruptly shoved my dick in her.
But honestly, did I really need to feel sorry for Ska? Maybe I didn't have to apologize to her. She'd never apologized to me in fifteen years—why should I? Yeah, screw feeling bad for Ska. I'd just feel sorry for Lapis. Got it.
I mentally scratched Ska off my guilt list. Now I only had to feel bad for Lapis and Silk Blond, which lightened the load a bit.
Even reduced, the heavy guilt in my chest was pushing me toward the conclusion that if Silk Blond refused, I deserved to become a sex beast who sporadically lost control and fucked any woman in sight—when her tightly shut lips finally parted.
"Potsi, so what you're saying is, you want to fuck me to fix some weird phenomenon happening in your body? If you don't, you'll irregularly lose your mind and turn into a sex monster pounding any girl you see. Right?"
"…Yes."
"And you're making that sorry face and apologizing because it feels like you're taking advantage of my love for you?"
"…Yeah."
Her crisp summary left me nodding. With a perfect recap like that, Silk Blond smirked, snorted, and reached out to grab my cheeks in both hands. She kneaded and stretched them, flashing a helpless smile that wasn't like her at all.
"Aigoo. Potsi, you're such an idiot. Worrying over something like that."
"…S-Se-Se-Senior?"
"Potsi, I hate that you've fucked other women. It pisses me off so much even now. But that doesn't mean I'll stop liking you. I like you too damn much to even imagine hating you."
"…"
Her sudden confession made my heart pound. I knew she liked me, but hearing it straight out like this still stirred my chest. Her comforting words made my heart race, my mouth dry up, and my words fail.
Watching me like I was adorable, with eyes full of affection, Silk—no, Senior Silk—kept pouring out her heart.
"And one more thing you need to know. For me, sex with you is a reward beyond compare."
Her golden eyes, talking about sex with me, were as earnest as ever.
"Loving sex would be amazing, sure. But even without that, fucking you is what I've always dreamed of. You think I'd refuse something I only dreamed about just because you're 'selfish'? That I'd hate you over some petty reason? If you thought that, Potsi…"
She paused, grabbed my collar, yanked me close, and pressed her lips to mine.
Smack.
Too sudden to react, I just sat there dazed as she kissed me until she was satisfied. Then she pulled back, flashed a fierce smile, and finished her thought.
"You're underestimating me way too much. No matter how many sorry excuses you give for fucking me, I like you enough to devour your lips without a second thought. So quit moping, Potsi. Whip out that dick. Time for no-condom creampie sex."
Her eyebrows furrowed, white teeth bared in a smile—Senior Silk was breathtakingly beautiful in that moment. The fragments of love I'd felt confessing with Lapis, romping lovey-dovey with Ia Ris… they hit me again now. Just fragments, a tiny piece of full love, but their power shook me to my core. If a mere fragment was this intense, how vast were the emotions in their hearts, brimming with complete love for me? Unimaginable.
"Ha, haha."
Realizing how ridiculous my thoughts and guilt had been, I couldn't help but laugh. Right. I'd been underestimating the women who loved me all this time. Their love wouldn't crumble over something so lame. Like Senior Silk said, I'd lowballed them. A guy who barely understood love had no business judging it anyway. Classic moron move.
But hey, better late than never. Regretting idiocy doesn't un-idiot you. Better to own it and strive to be a better idiot. Way more productive.
I mirrored Senior Silk's smile and activated Rabbit Hole as she wanted—as I wanted.
Crackle!
We arrived in the team leader's private nap room in the 3rd Team Annex. Bed, hidden from outside—perfect for fucking. Senior Silk seemed to agree, blushing excitedly with a beaming grin.
Her confession had my heart racing too. Right now, I could even do lovey-dovey sex with her. With real feeling. My guilt stemmed from loveless sex anyway. But now, with my heart pounding for her, I could do it guilt-free. Double win.
I placed my hand on her wrist gripping my collar and met her eyes straight on.
"Senior, can I teach your virgin pussy all about sex?"
She grinned, pecked my lips quick, licked them, and purred.
Smack. "Anytime♡"
Crackle!
The moment she gave permission, red sparks swirled in my head again.
Here we go again, fuck. But honestly, I liked it now.
Reason gone, instinct ruling, I used Rabbit Hole to strip her suit off, leaving just her underwear.
"Wh-what?!"
Suddenly in undies, Senior Silk's eyes went wide at her first taste of instant Rabbit Hole undressing. No time to care—reason vaporized by red sparks—I shoved her onto the bed.
Thud.
She flopped down uncharacteristically weak for an S-rank, eyes locked on the bulge in my pants straining to burst free.
Fucking three women had taught me: no matter their power, faced with a dick, they turned into cum-dump fuckholes craving only to get pounded.
Reason off, but I meant it. And Senior Silk's reaction solidified it.
"D-D-Dick♡ P-Potsi's dick… it's huge♡ Because of me? Got big for me? Th-then I gotta take responsibility, right? C-can I unzip? Unzip and service that dick, Potsi?"
Senior Silk, who had just moved me with her heartfelt confession, turned into a bitch fixated on my dick—still trapped in my pants, just bulging—her mind filled with nothing else.
And I loved it. This was her prettiest, cutest side.
"Before that, Senior, how about putting this on first?"
"…Th-that!"
I pulled out the item I'd brought just in case from my pocket. Seeing it, her eyes lost reason like mine, pure instinct left.
Mouth half-open like a bitch in heat, drool trickling, breathing ragged, I showed her the name engraved on the collar: three letters.
"Stopped by a pet shop on the way. Got 'Malang' engraved. See?"
"Hah, haaah! G-give it! Put the collar on Malang's neck, pleeease!"
The instant she saw 'Malang', she couldn't hold back—calling herself that before even wearing it.
In just undies, on knees like a dog, elbows bent, fists by shoulders, begging cutely—it was so pathetic and vulgar, a devilish grin crept onto my face unbidden.
"Haha… Senior, wanna show your junior that slutty side?"
"Not Senior now—Malang! So it's fine! H-hurry♡ Collar Malang's neck♡"
"No collar yet—how're you Malang?"
"Whiiiine… D-don't tease♡ H-hurry♡ Can't hold it♡"
I pressed logically, and she pouted, begging in a cutesy whine. Perfectly my type, heart squeezing—my smile deepened.
Yeah, no need to drag it out. I wanted to pound her doggy-style lovey-dovey too. Casual as I looked, my dick was at its limit.
But straight pounding wouldn't sate my sadism, so I gave an easy command.
"Admit you're a dumb bitch who can't even wait properly, and I'll collar you."
"Collar this dumb bitch Malang who can't wait at all! Make me Master's Malang!"
Instant obedience—and she'd added "Master's Malang" to amp my excitement, unprompted. Peak submissive bitch in human form.
Too cute and obedient—I burst out laughing.
"Haha, ahahaha! God, Senior, why are you this adorable?! Can't take it. Face over here—I'll put it on myself."
"Y-yeah! H-here!"
Like a dog doing the V-face trick, she leaned forward quick, offering her face.
…So pretty.
The most beautiful woman I'd ever seen, utterly obedient to me—it was enough to make my heart race. Feeling my pulse thunder at her superhuman beauty, I fastened the collar around her neck.