Mutual Apology Sex with My Junior (2)
“Mwah. Hehe. Mwaaaah...”
Slurp. Smooch. Nibble. Suck.
My ears were filled with Lapis's heavy breathing and the wet sounds of our lips meeting, while my mouth overflowed with the lewd, sloppy noises of our tongues sliding and rubbing against each other. This always happened whenever I kissed Lapis. It had been the same yesterday when she stole my first kiss. Man, she was really clinging to me. This softness made her seem so damn cute.
Lapis seemed to love sticky, intimate skinship. Even now, as we kissed, she tightened her legs around my waist even more, pressing her body flush against mine. I couldn't quite grasp what Ska and Lapis meant by that lovey-dovey sex they both wanted, but watching what Lapis was doing to me now gave me a pretty good idea.
Sex that expressed love to the maximum. That was lovey-dovey sex, right? In that regard, Lapis was doing it perfectly. Her breath, her tongue movements, the sway of her hips, the way her pussy clenched and squeezed my cock. Every motion radiated pure, innocent affection toward me.
But in contrast, I wasn't doing lovey-dovey sex at all. All I could manage was responding as best I could to her displays of affection—I wasn't taking the lead or giving her anything in return. Hell, I didn't even love her, so how could I know what to do? Pretending affection when I didn't feel it would just be deceitful and hypocritical.
I was having sex with Lapis, sure, but I didn't love her. I'd nodded when she asked for lovey-dovey sex, but the best I could do was receive it. And even then, I couldn't fully accept her feelings. Her pussy was so damn lewd that my heart was pounding with excitement, my cock rock-hard. It felt so good I wanted to keep going forever. Her skin was soft, her scent intoxicating, she was beautiful and cute. Lapis was packed with every quality that made her impossible not to love.
And yet... I didn't love her.
My heart remained stone-cold, unmoved even in this moment of lovey-dovey sex with Lapis. I'd forgiven her, sure, and all the pent-up emotions were gone. We were back to a normal senior-junior relationship now—one where we could lock eyes anytime and share love. Doing it like this even made my instincts stir up feelings of love.
But strangely, despite that push, my heart stayed firm. Yeah, loving her right now seemed impossible. If someone asked if I liked or disliked Lapis now that the resentment was cleared, I'd say I leaned toward liking her a bit. No senior in the world would hate such a cute junior if she just didn't spit venom. Sure, jealousy or inferiority toward a better subordinate might kick in, but those emotions only hit when you think you could catch up. Against an S-rank like Lapis, who transcended talent itself, you couldn't even feel envy—just awe.
I'd never felt inferior around Ska either. The gap between us was too vast for comparison. Others didn't bother comparing us and trash-talking me. Either way, I was on the "like" side with Lapis now. As of today. But nothing more than that. I still couldn't feel love for her.
That said, I had no intention of blurting out, "I don't think I love you," straight to her face. I'd nearly fucked everything up with one slip-up just minutes ago—I wasn't dumb enough to repeat it in two minutes. Just enjoy it. Creampie her, make a Uterus Tattoo like I did with Ska, absorb the corrupted sparks. That should do it, right? It's what Lapis wanted too.
Lapis beamed with pure happiness, devouring my face—sucking, licking. My lips got the most attention, then my cheeks, then my forehead. Even as she did, her hips wriggled endlessly, her pussy stroking my cock with clumsy, bottomless affection.
“Senpai♡ Mwah♡ I love youuu♡ Kiss♡ I loooove senpai so muuuch♡”
Lapis seemed satisfied just knowing I was receiving her affection. Ever since we started this lovey-dovey sex, that dopey smile never left her face, and her heated, sticky pussy kept squirting joyful juices nonstop.
Squirt! Splurt! Spurt!
“Hnnnggg♡”
She came again—her pussy gushed, soaking my lower abs. The pussy juices trickled down to the ice chair, freezing solid in the chill, making my ass even colder. The biting cold hit my skin directly, and in that moment, I realized why I couldn't feel love for Lapis.
My ass was so cold it hurt like hell—how could I have room for love, fuck? The chill from my ass had gone beyond cold into outright pain. I'd forgotten amid the intense stimulation and pleasure of lovey-dovey sex, but I was sitting bare-assed on an ice chair radiating frost. Time to get up. Staying longer might give me fucking frostbite.
“Hii♡ Hnnng♡ Haa♡ Hooo♡ S-Senpai, you're too good... J-Just a little movement and I cum like a mess♡ It's too much♡ Your rookie junior's pussy can't handle it♡ Kiss me pleeease♡ Kiss me and soothe Laaapis♡ Mmmph♡”
But with Lapis thrusting out her lips and clinging like a sticky slug, sucking on my mouth, standing up was tough. Her long, soft, perfectly shaped legs had my waist—the body's core—in a vice grip. No way I could stand like this.
'With your waist held, how much strength can you muster? This steel panty's 20kg!' Lapis's hold was that solid and heavy.
Couldn't keep this up. Sensation was fading from my ass. To stand, I had to pry her legs off first. But pulling out my cock? She'd fight it. So, loosen her legs without pulling out and stand...
A position popped into my head: lift-and-thrust. Short for "lift her up and pound." I'd done it earlier, but that was unstable—just grabbing her waist and thrusting. This one in my mind was pure demonic, the kind only a guy treating a woman like an onahole would do.
So, consent first. Proper sex etiquette: ask before trying a new position.
“W-Wait. Hold on, Lapis. I wanna talk.”
I grabbed her shoulders, gently pushing to break the deep kiss. Her tongue, eagerly exploring my mouth, slipped out, trailing a thin silver thread that stretched and snapped.
“B-Beee♡ Hnnnggg♡ I wanna kiss senpai moooore♡ Can't we do it while kissing♡?”
Her face completely melted, she pursed her lips, tongue flicking out as if still lost in the afterglow.
“Let's do it with kisses♡ Okay? Senpai♡ Pleeease♡?”
Seeing that gorgeous face with such a horny expression made my cock throb harder inside her pussy, which was already stretching her out.
“Hee♡ Cock got so haaard suddenly♡ Senpai, you like Lapis's pussy? I can feel it pounding, falling for my pussy♡”
Feeling my cock's pulses, she happily caressed her lower belly, lisping cutely with full aegyo. She was fucking irresistible. Ska's heat had me out of my mind, and Lapis's words and actions hit my kinks perfectly. I spilled my filthy desires right into her ear—the ones I should've hidden.
“Lapis, you're turning me on so fucking bad right now. This face-sitting slow-waist grind isn't cutting it anymore. So, can I hook my arms under your knees, lift you up, grab your head lightly, and ram my cock into your defenseless pussy?”
Gentlemanly tone, vulgar content. Hearing my brutally honest dirty lust, Lapis blinked wide-eyed, then released her legs from my waist, grabbed my arms, and hooked them under her knees. She wrapped her arms around my neck, assuming perfect lift-and-thrust position, and looked up at me with eyes full of lust, opening her tightly shut mouth.
“A pervert senior who wants to lift and fuck his junior like an onahole♡ I love it♡”
Thump!
...Huh?
The moment I heard her words and saw her gaze, my heart started pounding—not from arousal, but something else. Nah, no way. It was just shock from her classy mouth calling herself an onahole. That's why my heart raced weirdly. I wasn't that quick to fall.
Right?
I shoved down the unfamiliar emotion rising in me, hooked her legs over my arms, and stood from the chair. The horrific chill vanished, reigniting the heat surging through my body. As I shifted to lift-and-thrust, her pussy had loosened slightly around my cock—I slammed it back in with an upward thrust.
Thud!
“Hgiiik♡ Hooooook♡♡♡”
Just one strike to her womb mouth, and Lapis arched her back slightly, squirting in true climax.
“Hiiik♡ Kkhhik♡ Kraaaah♡”
I cupped her head, lewdly moaning face and all—she lost all control. A perfect lift-and-thrust-optimized living onahole.
“Alright, Lapis. I'm gonna pound you senseless till I creampie your womb. Pass out if you want. Got it?”
After those last caring words, I drowned out my ominous heartbeat with mindless lift-and-thrust fucking.