No Time for Apologies (2)
"I don't have time to listen to apologies. (2) 0. I'm sorry. I was wrong. I absolutely wasn't looking elsewhere. I just wanted you to look at me even a little longer, a little deeper, Senior. I wanted your attention. I hoped you'd feel jealous because of me, that you'd feel protective seeing me suffer. If I'd known it would turn out like this, I never would've accepted that engagement... Ah, s-sorry. Saying the same thing again was a total mistake if I knew it'd be like this. My past self was so frustrating it just slipped out. I'm truly, deeply sorry. You must feel awful. I'll kneel and apologize properly. I, Lapis Julie, failed to reject a marriage proposal from a man I had zero interest in, all to catch your eye, Senior. That made you uncomfortable and led to you spending time with Ska Rate—that horrific woman who's basically a trauma for you. I sincerely apologize for creating that cause. I swear to you it will never happen again, and as proof, I, Lapis Julie, will now perform the head-bowing apology—the highest rite short of the absolute utmost in our Julie family lineage. Kneeling with hands clasped forward, bowing my head in prostration: this posture has signified total submission since ancient times, when a Julie family member commits a grave wrong, begging forgiveness by offering everything possible. If it's what you desire, Senior—if it can turn your heart back to me—I'll do anything. ...Yes? What's the highest-grade apology? W-well... that's stripping off everything, bowing completely naked... It's only for when you're prepared to offer everything... Ngh. Ah, got it. I'll strip. If that'll make you look at me, forgive my sins and shower me with affection... if you'll gaze only at me, I can give you my all. ...Yes? You'll accept it, so hurry up and strip? Ngh♡ You want to force the 'flower of the Julies' into such submission? Ah, understood♡ If it's what you want, Senior...♡ ...Hnnngh♡ D-done stripping. I neatly folded and stacked my outer clothes, bra, panties in order, and set my stockings beside them. Now fully naked, I'll offer my absolute submission apology with utter sincerity. So, witness... Lapis Julie's—no, now that I'm yours, just Lapis's—naked submission declaration. Take it all in with those eyes♡ My one and only Senior♡"
1. I'd seriously pondered how to look pretty while prostrating naked, expecting this exact scenario. But things were unfolding in a way I never imagined.
What the hell was going on...?
I'd missed my chance to apologize since Senior had cut me off forcefully, and I couldn't bow naked because he'd pinned me to the wall instead.
"Hoo..."
Exhaling hot breath, Senior stood naked before me, his cock rock-hard and throbbing. It was the second-hottest I'd ever seen him. My heart clenched tight just looking at him.
Of course, an F-rank Awakener like Senior physically pinning an S-rank like me didn't make sense. If raw strength could override everything, ranks wouldn't exist for Awakener. But his heartbeat syncing with mine, that massive cock brushing my lower belly with every twitch—it made my womb surrender, gushing fluids until my panties were soaked. Rebellion? Not even a thought.
The instant I saw him naked, I'd lost to Senior. Total defeat.
It started yesterday when I sucked his cock and passed out. One taste of that hot, soft-yet-firm Lapis-exclusive training rod, and I was hooked—utterly helpless against him from that day on. I couldn't even sleep last night, masturbating nonstop.
Facing his naked, erect-cock self, all I could do was secrete arousal pheromones to tempt him into creampieing me. My body was already wafting female lures for a male. Full heat.
"Haa... haa..."
His rough, scorching breath grazed my skin. Just that made my body burn like his. I wanted to crash my lips into those exhaling ones, devour his tongue however I pleased—but I couldn't move until Senior did first.
Luckily, the wait wasn't long. He moved.
Whether drunk on my pheromones or already revved up, he eyed me with pure lust—like a male seeing nothing but breeding stock.
Gone was his usual blunt-yet-kind tone. Instead:
"Seriously. I'll keep it short, so listen up."
My heart pounded wildly. Right now, I was hypnotized by Senior.
A naked Senior wall-slamming me, prodding my belly with his cock—what else could he command but one thing? Hnnngh♡ Am I seriously about to fuck Senior? This time for real? I can believe it now, right? Honestly, in this setup, anything but sex would be weird. Skipping sex—skipping that dream rupture where his mega-cock deflowers my virgin pussy? That would be the crime. Everything screamed breed her.
Not fucking in this situation? Basically illegal. And Senior—the one I know—never breaks the law. So he'd have to fuck me to stay clean.
Zero-logic three-step syllogism, but it justified everything. Perfect.
I hadn't dreamed of full sex today. Best case, I'd suck him off as 'helping with his needs.' But actual fucking?! Uuugh♡ Senior's the best♡ If we fuck, I'll beg for the creampie... but that might be too shameless? I'm here to apologize, after all...
My head swam with sex. No option of not fucking. Had to happen. Shameless for an apologizer? Sure, but opportunity knocks—you grab it. Senior decides anyway. I just accept.
As I rationalized internally, his voice—brimming with confidence and lust—rang out:
"From now on, we're fucking. If you hate it, run."
...For real? I'm actually gonna get fucked? Senior's cock sliding into my pussy? Him worrying as my hymen tears in pain, me gazing tearfully and beaming, confessing romantically: 'I love giving you my first, Senior. I love you'?!
Actual sex. No way I'd hate it. No running.
Fearing he'd say something else, I blurted to Senior:
"...Y-yes."
I bit my tongue mid-stammer, slurring it embarrassingly. Blushing, I averted my eyes—and spotted his bed at vision's edge.
...Huh?
Pinned shoeless against the wall, I couldn't see clearly, but the mattress dipped like someone lay there.
Someone in Senior's bed?
That snapped me alert. Looking back: him greeting me naked? Weird. The room's musky, erotic scent? Off. Faint red-hot mana—impossible from just Senior? Super suspicious.
Where was Ska Rate anyway? Less than 20 minutes since