Kartellis - 7
Even when I hugged her a little tighter, Creator's breathing remained steady.
She was fast asleep. Her body, which had been tense with wariness just moments ago, now lay limply in my arms, utterly unconscious.
This moment was perfect.
Being in the same space as Creator. Breathing the same air. Feeling the same warmth. This instant was so wonderful that no words in the world could capture it properly.
But…
Was it because I loved Creator too much?
Low, base desires kept welling up from the depths of my heart.
"Ah…♡"
I wanted to leave red marks on that pristine white neck. Suck on those red lips, ravage her body, and hear her aroused gasps.
And ultimately, make her heart entirely mine.
I knew I shouldn't do such things.
Yet the greed of wanting Creator never to leave, the impulse to push further, kept surging within me.
Honestly, the world's destruction didn't bother me much anymore. I'd grown so accustomed to death that it felt like a natural cycle.
But…
Creator was so kind, always caring about others besides me.
If I held her here and refused to let her go, she would probably come to hate me.
…I couldn't bear that.
Of course, I hated the idea of anyone else catching Creator's eye, but being hated by her would hurt far more.
I wanted to be loved.
I wanted to hold her tight. I didn't want to let her go.
And yet, I couldn't stand the thought of her hating me…
So I had no choice but to endure.
I have to hold back.
It was heartbreaking.
With so many tentacles on my back, and yet I couldn't even hold onto one person.
"…Creator, you have to treat me really well later on."
I'd told myself to hold back so many times. I'll make sure to let you know someday.
Mwah.
"I love you, my Creator."
As I pressed my lips to her forehead, Creator smiled faintly, as if pleased. It was probably just in her sleep, but it still made me feel good.
Feel so…
"Huuuuh…"
So ticklish it was unbearable. I let out a long breath.
Stop. You know you can't.
I told myself no over and over in my head and slipped into the bathroom.
And slowly.
Very slowly, I peeled off my swimsuit. What shouldn't belong on a woman's body revealed itself inside.
The side effect from bringing Creator here from the real world.
It had manifested between my legs as a cock.
"Hnnngh…♡"
Was it because I'd been wearing such a tight swimsuit?
With my cock constantly crushed against the fabric, it throbbed like knotted muscles.
"It stings so much…"
I wanted to massage it right away, loosen the tension…
But I couldn't.
I was already hypersensitive from being with Creator. If I touched it now, I wouldn't be able to control myself.
But.
But still…
My head knew better, so why did my hand keep drifting toward my cock?
"Nghhh…!!♡"
The moment I gripped my fully erect, twitching cock, electricity shot through my body, my legs trembling. Sticky precum beaded thickly at the tip.
"Feels so good…♡"
I wanted more.
Thinking of Creator's scent from earlier. Her embarrassed face.
The secret place between her legs I wanted to spread open while she slept.
I wanted to stroke my cock.
Schlick- schlick-
"Haah, hnnngh…♡"
Once those thoughts hit, stopping was impossible.
My hand was already pumping furiously, waves of the urge to cum crashing through my mind.
"Crea-tor…♡"
Creator, I'm so sorry. Sorry for being a pervert who secretly jerks off using the person I love as fap material.
But I'm doing this to keep from actually violating you… so you'll understand, right?♡
"Khnn…!♡ Haaah, ahn♡"
Schlick, schlick, schlick, squelch.
My hand wouldn't stop jerking my cock.
Imagining ravaging Creator right now. Covering that body entirely in my cum.
"Almost, ha, aaah…♡!!!"
Splurt! Spurt, spluuuuurtt!!
Cum erupted with ferocious force toward the bathroom mirror.
The mirror was already coated, but my cock wasn't satisfied, ejaculating several more times before finally calming a bit.
"Haa, heeeh…♡ Ah…♡"
Once I steadied my trembling breaths, I looked at the mirror.
My reflection, drenched in cum.
Imagining Creator there instead…
"Ah…♡"
I got hard again.
"Just a little more, then I'll come back to your arms, Creator…♡"
After masturbating alone another seven times or so.
When I returned to the bed, Creator was still sleeping soundly. Bad thoughts kept rising at the sight, but I recalled my promise and endured, stroking her hair gently.
"Sleep well. Tonight, I'll hold back and just sleep."
"……."
"…And praise me for it later, okay."
As promised to myself, I lay down to sleep again. Using my tentacles carefully, I turned Creator's body away from me.
That small space between her arms.
I buried my face deep there and closed my eyes. Soft warmth seeped through our touching skin.
"I love you so much. I love you…♡"
She was asleep, so my feelings wouldn't reach her… but there'd be plenty of time to express them later. For tonight, I let sleep take me.
***
"Mmm…"
Bright light filtering through the curtains woke me.
Maybe from wandering so much yesterday. My body still felt fatigued, and I really didn't want to get out of bed.
I was thinking of sleeping a bit more when.
"…!?"
I looked down at the sensation on my chest. Kartellis lay there, sleeping defenselessly in my arms.
Her face buried in my bosom, breathing softly and steadily in deep slumber.
Up to there, it would've been nice…
But her arms were wrapped tightly around my waist, her legs entangled in a way that was hard to untangle.
As if this was the most natural way to sleep.
I turned my back to her last night…
Did I talk in my sleep or something?
First, let's extract my arm…
The dizzying sensation of my arm trapped between her breasts made me try to pull it out quickly, but strength entered the arms around my waist.
"…Don't run away."
A tiny voice.
I thought she might've woken for a second, but thankfully not. Her eyelashes just trembled faintly; her eyes stayed closed.
"Haa…"
Still, to avoid waking her, I gave up on pulling my arm free.
Silence settled naturally. Aside from Kartellis's steady breathing, the hotel room was utterly quiet.
…She's really out cold.
She had to feel my gaze, but her eyes remained shut.
Kartellis, nestled in my arms, showed none of last night's dangerously playful vibe. Her face was purely innocent, like a sleeping baby's.
She said she wasn't tired, but after walking all day, she must be exhausted.
Just as I decided to wait until she woke.
"Mmm…"
Kartellis furrowed her brow slightly, then buried her face even deeper into me.
Oh no.
This was dangerous.
Her breath tickling my nape, the soft skin pressing against me, the dizzying view if I glanced down just a bit more.
No man could withstand this.
"…What if I got any naughtier ideas? What're you thinking?"
Did she not value her own body…?
As I pulled the blanket up to cover her a little.
Kartellis's eyes slowly fluttered open.
"…Ah."
Her half-lidded golden eyes, still heavy with sleep, took me in. Then her lips curved naturally, and she murmured sleepily.
"…Morning, Creator."
"Y-yeah…"
"Sleep well? You seemed out cold last night."
"Yeah. Pretty well, I think…"
Maybe because she was awake now.
The arms around my waist seemed to tighten a bit more.
"Anyway, help me get this arm out…?"
"We agreed to stay as close as possible. So I'll stick right to your arm."
"No, this position feels kinda risky…"
At my words, Kartellis made that same playful expression from yesterday.
"What's wrong with it? We spent the night together; this much should be fine."
"The 'sleeping together' you mean seems way different from what I thought…"
"Is it?"
Still wearing that playful grin, Kartellis chuckled. Then she used her tentacles to pull me even tighter.
"But we did sleep together, right?"
"You little…!"
"Sleeping with Creator was so nice♡"
I never imagined she'd hit me with lines like that right after waking.
She really was someone I couldn't let my guard down around.
"Let's get up now. You said there were lots of things you wanted to do with me."
"Mmm…♡ I wanna stay like this a bit longer."
"…Won't you regret it later, like 'should've gone out'?"
"Lazing in bed with Creator was one of the things I wanted to do."
Kartellis rolled around on the bed before plastering herself to me again.
"And rushing around all the time isn't good. We need moments like this to relax sometimes."
"So you're planning to stay in bed all day?"
"I'd love to if possible, but if Creator wants to go out, I'll follow of course."
She patted the clothes hanging from her tentacles, as if ready to leave anytime.
Honestly, after all that walking yesterday, I was pretty tired too… so I decided to rest today.
With what's coming ahead, there might not be time to relax.
"Let's extend the room rental today. I'm feeling a bit lazy too."
"Good choice♡ Then just the two of us, alone in the room, for some hot times…♡"
"…Don't even joke about that."
"I'm always serious?"
I kinda regretted deciding to stay in the hotel room alone with her.
…Even if my body was tired, we should've gone out.
"I could prove I'm not lying♡"
"…I get it without proof. So don't."
"Hehe. Even if I want to, you'll refuse?"
"Please, just let me rest…"
"Sadly, that's impossible. It's not just lying down—it's lying down with Creator."
It seemed Kartellis had no intention of leaving my side all day today either.
I wished she'd give me some space now. She was so clingy it was nerve-wracking.
"Then stop messing around and stay still."
"I'll try, but it won't be easy♡"
Contrary to her words, Kartellis burrowed even deeper into my arms.
Her exhales tickled my nape with every breath, but I didn't push her away.
Because for Kartellis, this time with me was what she'd been longing for, what allowed her to exist.
"…Don't stick quite so close."
"Mmm, the bed feels narrow…"
"It's not narrow at all."
"It is to me♡"