Consultation (2)
“C-confession?!”
Camila freezes at my words. Well, I didn’t expect this exact scene, but it wasn’t entirely unexpected either. Valentina’s confession to me had already been shocking enough, and it would hit Camila just as hard.
If I mentioned the kiss too, Camila might actually faint, so I held my tongue.
“T-Tina confessed to you?”
“Yeah…”
“Haa…”
Camila let out a long sigh, rolling her eyes around before opening her mouth again.
“What do you think of my feelings?”
My feelings…
Actually, the real issue was that after days of overthinking, I still couldn’t figure out what I felt. But that was exactly why I had asked Camila for counseling.
Just as you see the game better from the stands than from the field, having watched me from the sidelines for so long, Camila probably understood my feelings better than I did.
“It’s… I don’t know. I do like Tina, yeah? But is it as friends, or as a man and a woman… It’s confusing.”
“I see…”
Camila bowed her head at my honest answer. Then she clenched her fist.
“…So you don’t hate her?”
“Yeah… Not that I hate her… but… we’ve been friends for way too long…”
“Yeah… We’ve been friends for too long.”
“Camila, what do you think?”
“Yeah. If it were me, I’d probably worry a lot. But Ha-neul, what do you think? You don’t want a friend’s relationship to turn into lovers?”
“Not that I don’t want it, but I’m worried this life might break. Tina is my friend, but she’s also your friend.”
It was a bit funny that at my age I was getting relationship advice from Camila, but since we were talking, I felt a little relieved. Adults probably advised sharing worries for a reason, right?
Just Camila nodding like she understood me gave me comfort that I wasn’t weird.
“Would that be a problem?”
But Camila, who had been nodding along to my questions so far, suddenly looked straight at me and opposed my opinion for the first time.
“Huh?”
“Does it become a problem that Tina is your friend and my friend too?”
“That’s… if we break up, it would be awkward. We have to keep playing on the same team from now on.”
“I think if I really like someone, I wouldn’t care about that.”
Wait, was she suggesting I date Valentina? If I dated Valentina, my time with Camila would naturally decrease. Even close friends needed separate time when they became lovers.
“…Then, Camila, you want me to date Tina?”
I had assumed Camila, who loved playing with friends the most, would have this kind of worry, but her words were too unexpected, so I asked back.
“I didn’t mean it that way.”
“…Then what?”
“If it were me, I wouldn’t care. And I wouldn’t want to care.”
If it were my usual self, I might have joked “You’ve become a complete romanticist, Camila.” But Camila’s expression was too serious, unlike her usual playful self, so I just listened.
“So the fact that you’re worried means you don’t like Tina that much yet, right?”
“Yeah… That’s right? I said I’m confused whether I like Tina as a friend or really like her.”
“Then there’s still a chance for me. I told you in advance, I don’t care about that.”
“Yeah, a chance… a chance?”
“I like you too. You.”
“Wha—…”
At Camila’s unexpected words, I unconsciously took a sharp breath.
“Like me? You? This isn’t the kind of liking as friends, right?”
I had come to consult about my worries, but now it felt like an extra complication, and I wanted to escape this room. But Camila, who had been approaching, was getting closer and closer.
And the bigger problem was that I didn’t really dislike Camila’s confession. Or maybe I had been waiting for this exact situation where Camila clearly expressed her feelings.
Camila was one of the few women whose body reacted to me.
“Camila.”
“Ha-neul. How am I? If it were me, I think I could give you certainty.”
Because of that, I didn’t want to answer with a lie even to Camila’s words.
“Sorry…”
“Ah… I-I see?”
At my apology, Camila stopped walking. Our distance had been close, but it suddenly felt far, so I grabbed Camila’s wrist.
“Camila, you’re the same.”
“Huh?”
“You too. Like Tina. I don’t know what this feeling is. That’s why I wanted to confirm today.”
“So, it’s not that you hate it?”
Camila smiled a little. Even in this situation, her true feelings showed, which was so Camila.
“Yeah, how could I hate you.”
“Did you say that to Tina too, in this way?”
“Yeah…. Sorry.”
I could call her garbage. I didn’t want to give up even friendship or this situation, so I was garbage. But if she liked me, I selfishly wanted her to like even this me.
I also thought it would be better if kind Camila called me garbage and scolded me. Then I’d feel better.
But Camila’s choice was completely different.
“Yeah, so that’s what you meant… Then, let’s confirm as you said.”
Camila, who had said to confirm, was approaching me. Looking up at Camila from below was the first time, so it felt new. With that new power, I closed my eyes, and soon felt something soft and moist touch my lips.
I didn’t need to see with my eyes to know what touched my lips. Unlike Valentina, who had kept her lips tightly shut, Camila opened her lips the moment they touched. Unlike Valentina, who had tried to kiss me first, Camila’s kiss was proactive, so my lips naturally parted.
At that time, I thought Valentina had restrained because she thought I was drunk, but for Camila now, there was no such guilt, so wasn’t it natural that she came actively?
Camila’s tongue entered my mouth. Unlike the kiss with Valentina, where I felt the sweet wine scent, with Camila I felt a fresh scent. And the clumsy movement of her tongue was so Camila.
Every time Camila’s soft tongue moved clumsily inside my mouth, blood rushed strongly to my lower body, making it increasingly painful.
“Umm…”
While our tongues were tangled, I felt something rising onto the soft sofa chair.
“Huh?”
When I slightly opened my eyes, I saw Camila in an awkward posture trying to kiss me while sitting on the chair. She had climbed onto it with her knees on the chair. And Camila’s knees slowly bent, making it seem like she was sitting almost on my thighs.
Then, my manhood rising above my uniform pants touched Camila’s body. Since Camila was also wearing uniform pants, the obstacles between our skin were too thin, and that brief friction felt more stimulating than anything.
And startled by that stimulating feeling, we both had to open our eyes, and our eyes met.
Camila’s eyes curved. But unlike her usual playful smile, that smile looked too sexy. Surprising that Camila had this side.
Camila with her sexy eye smile sat on my thighs as is. And my manhood became trapped between Camila and my body, sending shivers all over. Camila, surely feeling my manhood, subtly moved her thighs to stimulate me.
At the same time, Camila’s stopped tongue moved. But thinking it was unfair that only I was being done like this, my hand naturally went to Camila’s belly.
When kissing Valentina, I had been reluctant to move my hands because it was outdoors, but here it was inside my room. No hesitation, and since Camila had challenged me first, I naturally put my hand inside Camila’s clothes.
“Haa…”
At my hand caressing her belly, Camila’s body trembled. I had given the lead on lips and lower body to Camila, but since my hand was free, my hand that had been stroking Camila’s soft belly naturally went toward the hook area.
But I forgot one fact. The fact that female athletes defaulted to sports bras as underwear. Since it didn’t look like I was pushing hard into the bra, at the moment I paused my hand, Camila started moving her hips.
Was the feeling of the friction part being warm and wet just my imagination?
When I tried to check by lowering my head, Camila used her free two hands to fix my face. And even in that, Camila didn’t stop moving her hips slowly.
The fact that it was not anyone else but that seemingly innocent Camila doing this movement, the fact that we were touching with just a few thin cloths, and even in that, Camila’s tongue moving clumsily to make me feel good somehow,
… I felt like I couldn’t hold back anymore.
I no longer held back and pushed both hands into Camila’s bra. Camila’s sports bra pressed hard on my hands. But I didn’t care and pushed my hands further in, feeling Camila’s soft breasts.
“Haueut…”
Camila, who had slightly parted her lips, let out a lewd moan. That moan meant permission. I confidently moved my fingers, and my thumb caught Camila’s nipple which had hardened like my manhood.
And I, holding Camila’s soft breast, started rotating the nipple with my thumb.
And at that time, as Camila moved slightly, I felt my manhood touching her precious place. No matter how many thin layers between, the unforgettable feeling from my manhood,
“Ugh…”
I unconsciously vomited everything.
“Shit…”
Because I felt that soft and hard touch for too long, and in the long time situation where my manhood was controlled by another woman other than me, and the fact that innocent Camila had done this for me,
I had committed a mistake before entering the main game.
…To make excuses, all this was too long time. Shit.
“…Ha-neul?”
Camila, feeling her thighs near become warm, stopped all movement.
“……”
“…Sorry. I didn’t intend to go this far…. Sorry.”
Camila, parting her lips, apologized like a woman of this world feeling responsibility. The fact that I, who had much experience, couldn’t win against a girl who had just become an adult in simulated sex was so embarrassing that I had to lower my head.
“So, how am I? Is the confirmation enough?”
But ironically, after one time, my mind snapped. And I no longer wanted to lie to Camila.
“…Yeah. But, same.”
“……”
“I did it with Tina too. Kissing.”
A bit of disappointment appeared on Camila’s expression. But I pretended not to notice and continued speaking.
“You too, Tina. You seem to like each other. More than friends. Tina, if she had come closer at that time, I probably wouldn’t have rejected like now.”
“…Yeah, I see. Sorry. I approached too quickly.”
“…But, it wasn’t that I disliked it.”
Saying such garbage words even in this situation. I thought Camila slapping my cheek or not avoiding it, I stayed still. But Camila was Camila.
“Well, there’s plenty of time in the future. I’ll try to make you more confident.”
Camila, who always thought of me and gave up for me, understood my garbage words like Camila.
Camila stood up from her seat, and I instinctively covered my pants.
“And, I’m sorry about today…. I didn’t intend to think like this.”
With that gesture, Camila apologized again.
“…No, I liked it too.”
And we instinctively realized that today, which was permitted to us, ended here. The sticky atmosphere that had been enveloping us from my confession-like words no longer existed between us.
Camila probably wanted to cross the line, but realistically, and in atmosphere, going all the way seemed quite difficult.
I felt this situation was fortunate. My size was not something that easy for women having first experience to accept, and there were many accumulated things, so if we went all the way, Camila probably wouldn’t be able to attend tomorrow’s match.
And such an event wouldn’t be good for Camila’s career. Surely she would notice if experienced Angela noticed Camila’s condition.
“Then, see you tomorrow.”
“Yeah…”
We exchanged greetings, and Camila left the room. The empty room felt a bit desolate.
But even in that, my mind was swirling with many thoughts.
Even if the end was destruction, I wanted to go through life with these friends without giving up anyone.
And I thought I needed ‘confirmation’ even with Yuri who I might like more than friends.
‘…First, I should do laundry.’