Chapter 35
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Translator: penny
Chapter: 35
Chapter Title: Getting Deflowered by My Guy Friend While Sending a Video Letter to My Boyfriend
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"......"
I couldn't refute it. It was hard to even meet the eyes of Lee Seonha looking down at me as he lay sprawled on top of me.
All I could do was avert my gaze, my face burning red, breaths coming in sharp gasps.
There was nothing I could do.
"Hey, cut the crap and let me ask one thing."
Lee Seonha said to me.
"Do you wanna break up with Kim Jihoon or something?"
"No!! You, you! If you tell Kim Jihoon about this, I'll really kill you!"
I startled like I'd been shocked and yelled up at him. That was absolutely the one thing I couldn't let happen.
Was he planning to blackmail me with what just went down?
A massive wave of fear crashed over me for a second, but Lee Seonha's face after hearing my desperate shout... it was incredibly warm.
As if he was relieved I'd thought of it that way.
"Then why are you doing this... Hey, hold up."
He'd started pressing me relentlessly when he pulled out his phone.
"Wh-who are you texting what for?!"
"Just telling Seol I'm heading to bed early. There. Now, be straight with me. So why'd you do it?"
"...Do what."
"What do you mean? Calling me over, wearing that top showing off your tits and thighs, pretending to sleep."
"......"
You keep stealing glances at my tits and ass, so I wanted to test if you're getting weird ideas about me...
I knew that was all just an excuse.
Yeah.
I just wanted to check my own kink. Hell, Lee Seonha had even helped me with it.
To see if I really got turned on by the looks and touches from my boyfriend's best friend—not my actual boyfriend.
That's all it was. A confirmation.
But knowing that and admitting it out loud were two different things. Shame kept my mouth shut, or so I thought.
"I... I get so turned on just looking at you... Wanted to confirm it..."
The honest truth spilled out. I shocked myself, but dragging this awkward moment out might've been worse.
Shame, anxiety, guilt, worry—it all felt like it was crushing my heart.
"If you want sex, just call up Kim Jihoon. Why not take it further with him?"
"With Jihoon... it just doesn't click that way... And... um... I... I think I get excited doing it secretly with Jihoon's friend... without Jihoon knowing..."
"You get wet for fucking some other guy behind your boyfriend's back?"
"N-not just any guy!! It's only you, you freak!!"
"So your kink's straight-up cheating? This is..."
"Argh... don't say it like... Ha... yeah, fine... I'm a crazy slut..."
I couldn't believe I'd blurted it all out, but damn, it felt relieving too.
Not some feel-good honesty, sure, but my body had been a wreck just fantasizing about Lee Seonha.
After my resigned confession, Lee Seonha went quiet for a bit, then got up.
Was he disgusted and leaving? Nope—he headed to my bed and perched on the edge.
Locking eyes with me, he spoke.
"I was poking you on purpose with all kinds of shit to figure out why, but you held it together like a champ."
"Thought you were a total psycho."
"Harsh. Anyway, Yoon Siyeon."
"...Yeah."
I propped up my torso too, back against the wall, legs squeezed shut, arms hugged tight to hide as much skin as I could.
Even now, the air brushing my nipples and pussy sent chills of pleasure through me.
As I awaited judgment, Lee Seonha kept going.
"Grab some clothes, get dressed, pick up your drink. I'll forget it all."
"...What?"
"Everything you said, everything you did today—gone. You're Kim Jihoon's girl, I'm Kim Jihoon's buddy. We keep it polite and distant."
"For real...?"
"Yeah. If that's what you want. Act like it never happened."
"......"
"But."
It was the kindest thing—something I should've jumped on right then. But somehow, I waited for the other shoe to drop.
I was hoping for it.
"If you wanna go all the way for real."
"......"
"Strip naked and come here."
"......!"
"Do that, and I'll play along with everything."
"Every...thing?"
His words stirred excitement and thrill from deep in my chest.
"Yeah, everything. Secret from Kim Jihoon, secret from Seol. Whatever you wanna do, whatever kinks you wanna try... I'll take 'em all. Just our secret."
"......"
"Your sex drive looks insane. I'll help you work it out."
With that, Lee Seonha eyed the bits of my tits and pussy peeking past my arms and legs, handing the choice to me.
"So, what's it gonna be?"
No debate needed. Dress now, blame it on the booze—safest bet. I knew it.
Knew it was right. Thinking of Jihoon made it obvious.
But Lee Seonha's words hit my heart. Pierced straight through.
'I'll take all your kinks.'
That filthy kink I couldn't fix solo, couldn't confess to my boyfriend.
The perfect guy to unlock it was volunteering.
Reason wasn't running the show in my head right now.
Memories of fingering myself to thoughts of Lee Seonha. The bliss when he'd groped my body, my pussy moments ago.
His friend's hands on me... secretly from Jihoon. That forbidden rush.
-Gulp.
I swallowed hard.
Trembling hands slowly yanked my tank top over my head. Unhooked the bra next.
-Rustle.
Standing, I let the panties tangled mid-thigh and dolphin pants drop to the floor.
"Haa... haa...♡"
Panting raggedly, pussy drenched.
"This stays... secret, right...?"
"You think I'd blab about banging my buddy's girl?"
"......... Th-then..."
"Then?"
"...I want it."
I walked to Lee Seonha.
Every inch of me bare.
His eyes devouring my tits and pussy—no more hiding. Pure excitement now.
Was it thanks to the [R: Honest Feelings] card I'd just slotted in?
Yoon Siyeon—who'd spilled her guts so easily—stood before me buck naked.
I'd been tracking her thoughts, watching her crumble to desire bit by bit. But way faster than I'd figured.
Anyway, I eyed her up: self-stripped and standing there.
Long black hair cascading to her waist, slim bangs brushing her brows.
Big eyes, pert nose, pink lips.
5'5" or so, lithe frame—offset by massive tits and stiff nipples.
Hips wide and shapely, Seol-level.
Pubes somewhere between Seol and Gayoung noona.
Pussy glazed in my spit and her juices, lips clenched tight.
Face, body, curves—flawless. Kim Jihoon hit the jackpot, no cap. Still thought so.
Poster girl for "pure innocent beauty"?
If she zipped it.
"Once we start, no stopping."
"......Don't stop. Ever."
"Deal."
I stood quick, shed everything—hoodie, jeans, boxers, socks. Tossed 'em. Naked facing her.
Yoon Siyeon's eyes locked on my crotch. Mouth covered, eyes bugging out.
"...Holy shit."
"First dick you've seen?"
"D-duh... whose would it be?"
"Right? Oh yeah, you said no kissing Jihoon even."
"......Hey, gotta keep dragging Jihoon into this?"
She shot me a pissed glare, but I just reached out, cupped her pussy.
-Squelch...♡
"Hyaa...♡ Cr-crazy! What the fuck!"
"Told you. I'll indulge every kink."
"Wh-why tho..."
"Get real. Not just any dude—it's your boyfriend's best friend, secretly, that has your pussy drooling."
-Squelch... squelch...♡
"Hngguuk...♡ Th-that's...♡"
"No holding back. Do whatever. We're this far—why chicken out?"
"...Fine. No holding back then."
"Perfect. Here goes..."
"Eek...!"
-Thump!
I grabbed Yoon Siyeon, tumbled her onto the bed. Girly squeal and all, she sprawled on the sheets...
"Haa... haa...♡"
Staring up, flushed, eyes brimming with anticipation.
Before climbing on, I snatched her smartphone off the table, shoved it in her hand.
"Phone for?"
"Unlock. Hit video record."
"R-record it?!"
Puzzled, then freaked. I kept kneading her squishy tits.
"Haaang♡ Breasts again...♡"
"Gotta leave a video letter for Jihoon."
"Video... letter?"
"No kisses for your man, but popping your cherry for me? No sorry?"
"......Hngt...♡ J-Jihoon... seeing..."
"Jihoon can't do the honors, but might wanna watch how his girl's got deflowered."
"......♡"
Crazy talk, even to me. But pure kink fuel, right?
Secret fuck? Check. Filming it? Check. Her own phone, risk of bust? Extra thrill.
I dig recording since Seol and Gayoung noona; her with that depravity card? She'd eat it up.
Nailed it—lips twitched up. She loved it.
Fiddled quick, handed me the phone.
"Film."
"Roger."
Took it, hopped on bed, angled low. Spread her legs wide, missionary—dick at her entrance. Rolling.
"I'll shoot from up top. You kick it off."
"How?"
"Apologize to Jihoon first."
"God, psycho... Uh, ahem. J-Jihoon... hey?"
Cursed under breath but stared at the screen, started. Decided? No second thoughts. Badass.
Betraying her man or not.
Screen showed: hair tousled, bed-bound, hands shyly cupping cheeks.
Not just face—tits mashed by elbows, nips perked, navel too.
She went on steady.
"Didn't plan this at all... but psycho Lee Seonha kept ogling my tits yesterday and today...♡"
"Hey, deep V-neck? Hard not to stare."
"Wasn't that deep volunteering!"
"Tch, fine. Keep going."
"Ugh... anyway... ended up calling Seonha to my room on the sly... pretended sleep, he groped my tits, slurped my pussy...♡"
"Don't paint me rapist. Straight facts. Apologize."
"Argh... truth? With you, Jihoon, never crossed my mind... but Seonha? Body on fire... wore dolphin pants, string tank to tease...♡ Sorry, Jihoon."
"Nice."
"Wanted firsts with you always... but oops, here we are...♡ Still love you most, Jihoon. Believe me. Please."
"Cherry to me tho?"
"Shut it! J-Jihoon... watch close... losing it to Lee Seonha now...♡ Sorry not you...♡"
-Squelch... driiiip...
"Haaak...♡"
"Damn, creaming while saying that. Total perv."
Sh-shut up...♡ ...Hey, condom? Got some home if not...
"Vasectomy. Raw's safe—no baby."
"For real?"
"Not lying 'bout this. Did it to creampie Seol. Chill."
"Th-then..."
"All your firsts mine—even creampie. Thank me."
"Wh-what?!"
Her face lit with eager glow.
I delivered: gripped dick, eased tip to her virgin slit. Soaked—no lube needed.
"First time hurts, they say... how bad?"
"You do it? Won't hurt."
"Pfft, yeah right."
"Dead serious. Don't lose it squealing how good when I slide in."
"As if~ First time bliss? Never."
Casual chit-chat, buck naked. Way chiller than drinks earlier.
-Squish...
"Ahng...♡ Tip's in...?"
"Just the head."
Close-up on pussy pre-thrust, final words.
"Narrate live: how's losing cherry feel? Jihoon's tuned in."
"Haaa...♡ Jihoon...♡ Now... Seonha's dick... raw, no rubber, kissing my pussy... hngg♡ Driving me wild...♡"
"Yo, Kim Jihoon. Sampling your girl's pussy first."
"Watch good...♡ 21-year saved cherry—for you... now Seonha's meal..."
-Shluuup... plunge...!
"Nnghiiiiiit...♡"
My dick tore through her hymen—pleasure broke her; waist bowed like a drawn bow.