Chapter 23

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Translator: penny

Chapter: 23

Chapter Title: Jerking Off to a Sex Video

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That remark, tossed out so casually.

I couldn't comprehend what he had just said—or what I had just heard. Convinced I must have misheard, I stupidly asked again, my hair standing on end and my heart frozen solid.

Ryu Seol's boyfriend opened his mouth again without missing a beat.

"Last time when I popped Seol's cherry, her pussy was so goddamn tight I thought my dick was gonna get stuck. Those pussy walls clung to my cock all tight and slick—it nearly drove me insane."

"Wh-what the...?"

"And you know it too, right? Seol's tits are way bigger than they look. Kneading them like dough feels fucking amazing."

"F-fuck... what the hell are you...?"

What the fuck was this bastard saying right now?

"Oh, you know her nipples, pussy, and asshole are all pink? The way she twitches when I flick them is adorable as hell."

"Bullshit... stop it...?"

-Gasp... gasp...

Profanity spilled from my lips alongside ragged breaths. I couldn't tell if it was rage or arousal. My oxygen-starved brain spun, and my hands trembled uncontrollably.

Yet I couldn't do a damn thing to this smirking prick spouting nonsense.

My body just wouldn't move. I wanted nothing more than to smash my fist into that fucker's face.

Mocking my paralysis, he kept right on talking.

"Last week, she spread her pussy wide and begged me to fuck her—moaning like a slut—so I creampied the shit out of her. Cleaning up all that pussy juice and cum dripping everywhere was a pain."

"...Bull... bullshit..."

Bullshit. Total bullshit.

Ryu Seol would never act like that. No way she'd give herself to a scumbag like this.

"Don't believe me? Hmm... Showing off her body might be a waste, but how about I let you hear her moans?"

With that, he fiddled with his phone for a moment, glanced to make sure Ryu Seol was gone, then hit play. He turned the screen away so I couldn't see.

Moments later, a woman's sultry voice poured from the speaker.

-Thud!

The moment ‍‍‌‌⁠​​⁠‌​​‍​​‍​‌​⁠‍‌‍⁠⁠‌⁠‌‍‌‍‌‌‌‍⁠​‌​‌​‌‍‌‌‌⁠‍​​‌‍⁠‌‌⁠⁠I heard it, my stalled heart plummeted. I didn't need to see the screen. I knew that was Ryu Seol's voice.

Even though I'd never heard her talk like that—cutesy and coquettish, something I'd never hear in my lifetime.

No way I could mistake the voice I replayed in my head a hundred times a day.

I knew it.

In that video, my first love was giving her virginity to the bastard in front of me.

-Drip, drip...

Listening to her strained voice, I couldn't breathe. Tears welled up unbidden.

Just like that bastard said, Ryu Seol was moaning and begging for sex.

As I zoned out fixated on her voice, Lee Seon-ha's voice cut in.

"You seem to like it, so here's a highlight reel."

He cruelly dragged out the nightmare.

The girl I'd loved so much—the one I thought holding hands with would make me happy forever—Ryu Seol.

This fucker had ravaged her at will.

Even as tears streamed down my face, Ryu Seol's melted, slutty voice aroused me. I hated myself for getting hard over it.

Imagining the scenes from the sounds, picturing her naked body, I was leaking precum like crazy.

"Next up... Oh, I haven't played the blowjob yet? Her small mouth feels great sucking dick... Hmm, you get a little glimpse of her tits, but service like this is fine."

"Stop... please, just stop..."

Ignoring my pleas, he shoved the video in my tear-blurred face.

I wanted to look away, but I couldn't. My filthy lust drew my eyes right to it.

On the square smartphone screen before me.

She had that thick cock in her mouth, ah,

sucking it so happily, smack, smack.

Ryu Seol's face.

Even with that tiny face and mouth stuffed full to the brim, Ryu Seol looked up at the camera with eyes ‍‍‌‌⁠​​⁠‌​​‍​​‍​‌​⁠‍‌‍⁠⁠‌⁠‌‍‌‍‌‌‌‍⁠​‌​‌​‌‍‌‌‌⁠‍​​‌‍⁠‌‌⁠⁠brimming with love and affection.

And soon, this ‍‍‌‌⁠​​⁠‌​​‍​​‍​‌​⁠‍‌‍⁠⁠‌⁠‌‍‌‍‌‌‌‍⁠​‌​‌​‌‍‌‌‌⁠‍​​‌‍⁠‌‌⁠⁠man blasted his load mercilessly into her mouth and gave her an order.

Not satisfied, she licked up the filthy remnants like candy, then popped the cock back in her mouth and sucked noisily.

-Throb

Her defiled face, lips, tongue.

And the glimpse of Ryu Seol's huge tits at the bottom of the screen, pink nipples at the tips.

My dick throbbed harder, leaking even more precum.

Like a pathetic loser, I'd forgotten my rage and was just blankly staring at Ryu Seol on the screen.

Gaping at the Ryu Seol I'd craved and desired, just like that.

"Showing more of her body might be too much... Eh, screw it. You came all this way to keep her company, so I'll show you something worth jerking to for life."

-Thump

His magnanimous words made my heart race. Amid jealousy, rage, and sorrow, a base desire reared up from my groin.

The newly played video showed...

"......!"

I sucked in a breath.

The screen was filled with flesh tones.

Right before my eyes, like it was filmed just for me.

Like I'd shot it myself.

Ryu Seol had her legs spread wide. Everything about her laid bare, obscenely vivid.

Her blushing face, shy smile.

Huge tits slightly flattened by gravity, pink nipples perky and erect.

The slim waist and cute navel I'd only seen in festival fancams, which helped my jerk sessions so much.

The modest patch of pubic hair below.

The thick outer labia she was holding open with both hands—something she hadn't allowed the camera to see yet—and the pink inner folds.

Her clit peeking up shyly, and her pussy hole winking and drooling juices.

All of her, right there before me.

"Haa... haa...!"

This time, not from jealousy or sadness—pure sexual excitement made me pant, my panties soaked.

Even in that vulgar pose, she was so beautiful. Excitement beyond jealousy flooded me. The Ryu Seol I'd fantasized about while jerking was right there.

If only I could bite those firm nipples.

Kiss her armpits and navel.

Bury my nose in her pubes and suck those thick pussy lips.

Stuff my cock into that tiny hole.

That would be my ultimate wish.

But the man there wasn't me. Ryu Seol's first time—the one I'd only heard earlier—began.

'No... please don't...'

I prayed desperately in my head for it to stop, but this was just a recording of the past.

That filthy cock slowly pushed into her sealed pussy, soon stained with Ryu Seol's virgin blood.

My heart ached again, nose stinging, tears flowing.

I couldn't believe Ryu Seol had become this bastard's woman.

Lying on the bed, Ryu Seol shook her massive tits, letting out moans laced with pain and pleasure—not just suffering for her first time.

Over and over.

Tears beaded at her eyes, her tongue lolling out—so lovable even like that—yet she panted lewdly under another man.

Her coquettish voice, full of affection, shattered my heart to pieces.

Her pussy struggled to accommodate the leisurely pistoning shaft, taking it in with all her might.

-Spurt, spurt

After squeezing out the last drop into her pussy, the man's cock vanished.

The camera panned slowly from top to bottom over Ryu Seol.

Her flushed face panting heavily.

Her huge tits heaving with each breath, cute nipples.

Slim waist and navel.

Legs still spread wide.

Her lewd pussy, a bit reddened.

Even the depths of her winking hole oozing filthy cum.

All in close-up, lingering slowly.

I couldn't tear my eyes away for a second, burning every detail into my retinas.

Then the smartphone vanished from before me. Ryu Seol's boyfriend pocketed it with a shit-eating grin, like he'd shown all he intended.

"......"

Unable to curse or punch, I staggered out of the convenience store.

I didn't want to think about anything.

I just hoped when I opened my eyes, this would be a dream—a nightmare.

Tears flowed endlessly.

My chest tightened, suffocating.

My hands shook like I had tremors.

But my honest body kept my dick rock-hard, panties soaked with precum in a sickening wet mess.

Worse than any wet dream, my pathetic state utterly miserable.

"H-hic... F-fuck... you slutty whore..."

I know.

My feelings twisted into love-hate, cursing Ryu Seol without thinking.

But deep down, it was just envy and jealousy.

Things I couldn't do, only imagined.

That man had already done it all to Ryu Seol.

I already knew.

My first love.

Was over, completely, in this moment.

Even now, in my head...

Ryu Seol's face, smiling happily as she sucked that man's cock, wouldn't leave me.

"I'm b-back... Where's Min-jun?"

"Puhuhu-huh-hup..."

"O-oppa?! Why are you laughing like that?!"

"No... kehup... Your friend had something come up... hahaha, he left first."

"Aww, he could've at least said bye!"

"Damn, that was hilarious. Wasn't planning to mess with him, but..."

"Mess with what?"

"Nothing. Took you a while, huh?"

"J-just fixing my makeup..."

"Figured. You look extra pretty. Hey, Seol-ah, what're you up to after your shift?"

"Ah! N-nothing! What'd you have in mind?"

"Date after?"

"Yes! Let's do it! Definitely!"

"Cool, I'll wait nearby. Call when you're done."

"Okay, oppa!"