Chapter 31
Translator - Zofu
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My hand moves quickly.
"Hah...! Hah...!"
Tap-tap-tap, tap-tap-tap. The dick I can hold in one hand, leaking pre-cum in drips, convulses in pleasure.
Small and modest dick.
The dick that is bitten, sucked, and devoured by my girlfriend. The dick that was always adored by my girlfriend. That dick is...
Right now, unable to do anything.
While watching my girlfriend get fucked by 'another man,' I'm jerking off.
The tear-stained wank of a loser. A wank that gives deep loss and betrayal.
The loser's wank that only a loser can do.
I'm doing a 'defeatist fap' right now.
A faint, aroused expression forms on my flushed red face.
The man on the screen looks at me and speaks.
[Pitiful. The so-called boyfriend's dick is fucking tiny, can't even fuck his girlfriend's pussy... Gonna jerk off like a retard watching this video, right?]
It's true.
I'm... a retard.
Even with my girlfriend getting fucked right before my eyes, I can't stop myself, overcome by the 'pleasure' of being stolen...
A retard.
An irredeemable retard who enjoys losing his girlfriend.
"Hah... haah... hoo... hah..."
My face grows even redder.
My dick keeps leaking pre-cum.
The man on the screen is getting his dick sucked by my girlfriend... while I'm just sitting here, shaking my dick like a retard.
Originally, I should be the one in that position.
I should be the one getting my dick sucked...
Now, I can't.
"Hah... ugh, hah...!"
I focus on my girlfriend on the screen.
Ah.
An endlessly happy expression.
When she sucks my dick... she never makes that expression.
My girlfriend's arm keeps moving. While sucking another man's dick, she's touching her own pussy and masturbating.
Just like me. Masturbating.
"Hah, hah... heh..."
The man on screen opens his mouth.
[Thinking about it, jerking off watching your girlfriend cling to another man and pant... Fuck. Is that a man?]
He's not... a man.
Looking at that massive supreme dick...
I naturally surrender to the ultimate masculinity, the extreme strength of a 'stud'.
An ideal I could never reach with my modest dick.
I surrender.
Me and my girlfriend.
Everything.
Therefore, the only thing I can do right now is jerk off while watching my girlfriend get fucked.
That's all.
Nothing else is possible.
I focus on my girlfriend on the screen.
Her boyfriend is surrendering and jerking off like a retard, and she doesn't care at all.
My girlfriend just focuses all her attention on sucking dick. The massive dick is swallowed to the root by my girlfriend, retreats to the glans, then is swallowed to the root again.
For me, one mouthful is the end...
But my girlfriend on screen looks slightly distressed instead.
"Hah... hah..."
The dick is so big that even the back-and-forth must be tiring.
Her jaw looks slightly sore. That thickness can't even compare to mine.
Tap-tap-tap-tap
The dick gripped in my right hand trembles in pleasure.
[Fuck, can't even laugh. Fuckwit. But don't worry, I'll fuck your girlfriend so good she'll forget about your tiny dick. Just enjoy it. Got it? That much doesn't matter, right?]
It doesn't matter.
No, it should matter... but my mind, my body, keeps surrendering to pleasure...
"...Yes."
I end up saying it's fine.
Originally, she is mine.
Originally, I should be in that position.
The 'yandere' I so desperately wanted...
Should only look at me. Should only love me.
That expression now...
[Slurp, chuup, hap♡ Chuuup, slurrrp, hap♡]
Is the expression of someone in love.
Once again, despair settles on my face.
At the same time, arousal settles too.
A melted, loosened expression. An expression that knows nothing but sucking in love, slurp-slurp.
An expression in love with dick.
"Hah... haah... aah... ah..."
My hand moves faster.
Seeing that makes me incredibly aroused.
This sensation of losing my girlfriend, this sensation like a hole is pierced through my chest.
Loss.
And.
Betrayal.
I've fallen into these emotions.
The man on screen opens his mouth.
[Actually, thinking about it, shouldn't you be grateful that a man like me is 'using' your girlfriend's pussy, since she doesn't even care about your tiny dick anyway?]
"Hah... haah... hah... hoo... aah..."
[Your dick's so fucking tiny your girlfriend clings to a man like me. If I didn't fuck her... cobwebs would grow in her pussy. So—]
"Hah... hah... haah...!"
[—be grateful. Fuckwit.]
In my arousal, my focus blurs. I look at the man on screen—
"Th-thank... you..."
I say it.
Thank you.
For fucking my girlfriend.
Thank you.
Maybe I'm too aroused, because a tear trickles from my eye.
My heart hurts.
Because it hurts, I'm happy.
Because I'm a masochist.
[Too slow. At this rate you won't even shoot pre-cum, let alone cum.]
My girlfriend starts sucking the man's dick faster than before.
My hand also starts moving faster than before.
[Slurrrrp! Hap, huup, slurp, slurrrrp!♡]
My hand grips my dick harder at the sight of my girlfriend vacuum-sucking the man's dick to the end. My hand holding my dick trembles, wanting to feel that sucking sensation too. If I received that vacuum fellatio, I'd cum in less than a minute. But that man on screen, Kim Tae-ho.
Doesn't care.
He's just relaxed.
Truly, an overwhelming gap.
"Hah... heh... hah... hah..."
Soon after, the man on screen, Kim Tae-ho, cums.
[Swallow it all. Don't spit.]
At the same time, I cum too.
The cum gurgling out on the screen, slurp-slurp, is sucked into my girlfriend's mouth.
While I—
Drip—
A tiny bit comes out and it's over.
The cum gradually soaks into the tissue. The man on screen is still, still cumming.
Still cumming.
[Slurp, huup, gulp, gulp, huup, slurrrp♡]
My girlfriend swallows the man's dick to the root.
After swallowing, she stimulates the dick endlessly by turning her head this way and that. Not a single drop of cum from the dick is left, all of it going into my girlfriend's mouth.
"Hah... hah..."
[Haah, haah... heh♡ I swallowed it all♡]
The man on screen pulls up a chair and sits down. Ah... now he's doing it.
[Get on the dick yourself. Shake your hips.]
[Heah, ah, yesss♡]
Seeing that, my dick starts getting hard again.
I grab the erect dick once more with my hand.
My girlfriend eats the man's dick with her ass, zwup-zwup.
I think... tonight is going to be a bit long.
Once again. My hand moves.
Tap-tap-tap-tap
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Today. Kim Seok-hyun was absent.
That Kim Seok-hyun, who never missed the Academy even if he was sick or had something going on.
He missed the Academy today.
It's quite unusual. Even though he looks like this, Kim Seok-hyun is among the diligent ones at the Academy.
Then. A memory flashed through my mind.
Could it be... he missed it because of that?
No, no way. It's nonsense to say he couldn't come to the Academy because he was jerking off. That's not a valid reason.
Lunchtime. Sitting on a bench, I thought deeply.
Really... what was it? Did he get hit by a car while walking? No, that can't be...
As I'm thinking that. Someone approached me.
"You there!"
A sharp voice. I turned my head and there.
Pink hair. Twin tails. Deep pink eyes. Haughty gaze. Fangs and a snaggletooth.
An exchange student from Japan.
Akina was there.
"Yes?"
"How, exactly, did this happen!? Huh!? You would know, wouldn't you!?"
"Wh... at?"
My head tilted sideways. What the fuck was this now.
"Our! Oraboni's reason for missing the Academy! You!"
Or, oraboni? What the fuck is this. Whose oraboni?
"Whose oraboni?"
"Kim Seok-hyun Oraboni! You idiot!"
Kim Seok-hyun? Wait, why Kim Seok-hyun?
"Wh, why is Kim Seok-hyun..."
"My Oraboni has a goal! He'd never be stupid enough to miss the Academy!"
Akina grabbed her hair nervously.
"The Oraboni I respect most... Something must have happened! I asked around! But everyone said they didn't know, I was going to die of frustration!!"
Really, fucking, loud.
There was exactly one reason that came to mind for why he missed... no. That couldn't be.
Hah. No way he missed the Academy because he was jerking off...
Besides that, there was no other reason that came to mind.
I didn't know either.
"I don't know either."
"Huh!? That can't be!"
Akina screamed.
"...You're the last one! Even Kim Seok-hyun Oraboni's girlfriend said she doesn't know! You're the only one left, so I barely found you..."
"Ah..."
I nodded, roughly guessing the situation.
Actually, Kim Seok-hyun was a fucking perverted bastard who enjoys watching his girlfriend get fucked by another man... fuck. I guessed I had to take this fact to the grave.
I examined Akina's expression. She looked like she's about to cry half the time. I've heard before. Kim Seok-hyun moved through various social circles since he was young, leaving a strong impression on them.
Roughly, cool. Cool. Polite. Has sense. Kind.
Anyway, a 'perfect' person with no immaturity unfitting his young age... I knew.
That impression remained and creates followers.
Actually, except when watching netorare sex, Kim Seok-hyun is a complete person in himself.
He's quite popular. He had 'Han Ye-rin' as his girlfriend standing firm, so other girls couldn't approach easily, but if Han Ye-rin didn't exist, he could've built a harem by himself at the Academy.
Reality was... a fucking perverted bastard who enjoys watching netorare sex...
I took a handkerchief from my pocket and offer it to Akina. Gray with embroidery. A handkerchief I received from Han Seol-ah.
"Uwah... uuu... th, thank you..."
Akina wiped her tears with the handkerchief. There were many tears gathered, so the handkerchief quickly got soaked. Then.
"Hnngh—"
"Ah."
Fuck no.
Akina blew her nose with the handkerchief mid-wipe.
This fucking bitch?
"Wh, wh, what, excuse me?"
My voice trembled in shock. Why the fuck would you blow your nose with that. Fuck. Veins slightly bulged on my forehead.
"Ah... ah... I'm sorry..."
Akina lowered her head.
"I'll... wash it and return it later... ugh... Oraboni..."
"Huh?"
Akina wiped her tears with her sleeve and gradually moved away from my sight. Then. Soon she disappeared from before my eyes.
Like a storm passing by.
A sigh escaped me.
"Hah..."
"Is she gone...?"
"Huh!?"
I flinched in surprise at the voice from beside me. This dragging speech pattern...
"Seol-ah?"
"Helllooo..."
Waited, since when? I grabbed my pounding heart.
"Wh, since when were you there?"
"Not long agooo..."
"Huh?"
Transparent magic... used it...
"Ah."
I nodded roughly. But why did you come?
"Something up?"
"Justttt... after school today... are you free...?"
After school? I thought deeply. Come to think of it, yesterday Han Ye-rin definitely...
'I was satisfied. Very. Tomorrow, rest or do whatever you want. Puppy.'
She said she was satisfied and gave me freedom.
I nodded my head.
"Thank goodness..."
Han Seol-ah formed a faint smile. Han Seol-ah met my eyes.
"Since the handkerchief... was taken away... while going to buy one... let's eat something together..."
Han Seol-ah grabbed my hand.
"Eat what?"
"Eung..."
Han Seol-ah slowly nodded her head.
"I... know a good tteokbokki place..."
Han Seol-ah looked at me and smiled faintly. From far away, it's a faint smile that wouldn't be noticed.
I had no experience with this, so my expression stiffened and I smiled awkwardly. R, really?
"Theeen... see you after school..."
Han Seol-ah let go of the hand she was holding. Soon after, she disappeared before my eyes, radiating light all over her body.
After school... something other than sex came up. That fact was a bit unbelievable.
A promise between 'friends' that could actually happen in reality, not the netorare outdoor sex with Han Ye-rin.
Was this really... the Academy?
The Academy that cursed, ignored, and tormented the bakery owner's son—is this really it?
Friends you dated within the Academy are precious in themselves. But this time, we even made plans after school?
It felt like we were seriously trying to get to know each other from now on.
Tears of joy felt like they'd come out. I rummaged through my pocket to find a handkerchief. Right, fuck. Akina took it.
I covered my face with my right hand, looked at the sky, and held back the tears that are about to fall. Yeah, this was the real Academy.
As I raised my head like that... for some reason, I felt a strange sensation.
I felt... someone's gaze...
What was it?
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"Suspicious..."
Same time.
Lee So-cheon.
Lee So-cheon is now... looking at Kim Tae-ho. From inside a flower bed, hiding. While concealed among the bushes.
Looking at a 'suspicious man'.
"Umm..."
Han Ye-rin, Han Seol-ah, Akina... and Lee Ah-rin.
Even two of them, Han Ye-rin and my younger sister, already have owners. No matter how I think about it, it's too suspicious.
I couldn't hear clearly from far away, but... one thing is certain.
Akina was angry.
'—I'm going to die of frustration!!'
Die of frustration? Could it be...
Kim Tae-ho. Are you... tormenting Akina?
Dangerous.
That man is... dangerous!
A man like that can't be near Ah-rin!
Also, there's something suspicious.
The magic prodigy. Han Seol-ah appeared. I don't know what they talked about, but... one thing I can know.
Kim Tae-ho's expression stiffened awkwardly.
After Han Seol-ah disappeared, Kim Tae-ho raised his head and put his hand over his eyes, holding something back.
This is Han Seol-ah, warning him.
Probably, Kim Tae-ho kept trying to touch Han Seol-ah's body, so she gave him a warning. Hearing that, Kim Tae-ho—
That fucking bitch dared to talk back to me, suppressing his rising irritation.
All the puzzles fit together.
Kim Tae-ho has already tried... to fuck Han Seol-ah more than once!
Aaah!
Too... too dangerous!
My breath gradually quickens. That person. Kim Tae-ho must... no matter what...
Be separated from Ah-rin!
Unconditionally!
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