Chapter 14
Translator - Zofu
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I can't look away.
"Hahh, ahh, heuk, heok, hih, ohhk"
My girlfriend, shoving her ass at another man, getting fucked like a dog.
With an expression she never showed me when we fucked, rolling her eyes back and making seductive noises on his cock. It's only been a short while since they started, but I can't take my eyes off her face as she keeps cumming. A strong sense of defeat wells up inside me, and at the same time, an unforgettable question pops into my head. If THAT is 'sex'...
Then what the hell was the sex I've been having all this time?
"Ohhk, w-wait, this is, too bihh, uhh it's too big wait, heuk!"
Fucking kid.
It's nothing but child's play.
Just playing house for fun. All the sexual relations, sex, intercourse I've had up until now... they don't even come close to the 'sex' Kim Tae-ho is doing to my girlfriend right now. That fact clenches my heart painfully. No matter what happens from now on, I'll never be able to surpass that huge cock.
"Heuk♡ Ah th-this, this is amahzing♡ Heuk keep going♡"
Helplessly, my girlfriend keeps cumming, keeps cumming. Pussy juice and saliva drip lewdly, soaking the bed sheets. A sight she never showed me. The perfect image of a bitch in heat. My cock twitches from the tingling, stimulating pleasure. An expression I could never see with MY cock.
My chest pounds painfully, like it's about to burst. Disgust and arousal swirl around above my head. I should tell them to stop, I have to, but like a mute who ate honey, I can't say a word.
"Ahkk ohhk, ohk ohk♡ Cum, cumming!"
From my girlfriend's pussy, a lewd fountain squirts out.
For the first time in my life. I saw a woman's 'squirting'. It's shocking. My mouth hangs open stupidly and won't close. Wasn't this... something only possible in porn comics?
Han Ye-rin grins with a happy expression as her body collapses onto the bed. Her waist twitching intermittently tells me she just came.
"Fuuu...ck!"
Suddenly, Kim Tae-ho curses. Grabbing my girlfriend's waist, he starts pistoning.
With a face twisted in anger, he mercilessly slams his thick cock into my girlfriend's pussy. Completely different from the sex I had with my girlfriend—movements that show no consideration for the woman at all.
"Ohhk ahh agaih, again ahhh slow, slowly!♡ Ohhk, ohk."
My girlfriend lets out endless lewd moans like "ohhk, ohhk" from her nose. With expressions she never showed me, with movements she never showed me, right before my eyes, she keeps cumming nonstop. Thump thump, my girlfriend's waist keeps bouncing up.
"Heuk ohhk hahk, hak, heuuuuuuuk!?"
Spanking. Kim Tae-ho raises his hand and smacks her ass hard. I've tried spanking before. Back then, my girlfriend just said it hurt... but now, what is this? That's definitely not a 'painful' expression.
Her current expression—sticking her tongue out stupidly lost in pleasure, her mouth full of lewd moans like "heuk, ohk," her rolled-back eyes not knowing where they're looking, her flushed red cheeks forming a 'happy' expression. Not pain, only pleasure.
Could I make an expression like that?
I don't have confidence in that.
My shoulders slump in helplessness.
"Heuk♡ Ah th-this, this is amahzing♡ Heuk keep going♡"
Separate from the helplessness, my cock keeps twitching.
Seeing my girlfriend's expression for the first time, I too get continuously aroused. And now I admit it. I can't stop this 'real sex'. For me, it's impossible.
"Heuk, heuk my boyfriend's, ohhk, can't reach places heuk, keep reaching them♡"
My cock trembles pitifully. Ahh, I want to fuck. I want to fuck too. No, I can't fuck. I can't do that. It's already been taken by that huge cock, there's no way to get it back.
"Ohhk, heuuuuuuuk!"
Slap—the sound of spanking fills the bedroom. My girlfriend climaxes. At that sight, I get aroused too. I can't hold it. I want to cum right now. The semen built up below wants out. Right now, I want to cum.
"Heuuugh, uh, haaaaaah!"
The sight of my girlfriend climaxing intermittently is so lewd.
Lewder than any woman I've seen, lewder than any novel, lewder than any porn comic. So lewd that I want to jump on her right now, my whole body trembling and twitching.
"Fuck..."
Kim Tae-ho curses in an annoyed voice. At that sight, my shoulders flinch for a moment. Slowly turning my head, afraid Kim Tae-ho might look this way. It feels like... I've become a defeated puppy.
I was born with everything, lived without lacking anything. The only thing I lacked was...
Just one thing.
A cock.
Just that one thing...
And with just that, I've 'lost'.
"Ahh... aah..."
Kim Tae-ho looks at me.
I've lost. To that person. Thoroughly trampled, not a shred of hope left, completely lost. As a man, total defeat. And that fact is endlessly arousing.
"Uh, ahh..."
With a splat—
I came.
It was short but clear.
A declaration of defeat...
It was despairing. Utterly despairing.
I fell.
I lost my girlfriend, my masculinity, myself.
But at the same time.
I discovered the pleasure of having things stolen.
A faint smile hangs on my despairing expression.
"Uh, um, well..."
"Yes? Yes?"
Kim Tae-ho calls me. I answer quickly, unable to hide my excitement.
What? Wha-what is he trying to say? Now that you're going to fuck your girlfriend all night, go home and jerk off to your defeat? What words, what words is he trying to say?
"Are you okay...?"
The response... was an apology.
Apologizing to someone who was lewdly defeated and crawling on the ground? Asking if I'm okay?
I'm fine. The answer is set.
"Ah, ahh... I-I'm fine.
Please... keep going."
Keep going, I said.
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I couldn't keep going.
My girlfriend stopped having sex and made Kim Tae-ho leave. My girlfriend kept apologizing to me, saying she'd never do it again. That she was wrong, she apologized. I changed my mind. Ahh, if only my girlfriend had said 'no' a little sooner, I would have stopped too. I can't stop anymore.
In my life, I've never had anything stolen from me.
I've never lost anything.
I only ever gained, I didn't even know the sensation of losing something. I didn't want things taken from me. I just knew it wasn't good. I knew if it was taken, it wouldn't be mine. There was no loss in my life.
And today, I learned that 'loss'.
Loss... is pleasure.
Realizing it after losing 'Han Ye-rin' whom I thought was precious. I don't like gaining. I'm a masochist who likes being trampled by others, having my things stolen, destroyed, and violated.
I realized my identity. Elation fills my chest.
"Seok-hyun... are you okay?"
"...Yeah, I'm fine."
I brush it off saying I'm fine. The truth is, I wanted to have more taken. But looking at my girlfriend, I don't want to stir up trouble. My girlfriend is feeling guilty right now. That fact makes me a little happy. She's worrying about me.
But it's okay now. You don't need to worry.
"You don't need to worry so much. I'm fine."
"Really...?"
"Yeah, really."
"Um, should we... go home now?"
"Don't worry, Yerin. Ah, can you hand me those clothes over there?"
"U-um..."
From now on, she's my girlfriend, but not my girlfriend.
She's mine but also his. She still likes me emotionally, but I can't easily say how long that will last. Since her body has already been taken over. If Kim Tae-ho keeps filling my girlfriend's deficiencies, eventually her heart will be taken too.
When the time comes, Han Ye-rin. Will like Kim Tae-ho more than me. Body and heart, everything.
Pleasure rises from the tip of my cock. I'm looking forward to it. The moment she abandons me. When that time comes, will I be able to endure it?
Will I be able to endure this rising joy?
Ahh, I won't be able to.
I received the clothes.
Showered, got dressed. Came outside. My girlfriend next to me fidgets and watches my expression. Until I got in the car, guilt-filled eyes followed me. I smiled and waved at my girlfriend.
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The academy ended anticlimactically.
With what happened then, classes couldn't reach my ears. Looking at the sunset sky, my girlfriend approaches.
"Umm... Seok-hyun. Should we go now?"
Still looking apologetic. Even though I kept saying it's fine, she keeps apologizing, thinking she's not fine. Throughout class she fidgeted, and even after class ended, this was how she was.
Today, Kim Tae-ho didn't come.
Well, Kim Tae-ho has his own girlfriend, so the shock of fucking another woman must have been significant. Separate from that fact, I was feeling a bit dissatisfied that Kim Tae-ho didn't come to the academy today. Because of that.
He needs to hurry up and come to the academy and fuck my girlfriend.
The person who matters isn't coming, so it's just frustrating. I want to recreate that situation right away, but I can't. But I can't just barge into his house and drag Kim Tae-ho here, the situation is too complicated.
Because my girlfriend doesn't want that.
Forcing it isn't good. I don't want awkward affair sex. Naturally, having my woman stolen, my woman going to another man on her own. That's the kind of sex I want. My girlfriend takes my hand.
"Um, Seok-hyun."
"Yeah?"
"Do you... have time today?"
"Yeah. Why?"
"Well, today... can you come to my house? I have something to talk about for a moment..."
Ah.
I realized why my girlfriend was anxious during class.
She can't forget Kim Tae-ho's cock. She wants to have sex but can't. That brief experience consumed her body, so even after just one day, she misses and craves that cock. Her expression is slightly aroused.
Without a word. I nodded.
To fill that longing with me. She's offering sex with her boyfriend as a substitute. But is that okay?
With me, it's definitely going to be insufficient.
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The sex ended anticlimactically.
"No, why! Why won't it get hard...! You can't do it!"
"..."
Since then, my cock won't get hard for this 'wholesome' play anymore.
"Please...! I sucked it, gave you a handjob, titjob, but why! Why won't it get hard!"
"Hah..."
"Why? Huuk... why...!? Seok-hyun... I want to do it, why? Why..."
"I'm sorry."
"...What?"
Now, just my girlfriend isn't enough.
"Now if it's not 'that', I don't think it'll work."
"What?"
I get up from the bed. Open the drawer next to me.
Inside the drawer is that 'manga'. I flip through the pages, looking at the scene where the main character's girlfriend gets stolen by a thug.
The cock that wouldn't get erect since earlier twitches.
As I flip each page, life gradually returns to the unresponsive cock. At the end, a fully erect cock. Small but, revealing its presence.
"Um, Seok-hyun?"
"Yerin, I have something to tell you."
"Huh? Yeah? What?"
"I, now, if it's not 'affair sex'..."
I can't get erect.
After that, it was as expected.
I got kicked out of my girlfriend's house. Came back home. Took the manga, went to my room. And masturbated. Waiting for that situation to come someday, waiting and waiting. I masturbated.
But strangely.
Semen... didn't come out.
Will it come tomorrow?
It didn't.
My girlfriend stamps her feet impatiently, and I have no way to release my desire, undergoing an endless test of patience. My girlfriend moves next to me, rubbing her body against the desk, crossing her legs. She is clearly aroused. Unable to forget a man who isn't her boyfriend, lost in arousal.
My girlfriend sometimes, with a flushed face that's hard to show others, stares into space and twitches her waist. Just from rubbing her ass on Kim Tae-ho's chair, she cums.
She keeps feeling it, and sometimes cums. Even so, my girlfriend still seems unsatisfied as she bites her thumbnail, looking outside the door. She's waiting for him to come. I'm waiting too. Because I want to see my girlfriend getting fucked by another man soon.
Tomorrow... will he come?
No, he didn't.
My legs tremble. I want to see sex right now. With hands and feet tied, unable to do anything, powerlessly. I want to see my girlfriend getting fucked by a huge cock. This is a restaurant. Food gets stuck in my throat and won't go down properly. When the hell is he coming?
"Um... Seok-hyun. Are you okay?"
"Huh? Yeah?"
A female classmate looks at me worriedly.
Am I okay? Am I okay right now? I'm fine. I grab the water cup irritably and gulp down water. No, actually I'm not okay at all. The sperm built up in my balls desperately wants release. But I have no means to release, so I'm just suffering right now.
"I'm fine, yeah, totally fine."
"R-really...?"
"Don't worry."
I can't eat anymore. I'm just frustrated. Unable to hold back my emotions, I throw my spoon on the floor and storm out of the restaurant. Yeah, he must be here by now. He has to be. I want to release this lust right away. I want to be tied up right away.
When I leave the restaurant, students look at me with shocked eyes. First, let's go back to the classroom. I push away students following me irritably and walk down the hallway.
Then, a familiar figure catches my eye. A bulky body, brown skin, yellow hair... wait, that.
Isn't that Kim Tae-ho?
"Huh? Huh?"
"Move! Fuck! I said move!!"
Without even looking at me, he keeps telling me to move and runs in the opposite direction. What, what is this? Why is he running away?
The question was quickly resolved.
"Pupppyyyy!! Where are you going!!"
My girlfriend was chasing after him, filled with madness.
Even so, dripping pussy juice. With a fully aroused expression, using magic while chasing Kim Tae-ho. Without acknowledging me, she pushes my shoulder and runs endlessly.
"What the..."
I'm flustered.
The reunion I so desperately wanted happened, but instead of intense joy, my head is filled with bewildering confusion.
Wait... what just happened?
Then, my mind snaps.
No, this isn't the time to be flustered.
Kim Tae-ho came. Which means, I can now witness 'affair sex' directly. An opportunity to release the lust built up for 3 days. I can't miss this chance. Absolutely.
I immediately turn around and quickly run in the direction my girlfriend ran. It's the main gate. I won't miss it.
Panting, I go outside the main gate and look for Kim Tae-ho.
"Huff puff... where the hell are you!?"
He's not there.
No matter how much I look around, wherever I look. I can't find a figure resembling Kim Tae-ho, let alone a student in the same uniform. Where the hell... where did he go? As I turn my head this way and that, I spot a limousine going outside the school far away.
That limousine is Han Ye-rin's.
I quickly pull out my phone and call my girlfriend.
"...Sigh."
She won't answer.
I call repeatedly, hang up, call again. She won't answer. After trying several times, my girlfriend answers.
*[Chup, hooop, yeheheh?♡]*
While sucking cock.
With my cock twitching, I question my girlfriend.
"Hey, fuck. Hey! Han Ye-rin! What are you doing right now!"
*[Hup, chup, chup, hahhp, hup♡]*
Fuck no.
"Stop sucking dick and answer me!!"
*[Hup, hahp, chup, what's up..?♡ Chup♡]*
"What the fuck, don't you know!? Why did you take him away!"
*[To have sex♡]*
Fuck, that's why.
"Then you should've taken me too!"
Blood pressure rises as I clutch the back of my neck.
This can't go on. I need to go too and watch sex.
"No, wait. I'm coming too, I'm chasing after you."
Then, the lewd sucking sound suddenly stops.
*[No, today I'm only having sex with Puppy.♡]*
"What kind of dog-shit nonsense is this?"
I finally caught an opportunity to witness affair sex, and today she's only having sex with Kim Tae-ho? Why? Why the hell?
"No, why!?"
*[Because I decided that today♡ I have to punish Puppy♡]*
Again, lewd wet sounds come through the phone.
Punishment? Suddenly? I don't understand. So what about me?
"Hey, fuck. Then what about me!? What about me!? You think you're the only one struggling right now!?"
*[Hup, chup, hooop, Seok-hyun♡ tomorrow♡ let's do it together... okay? Not today♡]*
"No, so why—"
Click.
The call ends.
Boiling anger rises to the top of my head.
Fucking bitch.
Fuck.
"Haaaaan Yeeeeriiiin!!"
I scream to the sky.
I press a familiar number on my phone irritably.
A familiar limousine approaches me.
No matter what happens. I'll see it.
My affair sex.
I couldn't see it.
The door was locked, couldn't enter from the main gate. No matter how much I called, I only heard the mechanical voice saying the phone was off. Even if I tried to drag someone in, the two of them are already in a friendly relationship. A strongly bound alliance. As they're close and avoid discomfort as much as possible, I can't create tension over such a reason. Which means, I'm.
Even with prey before my eyes. Unable to lay a single hand, in a terrible situation.
I waited for over 6 hours. The sun has already set, the moon hangs in the darkening sky, and the cold wind slaps my cheeks. The limit of my patience was passed long ago. Han Ye-rin said we'd have sex 'tomorrow'. Since I've built up this much lust, the method of release will inevitably be intense.
The phone I'm holding vibrates.
It's Han Ye-rin.
"...Sigh."
I answer.
*[Sorry, did you wait?]*
"Yeah."
For a very, very, very long time.
*[Sorry. It built up so much, I wasn't in my right mind while releasing it.]*
"I know you weren't in your right mind."
*[Uhh, but it's okay! Let's have sex together tomorrow, okay? Is that okay?]*
"Yeah, that's fine. But, Yerin."
[Yeah?]*
"Can I ask one favor for tomorrow's sex?"
*[What... favor?]*
"Tomorrow, not at home...
I want to do it in the classroom."
Is that okay?